Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter. Now my lawyer can get off my back.
Authors Note: Hello! Quite sadly, I'm back again. This fic shouldn't drag on too much longer unless you actually want it to...
Moving on, this chapter contains what I wanted to happen. A new surprise. So technically, I could continue on even longer than I intend to. (I've got about 2 more chapters planned.) Of course, I'll still write more I just won't post the other junk if you don't want it.
I think that's about it and I'll stop before I live up to my title "The Rambler" so kindly bestowed upon my by Siris-my-baby. Wait. I already did, didn't I?
To the Reviewers:
Siris-my-baby- Lol. You actually made me laugh that time! Don't worry, as I write this, I'm working on another Harry/Sirius story where they /both/ live. Once again...sorry. By the way...the piano you dropped on me is out of tune. Do you still want me to play Mary Had A Little Lamb for you?
Crimsonfire1- Sigh. Sorry. Thanks for liking it though! Harry sang the song "Amazed" by Lonestar. Everything in this fic is in Harry's perspective.
Hopelessromantic2006- I miss Siri too! So thus...my next story will feature him /not/ dying. Poor family...Thanks!
Reaka- You of all people should know its not over. I only told you what I planned to do over the phone. Oh wait, you have no short term memory so never mind. And yes, that was a cliché. I'm glad your enjoying this though! Thanks1
Dm/hp slash lover- Aww...It made you cry? Yay! And yes, Good Charlotte does rock! Thank you!
Lady Laffs-a-lot- I feel bad for them too...Anyhow, thank you!
Eric2- Thank you so much for your review! You just boosted my confidence/ego! And as far as experience goes...I'd have to say my dad. Thanks again!
Mr. Happy Java Man- I like your idea, but that simply means the story must go on even longer...Thanks!
EnglishMuffin2- Thanks for reviewing, even it if was to tell me I was wrong (and I admit, I was.)
Elenastar- Yeah. I sent what I had say to that in an email. I still hate it when someone just flames a story. Please...just don't read the story. I'm writing this for the ones who like it.
Elizabeth Turner- Uh... Actually I wasn't conforming...I was doing what I thought I had to for the story. I'm sorry. I promise...next time no one dies. Sirius won't die next time! Thanks for the review!
JettaSnape- Really? Occasus is your flatmate? That's awesome! I love all of her fics! She's a really talented writer. I'm glad you like it even though its sad. You wouldn't believe how many times I've been flamed for having Sirius die...Anyway, I was hoping to pair Harry with an OC later...that is if I continue. Nah. I'll just end this today...Thanks!
Xbrinax- I know! Isn't is sad when something like that happens to characters? I cried too, but it had to be done...Anyway! I /love/ your story. It is so good! Did you know I've had it on my mind for a while now? Your story has such a great plot and some awesome potential at this point! So you like James and Lily? Cool! I like Good Charlotte, so...thus Lily does too! I really think that song fit for what she was going through, don't you? I'm so glad I'm on someone's author alert and favorites! That is so cool! Don't worry about rambling.../ever/. I do it enough, and my nick name is "The Rambler". Lol. Thanks so much for reviewing!
Tigris- I'm sorry I made you so sad! I'm glad you reviewed though...you liked it right? Thanks!
Thanks to all of those also who reviewed for the deleted scenes! --
Changes Part 12
"I love you Harry," He whispered as he caressed my face. Even in my dreams tears fall from my eyes. I always know that when I wake up, my Sirius won't be there to kiss away my tears. I wanted to be strong for Lily and James, but some days I just missed Sirius so much I couldn't help but cry. Though I wouldn't have admitted it at the time, I cried myself to sleep every night. Every morning I'd wake up and puke my guts out.
"This is ridiculous. I miss him so much I'm making myself anorexic," I muttered.
I wasn't worried. I knew I'd get over it eventually. Then is kept happening and I just made excuses. Finally I couldn't avoid a visit to the doctors. Okay, more like Lily caught me throwing up and told me if I didn't go she'd give her "home video" of Sirius and I to a porn company and let them do with it what they will.
So I found myself getting a check up in St. Mungo's. After waiting for my turn for half an hour, I told the healer my symptoms and ten minutes later I was literally running out of the place. My mind was off on a circular pattern. Tears were running doen my face.
'I'm...pregnant?'
--
When I got home, the first thing I did was pour myself a strong alcoholic drink, but before the glass touched my lips I set it back down with a sigh.
"Dad?"
I nearly jumped out of the chair I was sitting in. "Yes. Lily. What?" I asked.
"How'd it go? You okay?" She prompted.
"Fine. I'm fine," I said. It wasn't a total lie. Physically, everything /was/ fine. Emotionally...well I was just thankful she wasn't being specific.
"Right. Then explain why you plan to drink yourself into a stupor," She replied seeing my drink.
I glanced at it and sighed. 'Damn she's perceptive.' "I can't drink myself into a stupor," I muttered.
"What?"
"I said I can't drink myself into a stupor, okay?!" I yelled, ten immediately covered my face with my hands.
Lily placed a comforting hand of my shoulder. "Care to enlighten me?" She asked gently.
"You're father was a funny man Lily," I said.
"What?" She asked again.
I continued rather than answer. "Ever the marauder...always joking, always playing pranks..."
"Dad, you've lost me."
"Sirius..." I whispered heavenward. "This is just a joke right? Just a big...joke? How am I supposed to...No this is just a dream. When I wake up you'll be right there next to me with that big stupid grin. I won't be raising James and Lily alone. I won't be...pregnant again without you. Just...just a dream."
Lily's eyes widened. Comprehension had dawned. "You're pregnant dad? That's wonderful! When are you due?"
"Six months from now. August," I answered bleakly.
"You won't be alone. I promise," Lily said with her first genuine smile since Sirius's death.
That couldn't fail to make my world a little brighter. "Thank you Lily. Thank you."
--
A/N: Yeah....a little short, but leave me alone. You're getting more, and today. This is almost over. One more actual chapter and the epilogue. They're both short, but hey, if you put all three of these together I imagine it would make one good size chapter. Anyway, the next chapter jumps. It's something like sixteen years later. That is only included just because I felt like it. Lol. Anyway, thanks for reading!
REVIEW!
Authors Note: Hello! Quite sadly, I'm back again. This fic shouldn't drag on too much longer unless you actually want it to...
Moving on, this chapter contains what I wanted to happen. A new surprise. So technically, I could continue on even longer than I intend to. (I've got about 2 more chapters planned.) Of course, I'll still write more I just won't post the other junk if you don't want it.
I think that's about it and I'll stop before I live up to my title "The Rambler" so kindly bestowed upon my by Siris-my-baby. Wait. I already did, didn't I?
To the Reviewers:
Siris-my-baby- Lol. You actually made me laugh that time! Don't worry, as I write this, I'm working on another Harry/Sirius story where they /both/ live. Once again...sorry. By the way...the piano you dropped on me is out of tune. Do you still want me to play Mary Had A Little Lamb for you?
Crimsonfire1- Sigh. Sorry. Thanks for liking it though! Harry sang the song "Amazed" by Lonestar. Everything in this fic is in Harry's perspective.
Hopelessromantic2006- I miss Siri too! So thus...my next story will feature him /not/ dying. Poor family...Thanks!
Reaka- You of all people should know its not over. I only told you what I planned to do over the phone. Oh wait, you have no short term memory so never mind. And yes, that was a cliché. I'm glad your enjoying this though! Thanks1
Dm/hp slash lover- Aww...It made you cry? Yay! And yes, Good Charlotte does rock! Thank you!
Lady Laffs-a-lot- I feel bad for them too...Anyhow, thank you!
Eric2- Thank you so much for your review! You just boosted my confidence/ego! And as far as experience goes...I'd have to say my dad. Thanks again!
Mr. Happy Java Man- I like your idea, but that simply means the story must go on even longer...Thanks!
EnglishMuffin2- Thanks for reviewing, even it if was to tell me I was wrong (and I admit, I was.)
Elenastar- Yeah. I sent what I had say to that in an email. I still hate it when someone just flames a story. Please...just don't read the story. I'm writing this for the ones who like it.
Elizabeth Turner- Uh... Actually I wasn't conforming...I was doing what I thought I had to for the story. I'm sorry. I promise...next time no one dies. Sirius won't die next time! Thanks for the review!
JettaSnape- Really? Occasus is your flatmate? That's awesome! I love all of her fics! She's a really talented writer. I'm glad you like it even though its sad. You wouldn't believe how many times I've been flamed for having Sirius die...Anyway, I was hoping to pair Harry with an OC later...that is if I continue. Nah. I'll just end this today...Thanks!
Xbrinax- I know! Isn't is sad when something like that happens to characters? I cried too, but it had to be done...Anyway! I /love/ your story. It is so good! Did you know I've had it on my mind for a while now? Your story has such a great plot and some awesome potential at this point! So you like James and Lily? Cool! I like Good Charlotte, so...thus Lily does too! I really think that song fit for what she was going through, don't you? I'm so glad I'm on someone's author alert and favorites! That is so cool! Don't worry about rambling.../ever/. I do it enough, and my nick name is "The Rambler". Lol. Thanks so much for reviewing!
Tigris- I'm sorry I made you so sad! I'm glad you reviewed though...you liked it right? Thanks!
Thanks to all of those also who reviewed for the deleted scenes! --
Changes Part 12
"I love you Harry," He whispered as he caressed my face. Even in my dreams tears fall from my eyes. I always know that when I wake up, my Sirius won't be there to kiss away my tears. I wanted to be strong for Lily and James, but some days I just missed Sirius so much I couldn't help but cry. Though I wouldn't have admitted it at the time, I cried myself to sleep every night. Every morning I'd wake up and puke my guts out.
"This is ridiculous. I miss him so much I'm making myself anorexic," I muttered.
I wasn't worried. I knew I'd get over it eventually. Then is kept happening and I just made excuses. Finally I couldn't avoid a visit to the doctors. Okay, more like Lily caught me throwing up and told me if I didn't go she'd give her "home video" of Sirius and I to a porn company and let them do with it what they will.
So I found myself getting a check up in St. Mungo's. After waiting for my turn for half an hour, I told the healer my symptoms and ten minutes later I was literally running out of the place. My mind was off on a circular pattern. Tears were running doen my face.
'I'm...pregnant?'
--
When I got home, the first thing I did was pour myself a strong alcoholic drink, but before the glass touched my lips I set it back down with a sigh.
"Dad?"
I nearly jumped out of the chair I was sitting in. "Yes. Lily. What?" I asked.
"How'd it go? You okay?" She prompted.
"Fine. I'm fine," I said. It wasn't a total lie. Physically, everything /was/ fine. Emotionally...well I was just thankful she wasn't being specific.
"Right. Then explain why you plan to drink yourself into a stupor," She replied seeing my drink.
I glanced at it and sighed. 'Damn she's perceptive.' "I can't drink myself into a stupor," I muttered.
"What?"
"I said I can't drink myself into a stupor, okay?!" I yelled, ten immediately covered my face with my hands.
Lily placed a comforting hand of my shoulder. "Care to enlighten me?" She asked gently.
"You're father was a funny man Lily," I said.
"What?" She asked again.
I continued rather than answer. "Ever the marauder...always joking, always playing pranks..."
"Dad, you've lost me."
"Sirius..." I whispered heavenward. "This is just a joke right? Just a big...joke? How am I supposed to...No this is just a dream. When I wake up you'll be right there next to me with that big stupid grin. I won't be raising James and Lily alone. I won't be...pregnant again without you. Just...just a dream."
Lily's eyes widened. Comprehension had dawned. "You're pregnant dad? That's wonderful! When are you due?"
"Six months from now. August," I answered bleakly.
"You won't be alone. I promise," Lily said with her first genuine smile since Sirius's death.
That couldn't fail to make my world a little brighter. "Thank you Lily. Thank you."
--
A/N: Yeah....a little short, but leave me alone. You're getting more, and today. This is almost over. One more actual chapter and the epilogue. They're both short, but hey, if you put all three of these together I imagine it would make one good size chapter. Anyway, the next chapter jumps. It's something like sixteen years later. That is only included just because I felt like it. Lol. Anyway, thanks for reading!
REVIEW!