Disclaimer: not mine

Warnings: abuse, will later possibly be changed to R

Random bitching from the author (YOU CAN SKIP THIS, I JUST NEED TO VENT SOME): Here is just some background on what I am feeling while I write this: Oh man. I am SO pissed right now. If you actually read author's notes and read the one in 'Discovered, Not Found', I said that I am having relationship problems. Originally they were because my "best" friend (friend #1) liked the same guy (guy #1) that I liked, and even though she had a boyfriend she still flirted a whole damn lot with the guy I like, and he even liked HER...sort of. Back THEN I was just confused and kind of sad, but now I'm just plain fucked off. You see, this other guy (guy #2) likes me, and I think that he is awesome as a friend, but I know he just wants me for my body and I don't really like him that way. And pretty much all of my friends like guy #1, and he's leaning' toward one of my other friends (friend #2). SHE said she liked him but wasn't ready for a relationship yet, because she just got her heart crushed a few days ago. She told guy #1 this and he was kind of disappointed, but lately he's been flirting with me a lot and I was happy. So, here I was, seriously considering asking him out. ~Well~, we were in assembly and me and friend #2 were sitting on either side of guy #1, and so friend #1 goes and says to guy #1 "Hey, scoot down some, she's (me) sitting closer to you than friend #2!" and guy #1 doesn't really want to. And so my "best" friend, when she KNOWS I like guy #1, is gonna go and be like "But you guys are so cute!" and shit trying to get them together right in front of my face. And then afterwards she has the guts to go and brag that she knows who I like DIRECTLY TO the guy that likes me, and even dare me to hug him (guy #2) AND him to hug me! *Snarls* That's being a pretty crappy "best" "friend" if you ask me! Ooo, she's getting on my fucking nerves!!! RA!

Whew, sorry. I just am so. . . . ERGH! If anyone has any bitching at all that they need to do, feel free to let it all out in a review or email me!

Okay I'll shut up now, and here is the crappy first installment. I'm just so pissed that I could kill somebody!

Please read and review.

Chapter 1: I feel this life was not to be

WHACK!

THUD.

Bakura slammed Ryou against the wall and pinned his arms behind his back.

"Where did you think -you- were going?" he hissed into his ear. Ryou whimpered.

"I-I w-was just going to g-get another b-blanket--"

"I -told- you not to stutter! It makes you seem weaker than you already are!" Bakura growled, twisting Ryou's arm to just before the breakage point. Ryou cried out as tears streamed down his cheeks.

"Please, Bakura! Please stop!" Bakura only pushed it farther.

"Saying 'please' is -also- for weaklings! And that's -master- to you!"

"M-master," Ryou gasped desperately. "I-I was only c-cold--"

"I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU NOT TO STUTTER!" Bakura wrenched Ryou's arm forcefully and kneed him in the stomach, causing the boy to let out an "Oomph!" and fall to the ground on his back. The yami climbed on top of him and unsheathed his favorite dagger. Ryou's eyes widened in terror.

"Master, I'm sorry! But--"

"NO APOLOGIZING!" roared Bakura, deeply slicing Ryou across the chest, neck, and shoulders. Ryou screamed in pain. Bakura, apparently satisfied with his punishment and smiling ferally, leaned down to suck the blood right out of Ryou's gash. Ryou's scream gradually turned into a labored moan as Bakura's hot, wet tongue massaged circles on his collar.

"B. . . . Bakura . . . ." Ryou panted as the dark side shifted his lithe body to be straddling the light.

Bakura simply grunted and bit his way farther up Ryou's neck.

"Master. . . . n-no. . . ." Ryou squirmed as his eyes began to cloud with lidded lust, blood beginning to flow faster as Bakura began to press his hips downward and grind.

Bakura paused so that his lips hovered over Ryou's ear, causing the hairs on the back of the pale boy's neck to stand up.

"No?" Bakura inquired with a touch of amusement. He licked the ear, and the blood rushed to the hikari's cheeks. Then, he abruptly sat up and slapped Ryou across the face. Ryou exhaled with sharp pain.

"You are worthless," spat Bakura, suddenly standing up and kicking Ryou harshly in the side. The tears returned to Ryou's orbs full-force. The hikari tried his best to turn his head toward Bakura, his throbbing face scrunched up.

"B-but--!" he began desperately.

"NO BUTS! SHUT UP AND GET INTO YOUR ROOM AND FREEZE TO DEATH FOR ALL I CARE!" yelled Bakura. Ryou didn't need to be told twice. He immediately jumped up and scampered as fast as his legs could carry him to his room, and heard the door of Bakura's own room slamming in the hallway.

Ryou threw himself down on the bed, sobbing.

"He doesn't care. . . . He never -will-. . . ." he whispered brokenly to himself. He buried his body under the one thin blanket Bakura had allowed him to have, and curled up to cry some more.

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