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A/N : ……..Okay! I'm really sorry! I know that I make you wait too long.. But please understand. My computer is crashed and all my plans are gone within one second! Damn that lightning! And also piles of homework and urged to play ehehehe……I hope no one forget about me already. It has been four months it seems. Sweat dropped….

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Akuweaselgirl : thanks to you, since I begin to write KKJ fanfic, you have supported me until now. I'm sorry I can't fulfill your wish to update sooner.! (bow…bow)

HolyBell : Hello! Nice to meet you! I'll try to make this chapter longer.

By Irisgem

" Shinji……."

" Shinji……?"

" Shinji!!! "

I snapped out of my dazing to other world. I glanced up to see my mother's face. There were worry and rages stare on her amethyst pools. I smiled sheepishly when I rubbed my back head. Father also watched for me over his newspaper.

" What are you thinking?! You are late! "

I made a face and hurriedly looked at the clock which located behind my chair. My eyes widened with surprise and stood up in a rush. The wooden chair almost fell but with one hand I tried to keep it balance when my other hand tried to reach my bag on the table. I kissed my mother's cheek and waved my hand at father.

" Bye, mom, dad! Ittekimasu! "

" Itterashai! "

I heard my mother's voice from the dining room. I ran to the front door and took my brown shoes. After I wore them within five seconds or so, I lifted my eyes to see emeralds eyes on the same level with me and some strands of silky lime hair hanging on my face. With the dangerous proximity, I fell stumbled on the floor with surprised. I pointed my finger on her but she just gave a smile with questioning puppy look.

" Wha……What?! "

" Why do you look so surprised? "

" Don't appear in front of me like that! And why do you fly upside down?! "

" Maa….maa…..don't be angry. Isn't it funny to see your face there? "

" You! "

" You are late already. "

Her words got into my mind. I passed her over and opened the door hurriedly. A big bead appeared on her head to see my carelessness. I pushed the button continually, hoping the lift would come faster. Of course it was a silly minded but I was too absentminded to think what I had done. My pretty guardian caught me up faster than I thought. When the lift came, I hurriedly came in and pushed the button with number 1. When the door was opened, I was running to my school while I was throwing any familiar neighbors greetings. Finn flied easily beside me. I wondered what it was felt to fly. Her hair swayed gently as the current of breeze touched her cherry cheeks.

The bell school was heard when I was around the gate of the school already. Probably it had been closed when I got myself in front of the gate. I stopped at my track and pondered a little bit. Finn gave a worried look.

" What are you doing? You're late, aren't you? "

" Finn. You can fly, can't you? "

She sweat dropped. As fast as she could she crossed her arm in front of her chest as the sign that she didn't agree to take me to the other side of wall of the school. I sighed.

" Nope. I will come in with my own effort. "

" Then? "

" Watch this. "

I smiled slyly that made the bead on her head grew bigger to see the evil grin plastered in my lips. Skillfully I climbed the tree at school track and got over the wall. Within a minute I was at school yard already. She looked in awe. At the same time she smacked my head.

" Oww! What's that for!? "

" Lazy bump! You should wake earlier! "

" It's their fault not to watch the schoolyard. Some students like me who are good at physical lesson do this also sometimes! "

We were quarreling on my way to the class with low voice. Luckily no one was there to see. If someone saw me, they would think I had gone nuts because of depression of school. I entered the class room and took my seat. The teacher wasn't in yet. My friends were too busy to chitchat to each other. Trying to slow my heart beat, I took a deep breath to take some air into my lungs.

The lessons were surely boring. Now the Mathematic lesson was going to start. I sat on my table, talking to my friends. We normally talked about what to do at lunchtime. Basket ball competition was going to be held soon. Suddenly the class door was opened and a half age woman entered the class with her eyeglasses. She looked more like a librarian than a teacher. Of course it was just in students' mind. No one dared to mock her unless you wanted a pile of hard tasks.

Just when we greeted the teacher and we took seats, my head ached madly. I grabbed my forehead. Cold sweat streamed on my cheeks. This wasn't a normal headache. I couldn't listen clearly what my mathematic teacher had said. My eyes blurred suddenly with misty cloud hanging on my eyes. I didn't know what had happened before the darkness consumed me. I could hear voices calling my name before I was unconscious.

" Minazuki! "

" Minazuki!! Are you alright?! "

What is this pain?

I opened my lids lazily. When I tried to sit up, I woke up in the most unfamiliar place. I stared around with questioning glance.

Is this a dream?

All I could see was pink surroundings with astral sky. The world where there was no limit. The width was infinite. I stood up stumbled. The pain was eased a little. I walked a little but I got nowhere. Fear came through my vines. In this loneliness it scared me.

" Mother? Father? Finn? "

Suddenly I could feel other's presence in this odd place. I turned my head and saw through my shoulder. Another angel……with same appearance to me stepped closer to me. I was wondering whether I had a brother who died already when he touched my face with smiling face.

I am you.

" How could it possible? I'm not dead yet!! "

You……haven't regained your memories. I am sealed for seventeen years already, locked in the darkest place. I have waited the time for your resurrection.

He closed his eyes and moved backward. The fluttering wings fell with disappointed. I watched at him with guilty but still I couldn't understand what he had spoken of.

" What…….do you mean? "

He smiled sadly a little and raised his palm as the sign that I shouldn't know.

No. You should wake and regain it by yourself. I am part of you that wish to be released from the chain of curse.

" Then why do you call me here? "

I don't call for you. You are the one that jump to my locked world. It is the sign of the resurrection will be held soon.

" What will happen after the resurrection ?"

He looked away, trying to avoid the eyes contact. I didn't give up that easily. I had to know what would happen since it seemed related to me and my own life.

The other curse will be purified also. We shall be united. You will know your curse, she shall be awakened. Both of us will carry the new light upon the Earth.

" She? "

Finn……I wonder how she is now…..

" You know her?! "

I……

He suddenly glanced up with aware look. I stared at him curiously. He spread his white wings over me as if they were protecting me.

Abunai!! ( It's dangerous)

When I opened my eyes, I saw ruby blood flowing freely from the purple head angel. He winced in pain. The shattered glass thrust his body. When I lifted my eyes up, I could see the world shattered like mirror. His sanctuary…..who had done this…..

Noin……you find me at last….

I turned my eyes on him. He tried to stand up, but failed in vain. That name again……What was his relation to Finn and Noin? I didn't understand anything. He smiled tiredly with pain showed on his face, watching his world crumbling slowly. He shook his head when he dazed at my worry eyes.

Don't worry. He couldn't do much to me before you're resurrected. But…..

His face turned into the serious one. I gulped a bit and wondered the worst possibility. He lifted his forefinger and pointed to me.

I'm not real at least in reality. But you are an exception. You're alive. I will die if he kills you. Because we are one and I'm your soul. But if we lose the vessel, we couldn't live either.

" Tell me what to do then. "

// Nothing. Just protect your life. It is enough. No. It's more than enough to prevent Finn's soul to be corrupted by evil. New light couldn't be carried alone.

" I understand……"

I will protect you. Like before, I can use your body when things get worst. But it will consume my power.

I looked at his dangerously. He got my hint and smiled sheepishly. His face reverted to the cheerful one though his sweat and blood mixed streamed on his face.

Maa…maa….The body isn't mine. I am just memories. We will merge into one when the time comes. I also wanted things remained like normally. To live in Tenkai was different with your life in this world. I enjoy it either since I don't have to do anything that God has wished for me to do. Well, it is like holiday.

I laughed merrily. Somehow though I knew that he was part of me, we were really similar. It felt funny inside. His face was lightened up with sparkling starry amethyst pools. Before the world crumbled completely, he summoned his staff and raised it.

Now you have to return. Take care of Finn. If you stay here for longer you will not be able to return.

" What is your relationship with Finn? "

That's…….Please leave. Your headache becomes a sign that you're in great danger.

"You don't answer me yet. "

I tried to reach him but a gust wind pulled me away from his world. He looked up with gentle smile, smile that was also mine. This was like a riddle, or a jigsaw. The hardest things were collecting the pieces and put the pieces together. But still I could see the movement of his lips.

" What? Lovers? "

He gave a nod a little before he completely gone from my sight. The other world faded into the utter dark. At the same time, I could hear vague voices through the dark. I turned my back and saw worried faces. I blinked twice before I understood what my mother doing here. I could also see Finn at my side. I recalled the moment back about 'him', Finn, and Noin.

" Shinji? Are you okay? "

" How do you feel? "

I waved my hand in front of my face with a little grin. Finn's gaze didn't leave from me. I pretended not to see though. When I looked around, I was at school's clinic. No wonder……

" I'm okay, mom. "

" Really? You suddenly faint at your class. Do you sleep well? "

" Yep. "

" But you look in pain just before……"

" Just your imagination, actually……"

I had to mask this thing. How could I say that I was called to my memories world? They would probably call the psychiatry to check on me. No way I would let it happened. I stared through the window. The sky was blue and sun shined brightly up there. It seemed that it was almost lunchtime. I reverted my eyes to my mother's.

" I think I will keep studying. I will be home in the evening. "

" Are you sure? "

" Uh-uh. "

She smiled back to me and stood up from the black-steeled chair. She waved her strands hair back, over her shoulder. With a quick movement, she took her red little bag and gave me a little kiss on the forehead. She kept taking me like a little kid. When she left, Finn flied down to the side of the bed.

" Nee, how do you feel? "

" Fine. Maybe……"

" Maybe you really should go home. "

" No. I won't lose to him. "

" ? Who are you talking about? "

" Noin. "

She suddenly fell silent. I thought such a conversation had put her in sulky mood. I gave her a gentle smile and got myself to the edge of the bed. She seemed distracted a little while and shook her head.

" What? "

" Nothing. I just feel that you're so familiar to someone. But I don't know who……"

" Finn. May I ask you something? "

She tilted her head a little with query look. I felt doubt she would remember him though. It seemed 'my memories' felt pain when it turned to Finn. He dazed sadly a little while ago.

" Do you have…….any lover before? "

" WHAT?!!!!! "

She blushed, as her cheeks were redder than the roses. I tried to block her loud voice with my palm, but it didn't help. When she calmed a little, I confronted her with serious look.

" Listen here, I……uh……"

" I never have boyfriend before. "

Okay. Is it just a dream or my imagination? He said that they were lovers and Finn said that she never had lovers before?

" Then do you know some of your friend that have a purple hair, dark purple eyes, wearing a kimono? "

" I don't ! I……"

She seemed holding back something. Fear and doubt reflected clearly in her forest eyes. I couldn't push her either. It would be too cruel.

" Don't think it too much. I'm just asking. "

I walked to the clinic door to continue my lesson. But soon the bell rang wildly, the sign that the class had over and it was lunchtime. I was going out when she finally broke the silence. I looked at her face. Uncertainness was shown as she frowned.

"No. It isn't like that. I lately have a sight. I see the one that you say to me. "

She closed her eyes. Maybe she tried to call her sight. But it proofed that I wasn't dreaming at all. Especially when I could feel Noin's presence around here. He didn't seem making move yet. That was why I remained silent to listen to her. There might be clue for this matter.

" But I don't know him. Maybe…..or I have forgotten because I feel a lonesome for him. I couldn't remember his name. But my heart went warm when I saw him in my dream. "

I grabbed her shoulder tightly though I tried not to frighten her. She looked at my eyes curiously.

" Do you……No. I have to speak to you. "

" Yes? "

Another finished! I hope this story could be ended soon. Everyone will be bored waiting to me to update, ne? Bow….bow….sorry for that. Either way, I'm going to face my final exam. I hope I could update soon within one month. Please be patient….bow….Review please? It will help me a lot to recover from tiredness of my crucial exam.