Chapter 4
Wisdom of the Heart
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Author's Notes: How many of you speak spanish?! º_º I've been reading your reviews (THANK YOU!!!) and I was like "ok, one spanish review!! How cool!" then another  one and I was like º__º and then the third one and I was like º______________º. Anyways I love that you are writing me in my language!! ^_^
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Well, now, I leave you with the new chapter. I promise this isn't going to be all songfics, it's just that for expresing feelings is better this way (hehe) ^_^
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p.s: Sorry I didn't update sooner, it's just that I started school last Wednesday and I'm soooo tired! I just got up from a nap (hehe). I promise I will update MUCH sooner next time! Sorry!! ^_^
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Ron didn't know what to do. He felt so bad. He had slept with another woman. He had cheated on her. He sat in a bank in the middle of a park and then put his head in his hands. It was hard to forget Hermione's face when she saw him in Parvati's room. He thought that if he had a only chance to delete something of his past, he thought he would choose the last day. Suddenly, Ron had an idea. What if…? No. He wouldn't. He couldn't. But then again.. if he used the time turner… no. Better not. He had never used it before, and it could be dangerous. Besides he had to ask for one in the Ministry of Magic, and they weren't going to let him borrow one, once they knew what he had done. Besides, that meant that Hermione would find out and… no, to much risk. He then apparated in his room of the burrow. He knew noone was there, so he could be alone for a while. Ron sat on his formed bed and glared to his old room, when suddenly something caught his attention. On the floor, there was a picture of him, Harry and Hermione. He grabbed it and glared how Hermione laughed happily with her two friends. Ron started crying.

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Please… forgive me … I didn't want to… I love you…
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
All those adventures… all those times… all those fights… all those fears…
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
All those fears that thogheter we fought… all for nothing…
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Ron remembered…
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
All those times Hermione had convinced him to see a muggle movie…all those times Hermione had cried because of it, and she had rested her head in Ron's shoulder…
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Ron cried even harder when he remembred the last time she had told him she loved him, it had been so shallow…not like their first time.
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Ron felt like falling… falling into a deep darkness, where the only light he saw, were the memories of his times with Hermione…

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Ron wanted to scream badly, as he remembered everything. He needed her. The first time they slept togheter, the first time they danced… the time when they anounced their family they were going out…they were so meant to be. Ron was the rebel, Hermione was the one who never broke one rule. Ron hated studying, Hermione loved it. And so on and on… they were meant to be. Ron was black, Hermione was white… but now… Ron was blue… so much was ruined… the spark they had togheter… all those fights they had had, all those times, when they didn't care anything but themselfes. Hermione would have gone to the end of the world in Ron needed her… and so would have Ron. He would have given everything for her… but now he had failed Hermione. In the worst way. He had slept with another woman.

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the hear
Once upon a time… that's how their story had began. Once upon a time… that's how all the stories begin… but they don't have all the same ending. Their ending was different and much darker… This time there was no "and they lived happily ever after" this time there was nothing but sadness. There was nothing more than sadness.

Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround, Every now and then I know you'll never be the boy you always wanted to be
Turnaround, But every now and then I know you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
I failed you…
Turnaround, Every now and then I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wondrous as you
I failed the most amazing person in the whole world…
Turnaround, Every now and then I know there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Just because of some words Ron's world was a completely mess… and only because of him… Ron could do nothing but blaim himself…as his memories with Hermione kept on attacking his mind.

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
Well be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
I need you… I need you more than ever… I need you more than air… and you are gone. I don't believe it. I can't believe it… but you are gone… because of me. If I could just stop those memoried… if I could keep you with me forever… If you were to me more than just a memory… a memory now, but you were something. You were someone to me. Someone I loved with all my heart. Someone that I hurt. Someone… because of my heart is falling apart.

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time I was in love, now I'm only falling apart.

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Once upon a time I had an angel besides me. And I was in heaven.
Nothing I can say
Now I'm in hell… with my deamon and my broken heart.
A total eclipse of the heart
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Lyrics belong to Bonnie Tylor. Hope you liked chapter 4! Now don't forget to review ^_^ And… sorry if there was any grammar mistake *blushes *
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ML