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[The hardest thing]

Chapter 4 --[The first secret song] --

"Mom? Dad? I'm home!" yelled Kagome.

"Kagome? Oh sweetie! You are home!" said Mrs. Higurashi happily.

"MOM!" Kagome run into her moms' hug.

"Oh sweetie! You must be tired heh? I think that you should get some rest!" Mrs. Higurashi comforted.

"Ok mom." Kagome answered.

In Kagome's room...

Kagome walked slowly to her room...is completely dark inside...And When she lied on her bed, she start to feel the pain..."Inuyasha...Where are you? How I wish that, I could see you again...I miss you...." Said Kagome slowly.

Suddenly, a flash of red light comes across her, she stand up immediately "Who is that?" Kagome asked but there is no answer except a piece of paper falling down from the roof. Kagome picked it up and began to read:

"The Hardest Thing" By: Inuyasha (Author's note: The real artists' name is 98 degrees, not Inuyasha haha)

We both know that I shouldn't be here

This is wrong And baby it's killin' me, it's killin' you

Both of us tryin' to be strong

I've got somewhere else to be

Promises to keep

Someone else who loves me

And trusts me fast asleep

I've made up my mind

There is no turning back

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do

To look you in the eye And tell you I don't love you

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie To show no emotion

When you start to cry I can't let you see What you mean to me

When my hands are tied And my heart's not free

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do

To turn around and walk away Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again

Fate has a place and time

So you can get on with your life

I've got to be cruel to be kind

All my love I'll be sending

And you will never know

Maybe another time,

another day As much as I want to,

I've made up my mind

There is no turning back

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do

To look you in the eye And tell you I don't love you

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie To show no emotion When you start to cry

I can't let you see What you mean to me

When my hands are tied And my heart's not free

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do

To turn around and walk away Pretending I don't love you

Kagome,

You probably know who this is already, yes is Inuyasha. Kagome, thousands of words, I just want to tell you "I love you", please forgive me! It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do Kagome...Is to forget you...but I can't! The moment you jumped into the well, I feel dying...I thought I will never see you again...But you know what? I'm not gonna let you go! I want to be with you Kagome! I want to slap myself for saying all the heartless stuff! But I got no choice Kagome! Please, forgive me and come back to me...I will always be there waiting for you...

Love ya From Inuyasha

Kagome finished the letter and began to cry, she couldn't help it, tears just rolled down automatically. She don't know what to do...This letter made her feel so warm inside, but she still don't want to go back, because she can't forget the brutal stuff that Inuyasha said about her.

On the other side, Inuyasha watched her through her closet. (lol Inuyasha was hiding in Kagome's closet all the time XD!)

After Kagome slept, Inuyasha come out from her closet. He walks slowly toward her and squat beside her bed. He looked at her softly. Her eyes were closed and the scent that coming from her hair made Inuyasha start to inebriation. He never seen what she looks like when she sleeps, now he finally sees it and he could never believe his dream lover Kagome actually looks like a shining angel when she's in her dreams. Inuyasha is totally attracted by her angel face.

"I love you Kagome," said Inuyasha softly, he leaned down and kissed her lips.

Ok chapter 5 is done! HAHA isn't it cute? Hehe I know, anyways Chapter 6 is coming..lol I've been working chapter 1---5 all day and is 6:00pm, I got to finished the last 2 chapters