IMPORTANT MESSAGES
Cms-oh...so you want to know what happened. Fine, I'll tell you since you have no forgiveness for my late update. Lets start from the beginning shall we? First, I got a minor illness that was enough to keep me in bed. Then, it got worse and I woke up in the middle of the night feeling as if I had a hangover and threw up from 1 in the morning to 2. And after that, it gets better! I had to be rushed to the hospital because of a black out I had due to stress (stress including the fact that I needed to update the stories!!!!) and loud sounds and coldness. I stayed in the hospital UNCONSCIOUS for half a week and went into a depression that made me act insane! Then when I got home it's as if my dad doesn't even know me anymore, I'm very far under weight, I look like I'm anorexic now and my gold tinted skin is now tinted blue! And it's all STILL happening so be glad you got a chapter from each story! That's what I meant by I went through hell and all that crap. And ya know what? I like the Goth style and attitude, I'm a full Christian and am proud of my religion even though I rarely get to go to church, I would like to! And don't take it personally when I say Courtney's are preps! It's just there are these 5 Courtneys (their names are all spelled differently of course...) and their best friend Brittany who are really preppy and won't leave me alone and judge me because I'm not that rich and come from a crappy place called Black Rock Buffalo. I'm sorry for totally blowing up on you, but I was really sick both mentally and physically and I really don't think I deserved that comment about me hurrying up. That blowing up was also part of my depression, I get angry at some of the smallest things that I normally wouldn't take out like that. So here it goes: I am sorry. But it's not my fault that it took so long, I just hope that you can forgive me for being extremely rude about it and that you will understand my case for not updating. I'm truly sorry, but I had no reason to be rushed. And the "Rumbling" part, I explained in that chapter why I didn't go all the way through with that. Sorry for all the hell I've caused. walks away with head down wishing she hadn't returned from "hell" and just died from it
Sara- thanks to you for supporting me in all my authoring (is that a word? 0o) and when I hadn't updated in a while. Thank you also for the truly wonderful reviews, and being a great friend! I'm going to e-mail you about something so I hope you can answer soon. You made feel a hell of a lot better once I was able to retrieve your reviews. I'm a person who needs to be needed (if that makes sense...) and when you wrote me all those amazingly patient messages my spirit was truly lifted all the way from hell to heaven. You even talked to me as if I were right beside you answering all your questions and just talking to you like we'd been friends forever! Thank you again and forever. It is always a joy to see your comments and reviews in my review section.
ShadowCatMage13- My dad is my favorite person in the world and I wanna be just like him, sure I'm a girl, but still...I love my dad always and this new feeling of hate makes my depression worse. God you're devious. Blowing up the science lab? I'd never be able to do that...only because of some technical difficulties of course, which would include the fact that we don't have a science lab. :P Thank you for asking me to update nicely. It's a load off my shoulders that I don't have loads of people hating me.
GodsGal-316- thank you, I'm very glad you enjoy my story. -
To all- I'm so so sorry for causing such uproar. Please forgive me. ya know...maybe I should've just let myself die from all that crap that happened. Maybe I should've have ended it all myself. All I seem to be causing here is anger and rage. I can't control my depression and because of that, people are hurt and enraged. I'm not sure if I should continue my stories here. Maybe I should go somewhere else where I won't be a pain the ass...better yet, maybe I just shouldn't post my stories at all. I won't have to worry about updating and the stress level will go down. I'm sorry about all this, I hope I am forgiven and that my stories can just be enjoyed in peace.
Cms-oh...so you want to know what happened. Fine, I'll tell you since you have no forgiveness for my late update. Lets start from the beginning shall we? First, I got a minor illness that was enough to keep me in bed. Then, it got worse and I woke up in the middle of the night feeling as if I had a hangover and threw up from 1 in the morning to 2. And after that, it gets better! I had to be rushed to the hospital because of a black out I had due to stress (stress including the fact that I needed to update the stories!!!!) and loud sounds and coldness. I stayed in the hospital UNCONSCIOUS for half a week and went into a depression that made me act insane! Then when I got home it's as if my dad doesn't even know me anymore, I'm very far under weight, I look like I'm anorexic now and my gold tinted skin is now tinted blue! And it's all STILL happening so be glad you got a chapter from each story! That's what I meant by I went through hell and all that crap. And ya know what? I like the Goth style and attitude, I'm a full Christian and am proud of my religion even though I rarely get to go to church, I would like to! And don't take it personally when I say Courtney's are preps! It's just there are these 5 Courtneys (their names are all spelled differently of course...) and their best friend Brittany who are really preppy and won't leave me alone and judge me because I'm not that rich and come from a crappy place called Black Rock Buffalo. I'm sorry for totally blowing up on you, but I was really sick both mentally and physically and I really don't think I deserved that comment about me hurrying up. That blowing up was also part of my depression, I get angry at some of the smallest things that I normally wouldn't take out like that. So here it goes: I am sorry. But it's not my fault that it took so long, I just hope that you can forgive me for being extremely rude about it and that you will understand my case for not updating. I'm truly sorry, but I had no reason to be rushed. And the "Rumbling" part, I explained in that chapter why I didn't go all the way through with that. Sorry for all the hell I've caused. walks away with head down wishing she hadn't returned from "hell" and just died from it
Sara- thanks to you for supporting me in all my authoring (is that a word? 0o) and when I hadn't updated in a while. Thank you also for the truly wonderful reviews, and being a great friend! I'm going to e-mail you about something so I hope you can answer soon. You made feel a hell of a lot better once I was able to retrieve your reviews. I'm a person who needs to be needed (if that makes sense...) and when you wrote me all those amazingly patient messages my spirit was truly lifted all the way from hell to heaven. You even talked to me as if I were right beside you answering all your questions and just talking to you like we'd been friends forever! Thank you again and forever. It is always a joy to see your comments and reviews in my review section.
ShadowCatMage13- My dad is my favorite person in the world and I wanna be just like him, sure I'm a girl, but still...I love my dad always and this new feeling of hate makes my depression worse. God you're devious. Blowing up the science lab? I'd never be able to do that...only because of some technical difficulties of course, which would include the fact that we don't have a science lab. :P Thank you for asking me to update nicely. It's a load off my shoulders that I don't have loads of people hating me.
GodsGal-316- thank you, I'm very glad you enjoy my story. -
To all- I'm so so sorry for causing such uproar. Please forgive me. ya know...maybe I should've just let myself die from all that crap that happened. Maybe I should've have ended it all myself. All I seem to be causing here is anger and rage. I can't control my depression and because of that, people are hurt and enraged. I'm not sure if I should continue my stories here. Maybe I should go somewhere else where I won't be a pain the ass...better yet, maybe I just shouldn't post my stories at all. I won't have to worry about updating and the stress level will go down. I'm sorry about all this, I hope I am forgiven and that my stories can just be enjoyed in peace.