Words I Never Found [Chapter Three: Heartbreak]
Author's notes: Well, here's to the next chapter. I know I haven't been writing any real fluff, but this chapter definitely will have some! They've been fighting too much, I know XD
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She hung her head low, as she walked out of the room just when the bell rang. I'm going to get that bitch, I really will! Referring to the girl, she was, the girl who was hanging out with Yoh and having her little flirts and giggles. She but her homework inside her bag, and with a dead silence she was one of the first to walk out of the school and head for the busses. Her head still hung low, her golden shortened hair hanging infront and around her face so it showed a quite frightening prescence. It started pouring, as she soon enough heard the giggle of the girl once more. Like I give a care! That whore can have him... No way, she didn't mean it, she was too pissed off to think about her thoughts at the moment.
She stood, feeling like a fool because she was alone, at the place where you are supposed to wait for your bus. Yoh and 'that girl' soon followed, as she stood up straight now. Eh?! She's going on our BUS?! Anna looked to the bus as it approached, and the girl did not move at all. Great. Anna stepped in immediately, shoving Manta as she made her way to the very back seat where only one person can fit. No one ever sat back there. Lucky Anna, because she had put her head against the back of the seat in front of her and her hair was hanging down once more. No way am I going to cry over this... For the first time, she admitted her feelings. ...but I can be upset. Hearing the harsh rain pound on the windows, she shifted her saddened hues to the window.
Soon enough, they were back at the inn. She was the last off, as she saw the girl and Yoh ahead. Damn did that nearly jerk an outburst, but she held it in and stiffly kept walking. She hated that girl. Who does she think she is?! "Oh, that girl is coming over too, Yoh?" She played with her curls, chewing her strawberry bubble gum and looking back at Anna. "Of course she is." Yoh said, not turning, otherwise he'd probably run into a pole. "Uh, like, why?" This made Anna want to sock her in the face. She clenched her fists, but kept walking. That prissy needs a jack across the face!
Anna sped up, walking ahead of both the two she left them behind. Wait, why am I reacting like this? If he even liked me... like that... he wouldn't be with... Her thoughts slowly stopped, as she turned to the two now far behind. ...what is her name, anyways? She decided to turn around and open the inn door, as she dripped through the kitchen. She didn't care. Might as well start on dinner, ne? Wait, why should you cook dinner for him?! Look what he's doing to you! She sighed, grabbing the rice and sour sauce. I'll still cook him dinner, just not a good one. She poured the white rice into the pot once more, making sure it was only enough for one person. Hell would freeze over before I cook for... She turned to meet the gaze of that girl and Yoh. ...her. She sighed, ignoring them both as she continued cooking.
"Anna, what are you cooking?" He said, his plastered smile upon his face. "Rice!" She said rather harshly but not yelling, as he was slightly taken aback by this. God, he just can't take a hint, can he?! She took the rice out of the pan, once cooked, and put it on a plate. Putting chopsticks at the side, she pushed the plate to Yoh. "Here." Is all she said. Not go to bed, hurry, or anything. He blinked at this too. "Oh, you, can I have some?" "No. I don't have any left." The girl gave that cocky glare. "I see some over there." Anna pretended to by accident knock the small amount left into the trash, then she smirked. "Whoops, my bad. Guess you can't." Anna walked out silently, tugging her apron off before disappearing into the hallway.
She heard a few whispers as she disappeared, exchanged between the two, but she shrugged it off. Walking into her room, she slowly walked towards the door to the porch. Not even bothering to look for her pajamas/robes, she walked onto the porch in her bare feet. The moon was extra beautiful tonight. She sighed softly, burying her head in her arms as they were on the porch's railing. She sighed softly, not crying but rather thinking. Why, why does he all the sudden have to make me so emotional? Why do I all the sudden care so much?! Damn it.. She sighed once more, as she heard a door open. "Hey, Anna, do you mind if she stays here a night? Her home is abusive, and..." "Yes, I do mind." Abusive?! Bull shit! Her face is untouched, as long as everything else!
"Anna, can't she just stay downstairs?" "No." Anna was unbreakable with this now. She wasn't going to deal with some prissy sleeping in her home! "Anna..." he paused, taking a soft exhale. She paused as well, still standing in her current position. "I'll meet ya downstairs, Yoh." She said in her girly voice, making Anna shiver. Yoh's footsteps were heard easily, coming towards Anna once the girl closed the door. "Anna, what's your problem? Why do you hate her so much?" Anna kept her face hidden, her back to Yoh. "You really want to know, eh?" "Yes. She is nice, and-" She turned around instantly. "Of course you think so, Yoh! She's like your little girlfriend! Always giggling and smiling, the sight of her makes me cringe! Don't you get it?!" Yoh's eyes widened as Anna said this, as she looked into them. This wasn't the first girl, he had been with many girls before. Anna would just ignore it, hold it in. Now it bugged her so much it had to escape.
"Anna... I didn't know..." "Didn't know?! How could you assume that I wouldn't care when I'm your fiancée?! Y-You don't understand..." For the first time, ever, a crystallized tear fell down her porcelain face. She turned away, looking at the moon once more. "I would never imagine that... I mean, you yell at me all the time... and..." He scratched the back of his head. "How do you do it?" She said softly. He blinked. "Uh?..." "How do you go around breaking people's hearts, so carelessly like nothing happened? For too long have I stood by and watched you..." he pulled her by her waist, till his lips were within inches of her own. "Stop it!" She pushed him away. "Go to your little girlfriend! You might as well go make out on the couch, where's she's sleeping!" She turned away, looking down to the ground as she fell into a deadly silence. "Anna... you're the only one for me..." She turned around. "W-What...?"
He pulled her into a tight hug, as she couldn't not give in. One more tear fell from her eye as she hit his chest. Her eyes softened, as sighed. "Yoh..." She didn't even want to speak anymore. It had all resolved.
"Anna... please listen... I didn't know. I didn't mean to do that to you..." I didn't want to make her cry. I must have jerked her feelings that much... because Anna is definitely not a crier. He kept his gently embrace, as she nuzzled her soft golden hair. "I won't do it ever again, Anna. That I promise you..." She sighed softly, letting herself embrace him and lay her chin upon his shoulder. She could only hope that he won't, and that hope she will hold. He slowly broke away, looking into her still watery hues as she kept his charcoal ones in hers. "Let her stay just one night, she can't go home." She sadly nodded, looking down. "Anna, nothing-" She put her finger up to his tender lips. "I understand, Yoh."
He nodded, a light smirk upon his face. He let his hand fall down her wet but beautiful cheeks, then he slowly walked away. "Good night, Anna." He said softly, looking over to her once more before closing the door. She sighed softly, looking over to robes. Closing the porch door, and etc she slipped off her school outfit. She still had it on! Putting her white robe around her, she slipped under the cover and once again let her head hit the pillow. Anna... you're the only one for me... Did he really mean it? She sighed ever so softly, as she let her eyelids close.
I found out a reason for me...
...and the reason is you.
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"The Reason" by Hoobastank excerpt at the end.Well, anyways, hoped you like the chapter! It didn't turn out as good as I planned, but oh well x.x;