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Hiei's POV
My ears must be deceiving me, for what I heard couldn't be the truth.
"Repeat that." I commanded softly.
"You heard me well the first time. You raped me! I know you did! I was the victim, so how could I not?!" Kagome yelled at me in a rage. Tears were streaming down her face in rivers.
"Kagome, I couldn't have. I was going through those tests to get here. You saw me!" I protested. I was desperate to get Kagome to understand what I was saying to her. I didn't do it.
"Of course." She started to calm down. "I did see you pass those obstacles with flying colors. But, this happened way before today. Before yesterday..." She trailed off, thinking that I got what she meant now.
But I didn't.
"What? Are you saying that out of the weeks you've been here that I raped you?" I asked confused. "But I also have an alibi for then too. I was fighting Shido! As well as everyone else."
She clenched her fist. "You're making this harder to say. What I mean is that you raped me before we even met." Her voice was quite and sad.
"I did what when?" I asked even more confused.
Kagome's POV
Was Hiei really this slow? I have told him when and what more than twice already and he doesn't get it? Denial?
"It happened long ago. I tried to forget it because the memories were so painful at the tender age of thirteen..." I looked down. "I succeeded in do so for a while, but not all memories can be forgotten forever..."
Flashback
Authors POV
It was a cold and rainy day. The sky was grey and you could feel sadness in the air.
A young girl was running wildly, her breath short and her medium length black hair whipped around her. Her face looked frightened and every now and then she would look back to see if anyone one was following her.
'Maybe I'm safe here...' The young girl thought as she hid in the bushes, trying to calm her ragged breath from making too much noise.
"Young girl...I know you're here..." A, some what short, demon laughed. His eyes were blood read through and through.
He looked around and sniffed the air. Soon, his eyes snapped to the exact spot the girl was hiding in.
"...Kagome...that's your name right? Come out and let's play..." He laughed again.
The young girl, now named Kagome, shivered and curled into a tighter ball than before wishing the demon would go away.
"Don't' make me come and get you! You won't like my much meaner ways of persuasion." He growled, getting angrier.
Slowly, fearing her life, Kagome crawled out shaking like a leaf.
The demon smiled just as a bolt of lighting flashed so Kagome could get a good look at him. He had spiked black hair and three eyes- one in the middle of his forehead and looked different the rest.
"W-what do you want?" She asked fearfully in a small voice.
"Just some fun..." The demon laughed and pounced on her.
You could her Kagome's screams all through the night.
End Flashback
"I tried to forget that day for years. One day I came across a memory subsiding potion. I thought that even if it was only one day, or an hour, a minute, a second that I would be happier."
I stopped for a moment to let everything sink in and than restarted again.
"It worked. I have forgotten for two years now. Maybe I remembered because I met you again."
Everyone, who I almost forgot was there, stared at me in shock, memorized by my dark tale.
"Do you see now?" I whispered to Hiei in a strained and angst filled voice. "Do you remember now?"
Hiei's POV
I could feel everyone staring at me. Even Yusuke got out of that weird 'everything-is-my-fault' trance to turn to look at me for my answer. Kurama who had been watching silently with Kuwabara, knowing not to interfere with our relationship problem. All of them were waiting for me to turn to Kagome and say, 'It's a lie Kagome! That wasn't me! It has to be someone else!' I want to say that too...but that's not the case.
As soon as Kagome shared those frightening details to her horrifying story I remembered that night. It was a full moon and that's when my demon powers increase a few folds. I had stronger demon instincts that night so when I saw a beautiful girl...You know.
"Kagome..."
I heard everyone inhale sharply and hold their breath.
"Kagome...I do remember...that was me and...I have no excuse for myself..." I lowered my head in shame.
"You know...I was hoping what everyone else was hoping too. I was hopping that it was a lie too. But I guess hope is just overrated these days." I heard Kagome's voice say.
"Kagome?" Yusuke asked softly.
"What?"
"Why?"
Kagome looked confused. Though than again, everyone was confused.
"What do you mean why?" She asked rudely.
"Why are you doing this?" Yusuke asked again though explaining more thoroughly on what he meant.
"I am because all of you deserve this pain. Each and every one! All of my suffering...my agony...it's only right that you feel it too."
"What pain?! What agony?!" Yusuke shouted with tears in his eyes.
Yusuke's POV
I didn't really get it. What made Kagome act like this? Isn't there any way that we can save here? What can I do to help...?
"Everything!" Kagome exploded. "Do you know how hard is to be all your guys friends?! All trouble I got into with you? Yusuke, I died!!"
I was shocked. Though I knew everything Kagome said was the hurtful truth.
"But that's the way life is." Kurama spoke out suddenly. "There are good times and bad times. You just have to forgive and forget Kagome."
Kagome was shaking right now, and it was not from the cold air...
"YOU GUYS KNOW NOTHING!! DON'T YOU GET? ALL THE CRAP I'VE BEEN THROUGH FOR YOU GUYS?! I HATE YOU FOR IT!! I HATE YOU! I hate you..." She started to quit down and that end, but I knew she was still furious...he aura was flailing wildly and it as red...
"Kagome..." Kurama tried to reason again, but she cut him off.
"Shut up! You don't know! Look back on my like since I first met you. I lost my memory, I was controlled I died for Christ's sake!"
"Kagome!" A sharp but distinct voice said. I looked and saw it was Hiei.
Kagome's POV
"Kagome!" Hiei said sternly.
I turned to him and glared coldly. "You have no right to speak to me after what you have done..." I warned.
"I know..." Hiei looked at the ground.
"I'm up here so if you have to say something spit it out!"
Hiei looked up slowly and said to me sternly, "You are stuck in the past which is blinding you from the future! Stop looking back, but look ahead! You have a future..."
I was shocked. Today seemed to be a very honest day for everything that everyone is saying so far has not been a lie.
"I...I...!" I couldn't think of anything to say to prove my point!
Quickly, I covered my mouth with my hands in surprise.
"Kagome..."
"No...!" I shouted as I fell to the floor.
I was torn. Should I believe Hiei and go to the future or should I stay where I am? I am dead and I was raped by him...though it was so long ago! Ugh...
"I..." What should I choose? Past present? Present Future?
"Kagome." This time it was Yusuke.
"Stop it! Shut up all of you!" I screamed. I can't think with them bothering me.
"We're here for you. We forgive you..."
"Forgive me...? For give me?!" I stood up angrily. "Who should be forgiving who here?!"
With that I blasted a chair next to Kurama for saying such a thing.
"You should be the one forgiving!"
Every one said nothing and now this was my chance to think.
Should I choose what I believe now or what something new...different...scary...
"I choose...I-I choose..." This was very hard...why are they making me suffer like this?
Before I could make my decision though, a bright light shone down on all of us.
"What the hell is that?" asked Kuwabara, who has been quite for a while.
"I am the core of this black hole." It said in a loud rumbling voice.
"It talks?!"
"I do know your language though it wont matter for too long to you." It spoke again.
"Why are we all here and what do you want?" Yusuke shouted up at the glowing white orb. All the winds swirling around it made it hard to make your voice louder than it.
"You are here because you were destined to be here." It answered.
"What does that mean?"
"A soul who is full of sadness and pain or anger is drawn here and put under my control."
"So you are controlling Kagome?" Kurama asked loudly.
"No. This girl is acting, speaking, and thinking on her own accord."
"So what are you saying?" I asked. The huge orb of light blinded me so that I had to turn away because shielding your eyes didn't help too much.
"That if you were drawn here you were destined to die." It spoke loudly and sharply.
OKAY! I GOT A REVIEW SAYING THAT MY LAST CHAPTER NEEDED SOME WORK SO I DECIDED TO REWRITE SOME OF IT. THERE WILL BE A FOLLOWING CHAPTER AS WELL.
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Enjoy! (Hopefully)
Hiei's POV
My ears must be deceiving me, for what I heard couldn't be the truth.
"Repeat that." I commanded softly.
"You heard me well the first time. You raped me! I know you did! I was the victim, so how could I not?!" Kagome yelled at me in a rage. Tears were streaming down her face in rivers.
"Kagome, I couldn't have. I was going through those tests to get here. You saw me!" I protested. I was desperate to get Kagome to understand what I was saying to her. I didn't do it.
"Of course." She started to calm down. "I did see you pass those obstacles with flying colors. But, this happened way before today. Before yesterday..." She trailed off, thinking that I got what she meant now.
But I didn't.
"What? Are you saying that out of the weeks you've been here that I raped you?" I asked confused. "But I also have an alibi for then too. I was fighting Shido! As well as everyone else."
She clenched her fist. "You're making this harder to say. What I mean is that you raped me before we even met." Her voice was quite and sad.
"I did what when?" I asked even more confused.
Kagome's POV
Was Hiei really this slow? I have told him when and what more than twice already and he doesn't get it? Denial?
"It happened long ago. I tried to forget it because the memories were so painful at the tender age of thirteen..." I looked down. "I succeeded in do so for a while, but not all memories can be forgotten forever..."
Flashback
Authors POV
It was a cold and rainy day. The sky was grey and you could feel sadness in the air.
A young girl was running wildly, her breath short and her medium length black hair whipped around her. Her face looked frightened and every now and then she would look back to see if anyone one was following her.
'Maybe I'm safe here...' The young girl thought as she hid in the bushes, trying to calm her ragged breath from making too much noise.
"Young girl...I know you're here..." A, some what short, demon laughed. His eyes were blood read through and through.
He looked around and sniffed the air. Soon, his eyes snapped to the exact spot the girl was hiding in.
"...Kagome...that's your name right? Come out and let's play..." He laughed again.
The young girl, now named Kagome, shivered and curled into a tighter ball than before wishing the demon would go away.
"Don't' make me come and get you! You won't like my much meaner ways of persuasion." He growled, getting angrier.
Slowly, fearing her life, Kagome crawled out shaking like a leaf.
The demon smiled just as a bolt of lighting flashed so Kagome could get a good look at him. He had spiked black hair and three eyes- one in the middle of his forehead and looked different the rest.
"W-what do you want?" She asked fearfully in a small voice.
"Just some fun..." The demon laughed and pounced on her.
You could her Kagome's screams all through the night.
End Flashback
"I tried to forget that day for years. One day I came across a memory subsiding potion. I thought that even if it was only one day, or an hour, a minute, a second that I would be happier."
I stopped for a moment to let everything sink in and than restarted again.
"It worked. I have forgotten for two years now. Maybe I remembered because I met you again."
Everyone, who I almost forgot was there, stared at me in shock, memorized by my dark tale.
"Do you see now?" I whispered to Hiei in a strained and angst filled voice. "Do you remember now?"
Hiei's POV
I could feel everyone staring at me. Even Yusuke got out of that weird 'everything-is-my-fault' trance to turn to look at me for my answer. Kurama who had been watching silently with Kuwabara, knowing not to interfere with our relationship problem. All of them were waiting for me to turn to Kagome and say, 'It's a lie Kagome! That wasn't me! It has to be someone else!' I want to say that too...but that's not the case.
As soon as Kagome shared those frightening details to her horrifying story I remembered that night. It was a full moon and that's when my demon powers increase a few folds. I had stronger demon instincts that night so when I saw a beautiful girl...You know.
"Kagome..."
I heard everyone inhale sharply and hold their breath.
"Kagome...I do remember...that was me and...I have no excuse for myself..." I lowered my head in shame.
"You know...I was hoping what everyone else was hoping too. I was hopping that it was a lie too. But I guess hope is just overrated these days." I heard Kagome's voice say.
"Kagome?" Yusuke asked softly.
"What?"
"Why?"
Kagome looked confused. Though than again, everyone was confused.
"What do you mean why?" She asked rudely.
"Why are you doing this?" Yusuke asked again though explaining more thoroughly on what he meant.
"I am because all of you deserve this pain. Each and every one! All of my suffering...my agony...it's only right that you feel it too."
"What pain?! What agony?!" Yusuke shouted with tears in his eyes.
Yusuke's POV
I didn't really get it. What made Kagome act like this? Isn't there any way that we can save here? What can I do to help...?
"Everything!" Kagome exploded. "Do you know how hard is to be all your guys friends?! All trouble I got into with you? Yusuke, I died!!"
I was shocked. Though I knew everything Kagome said was the hurtful truth.
"But that's the way life is." Kurama spoke out suddenly. "There are good times and bad times. You just have to forgive and forget Kagome."
Kagome was shaking right now, and it was not from the cold air...
"YOU GUYS KNOW NOTHING!! DON'T YOU GET? ALL THE CRAP I'VE BEEN THROUGH FOR YOU GUYS?! I HATE YOU FOR IT!! I HATE YOU! I hate you..." She started to quit down and that end, but I knew she was still furious...he aura was flailing wildly and it as red...
"Kagome..." Kurama tried to reason again, but she cut him off.
"Shut up! You don't know! Look back on my like since I first met you. I lost my memory, I was controlled I died for Christ's sake!"
"Kagome!" A sharp but distinct voice said. I looked and saw it was Hiei.
Kagome's POV
"Kagome!" Hiei said sternly.
I turned to him and glared coldly. "You have no right to speak to me after what you have done..." I warned.
"I know..." Hiei looked at the ground.
"I'm up here so if you have to say something spit it out!"
Hiei looked up slowly and said to me sternly, "You are stuck in the past which is blinding you from the future! Stop looking back, but look ahead! You have a future..."
I was shocked. Today seemed to be a very honest day for everything that everyone is saying so far has not been a lie.
"I...I...!" I couldn't think of anything to say to prove my point!
Quickly, I covered my mouth with my hands in surprise.
"Kagome..."
"No...!" I shouted as I fell to the floor.
I was torn. Should I believe Hiei and go to the future or should I stay where I am? I am dead and I was raped by him...though it was so long ago! Ugh...
"I..." What should I choose? Past present? Present Future?
"Kagome." This time it was Yusuke.
"Stop it! Shut up all of you!" I screamed. I can't think with them bothering me.
"We're here for you. We forgive you..."
"Forgive me...? For give me?!" I stood up angrily. "Who should be forgiving who here?!"
With that I blasted a chair next to Kurama for saying such a thing.
"You should be the one forgiving!"
Every one said nothing and now this was my chance to think.
Should I choose what I believe now or what something new...different...scary...
"I choose...I-I choose..." This was very hard...why are they making me suffer like this?
Before I could make my decision though, a bright light shone down on all of us.
"What the hell is that?" asked Kuwabara, who has been quite for a while.
"I am the core of this black hole." It said in a loud rumbling voice.
"It talks?!"
"I do know your language though it wont matter for too long to you." It spoke again.
"Why are we all here and what do you want?" Yusuke shouted up at the glowing white orb. All the winds swirling around it made it hard to make your voice louder than it.
"You are here because you were destined to be here." It answered.
"What does that mean?"
"A soul who is full of sadness and pain or anger is drawn here and put under my control."
"So you are controlling Kagome?" Kurama asked loudly.
"No. This girl is acting, speaking, and thinking on her own accord."
"So what are you saying?" I asked. The huge orb of light blinded me so that I had to turn away because shielding your eyes didn't help too much.
"That if you were drawn here you were destined to die." It spoke loudly and sharply.
OKAY! I GOT A REVIEW SAYING THAT MY LAST CHAPTER NEEDED SOME WORK SO I DECIDED TO REWRITE SOME OF IT. THERE WILL BE A FOLLOWING CHAPTER AS WELL.
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