Disclaimer: I do not own any of this, I only use the characters for mine and other's amusement. I came up with the plot to this one on my own though, so ha!!!

A-Chan: It's been almost a month since I updated huh? Well practically. I nearly forgot about this place I have been so busy. Sorry for that. Hope you're still reading and enjoying! Thanks for your encouragement! Man... this story is the most like... complex of all. Gees! No wonder it takes me forever to decide what to write, nothing ever sounds good enough! Hope it's good enough for yous though! ^-^

Thanks, GetaCyKurInu. I won't make that mistake again. But can't fix it now. :S Not enough time!

Dragonheart287, good guess!! ;)

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" Earth? Earth? Serious?!" I choke on my words and my stomach churns with what was just thrown at me. I am overcome with shock.

" Yes Earth. Why, have you heard of it?"

" No... never..." I say slowly as my face goes pale.

" Oh well. You're going to have a wonderful time destroying all those pathetic Earthlings. I know it."

What? Oh yea, the Earthlings that I gave my life for to save when you sent my brother, your killing machine, to destroy it! I suddenly feel hate and anger fill up inside. He is going to destroy that beautiful, helpless planet.. and... is there anything I can do about it? No.. not unless I want Vegeta and I to be killed. I won't let him kill Vegeta.. but I can't let him destroy my planet! I feel so angry, but there is nothing I can do. I decide to share the anger with him, since that is the only thing I can do to find relief for mine.

"Stop worrying Kakarot.." Vegeta tells me through our thoughts.

" Isn't Earth that one planet that you tried to destroy before but failed because of me?" I ignore Vegeta and smart talk Frieza.

" What?!" He says in shock that I would have the nerve to say that.

" Didn't you send someone to destroy that planet before? And didn't you fail because of me?"

" I did not fail!!! It was not my fault! It was that pathetic excuse for a saiyan, your brother, Radditz!! And that's right! You were the one who caused all that trouble!!" Frieza stands and slaps me.

I tumble to the ground with the blow. There is so much strength behind it that I slide across the floor. Vegeta jumps up in fear of my safety.

" You are lucky that I don't care anymore! It wasn't much of a loss, your brother. He was weak. And you defeated him, so you must be stronger. So I'm at no loss. You will be his replacement. You will finish his job. You will destroy this planet of yours." His grin is so large and full of reprisal.

I don't say anything. Now there is nothing to do. I did make him angry, but it did not send me any relief. I stand up and walk out of the room. Vegeta starts to follow.

" Leave me, Vegeta." I tell him.

He recognizes my thought, and sits back down. There is a fluster of thoughts and emotions from him, but none directed toward me.

" You outta teach him how to respect me like you do Vegeta. Look at you. Seating yourself until I am finished with my meal." I hear Frieza say as I walk out.

" Ha like I was waiting for you!"

Don't talk to him Vegeta.

" I am not going to."

Good.

" Are you going to be okay? We aren't going to let him destroy your planet, are we?"

We can't do anything about it, can we?!

" I guess not. I'm sorry Kakarot."

I slam my body against the wall in the dormitory hall. I punch the wall and beat it with my fists as my face goes flush. Tears build in my eyes, but I try to hold them back. I know Vegeta can feel my emotions, but I don't want him to worry. But why my planet? Is he trying to break me or something?! What's going on here? Is this revenge or something? If this is revenge, then he must know about me and Vegeta! But why??

I am so confused. I shake my head, trying to forget it all, and I feel a friendly hand resting on my shoulder. I turn to see Vegeta.

"Vegeta, I said to leave me."

" I know, but I couldn't help it. I felt how scared and angry you were..." He kisses my lips gently and rubs my cheek, clearing away the tears that streak down it.

" I'm sorry to worry you... I just... don't know how I am going to do this. Not only do I have to watch my own planet die, but my wife lives there still.... and so do many of my other friends who didn't go to Namek. I don't know what to do. They are all going to die...."

" I am so sorry... what about the dragon balls? Can't we wish them back with those on Namek??"

" No. There's no way to ever wish anything back on the dragon balls."

" Why not?"

" Namek was destroyed, remember? And there are no dragon balls on Earth either, because Piccolo was killed... There's no hope..."

I turn around and start walking to the bathing quarters.

" Where are you going, Kakarot?"

" I need a shower."

I walk into the room, and Vegeta walks in after. There is no one in the room, so I take the only good shower. I strip off my clothes slowly, and see Vegeta watching. I turn on the shower and stand below it, letting the nice warm water pour over my body. Vegeta walks up to the shower next to mine and takes off his clothes. He turns on his shower and bathes along with me, slowly sliding under my shower to get close. I think he is trying to comfort me.

Vegeta runs his fingers over my chest, and I ignore him. I continue to bathe myself. I don't want to get sidetracked when I am trying to think of something. But I can't ignore him when he starts kissing my neck. I let out a low growl and he then presses his body up against mine. He places his hands on my hips and stands on his toes to kiss my lips. I wrap my arms around him, and accept his kiss.

" Vegeta...." I say quietly. " We can get caught."

" I don't care...I love you, and I want you to feel better..."

" Vegeta..."

He slides his hands over my body. He starts at my shoulders, and then slides them down my chest. His fingers play about my belly, and his lips linger about my jaw bone.

" Vegeta, this isn't a good idea..." I try to stop him best I can, but it's too hard when it's this pleasurable!!

I finally give in, and place my hands on his bottom, lifting him up so he could wrap his legs around my hips. Our lips meet again, and our tongues playfully meet in a tangle of lust. I feel aroused slightly, but inside I still feel hurt and sick.

What am I doing? My whole planet is going to be destroyed and my wife is going to die, and I just sit here only thinking about sex?!

" Vegeta..." I say, prepared to stop him, when we hear a noise at the door.

I nearly drop Vegeta, but he catches himself. We both look in shock at the door, but see nothing.

" Someone was in here?!?! How did I not notice?!" Vegeta exclaims.

" I didn't know either. But someone knows about us now. That is not good. We are going to be in trouble now, I know it. Hopefully they won't tell Frieza...."

--------- A little while later

Vegeta and I put on our saiyan armor and walk to the departure deck. We are going to Earth now.

" It's time." Frieza says.

We sit and wait as the sub-ship departs to take us to Earth. It only takes a couple of minutes before we land, but it feels like forever. I can't believe that I am going to help destroy my own planet. I am going to hell for this.

" Kakarot..." Vegeta tries to comfort.

" We're here. Earth. Isn't it a cute little planet?" Frieza smirks and stands in front of the gate that is opening.

Frieza looks around and notices that we are in middle of a city. He also notices that our spaceship had killed a couple of people while landing.

" Aw. Wish I had a camera."

" You foul creature!!" I go after him, but Vegeta holds me back.

Frieza snaps his fingers. " I sent two of my goons to get your first kill."

" The first kill has already been commited!!" I yell and point to the bodies that lie partially under the ship.

" Heh. They don't count. This kill is one to celebrate."

Frieza growls and snaps his fingers again. " I am growing impatient, bring the little earthling, Kakarot is waiting for his kill!!"

Two of Frieza's goons march up, dragging a woman. Her head is down, and all I can see is the black hair, slightly grayed . She is wearing raggedy clothes, and her body is frail. She looks like a homeless woman with no food, who is dying from starvation.

" Here it is."

" I'm not going to kill a helpless, poor old woman!!" I yell.

" Goku??" Chi-Chi looks up.

" Chi-Chi!!" I yell as my eyes widen with utter shock.

My wife... is my first kill. THIS is my first test......

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A-Chan: So, what do you think? Bad idea? I dunno, I like how this fic is going, I am actually proud of it! I came up with a good idea for once!! Woo hoo! I couldn't wait to write about Chi-Chi. Mwahahaha. Please enjoy and review!! :P I'll update as soon as I can!! ^-^