Sicily was quiet the entire way home as she wondered about Peter. He was
very strange, but very cute, and she tried to decide if that would be worth
it...Also, she wondered if he was actually a runaway. What had he been
wearing? Baggy olive cargo shorts with a grey wifebeater tank, reading,
"The Lost Boys' Fight Club", matched with black flip-flops, but they had
thin soles- not like the Adidas that most people wore...Perhaps he was
homeless as he claimed. Actually, he hadn't said homeless, just that he'd
run away. "Oh, well," She thought to herself. If he didn't call, there were
plenty of fish in the sea...The girl collapsed on her bed upstairs only to
hear squeals and a sharp pain under her back. A tiny fist thrust out from
under her comforter and beat her side, and she jumped up. Milan squirmed
out from under the blanket, hair mussed and face wrinkled from pillows,
yelling, "Hey! I was trying to sleep!" Sicily growled, "Why aren't you
sleeping in your own bed?" Milan shrugged. "Venice is in it." Sicily walked
down the hall to the twins' bedroom and reached her arms out to shake
Venice awake when she stopped. The 6-year-old was sprawled out across the
bed, her long blond hair covering the pillow and one leg sticking out of
the blanket, hanging off the divan. Slowly, Sicily turned to Milan and said
quietly, "Why don't you sleep in her bed? I'll tuck you in." Milan lay down
in Venice's bed and curled up, sucking her thumb contentedly, fair blue
eyes shutting slowly. Sicily walked out of the room and shut the door. "I'm
getting soft." She muttered.
Going back in her room, she noticed that it had begun to rain, and that it
made a pleasant roar outside, soft and rolling. She lay down and watched it
outside the window and her eyes began to droop, so she closed them silently-
she was not one to fight sleep. When they fluttered open a moment later, a
lot of time had passed- the clock read 10:17. It was pouring outside now,
and she got up and changed into a black camisole and a pair of petite
shorts that barely covered her rear, white with black and purple pinstripes
on them. She heard a knock outside her window. "Odd," Sicily wondered. "I
live on the second story..." She opened her window and Peter was hanging on
to a porch outside her window that she hadn't known was there. He hung by
one arm, and waved with the other. She checked to make sure her door was
shut, then pulled him inside. He was dripping wet, and Sicily grabbed a
towel. Peter pulled off his shirt and she looked approvingly at his chest-
tanned, and fit. As he dried his arms, she wrung out his shirt in the sink
in her room. When she turned, his pants lay on the floor, and the boy held
the towel around his waist. Sicily hung them with the shirt and turned
around, rooting through her drawers and throwing him a pair of huge
basketball shorts from a date in New York who'd given her a pair with his
number on them. He put them on and sat, looking intently at her.
"Well. Peter. Are you staying the night?" Sicily asked. He gave her an
unreadable look and said, "Actually, I was going to ask you the same
thing." She raised her eyebrows. "No- I don't go that far." He ran his
fingers through his blond curls and said, "Well, it was a long shot- it's a
pretty lengthy trip, and I barely know you-" as she said in unison, "I
mean, I'm new but not stupid and I wouldn't- I barely know you!" They
looked at each other. "I think we're talking about different things..." Peter
said carefully. Sicily asked him, "What trip?" He stared at her and seemed
to be measuring her in his mind, and instinctively, she sucked in her
stomach, straightened and raised her chest before she realized she was
doing it. Peter asked her slowly, "Are you...happy?" She stuttered, "Sure, I
mean, I've got it all, right? I should be!" He repeated himself. "But are
you happy?" Without warning, tears began to roll down Sicily's face, and
she tucked her knees up on her bed, burying her face in them. Instantly,
Peter was beside her, his arms wrapped around her. "Do you want to be
happy?"
Sicily was furious with herself. She didn't cry- no one was supposed to see
when she wasn't happy. It was weakness, lack of control, and she didn't do
it! She looked up at Peter, her eyelashes spiky around her coffee eyes and
strands of hair stuck to her tears. "I don't think you can do that." His
limbs tightened around her, and he asked suddenly, "Where is your dad?"
Sicily laughed harshly. "Him? In Virginia. He divorced my mom and ran off
with the secretary. Classic. He doesn't want us anymore- he has new kids, a
new life, a new house, and I hate him." "You miss him." Said Peter. She
began to cry again, and she yelled at herself in her mind- "Stop it! Stop
letting him see you cry!" Slowly, he stood up, lingering in the window
alcove but not opening the window. "Sicily. You're not going to believe me,
but I want you to try. I have to tell you something that's hard to hear the
first time." Her face melted. "Oh, God. Are you gay?" He looked thrown and
slightly disturbed, shaking his head. "Um, no. What I wanted to say is
that...Peter Pan is real. He's me."
Sicily laughed. "Are you on crack?" Again, he shook his head and sighed. He
pushed off the windowsill and rose into the air a few feet, floating just
under the ceiling. Her mouth fell open, and she fainted off the bed, her
head hitting the floor and echoing in the room. Peter rushed over and wrung
his pant over her forehead, rainwater dripping into her eyes and waking
her. Her eyes were wide. "You were- were..." He nodded. "I flew. Would you
like to learn?" She gave him a calculated look and slowly stood up,
acquiescing suspiciously. Peter put his face dangerously close to her and
blew powder into her face, but it didn't burn her eyes. "Pixie dust?" she
asked. He smiled. "I suppose you know what to do?" She closed her eyes and
thought about Venice sleeping- the first happy thought that came to mind.
She felt herself rise slightly, and said skeptically as she looked at her
feet, "This is against everything Einstein stood for..." Peter smirked.
"Guess what's next?"
((Woo, woo, here comes Neverland...))
((Woo, woo, here comes Neverland...))
