Chapter 3 Wisdom of the Heart

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Hi there! Well, thanks to all those who reviewed! I love you guys! =D Well, and thanks also to those who said that my english was ok, fine =D thank you really much!

Well, now, disclaimer also, ehem… well, this is kind of a songfic, and well I don't own the song, even though I would love to. It's a Bon Jovi Song "This Ain't a Love Song" It ain't mine ;)

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ML

p.s: DEBBIE!!!! Como andas? TE DEDICO ESTE CAPITULO. SE LO DEDICO A LA MEJOR AMIGA DEL MUNDO QUE NADIE PUEDE TENER (ENVIDIENME... LOL) TE RE EXTRAÑO LOCA! BUENO, SE NOTA TANTO QUE ODIO A PARVATI? JEJE *SE SONROJA *

TKM! TE RE EXTRAÑO!

ANDRE

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"I don't believe you Ronald Weasley! How could you?!"

Hermione closed the door of her room, but Ron entered in it two seconds later. He had followed her from Parvati's house into their own. After she had seen Ron getting dressed in Parvati's room, she had apparated to her own apartment. Ron had followed her, not even caring that he had left his cloack at Parvati's.

"`Mione I…"

"YOU NOTHING!" Hermione screamed him and walked freneticaly to their living room. Ron behind her.

"Look `Mione… it's not as it seams"

"Ohhh… It's not at it seams? You didn't sleep with Parvati? You didn't spend the night with her?!" tears started to appear in Hermione's eyes.

"Yes but…"

"But nothing, Ron… that's all I needed to know"

"What do you mean `that's all I needed to know`? Aren't you going to listen to what I have to say?!" he screamed. Hermione nodded a few times, frenetically.

"Fine! Let's hear what you have to say!"

Ron explained her that he and Parvati had drunken a lot of champagne. How she had throwned him to her pool, and how he didn't have his wand. So they had to go to Parvati's room to get her wand.

"And then what?" Hermione asked him crying "And then you decided to have some fun with her?! So you two made love!"

"No!" he told her. Tears started to flood from his eyes. "No! I.. I didn't want to… but.. I don't know! I think I let myself be carried to…"

"SHUT UP! I DON'T CARE! YOU SLEPT WITH PARVATI! YOU-SLEPT- WITH-PARVATI! You-slept-with-Parvati" Hermione said quietly to herself. She then fell into a couch. The same couch she and Ron had been kissing last night. Ron came closer to her. "Mione.. it's not my fault.. I…"

"Did you do anything to stop her? Anything at all?"

Ron didn't answer to that. He just looked at the floor, also crying.

"I don't believe you, Ronald Weasley. I loved you and you cheated me!"

"But…"

"No…"

"Mione I love you too…"

Hermione looked at Ron directly to his eyes. Through sobs she asked him "Did you do anything to stop her?"

Ron looked at the floor again.

"Then you don't love me" Hermione said. "Go away"

"Hermione please… I love you… you…"

"If you love me then you should have made something to stop her! But you didn't!" she screamed "I loved you, Ron Weasley, I loved you, with all my heart and soul… but now.. now only I can think about is you and Parvati naked in bed and god!! I feel so dirty!!" She kept on crying.

Ron came closer to her. "Look… we can make this work, we… we don't have to remember this… we…"

"I can't live a lie Ronald"

Those six words were like is someone had stabed his heart. She had never called him Ronald with such a hate and dissapointment before.

"Hermione…" he cried and grabbed her hands "Please… I love you.. I.. want you. I love you… I can't think of getting up every morning withour your.. your hair.. and your smile… I just can't"

"Go away, Ronald" Hermione took her hands off of Ron's hands. "Go away… leave me alone"

"'Mione…"

"Don't call me `Mione… we are over… go away"

"`Mione please…" Ron sobbed.

"LEAVE ME ALONE! I SAID GO AWAY THEN GO AWAY DAMN IT!"

Ron decided it was useless to keep on trying to talk to her. He had hurt her way to much. He walked to his room when Hermione called for him

"No Ron… go away of my life"

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I should have seen it coming when the roses died,
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes.
I should have listened when you said good night,
You really meant goodbye.
Baby ain't it funny how you never ever learn to fall,
You're really on your knees when you think you're standing tall.
But only fools are know-it-alls and I've played that fool for you.

Why Ron? Why? I loved you, with all my heart and soul I loved you.. and you.. God! And I.. I thought you loved me too… I guess I never knew you… always with that smile on your face… always with those words on your mouth… you meant everything to me… and now… you… you mean nothing. You are nothing to me…

I cried and I cried there were nights that I died for you baby,
I tried and I tried to deny your love drove me crazy, baby.
If the love that I got for you is gone, if the river I've cried ain't that long,
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song.

Why can't I just take you off of my head? Why can't I just picture us, both togheter smiling? Now I think all of that is just a lie… You cheated me… You were my everything.. and now.. this is the way you payback to me? Like this? And now I'm crying… I'm crying for the love of my life.. I'm crying for the only person I ever loved… for the only person I ever dreamt of… and now I'm crying for the only person who I need and is not here…

Baby I thought you and me would stand the test of time,
Like we got away with the perfect crime.
But we were just a legend in my mind, I guess that I was blind.
Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade,
The clowns wore smiles that wouldn't fade.
You and I were the renegades, some things never change.

First there was hate. Then.. all of the sudden… they were friends. We were friends. All those times… all those adventures we lived togheter… and now I think of it like something distant… so many things we did togheter… and now… all those memories… they are all drawning in the sea of my tears. All those times you saved my life… all those times I saved yours… I remember everything… our first dance… our first kiss… our first night togheter… the first time you told me you loved me… all of that… and now… there's only emptyness…

It made me so mad 'cause I wanted it bad for us baby,
And now it's so sad that whatever we had ain't worth saving oh oh oh.

If you only knew how much I loved you… and now I feel all my love was worth for nothing… If you only knew…

If the love that I got for you is gone, if the river I've cried ain't that long,
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song.
If the pain that I'm feeling so strong, is the reason I'm holding on,
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song.

Now I think of you and her… you both togheter… laughing at me… what did I do for him to pay me back like this? Did I …ever hurt him?  What did I do bad? If he only knew the way I'm crying right now, crying for him… crying like I never cried in my life… just because one stupid thing… you think about it and It's amazing how fragile relationships are… they are like a cristal… one moment it's ok… then the other moment it's broken….

I cried and I cried there were nights that I died for you baby,
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby.

Now I think the only thing I feel is pain… pain for what it was. Pain for what we had… and pain for what it's gone

If the love that I got for you is gone, if the river I've cried ain't that long,
"No wonder she has no friends…"
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song.
"Would you dance with me Hermione?"
"Sure"
If the pain that I'm feeling so strong, is the reason I'm holding on,
"Why did you do that?"
"Do what?"
"The kiss"
"Uh… Because I know you feel the same way I do…"
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this aint a love song.
"I love you Ron"
"And I love you Hermione"
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this aint a love song.
"No Ron… go away of my life…"
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this aint a love song.
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Lyrics belong to Bon Jovi and Richie Sambora and D. Child.
As I wrote this.. hehe, it's your turn to review and make this 14-year-old writer girl happy! ^_^
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ML