A tinny bit more sadness. Actually, It just seems to go down hill from chapter 10. Oh, dear.
WOW! In a couple of hours I got 5 reveiws! In a couple of hours! Okay, this is gonna be the standard layout from now on:
Authors note
honerary mention
chapter
reveiwers
That was the authors note, now on with the honerary mention! I would love to thank Remix-69er for being so faithful! He/ She (I dont know which) has reveiwed ,quite diligently, nearly every chapter. Not once did He/She flame me. This is why, in this chapter, Remix-69er is my honerary mention.
"No!" Kagome cried. All she could think of was how much she loved her grandfather, and now he was gone. Gone? How could he be gone? How can he go away like this?! She remembered laughing at his jokes. Yelling at him for telling people she had Ruemetism, Measles, Allergies ect. ect.
"The history of these pickles is-"
"She cant come to the phone now, shes in bed with diabetes-"
"Why cant we ever just sit down together anymore?-"
Kagomes mother tried to help her up. Kagome then did something she had never done before. She hit her mother. I hit Mama! Her mind cried in disgust. Had she sunk so low? Sobbing, Kagome ran from the room, stumbling up the stairs, and locking her bedroom door.
She crashed onto the bed, making Buyo jump off it with a hiss. Suddenly a nasty little voice surfaced in her head. You dont deserve this wonderful family.
What did I do wrong? She thought fearfully in response. Great. Now she was schizophranic. She tried to think. Suddenly she rememebered the release the knife gave her. Its your fault.... the voice hissed at her.
No! she moaned mentally.
Yes! It hissed back. Your grandfather is gone, and you werent even here to say goodbye! The voice was winning. Kagome beleived it. And Inuyasha! You think he loves you? How could he love scum like you?
He loves me! He said so. She fought back weakly. But in her heart, she actually beleived it. She tore to her bathroom, where a knife lay waiting... waiting. She grabbed for it, desperately begging it to help her.
Sighing with satisfaction, she ripped into her arm. It was the first thing she could reached. She gasped as a fresh wave of pain surged through her, and she fought mental pain with physical pain.
Kagome felt so much better as she became more systematic. She made little cuts, now. Close together. You monster. You slapped your wonderful loving mother. She slashed her arm again, forgetting about little cuts.
A crimson drop of blood fell. Kagome stared at the splattered stain, then began to lick. She licked at her arm, remembering the satisfaction she had gotten before. She hated the taste of blood, yet it was so.... addicting.
Kagome forgot herself, as she cut, and licked, cut and licked. She waited for her blood to dry, then put down the knife, sighing in releif. She was a monster, but she didnt care. She felt exaustion envelope her, as the sun began to set.
I should go back to the fuedal era tomorrow. She thought. She felt strangely calm, like the eye of a storm. No, the storm is past. Or was it? Inuyasha! She thougth with a jolt. No! Hell know I did this. Wait! If I spray perfume on me....
How strong is his nose? She wondered. What did he say I smelled like? A memory surfaced. It was of Inuyasha, sitting in a tree, as he did so often. "You smell like lilies." He murmured.
His nose cant be that strong, hes only a half demon. Kagome decided with certainty. She went back into the bathroom, and cleaned up that one drop of blood. She put on a long sleeved shirt, deciding to go then, instead of the morning.
Thanks to
The Lady Winged Knight
Blind Raven
FireFlamezZzZ
Remix-69er, who is this chappies honorary mention.