Part II
Realization
I am so afraid to let you in
fearing I might bring you more hurt
now that only pain and bitter tears
remind you of me...
It haunts me that I cant atone,
to be there and cure these wounds
I can't, while the door
remains forever closed...
Every morning
when the sun rises behind the sea
Every night
when the moon is watching over me
I struggle hard not to let this longing
awake and come all over me
love, it makes me break down in tears
this real, overwhelming feeling.
Wandering around with no thoughts,
no hopes to wake my soul
I'm trying to survive in this world
carrying these memories of you,
now forgotten lines of a lost book
Secretly in my heart I pray
not to be too late to love you,
to touch you lovingly
no more only in my fantasy...
Every morning
when the sun rises behind the sea
Every night
when the moon is watching over me
I struggle hard not to let this longing
awake and come all over me
love, it makes me break down in tears
this real, overwhelming feeling
Every night, I can't resist to imagine
you are here with me
The fervent passion burning in your heart
has melted my defenses
I no longer stand to live apart
and though being caught in the conspiracy
of a mysterious fate
one day I will break the spell
and create this priceless chance
to see you smile again
/ Alright, it ends here... I enjoyed writing these poems because I love both characters, but I am not very sure if I like them that much as a pairing... well, over time I might change my mind ;) . /