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a/n: i've finally updated, sorry if i kept ya waiting

They were waiting for some news about Taylor. She had been in surgery for two and a half hours. lita was curled up on matt's lap, Shane and Shannon were talking quietly while Chris was speaking to edge. Jeff had just come back from phoning Taylor's dad, he said 'tell the stupid bitch that she can get her stuff and leave'. "Um are you Taylor Jenkins friends?" a doctor asked. Edge nodded and they all stood up. "How is doc?" Shane asked softly. The doctor sighed, "She's stable at the moment but in a coma, unfortunately the baby didn't survive" the whole group looked at the doctor.

"She was pregnant?" lita asked still in shock. The doctor nodded. "Obviously you didn't know but she was exactly two months along" the doctor then left. Shannon turned to edge, "I'm so sorry" "I never slept with her" edge said out of the blue. "What?" "I never slept with her, she said she wanted to wait for the right time" edge said answering lita's question. "I'm going for some fresh air" Jeff whispered. Jeff ran out of the hospital.

"I'll go and talk to him" lita said softly. She walked outside and saw Jeff sitting on the floor, knees up to his chest crying. Lita sat next to him and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Jeff what's wrong?" "It was mine" Jeff mumbled. "What was yours?" "The baby, I slept with her two months ago"

===flashback===

Jeff was sitting watching a film when there was a knock at the door. He opened the door to reveal Taylor soaked through and shaking like a leaf.

When I'm lost in the rain,

In your eyes I know I'll find the light

To light my way.

And when I'm scared,

And losing ground,

When my world is going crazy,

You can turn it all around.

He let her in. "I'll get you something dry to put on" Jeff said. He came back with a long sweatshirt and a pair of boxers. Taylor went to the bathroom and got changed while Jeff made some hot chocolate for them. He then took a seat next to her on the sofa. "What happened?" he asked softly. "We had a fight about me and you dancing" she replied looking Jeff in the eyes. "He cares for you that's all" he said pulling her into a hug. "I know. why'd you walk out of the club once you found out I had went out with vinnie?" she said looking up.

And when I'm down you're there

- pushing me to the top.

You're always there,

giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm,

For a friend, for a love

to keep me safe and warm

"I don't know, I guess I was shocked you didn't tell me before" "Oh, well I didn't mean to make you feel like that" she sat up and started to play with Jeff's hair. "What happened for you to split up with him?" Jeff asked. She looked down. "He offered me to Christian so he could, you know" a tear rolled down her cheek.

I turn to you.

For the strength to be strong,

For the will to carry on

For everything you do,

for everything that's true I turn to you.

Jeff lifted up her chin and gently wiped away the tears. Their faces were inches apart. "Jeff I ..." Taylor stopped talking and leant in and kissed Jeff softly. Jeff pulled Taylor closer to him. Taylor ran her hand through Jeff's hair. "Taylor....not here" Jeff moaned. Taylor nodded and started nuzzling Jeff's neck. Jeff picked up and Taylor soon wrapped her legs around Jeff's waist.

When I lose the will to win,

I just reach for you and

I can reach the sky again.

I can do anything

'Cause your love is so amazing,

'Cause your love inspires me.

Jeff carried her upstairs and laid her down on the bed softly. He gently pulled the sweatshirt over her head and threw it on the floor. He looked at her and smiled. "You're so beautiful" he whispered as he started to place light kisses down her neck and shoulder. He heard her moan and smiled against her skin.

And when I need a friend,

You're always on my side

Giving me faith

taking me through the night

For a shield from the storm,

For a friend, for a love

to keep me safe and warm

I turn to you.

For the strength to be strong,

For the will to carry on

For everything you do,

for everything that's true

I turn to you.

For the arms to be my shelter

through all the rain,

For truth that will never change,

For someone to lean on,

For a heart I can rely on through anything,

For that one who I can run to...

For a shield from the storm,

For a friend, for a love

to keep me safe and warm

I turn to you

For the strength to be strong,

For the will to carry on

For everything you do,

for everything that's true

I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm,

For a friend, for a love

to keep me safe and warm

I turn to you.

For the strength to be strong,

For the will to carry on

For everything you do,

for everything that's true

I turn to you.

I turn to you...

===end of flashback===

Lita hugged Jeff tightly. "I'm so sorry" lita said softly. She stroked Jeff's hair to calm him down as he cried. "I don't want her to die, I never got to say I love her" she whispered through his tears. "Jeffrey she is not going die, she's in a coma that doesn't mean she's going to die she loves you to much" lita replied.

a/n: did ya see that coming? plz review (pretty plz)