Good mornings Part 2
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The sun was already out. The clock on the wall read 7:00 am. It was too early, but
she couldn't go back to sleep. The sunlight was glaring onto her eyes. She looks around
wondering what had happened. There's something wrong, and she could feel it. Literally.
Beside her, she could feel another person. But she knew that it can't be. She knew that
Squall was not home. She was afraid to look under the pillow. She didn't dare. But she
had to. She slowly turned around and slowly pulled down the blanket.
(NO!!!!) That was all that came into her mind. She thought that she might be
dreaming. But she knew that she wasn't. She hated the fact that she knew. She put her
hands on her head and started shaking frantically. She suddenly got painful flashbacks of
what happened. She was sweating, shaking. In her mind she could see, she could feel the
pressure of his body against hers. The sweat. The smell. The sound of the beating heart.
She could feel it all as if it was happening right now. She couldn't take it.
She swiftly and quietly picked up a coat and put on her shoes and exited her
room. There was a chilly wind around the garden, which did not make her feel any better.
She ran and ran. The garden was empty, people was still in their bed. They have nothing
to worry about. She ran and ran. She didn't care where. After running erratically, she
halted. She found herself in the quad. She panted and sat down at the edge of the stage,
staring out onto the orange sky. She stopped to think.
(ahh, ahh, ahh) She was still panting. (What did I do?) She put her hand to her
forehead as if she had a really bad headache. (How-how did this happen?) She again had
brief but precise flash backs of the event last night. The memory kept coming back, like it
was haunting her. (STOP!!!! Why won't it stop! I couldn't stop myself. The- pressure!
Ahhh!!!! The-I can't get it out of my mind! I didn't do that!! I didn't!! I would never!!!)
She stood up quickly as if she was on fire. He leaned herself on to the railings and
put her head down as if she was going to puke. (Ahhh, ahhh. Squall!! What do I do? I
don't want him to find out. I don't want him to be hurt. He's had enough pain. I-I need,
I-need to tell him. It was just a reaction at the heat of the moment. People do this...,
don't they? They make mistakes. It's a flaw that all people have. I still love Squall! I
know I do!!! I will not do this again!! I won't!!!)
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Zack sighed. After waking up from a magical night, he didn't think that anything
would go wrong. He finally set a goal and reached it. He changed his beliefs and now he
thinks that miracles do happen. He got her. Now, that was a miracle. He wanted to see the
girl beside her. He wanted to see her angelic face.
(Ahhh, Rinoa. Still deep in sleep--) When he turned around, Rinoa wasn't there.
He thought that she may gotten some fresh air. (That was good.. I'm glad that she
finally let go, and let me) He got up and put on his pants. He walked to the mirror to
stare at himself for a while. He put his hands on his face and took a deep breath. He
stared some more. He picked up his shirt from the floor and put it on. He washed his face
and left the room to look for Rinoa. He thought that everything was going according to
plan. He thought that he finally got Rinoa.
(I did the right thing...Squall doesn't deserve her. A guy who has everything
doesn't deserve her. I need her more than he does and I will get her.) He was walking
around the garden not knowing where he was going because she still hasn't given him the
tour that she promised. So he decided to just walk around hoping to bump into her.
Luckily the garden was still empty because if he was seen here at this time, it would
cause some suspicion. He tried to look for places that would have some space, some fresh
air, he knew that that's where she'll be. He walked around some more looking at the label
that led to each hallway. He walked past the Training Center, Library, the Main Entrance,
Clinic, and then the Quad. He though about going to the main entrance but he kinda
thought that she would not get too far, so he went inside the Quad.
(There she is...) He walks to Rinoa quietly. She didn't notice him, or maybe
she didn't want to. (She seems...sad. But why would she be...? Last night was
amazing...) "Rinoa...are you okay...?" He put his hand on her pale
shoulders. She felt cold and clammy.
She simply looked at the hand on her shoulder and turned her gaze once again to
the sky. "......." She didn't know what to say, or how to say it.
"Rinoa...my dear-" He suddenly stopped when Rinoa gave him a sharp
look. Both of Zack's hands were now at each of her shoulder, massaging her.
"!!! 'my dear'? What right do you have to call me that?! Let go of me!!!!" She
violently shook his hand from her shoulders. She quickly stood up to face him.
"What's wrong? What did I do wrong?" He suddenly looked confused.
" 'What did you do wrong?' you don't know what you did? You-you-" She
couldn't make herself say it.
He became angry, "What? I made you have sex with me? It doesn't take one
person to do it!!! I didn't do it with myself!!! You were there too!! Don't put all the
blame on me!!! You wanted it, and you did!!!"
She started sobbing, she turned around to run away but she was stopped. "Let go
of me! Let go!" She gave up and stopped.
"Don't make it harder for the both of us than it already is. We both can't resist it.
If you want to stop hiding in the bushes, if you want to stop hiding you feelings, and if
you want to be honest, I'll tell Squall. I'll tell him right now if you want me to."
"Are you threatening me?!! Don't you understand?? I DON'T LOVE YOU!!!
THAT WAS ALL A BIG MISTAKE!! Can't you get that in your thick skull? I DON'T
LOVE YOU!!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!" She shook herself once again from Zack's
grip.
"But Rinoa...don't tell me you didn't like it? I-I need you...you don't
know how much!! I won't give up on you Rinoa, remember that!! I'll tell Squall...I
won't give up on you."
"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!" That was the last thing that he heard from Rinoa
before finally giving up and leaving the quad.
(I don't understand? Last night...she didn't hesitate at all. She gave it all to
me!! I still think that she's holding herself back from me. She's just afraid...I'll make
her understand.) He was now walking towards the main entrance, he didn't care if
anyone saw him anymore, even though the garden was still empty. His head was down as
he walked towards the exit.
Upon exiting the Quad a certain person recognized him from the entrance of the
cafeteria, "Hey! Isn't that the guy with Rinoa yesterday? Huh? What's he doing at a time
like this? Hmmm..." The guy walked away without saying anything. He saw Zack
leave, and the was it.
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It was 7:00 in the morning when Quistis woke up. She looked around the room
that she was in. in the room she saw the two beds that was inside. Laguna was running
out of rooms because he needed to accommodate his people so this was all that he can
provide. She saw Squall sleeping on the other bed. She tuned to her right and she saw the
beautiful sky from the window beside her bed. The rain the night before was gone and all
it left is a rainbow in the sky. It was beautiful. She woke up early this morning because
she knew that they have a job to do today and she also has a promise to keep. He glanced
to her left and saw Squall. He was sleeping so soundly. He looked so peaceful, so angelic.
(He finally got some rest...he was so torn out from last night. I'm glad that he
got some sleep. At least at night he can rest from Rinoa.) She sighed and walked towards
him to brush the hair away from his face. She wanted to look at him closely. It was not
often that she gets a moment such as this. She walked over to Squall and she touched his
face, his cheeks. It felt so warm. (I shouldn't...it wouldn't be right) She decided to
back off because her conscience was calling.
When she was about to walk away to change, she noticed something on top of the
table beside Squall's bed. She picked it up and found that it was a letter. For Squall. It
didn't say who it came from but it was addressed from Balamb. She thought that maybe it
was an order from Cid so she opened it. When she did, a separate piece of paper fell to
the floor. She first read the paper on her hand and saw that it wasn't from headmaster
Cid. It was from Zell.
(Should I read it? If it was from Cid, it would be alright, but from Zell...?
What does he have to say?) She was staring at the paper on the floor. She didn't know if
she should or not. (I'm sure that it's not that important. I could just say that I thought that
it was from Cid and that I didn't know that it was Zell. He'll understand.)
She bent down to pick up the piece of paper. She quickly glances through it and
she gasped. She couldn't believe what she was reading. She decided to read it over aloud
to herself to make sure that she didn't misread it.
Hey Squall,
Hey, this is Zell. I guess you kinda figured it out when you read the other piece of paper.
I guess I wrote to say hi.
Everything in Balamb is okay and you are not missing much, it's pretty boring..
Well, I just hope that you finish your mission REALLY soon so you can get back.
I also hope that you are behaving yourself with Quistis. (You gotta watch out from her,
she likes you)
I guess, that's all I have to say...
I wish you good luck.
Your best friend (whether you want to admit it or not),
Zell Dincht
(It would have been an okay letter if there wasn't more....) She read the rest of the
letter.
ARRGG!!!! I can't keep it to myself any longer!!!
I'm really sorry to be the one to tell you this, especially me writing it on a paper and all.
I thought about it and thought that you have the right to know.
Rinoa finished her mission yesterday and well...
You could say that she now has too much time on her hands.
There's this guy who has been following her around.
Maybe you know him? He's Rinoa's employer. I think his name was Zack.
Well, I saw him yesterday in the cafeteria and later,
they left together to go to Balamb town.
I saw the look on his eyes and I knew that he likes her.
I really hate to tell you this, but he might try something.
But I'm sure you have nothing to worry about...
Rinoa would never do anything to hurt you...
So you'd better not leave Esthar and come back!!
There!! I said it!! Please don't kill me!!!
Again, I say goodbye,
Zell Dincht
(Zell must be playing some kind of prank!!) She tried her best to believe that.
(Even I know that Rinoa would never-she would never do that to Squall!!) She had a
hard time believing. She started to frantically walk around holding the paper on her hand
and reading the letter over and over again.
(He's right! If Squall reads this..He'll definitely leave Esthar and run back to
Rinoa. That would be bad. But again, Zell's right, that he has the right to know. Should I
tell him...?) She thought it over and over. (He'll be torn apart when he finds out!!
Squall loves her so much. I wouldn't be able to bear to see him like hurt like that!! But
then again, if he finds out, he'll no longer love her and I will have a chance with
him...) She didn't know what to do.
She walked around some more. (NO-That wouldn't be right! I love him too much
to do that. I promised to myself that I would do anything for you and I would protect you
with my life. I love you too much...) She stopped reading the letter and tore it into a
million pieces. She threw it inside the trash can besides Squall's bed.
She sighed and walked over to Squall. She bends to kiss him softly on his cheeks
and whispers, "The things I do for you..." She stands up. She walks away towards
the door, she quickly glanced back, smiles, and leaves the room.
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Thank you for apologizing! I always forgive and forget, I never hold grudges for too long. I my updated have been taking a little longer because I can't decide whether to make the story shorter or it's original length. But I have decided no that I will continue on with its original length, so it'll be in soon. If you happen to be reading this, I want to know the name of the crazy scientist from Esthar.
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The sun was already out. The clock on the wall read 7:00 am. It was too early, but
she couldn't go back to sleep. The sunlight was glaring onto her eyes. She looks around
wondering what had happened. There's something wrong, and she could feel it. Literally.
Beside her, she could feel another person. But she knew that it can't be. She knew that
Squall was not home. She was afraid to look under the pillow. She didn't dare. But she
had to. She slowly turned around and slowly pulled down the blanket.
(NO!!!!) That was all that came into her mind. She thought that she might be
dreaming. But she knew that she wasn't. She hated the fact that she knew. She put her
hands on her head and started shaking frantically. She suddenly got painful flashbacks of
what happened. She was sweating, shaking. In her mind she could see, she could feel the
pressure of his body against hers. The sweat. The smell. The sound of the beating heart.
She could feel it all as if it was happening right now. She couldn't take it.
She swiftly and quietly picked up a coat and put on her shoes and exited her
room. There was a chilly wind around the garden, which did not make her feel any better.
She ran and ran. The garden was empty, people was still in their bed. They have nothing
to worry about. She ran and ran. She didn't care where. After running erratically, she
halted. She found herself in the quad. She panted and sat down at the edge of the stage,
staring out onto the orange sky. She stopped to think.
(ahh, ahh, ahh) She was still panting. (What did I do?) She put her hand to her
forehead as if she had a really bad headache. (How-how did this happen?) She again had
brief but precise flash backs of the event last night. The memory kept coming back, like it
was haunting her. (STOP!!!! Why won't it stop! I couldn't stop myself. The- pressure!
Ahhh!!!! The-I can't get it out of my mind! I didn't do that!! I didn't!! I would never!!!)
She stood up quickly as if she was on fire. He leaned herself on to the railings and
put her head down as if she was going to puke. (Ahhh, ahhh. Squall!! What do I do? I
don't want him to find out. I don't want him to be hurt. He's had enough pain. I-I need,
I-need to tell him. It was just a reaction at the heat of the moment. People do this...,
don't they? They make mistakes. It's a flaw that all people have. I still love Squall! I
know I do!!! I will not do this again!! I won't!!!)
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Zack sighed. After waking up from a magical night, he didn't think that anything
would go wrong. He finally set a goal and reached it. He changed his beliefs and now he
thinks that miracles do happen. He got her. Now, that was a miracle. He wanted to see the
girl beside her. He wanted to see her angelic face.
(Ahhh, Rinoa. Still deep in sleep--) When he turned around, Rinoa wasn't there.
He thought that she may gotten some fresh air. (That was good.. I'm glad that she
finally let go, and let me) He got up and put on his pants. He walked to the mirror to
stare at himself for a while. He put his hands on his face and took a deep breath. He
stared some more. He picked up his shirt from the floor and put it on. He washed his face
and left the room to look for Rinoa. He thought that everything was going according to
plan. He thought that he finally got Rinoa.
(I did the right thing...Squall doesn't deserve her. A guy who has everything
doesn't deserve her. I need her more than he does and I will get her.) He was walking
around the garden not knowing where he was going because she still hasn't given him the
tour that she promised. So he decided to just walk around hoping to bump into her.
Luckily the garden was still empty because if he was seen here at this time, it would
cause some suspicion. He tried to look for places that would have some space, some fresh
air, he knew that that's where she'll be. He walked around some more looking at the label
that led to each hallway. He walked past the Training Center, Library, the Main Entrance,
Clinic, and then the Quad. He though about going to the main entrance but he kinda
thought that she would not get too far, so he went inside the Quad.
(There she is...) He walks to Rinoa quietly. She didn't notice him, or maybe
she didn't want to. (She seems...sad. But why would she be...? Last night was
amazing...) "Rinoa...are you okay...?" He put his hand on her pale
shoulders. She felt cold and clammy.
She simply looked at the hand on her shoulder and turned her gaze once again to
the sky. "......." She didn't know what to say, or how to say it.
"Rinoa...my dear-" He suddenly stopped when Rinoa gave him a sharp
look. Both of Zack's hands were now at each of her shoulder, massaging her.
"!!! 'my dear'? What right do you have to call me that?! Let go of me!!!!" She
violently shook his hand from her shoulders. She quickly stood up to face him.
"What's wrong? What did I do wrong?" He suddenly looked confused.
" 'What did you do wrong?' you don't know what you did? You-you-" She
couldn't make herself say it.
He became angry, "What? I made you have sex with me? It doesn't take one
person to do it!!! I didn't do it with myself!!! You were there too!! Don't put all the
blame on me!!! You wanted it, and you did!!!"
She started sobbing, she turned around to run away but she was stopped. "Let go
of me! Let go!" She gave up and stopped.
"Don't make it harder for the both of us than it already is. We both can't resist it.
If you want to stop hiding in the bushes, if you want to stop hiding you feelings, and if
you want to be honest, I'll tell Squall. I'll tell him right now if you want me to."
"Are you threatening me?!! Don't you understand?? I DON'T LOVE YOU!!!
THAT WAS ALL A BIG MISTAKE!! Can't you get that in your thick skull? I DON'T
LOVE YOU!!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!" She shook herself once again from Zack's
grip.
"But Rinoa...don't tell me you didn't like it? I-I need you...you don't
know how much!! I won't give up on you Rinoa, remember that!! I'll tell Squall...I
won't give up on you."
"GET AWAY FROM ME!!!" That was the last thing that he heard from Rinoa
before finally giving up and leaving the quad.
(I don't understand? Last night...she didn't hesitate at all. She gave it all to
me!! I still think that she's holding herself back from me. She's just afraid...I'll make
her understand.) He was now walking towards the main entrance, he didn't care if
anyone saw him anymore, even though the garden was still empty. His head was down as
he walked towards the exit.
Upon exiting the Quad a certain person recognized him from the entrance of the
cafeteria, "Hey! Isn't that the guy with Rinoa yesterday? Huh? What's he doing at a time
like this? Hmmm..." The guy walked away without saying anything. He saw Zack
leave, and the was it.
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It was 7:00 in the morning when Quistis woke up. She looked around the room
that she was in. in the room she saw the two beds that was inside. Laguna was running
out of rooms because he needed to accommodate his people so this was all that he can
provide. She saw Squall sleeping on the other bed. She tuned to her right and she saw the
beautiful sky from the window beside her bed. The rain the night before was gone and all
it left is a rainbow in the sky. It was beautiful. She woke up early this morning because
she knew that they have a job to do today and she also has a promise to keep. He glanced
to her left and saw Squall. He was sleeping so soundly. He looked so peaceful, so angelic.
(He finally got some rest...he was so torn out from last night. I'm glad that he
got some sleep. At least at night he can rest from Rinoa.) She sighed and walked towards
him to brush the hair away from his face. She wanted to look at him closely. It was not
often that she gets a moment such as this. She walked over to Squall and she touched his
face, his cheeks. It felt so warm. (I shouldn't...it wouldn't be right) She decided to
back off because her conscience was calling.
When she was about to walk away to change, she noticed something on top of the
table beside Squall's bed. She picked it up and found that it was a letter. For Squall. It
didn't say who it came from but it was addressed from Balamb. She thought that maybe it
was an order from Cid so she opened it. When she did, a separate piece of paper fell to
the floor. She first read the paper on her hand and saw that it wasn't from headmaster
Cid. It was from Zell.
(Should I read it? If it was from Cid, it would be alright, but from Zell...?
What does he have to say?) She was staring at the paper on the floor. She didn't know if
she should or not. (I'm sure that it's not that important. I could just say that I thought that
it was from Cid and that I didn't know that it was Zell. He'll understand.)
She bent down to pick up the piece of paper. She quickly glances through it and
she gasped. She couldn't believe what she was reading. She decided to read it over aloud
to herself to make sure that she didn't misread it.
Hey Squall,
Hey, this is Zell. I guess you kinda figured it out when you read the other piece of paper.
I guess I wrote to say hi.
Everything in Balamb is okay and you are not missing much, it's pretty boring..
Well, I just hope that you finish your mission REALLY soon so you can get back.
I also hope that you are behaving yourself with Quistis. (You gotta watch out from her,
she likes you)
I guess, that's all I have to say...
I wish you good luck.
Your best friend (whether you want to admit it or not),
Zell Dincht
(It would have been an okay letter if there wasn't more....) She read the rest of the
letter.
ARRGG!!!! I can't keep it to myself any longer!!!
I'm really sorry to be the one to tell you this, especially me writing it on a paper and all.
I thought about it and thought that you have the right to know.
Rinoa finished her mission yesterday and well...
You could say that she now has too much time on her hands.
There's this guy who has been following her around.
Maybe you know him? He's Rinoa's employer. I think his name was Zack.
Well, I saw him yesterday in the cafeteria and later,
they left together to go to Balamb town.
I saw the look on his eyes and I knew that he likes her.
I really hate to tell you this, but he might try something.
But I'm sure you have nothing to worry about...
Rinoa would never do anything to hurt you...
So you'd better not leave Esthar and come back!!
There!! I said it!! Please don't kill me!!!
Again, I say goodbye,
Zell Dincht
(Zell must be playing some kind of prank!!) She tried her best to believe that.
(Even I know that Rinoa would never-she would never do that to Squall!!) She had a
hard time believing. She started to frantically walk around holding the paper on her hand
and reading the letter over and over again.
(He's right! If Squall reads this..He'll definitely leave Esthar and run back to
Rinoa. That would be bad. But again, Zell's right, that he has the right to know. Should I
tell him...?) She thought it over and over. (He'll be torn apart when he finds out!!
Squall loves her so much. I wouldn't be able to bear to see him like hurt like that!! But
then again, if he finds out, he'll no longer love her and I will have a chance with
him...) She didn't know what to do.
She walked around some more. (NO-That wouldn't be right! I love him too much
to do that. I promised to myself that I would do anything for you and I would protect you
with my life. I love you too much...) She stopped reading the letter and tore it into a
million pieces. She threw it inside the trash can besides Squall's bed.
She sighed and walked over to Squall. She bends to kiss him softly on his cheeks
and whispers, "The things I do for you..." She stands up. She walks away towards
the door, she quickly glanced back, smiles, and leaves the room.
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Thank you for apologizing! I always forgive and forget, I never hold grudges for too long. I my updated have been taking a little longer because I can't decide whether to make the story shorter or it's original length. But I have decided no that I will continue on with its original length, so it'll be in soon. If you happen to be reading this, I want to know the name of the crazy scientist from Esthar.