A week later Severus Snape was
seated at his desk, which was once more covered with colorful
pamphlets, this time for various careers in the wizarding world.
"Have you given any thought to your future beyond the walls of
Hogwarts, Miss Stuart ?"
"I'd really like to go into
Potions work, Professor. I'm not sure yet whether I'd prefer to work
at a hospital or an apothecary, or as a teacher."
"A
teacher ? Of Potions ?" Snape raised a skeptical
eyebrow.
Veronica squirmed. "Um, yes, sir. I... I rather
like children," she mumbled.
"You like children,"
Snape repeated slowly. His voice was heavy with sarcasm. "In
that case, Miss Stuart, may I suggest that you dispense with higher
education entirely ? If you're so fond of children, simply marry and
spawn a brood of your own."
"I was under the
impression that in the twenty-first century, a woman could do both.
Sir."
She wore that expression he disliked so much,
perfectly serious, yet there was an air of holding back laughter.
Laughter at his expense. Snape decided to concede that one point.
"You'd be taking the same courses in your sixth and seventh
year, regardless of whether your ultimate goal was medicine or
academia. For Advanced Potions, of course, I require no less than an
Outstanding grade at the Ordinary Wizarding Level. High marks are
also required in Herbology and Arithmancy." Snape paused to
glance over Veronica's grades, consulting a musty-smelling scroll in
addition to the slim stack of fresh parchments provided by the other
professors. "You've kept your marks up in both subjects, in this
century," he remarked with a smirk, causing the girl to giggle.
"It shouldn't surprise you that competancy in Defense Against
the Dark Arts is also a necessity. One needs to know one's remedies
and antidotes," he pointed out.
"How about Astromony
?"
"Absolutely. As you already know, the correct
phase of the moon is key to the success of many potions. More
advanced potion brewing often requires that complex astrological
equations be taken into account. Professor Sinistra accepts only
those students who've earned an E or higher on their O.W.L.s,"
Snape added severely. "I take it you've been studying diligently
?" He knew she had. Despite the recent Easter holiday with its
accompanying fine weather, she was pale, evidence that she'd spent
many more hours in the library or the Slytherin dungeon common room
rather than out of doors in the fresh air. All his fifth-years had
that same pallor, and the seventh-years studying for their
N.E.W.T.s.
Veronica looked determined. "I will repay my
debt to you, Professor Snape," she said fervently.
He
nodded curtly, secretly pleased with her decision to follow in his
own chosen career path. "If you have no further questions then,
Miss Stuart, I'll let you get back to your studies."
"There
is one more thing, Professor, if you have time ?"
Snape
glanced at the clock. "Miss Gaunt is not due for her career
counseling appointment for another twenty minutes." Veronica
rummaged in the bookbag at her feet and produced a grubby piece of
parchment. As Severus Snape took it from her saw that it was a
Hogsmeade permission form, heavily creased. She'd obviously been
carrying it around in her satchel for some time.
"It's
the last Hogsmeade weekend of the term, sir. I need a parent or... or
legal guardian's signature," she stammered as he scowled at her.
"I've been studying very hard, Professor. I'd really like to go,
just for an hour or two."
His eyes flicked back to the
record of her grades. "You continue to have difficulty in
Transfiguration, I see." His class and McGonagall's were the
only classes in which the child was not earning top marks.
"I've
been working really hard to improve, sir."
With a
menacing glare at her and a sharp tug at his sleeve, Snape jerked a
button off the cuff and flung it onto the desk between them. "Prove
it," he snapped. He'd seen her struggle to turn beetles into
buttons; transfiguring a button into a beetle was, arguably, even
more difficult. Veronica drew her wand. Leaning forward in her chair,
her eyebrows drew down as she frowned in concentration. Murmuring the
spell, she tapped the button lightly, then jumped back with a shriek
as a large black beetle scuttled towards her. Snape laughed at her
surprise. "Not really expecting that to work, were you ?"
He corralled the bug, caging it between his fingers. "Now turn
it back," he ordered her. With more confidence this time, she
complied. Snape reattached the button to his cuff. "Reparo.
Very well," he sighed as he scrawled his signature on the
permission form. "Just don't overindulge in butterbeer. And if I
catch you bringing back dungbombs or any of that other foolishness
from Zonko's joke shop," he imbued the words with contempt, "you
will find yourself serving detention."
"Oh, no sir.
Thank you, Professor." Still she lingered, turning the
permission slip in her hands.
"Was there something more
you wished to discuss, Miss Stuart ?"
"You were
right about my parents," she said abruptly. Snape cocked his
head, bemused. "When I told you no one had ever loved me,"
Veronica elaborated. "You argued that my parents had. I didn't
believe it at the time. They never showed much affection."
Snape shuffled her grades to one side, waiting for the child to make
her point. "I had five brothers, Professor, none of whom lived
to see their first birthday."
"Infant mortality
rates were high back in those days, even among wizards."
"I
know it was a great disappointment to my father, not to have an heir.
He probably wanted nothing more for me than to make a good marriage,"
she explained, "but instead he agreed to send me to Hogwarts for
an education. Something I'm sure he felt I had absolutely no use
for," Veronica said wryly. Snape looked away, remembering his
earlier comment. "Anyway, Professor, thinking back on it now, I
have to agree with you that my parents did love me, very much. They
just weren't able to show it in conventional ways." Her hand
slipped across the desk between them. Snape felt her small fingers
close over his, briefly. The potions master started to jerk his hand
away, but she had already folded hers demurely in her lap again.
"It's odd, sir. I'd forgotten so much, over the years I existed
as a portrait. It all came back for a while, after you brought me
back to life." She smiled at him, that quick smile that lit up
her face. "The longer I live in this century, though, the harder
it is for me to remember the girl I was in the sixteenth century.
It's all starting to fade away. When I think of my father, I can't
picture his face any longer. Actually, Professor, when I try, the
face I see... is yours."
Veronica jumped up, gathering
her books to her chest with a nervous little laugh. "Oh well. I
just wanted to tell you that you were right, before I forgot about it
completely. Good day, Professor Snape, and thank you for signing the
permission slip." Before the dumbfounded Snape could begin to
frame a reply, she'd darted from the office.
