~*~ Serenity's POV ~*~
I remember clearly that I was sitting in divination explaining to Trawenley- sensei about my vision before I was pitched into darkness. Darkness, I hate and despise that word and all it is meant to represent. It was in this feeling, in that moment, which took everything I loved from me. It was all because that Chaos had come. Why is everything practically my fault, what ever did I do to deserve this sadness, this grief, this hatefulness and everything else that has happened. I just want to know why! Why me?
~*~ A while later ~*~
I awoke sometime later to a bright white room. Once my eyes adjusted to the brightness I looked around the room. I noticed a few medical things that brought me to the conclusion that I was in the Hospital Wing.
I look to my right and I watched the head nurse, Madam Pomphrey, I think straightening up some healing potions. She was ranting to herself quietly, but I could hear her, she said something about students hurting themselves and never appreciating her help. I raised an eyebrow at the cooky-old woman.
To my left I saw Draco staring at me with the most perplexed look on his face that I have seen on anyone. But I understood the look he gave me; I could see it in his eyes. But should I tell him, it means I would have to tell him everything that's personal to me. However, I do know that I can trust him. I can see into the inner depths of his soul and it's pure, even if he keeps it hidden.
~*~ End Serenity's POV ~*~
Sighing, Serenity sat up and looked directly into the eyes of Draco.
"Draco-kun, what I'm about to tell you must never leave this room and must only be between you and I," said Serenity quietly!
"But, I didn't say anything, how did you.," started Draco, but he was cut off by Serenity?
"You didn't have to say anything; I could see it in your eyes. Did you know that your eyes are the windows' to your soul," asked Serenity?
"No," answered Draco truthfully!
"That's what I thought," said Serenity smiling sadly towards Draco!
Getting a little bit more comfortable in her hospital bed, Serenity prepared her life story.
"I remember how everything I knew and loved was taken from me. First to go was Mizuno Ami, my first senshi. She was at the library, one of her most favorite places in the world. Ami-chan's death came swift and quick, she had no time to escape, she died from the lost of her stolen Star Seed, which was never returned to her," started Serenity!
"Next was Kino Makoto, my third senshi. Mako-chan was in the park protecting of few younger children from a gang. She really did like fighting; it was in her spirit to fight. She would always protect those who couldn't protect themselves. She died the same as Ami-chan, her Star Seed taken as well. Mako-chan died brave and honorable," sniffled Serenity! "Then came Aino Minako, my fourth senshi and my cousin. She was at the National Idol Search Tournament. It was her dream to become a singer and to spread her joy around the world. Mina-chan was happy that day for she received everything she wanted, but lost in the same day."
"Then after her it was Hino Rei, my second senshi. She was at her grandfather's Shrine, praying to the god of Mars, her forefather. Rei-chan and I fought a lot, but we were still the best of friends," explained Serenity while she shook with silent sobs! "After her came the ever so graceful Kaioh Michiru, my fifth senshi. Michiru-san truly died where she was near her element, the ocean, while she was playing her violin."
"Following almost directly after Michiru-san was her lover, Ten'ou Haruka, my sixth senshi. Haruka-san was a magnificent International Racecar driver, her and Michiru-san almost always did everything together. Haruka- san was one with the wind, it was her element and soul, but that was also ripped away from her just like the others," said Serenity, getting angry with every minute.
"Not too soon to follow after her was my eighth youngest senshi, Tomoe Hotaru. She was born with the gift of healing. Hotaru-chan's powers' solely comes from the silence in the universe, along with the power of rebirth. She died with her back turned while she was healing causality during battle," said Serenity, while tears were silently pouring down her face!
"My last and seventh senshi to fall was Meiou Setsuna. Setsuna-san was my oldest and the most mysterious senshi I knew. She was a lone senshi, always to remain watching her keep, even in spirit, until another senshi was chosen to take her place. It was her duty to guard the legendary Gates of Time and Space. I never really had the chance to get to know Setsuna- san completely, but I did know that I could truly depend upon her," said Serenity, sobbing heart-wrenching sobs!
Reaching out, Draco gently placed his hand on her shoulder. "You don't really have to continue if you don't feel up to it!"
"Don't worry I can do this. No, I have to do this," exclaimed Serenity strongly while getting her emotions under control!
Relaxing her muscles to a more relaxed state, Serenity to a few deep breaths and began where she left off.
"After their deaths, from then on I could never get a proper nights' rest. In my dreams, I can feel the darkness haunting and tormenting me. This feeling, even if it was destroyed, it still took everything I loved away from me. It still follows me every waking moment, this essence, this being was Chaos. Do you know what's worse than seeing your loved ones bodies covered in their eternal crimson blood of life. No, of course you don't, you're too young to understand. Well, that fear is hearing them as they die choking and drowning on their own blood. And also listening to them while they tell you that they were glad to protect me and that they were allowed to have the chance to get know me. While in the background you could hear the cold harsh laughter of the one who promised to love you for all eternity, even in death and rebirth. He was my love, my life, but he definitely wasn't my everything, my senshi were important to me. He knew that, so he took them away from me. His name was Chiba Mamoru, and he became Chaos," explained Serenity as she spat out the last part!
With tears pouring more freely down her face now, Serenity continued on, even if she was shaking uncontrollably.
"When I finally defeated HIM, I cried, not my usual childish wailing, but actual heart-wrenching crying. Why you ask? Well, it's because I knew I could never join my friends, not even in death, I have been denied that choice. It was for the greater good of the future, it was all because of a destiny where I knew I would forever be alone, always alone. It was then that I had to walk along the path I was destined to journey according to the fates. For I knew that I had to spend all eternity, ever watching. It was my duty to watch the stars, as the solitary goddess of the Universe, Queen of the Stars, wielder of the Silver Crystal and my senshi's powers, I became known as Sailor Cosmos'," stated Serenity sadly, but also a little bit proudly as well!
"Serenity," whispered Draco, while he took her hand into his!
"Do not pity me Draco-kun, I wish not to be pitied. However, if you're willing, I wish for you to be my friend. Will you be my friend," asked Serenity?
"Yes, yes, I will be you friend," answered Draco before he leaned over and kissed her forehead respectfully!
Smiling one of her rare smiles at Draco before turning to look out the window. Outside, she watched as the Giant Squid swam along the surface of the lake.
"Serenity," said Draco with a bit of mild curiosity in his voice
"Hmm, yes," replied Serenity off indifferently!
"Did you know that your hair is turning silver," asked Draco with along seriousness in his voice, but you could sense a little bit of laughter if you looked closely.
Startled, Serenity quickly turned and shouted. "WHAT!!!"
Laughter could be heard through out the Hospital Wing. Unknown by them, a pair of blue eyes watched on with amusement twinkling in the eyes.
~*~ Mini-Dictionary ~*~
In Japanese last names are traditionally said and written first before you're name.
Chiba Mamoru = Earth Guardian
Tomoe Hotaru = Firefly Sprouting From the Earth
Kino Makoto = Sincerity of Wood
Hino Rei = Spirit of Fire
Mizuno Ami = Friend of Water
Meiou Setsuna = Momentary Dark King
Kaioh Michiru = Rising Sea Ruler
Ten'ou Haruka = Distant Heaven King
Aino Minako = Famed Beautiful Child of Love
Senshi = Warrior/Soldier
Bishoujo = Pretty/Pretty Girl
Seera-Muun = Sailor Moon
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In Mythical belief from Bishoujo Senshi Seera-Muun, Cosmos was the first child of Selene (goddess of the moon) and Apollo (god of the sun). Whom Cosmos a being of light, was born from to watch over the stars. While Chaos (or Kaos), Cosmos's counter part was the essence of the all things evil. It is said that Chaos' birth parents were Hades (god of the underworld) and Gaea (goddess of the earth). It is believed that Chaos and Cosmos, evil and good, are the balance of the universe.
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Author Note(s): *sighs tiredly* Whew! YATTA!!! I'M FINALLY DONE!!! I hope that you all liked this chapter 'cause IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO DO, SO YOU BETTER LIKE IT!!! *laughs sheepishly* Sorry about that, I've been very stressed out and stuff *mumbles* I just got my home report and I my father gave me this really big lecture on doing my work and *blah, blah, blah* you've all probably had the same lecture as well. And rambling aren't I *slaps my self* Owie, okay all better! Also, I know that Draco may seem very OOC, but this chapter was serious, so I guess this version of Draco was appropriate only for this style of writing. Well that's all for now, so I guess this is Sayanora Min'na!
I remember clearly that I was sitting in divination explaining to Trawenley- sensei about my vision before I was pitched into darkness. Darkness, I hate and despise that word and all it is meant to represent. It was in this feeling, in that moment, which took everything I loved from me. It was all because that Chaos had come. Why is everything practically my fault, what ever did I do to deserve this sadness, this grief, this hatefulness and everything else that has happened. I just want to know why! Why me?
~*~ A while later ~*~
I awoke sometime later to a bright white room. Once my eyes adjusted to the brightness I looked around the room. I noticed a few medical things that brought me to the conclusion that I was in the Hospital Wing.
I look to my right and I watched the head nurse, Madam Pomphrey, I think straightening up some healing potions. She was ranting to herself quietly, but I could hear her, she said something about students hurting themselves and never appreciating her help. I raised an eyebrow at the cooky-old woman.
To my left I saw Draco staring at me with the most perplexed look on his face that I have seen on anyone. But I understood the look he gave me; I could see it in his eyes. But should I tell him, it means I would have to tell him everything that's personal to me. However, I do know that I can trust him. I can see into the inner depths of his soul and it's pure, even if he keeps it hidden.
~*~ End Serenity's POV ~*~
Sighing, Serenity sat up and looked directly into the eyes of Draco.
"Draco-kun, what I'm about to tell you must never leave this room and must only be between you and I," said Serenity quietly!
"But, I didn't say anything, how did you.," started Draco, but he was cut off by Serenity?
"You didn't have to say anything; I could see it in your eyes. Did you know that your eyes are the windows' to your soul," asked Serenity?
"No," answered Draco truthfully!
"That's what I thought," said Serenity smiling sadly towards Draco!
Getting a little bit more comfortable in her hospital bed, Serenity prepared her life story.
"I remember how everything I knew and loved was taken from me. First to go was Mizuno Ami, my first senshi. She was at the library, one of her most favorite places in the world. Ami-chan's death came swift and quick, she had no time to escape, she died from the lost of her stolen Star Seed, which was never returned to her," started Serenity!
"Next was Kino Makoto, my third senshi. Mako-chan was in the park protecting of few younger children from a gang. She really did like fighting; it was in her spirit to fight. She would always protect those who couldn't protect themselves. She died the same as Ami-chan, her Star Seed taken as well. Mako-chan died brave and honorable," sniffled Serenity! "Then came Aino Minako, my fourth senshi and my cousin. She was at the National Idol Search Tournament. It was her dream to become a singer and to spread her joy around the world. Mina-chan was happy that day for she received everything she wanted, but lost in the same day."
"Then after her it was Hino Rei, my second senshi. She was at her grandfather's Shrine, praying to the god of Mars, her forefather. Rei-chan and I fought a lot, but we were still the best of friends," explained Serenity while she shook with silent sobs! "After her came the ever so graceful Kaioh Michiru, my fifth senshi. Michiru-san truly died where she was near her element, the ocean, while she was playing her violin."
"Following almost directly after Michiru-san was her lover, Ten'ou Haruka, my sixth senshi. Haruka-san was a magnificent International Racecar driver, her and Michiru-san almost always did everything together. Haruka- san was one with the wind, it was her element and soul, but that was also ripped away from her just like the others," said Serenity, getting angry with every minute.
"Not too soon to follow after her was my eighth youngest senshi, Tomoe Hotaru. She was born with the gift of healing. Hotaru-chan's powers' solely comes from the silence in the universe, along with the power of rebirth. She died with her back turned while she was healing causality during battle," said Serenity, while tears were silently pouring down her face!
"My last and seventh senshi to fall was Meiou Setsuna. Setsuna-san was my oldest and the most mysterious senshi I knew. She was a lone senshi, always to remain watching her keep, even in spirit, until another senshi was chosen to take her place. It was her duty to guard the legendary Gates of Time and Space. I never really had the chance to get to know Setsuna- san completely, but I did know that I could truly depend upon her," said Serenity, sobbing heart-wrenching sobs!
Reaching out, Draco gently placed his hand on her shoulder. "You don't really have to continue if you don't feel up to it!"
"Don't worry I can do this. No, I have to do this," exclaimed Serenity strongly while getting her emotions under control!
Relaxing her muscles to a more relaxed state, Serenity to a few deep breaths and began where she left off.
"After their deaths, from then on I could never get a proper nights' rest. In my dreams, I can feel the darkness haunting and tormenting me. This feeling, even if it was destroyed, it still took everything I loved away from me. It still follows me every waking moment, this essence, this being was Chaos. Do you know what's worse than seeing your loved ones bodies covered in their eternal crimson blood of life. No, of course you don't, you're too young to understand. Well, that fear is hearing them as they die choking and drowning on their own blood. And also listening to them while they tell you that they were glad to protect me and that they were allowed to have the chance to get know me. While in the background you could hear the cold harsh laughter of the one who promised to love you for all eternity, even in death and rebirth. He was my love, my life, but he definitely wasn't my everything, my senshi were important to me. He knew that, so he took them away from me. His name was Chiba Mamoru, and he became Chaos," explained Serenity as she spat out the last part!
With tears pouring more freely down her face now, Serenity continued on, even if she was shaking uncontrollably.
"When I finally defeated HIM, I cried, not my usual childish wailing, but actual heart-wrenching crying. Why you ask? Well, it's because I knew I could never join my friends, not even in death, I have been denied that choice. It was for the greater good of the future, it was all because of a destiny where I knew I would forever be alone, always alone. It was then that I had to walk along the path I was destined to journey according to the fates. For I knew that I had to spend all eternity, ever watching. It was my duty to watch the stars, as the solitary goddess of the Universe, Queen of the Stars, wielder of the Silver Crystal and my senshi's powers, I became known as Sailor Cosmos'," stated Serenity sadly, but also a little bit proudly as well!
"Serenity," whispered Draco, while he took her hand into his!
"Do not pity me Draco-kun, I wish not to be pitied. However, if you're willing, I wish for you to be my friend. Will you be my friend," asked Serenity?
"Yes, yes, I will be you friend," answered Draco before he leaned over and kissed her forehead respectfully!
Smiling one of her rare smiles at Draco before turning to look out the window. Outside, she watched as the Giant Squid swam along the surface of the lake.
"Serenity," said Draco with a bit of mild curiosity in his voice
"Hmm, yes," replied Serenity off indifferently!
"Did you know that your hair is turning silver," asked Draco with along seriousness in his voice, but you could sense a little bit of laughter if you looked closely.
Startled, Serenity quickly turned and shouted. "WHAT!!!"
Laughter could be heard through out the Hospital Wing. Unknown by them, a pair of blue eyes watched on with amusement twinkling in the eyes.
~*~ Mini-Dictionary ~*~
In Japanese last names are traditionally said and written first before you're name.
Chiba Mamoru = Earth Guardian
Tomoe Hotaru = Firefly Sprouting From the Earth
Kino Makoto = Sincerity of Wood
Hino Rei = Spirit of Fire
Mizuno Ami = Friend of Water
Meiou Setsuna = Momentary Dark King
Kaioh Michiru = Rising Sea Ruler
Ten'ou Haruka = Distant Heaven King
Aino Minako = Famed Beautiful Child of Love
Senshi = Warrior/Soldier
Bishoujo = Pretty/Pretty Girl
Seera-Muun = Sailor Moon
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In Mythical belief from Bishoujo Senshi Seera-Muun, Cosmos was the first child of Selene (goddess of the moon) and Apollo (god of the sun). Whom Cosmos a being of light, was born from to watch over the stars. While Chaos (or Kaos), Cosmos's counter part was the essence of the all things evil. It is said that Chaos' birth parents were Hades (god of the underworld) and Gaea (goddess of the earth). It is believed that Chaos and Cosmos, evil and good, are the balance of the universe.
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Author Note(s): *sighs tiredly* Whew! YATTA!!! I'M FINALLY DONE!!! I hope that you all liked this chapter 'cause IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO DO, SO YOU BETTER LIKE IT!!! *laughs sheepishly* Sorry about that, I've been very stressed out and stuff *mumbles* I just got my home report and I my father gave me this really big lecture on doing my work and *blah, blah, blah* you've all probably had the same lecture as well. And rambling aren't I *slaps my self* Owie, okay all better! Also, I know that Draco may seem very OOC, but this chapter was serious, so I guess this version of Draco was appropriate only for this style of writing. Well that's all for now, so I guess this is Sayanora Min'na!