Cyborg's diary II

I did it! I did it! I did everything I said I was going to do last time I wrote in here. I saw Beast Boy naked in the shower, then later went to apologize, and ended up making out with him! And that's not all. We jacked each other off. It was great! But now I have a problem: Beast Boy is my boyfriend! And I don't even like guys!
Here's how it happened: I really DID walk in on Beast Boy by accident. I didn't have to pretend. For some reason, he was showering late at night. I had to take a whiz, so I just walked in, and there he was. Not only was he naked, he had a boner! I must have interrupted him jacking off. So I left, but not before getting a good look. Pretty impressive, little bro! Not as big as mine, put pretty close!
So the next day, I was trying to find time to go talk with the green guy. He disappeared someplace with Starfire after lunch, and I didn't see him again until just before dinner. He seemed really distracted. He kept looking at Robin and Starfire, and I thought I saw him blush a little. Wonder what he was thinking about? He was smiling a lot, so at least he was in a good mood. Anyway, after dinner, we were playing video games, and I told him to come up to my room to look at a computer game I downloaded (Dumb excuse, I know, but it worked!). Funny, all the way up to my room I had butterflies in my stomach. I think I was excited and nervous at the same time.
We get to my room, and Beast Boy wants to see the computer game. I had to tell him that there was no game, that I wanted to talk. I apologized for walking in on him in the shower the night before. He said it was embarrassing, but it was ok. Then I started talking about jacking off and stuff, how everyone does it. So then he admitted that he was masturbating in the shower when I saw him. I asked him who he was thinking about when he was doing it. He blushed, and tried to change the subject, so I said 'come on, you can tell me'. Then BB said he was thinking about me! So I kissed him. Then we made out for a while. I'm right, he is a sloppy kisser. Sloppy in the good way! It was really hot! Then I asked if he wanted to jack off with me, and he said yes. He got undressed, and I took off my steel codpiece. We laid next to each other and started. It was really exciting watching him do it right next to me. Then he reached over and put his hand on my boner. It felt really great, so I did the same to him. We finished in a few minutes. After we finished, we kissed a little more, until I heard Raven in the hall calling for Beast Boy. I asked if we could do this again, and BB said he'd like that.
So that's the problem. We're gonna do it again, I like BB, so that means he's my boyfriend. I didn't even know I was interested in guys. Actually, I'm NOT interested in guys. Just Beast Boy. I have a lot of thinking to do.