Please, remember that I'm French so I had to translate the whole fic before making correct it (thanks to ET and Double27) and mistakes always goes through.

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Lexan : I've hesitated to put it, so I'm glad you liked it

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- "Unhappy to be alive…"

- "Yes, I guess that when ya've attempted to kill yerself and that, at yer wakin', a doctor with a wide smile tell ya somethin' like : 'Ya've been lucky' ya'd felt a feeling of rancour …" supposed Logan.

Hank had like a discomforted silence before admitting:

- "That's what I've said to her, but…You know, as a doctor I've always learned how to save people, but we have to understand that sometimes some ones want to die" answered Hank before adding in a serious look "She'll do it again"

- "Huh ?"

- "She made me understand it, actually, she didn't even give me a hint of it, her vigilance was too weak for that" précised Hank "She'll attempt again to kill herself and will end to achieve it, we won't be always behind her…"

The professor went out of his concentration in which he had sunk to scan Jean's mind, henceforth wide opened.

- "Yes, she will do it again," he confirmed in a deep voice "she intends firmly to do it and risks to try sooner that we think…"

Hank nodded:

- "That's what I've thought, that's why, when she's lost consciousness again, I've taken advantage of it to move her in a room less risky and change of place all objects or medicine she could use" declared Hank "This will let us one or two days to see at longer-range, the time to her to recover. Here she didn't even have the strength to stay conscious more than one minute and was very weak, so hence to move or use her powers…"

A silence seized again the four mutants before Logan pulled out a paper of his pocket.

- "Yesterday evening, I came back in her room, I've told me that she ought to have let us somethin' and I've found this message" he declared while extending it to them "It had glided under the bed, probably cos of a gust of wind"

Ororo caught it and read it at loud voice :

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I'm sorry, but it's too hard and I can't bear it anymore.

I hope you'll understand and forgive me for that and for all I could've said or done the previous days.

Jean

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Two floors above, Bryan woke up of a sleep haunted by the strange vision of the evening before. He saw that most of the students with who he shared his bedroom were already up, only Arty was slightly snoring at the other end of the room. Bryan stretched and got up quickly –Just to not let his mind wandering a too long time– slipped on a dressing gown and went silently out of the bedroom.

The corridors were silent, but, the more he approached the kitchen and the living room, the more there were students, most of them chatting in little groups which wasn't common apparently, something had happened. Intrigued, Bryan pricked up his ears as he was passing in front of three students older than him.

- "Yes, it seemed to be, like, rather serious…" made Kitty at Amara and Rahne who were listening with a concerned look.

- "What seemed to be serious ?" asked the young mutant who couldn't help to think again about the flash of the evening before.

- "Doctor Grey, she has been injured" answered Shadowcat "I've seen, like, professor Logan, Ororo, Rogue and Bobby taking her to the med-bay yesterday evening, they were, like, coming from outside and I can tell you it really looked serious, she was unconscious and covered with blood"

Amara and Rahne had put their hand on their mouth. Bryan, he, froze…Doctor Grey injured ? From outside ? The professor Logan, the professor Ororo plus Bobby and Rogue ? like in his vision…

- "What happened ?" he asked, still sceptic that this could accredit his power manifestation.

- "I dunno, they didn't want to tell us more, except, like, that she's pulled through" answered Kitty before reacting by seeing the young move off "Hey ! Where are you going ?"

He didn't answer and started to search the Professor Xavier who he found on his way as he was coming from the med-lab.

- "Professor ! I've to talk to you!" he told him in a voice betraying his confusion.

Feeling this should be important for his young student, Charles conceded to listen to him, although Jean was preoccupying his mind.

- "What is the matter Bryan ?"

- "I had a vision Professor ! Something strange; I thought it was unfounded like for the others, but it doesn't seem to be the case!" formulated the young mutant.

- "All right, settle down and try to explain to me more clearly what was it all about" asked Charles.

- "It was about Doctor Grey, she was hurt, willingly if you see what I mean…"

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