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By Irisgem

At the darkness, a teen form snapped abruptly from his bed. The golden full moon shone gently, cast its light on the utter dark room. The diamond droplets of sweat fell from a delicate face. His amethyst eyes shone, reflecting the thin light. Huffed gently, he tried to climb down from his slumber for a drink. A creaked door was opened, breaking the silence of midnight.

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I moved my feet to the kitchen. The cold breeze touched my face as I opened the door of refrigerator. I took a bottle of pure water and drank it out. I brushed my lips with my palm and calmed myself.

// What kind of dream is that anyway........?//

I watched around the apartment. The lamps were off that there was no light but moonlight through the stained glass window. I stepped carefully to the window. My eyes gleamed with an unknown anxiety.

Witnessing the slow movement of the moon, my mind wandered to solitude place. The dream was so vivid like scattered memories. It seemed so real and vague......

I saw my death. I felt the twinge of pain. I knew the place of my dream. It was my school's rooftop. Finn said the same thing at that time. She asked me whether I was fine or not. When I pondered it all over again, the things were linked to each other. But why I was fine as there was no wound and I didn't remember a thing?

I was scared to go to my bed. I didn't want to see my other self in a broken mirror. In my dream, I saw a similar person to me. He had the same glint of eyes and happy smile. It was felt as if I saw my doppelganger. The difference between us was he had wings on his back. His hair was long dark purple.

The distance between us was nothing but the mirror itself. I ran from that place but I only encountered more mirrors with his images. My head hurt for flowing memories when suddenly my eyes snapped opened, panting.

// I don't know which is the real............//

I returned to my room to see my guardian angel slept smiling. I smiled a little to see her. She eased my pounded head. I sat on the bed beside her. Suddenly I saw an unknown angel that looked like me with Finn in an unfamiliar place. It was as if I entered someone else dream.

There was a shining lake with ruins all over the place. The purple head held his staff with glowing diamonds. Finn walked along the lake with him with saddened face. They were talking something that I couldn't hear. All I could do was see the scene. Somehow I felt a missing link in my heart.

When they approached an amphitheater in the middle of the lake, the dark teen smiled sincerely. Finn smiled with tears fell from her cheek. Suddenly a fog appeared thickened in my head and blurred the things. Before the image was gone I heard conversation with deep voice.

// Time turns back and its master is sacrificed to turn that broken clock.//

// As a master of green sea of fish, I could give you half of my power........ //

// I don't want to leave, Finn.......//

// It's a present from Kami-sama. It's the only chance to see you again.//

// But I can only feel bitterness right now......//

// But we both won't remember each other. What will bring us together?//

// Nothing could be promised. At least you're happy is the most thing for me, Finn //

// I don't want to forget you. I will find you..........//

// Yes. //

He raised his staff and a formation of clock was formed on the air. A light emerged benignly and surrounded both of them.

// Until we meet again, Finn //

// Good bye..........Access.//

With that the white fog completely blocked the scene. I was suddenly out of my traveling mind. I glanced at Finn's sleeping form. What was that all about? Why I saw Finn in my head. It was more like Finn's past. Or it must be just my imagination..........

I was tired of thinking that I fell asleep in five seconds afterward.........

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I came down to the Earth to see how Finn was doing. I peeked through the window. She slept sincerely beside that mysterious teen. He had someone else within him. I sniggered to know the secret of Kami-sama and Maou-sama. He must be one of the angels which had to responsible of the broken time.

He had a power that couldn't be underestimated. He was also dangerous since he could wake Finn's real power. She hadn't wakened up yet. With the loss of memories, part of her power was also hidden.

Which means, he had to be killed before it was too late.....

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// Where.......am I? //

I stepped on the lake bank. I knew this place. The familiar ruins and trees, it caused pain in my chest. Everything blurred like a silky curtain of mist. An inaudible voice rang in my piercing ears. I turned my head through my shoulder. My eyes widen with surprise.

"Shinji..........?"

He looked so similar with him. Even with long hair, piercing ears like mine, a shining oval amethyst on his forehead and wings fluttered on his back, he still looked the same. I never knew if he had a sibling who had died. There wasn't written on his profile given by Ruri-sama. He laughed merrily and raised his hand, beckoning me.

I went closer since I didn't feel alarmed. He turned around with his eyes on my face. With a trace of smile, he ran into the forest. I tried to call his name but stopped on my way. I couldn't call him Shinji somehow. He was gone into the darkness of green sea of trees. I tried to summon him, but my throat failed me. Why did a name so important for me.....? I felt hot tears brimming in my eyes. He was gone and it was painful for me to see. Why I felt this despair for someone that I hadn't even seen?

Or had I.........?

"Finn"

"Finn"

I heard a voice from distant. Soon the place was gone and the view turned into a white. Slowly my eyes opened. I could feel water on my cheeks.

His face was the first I saw. His worried face was so close and firm. I just stared at him back without saying a word. He sat beside me and gave me more room to sit. He blinked twice on my face and brushed my cheek tenderly with his palm.

"What's wrong? "

"I don't know. I feel like there is something dearly missing. "

"It's just a dream, Finn "

"............"

I didn't speak a single word. I couldn't say it that it was just a dream. I knew his name but I couldn't make it out. I felt that I knew him yet a stranger for me. My heart palpitated with mixed feeling.

It was almost like betrayal feeling........

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Well, kinda short. I've got author block. But of course I'll try to make a good story. Hopefully I don't play too much and continue this fic sooner. Your reviews will be a big help! Wish me luck^^!