Disclaimer: The same as ch.2 I will NEVER own a part of this game or SQUARE.



Feelings and Everything Around it - 2

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(Ahhh! Fresh air! That's all that I need to cool myself off. All I need is to be alone

and think.)



A tall girl with long blonde hair was out alone on the garden's balcony. She was

wearing her SEED uniform. She was upset about something. She was once again alone,

always alone.



(What's the point in even trying. Ever since SHE arrived, all chances with him

just suddenly vanished. Why can't I stop thinking about him? I can't stand the sight of

them hugging each other, kissing each other. I don't even want to think about what things

they do when they're alone. Especially in Squall's office, they spend so much time in

there...... Ahhhh........)



She was now taking deep breaths. Trying to inhale the soothing smell of the

ocean, the forest, and the sky.



" Hey, Selphie! Look! It's Quistis!" It was Irvine. Quistis quickly turned around

upon hearing their whispers.



" Heeeyyyy. What's up Quisty. Whacha doin' all by your lonesome self?" Selphie

sounded sort of hyper. She leaned to Quistis' ear then whispered something. " Thinkin'

'bout Squall again? Don't deny it! 'Cause I know you will!!!"



Quistis turned bright red then suddenly burst with anger, " I AM NOT!"



" Alright, Alright, calm down there lil' lady. Women as pretty as you should not

be acting like that! Ya know it's not healthy, it'll ruin your beautiful sounding voice!! I

would hate to 'hear' that happen, 'cause I just love----"



" Irvine!!" Selphie sounded jealous.



He quickly tried to defend himself, " O-Of course I wasn't counting you,

Selphie. You know you're the prettiest of them all! And no one can sing as well as you!!

Heh, heh" Sweat could be seen from his face. It was not nice to anger Selphie.



(You guys make me sick!)



" Awww, okay, you know I could never stay mad at you."



The two started snuggling with each other. Quistis was beginning to get sick of

the sight. Or maybe, she was envious, she didn't know. Nonetheless, she left them alone

quietly and headed for her dormitories. It was now 9:00 pm.



Quistis started getting ready for bed. She lay down and stared at her ceiling. She

was having trouble falling asleep. All she could do now was think. She couldn't help it

even if she tried to........



(Squall........ what is it about you that attracts women like me....

I........when Rinoa came to your-everybody's life, everyone seemed relieved.

Everyone knew that you liked Squall. You were even going out with Siefer ! No one can

tame him!!! At first I wasn't worried. I thought that you had no chance because he was

stubborn and even I, his instructor and friend, could not. I thought that he would choose

a life long friend over some girl who just came into his life a year ago. I guess I was

wrong. You came waltzing in the party, attempted to hypnotize him, then took his arm and

got him to dance. It hurt me so much seeing him dance with you. He dances with you even

if he just met you, but me......he doesn't even want to see me. As much as I hated

that party, I will never forget it......... he looked so handsome. That night,

he told me to talk to a wall..... heh. Squall, why couldn't it be me? All Rinoa has

that I don't is....... is........ What is it that made you like her? What?

I need you...... Squall.......)





Looking at the ceiling, Quistis started, slowly drifting off to sleep. That night she

was determined to dream of Squall. If he can't be with her in reality, she will be with him

in her dreams.



(Goodnight........Squall........)



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