A/N: Hey! Sorry I took so long to update school and family obligations really suck when your trying to write a story!!
Disclaimer: If I owned Gilmore girls do you honestly think Jess would have left? I mean come on now, the guy is so totally hot!! Anyway, I don't own Gilmore girls but I own this story and some of the characters!
Jess' POV
The thought that her ex could have just seen me give Rory and orgasm worried me a bit. I don't even know the guy and he is already getting on my nerves. That and I'm falling in love with his obsession. Boy is he going to be pissed. 'okay! Next thought please!'
'I hope she doesn't change t much to the point were she could be her sister.' I thought to myself as I finished my beer. After I finished my beer I went inside, when I saw her I couldn't believe how beautiful she was. She was just as beautiful as before, she just looked much more innocent. But if you looked in her eyes closely enough that she wasn't as innocent as she was playing. I couldn't decide which side of her I liked better, the innocent good girl or the smart bad girl. I knew she wasn't completely the bad girl that she had been before, but I also knew that she wasn't completely innocent either. 'She's the perfect mixture of both innocence and rebellion.'
later that evening: 7:00pm
Rory had been right I really had needed that beer. After dinner we were all sitting at the table. Luke was getting cranky and Sookie and Lorelai were just to perky. I noticed that Rory had sighed in boredom. Apparently so did Lorelai.
R/L- I need some apple juice. I'll be right back.-- Jess do you want one?
Rory looked at me as though she wanted me to say yes.
J- yeah. sure. (confused)
When she got up to leave, Sookie said she would get it. But Lorelai cut her off before she could get up.
Lo- it's okay Sook. Rory get mommy one too.
Rory nodded and went into the kitchen. Lorelai must have noticed how much fun I was having.
Lo- okay this isn't going to be a regular thing were I just let you have one of these. But god knows if your anything like Chris that isn't going to stop you. But you understand me right?
J- I would probably understand more if I knew why I couldn't have apple juice. Last time I checked there wasn't any alcohol in apple juice. (confused)
I said it once I'll say it again, this family is weird.
S- its Gilmore code for beer in the town of Stars Hollow. (smiling)
I just nodded in understanding.
J- huh. Well, I get what you saying.
Lo- good. (smiling)
S- well we don't mean to cut this short but Jackson and I have to get up early in the morning. I'm going to meat Jackson's family. ( bubbly)
'Oh my god just kill me now.' I have never met people who were this fucking perky.
After everyone said goodbye to Sookie and Jackson, Lorelai and Rory went into the kitchen and Luke and I went to the living room. We were sitting on the couch flicking through the T.V. channels when I felt someone's arms on my shoulders. She whispered in my ear.
R/L- now really did you honestly think that I drank apple juice?
Then she dangled a beer in front of me.
R/L- you want it answer me a question. (seriously)
J- what kind of question? ( lifting up one of my eyebrows)
She rolled her eyes at what my voice inferred. Then she held up the book that she had swiped from my back pocket on the back porch.
J- hey you still have my book, you know your supposed to give that back! (smiling)
R/L- and I will when your done putting notes in my Oliver Twist book that you swiped from my book case. (smiling in a way that dared him to deny it)
I just stared at her she was amazing, she wasn't even pissed that I had taken her book. She hadn't even let on that she knew until now.
L & Lo- You swiped books from each other!?!
We both looked at their faces. I think they were a little surprised that Rory and I were getting along so well. Well, maybe Luke more so than Lorelai. Lorelai actually had a knowing smile on her face. 'No… that wasn't possible… she couldn't know what Rory and I had done!- oh jeez! If she does I am so dead. Shit.'
J & R/L- yeah. so?
R/L- (turning her attention back to Jess.) Jess I read the notes. How many times have you read this book? Especially to have written what you wrote in it. (curious)
J- about 40 times. (casually)
R/L- I thought you said you didn't read much more than "see spot run." This qualifies as "much." (confused)
J- (smiling) depends on what you consider "much" and "see spot run", now doesn't it?
She laughed and handed me the beer, the book, and kissed me on the top of my head. Yeah, she id definitely not like anyone I have ever met before .
Lo- hey lets have a movie night! Oh and you two are so not going home tonight. (seriously)
But I noticed when she said the last part she looked directly at Rory as if say "you know why." I don't like that look one bit.
After 2 movies we were all ready to go to bed. Lorelai had had a couple more beers, she wasn't drunk just a little happier than normal, If that was even possible. It wasn't anything that wouldn't go away after s few hours of sleep. All in all it was a good night. I had met some cool people, perky people, and hey Luke is a person all in his own. And to top it off no one passed out on the floor from being completely wasted. I think it was the first night in a really long time that I had had a normal night and felt like I was part of a family. And I liked it, not that I would ever admit that out loud.
L- Hey Lorelai can I sleep in that extra bed in your room in case Alley comes home and wants her room?
Lo- Yeah sure. Jess you can sleep in the room next to Allison's if you want.
I would have said okay, but I knew who's room it was and I heard the sadness in her voice. I couldn't do it.
J- Thanks, but no thanks. I'll sleep on the couch. (politely)
She looked confused so I decided to clarify.
J- Lorelai, ( getting up and walking over to her) I know who's room it is. He'll come home and he should be the first one to sleep in it, not me. Okay? But thank you anyway.
She had tears in her eyes, but a smile a mile wide on her face. She closed the distance between us and gave me a hug. I hugged her back wishing that she had been my mom.
Lo- thank you so much, Jess.
J- no problem Lorelai, why don't you get some rest.
She nodded and let go of me and started up the stairs. But turned around and looked right at me.
Lo- Jess-- where did you learn how to do that?
I sighed thinking that I really didn't want anyone to know. But at the same time I wanted them to know. I wanted them to know why I was really sent here and what really happened.
J- When you get a lot of free time-- say a day off, I'll tell you. (calmly & quietly)
Lo- (curiously) why a day off?
J- Because it will take that long to tell you.
What I saw in her eyes was something I never thought I would see. Understanding. She nodded and then her and Luke went upstairs. And I went back to the couch.
J- When you have a day off I'll tell you, okay?
I looked at Rory and she just nodded and then kissed me on the check. I just smiled. Rory and I just sat there for a couple minutes staring and each other, before the front door opened. Chris came in with a bloody lip, and I'm sure he would have more bruises later.
C/B- Leigh?
Rory looked up.
R/L- In here Bri.
When Rory saw him she flew to his side.
R/L- oh my god! Brian what happened!?! (worried)
C/B- More like who happened! (pissed)
I saw Rory's eyes widen before she ran into the kitchen. As she called me.
R/L- Brian get you ass in this kitchen now! Jess can you get him some ice? Christopher Brian Gilmore don't you dare say that you don't need any fucking ice!
As I got up I saw Chris cringe at the name. Then he whispered to me.
C/B- you know to listen when a Gilmore Girl uses your full name. A bit of advise Jess, never ever tell her your middle name.
I just gave him a knowing look and he just laughed. When we got in the kitchen Rory was sitting at the table, talking on the phone. Then she passed the phone to Chris and he told, who ever was on the other end of the phone, exactly what had happened. When he got off the phone he looked directly at Rory.
C/B- Leigh be careful. Dean is going to be pissed times 10 because Jess he's not related to you. (seriously)
R/L- I know. (quietly)
J- ( looking at Rory) Is this your ex- boyfriend you were talking about? (sitting at the table with the two siblings.)
C/B & R/L- yeah.
I really wasn't liking the sound of this Dean guy. He sounded to much like one of my mom's boyfriends that I had had to beet up one to many times. Then I heard Chris talking to me.
C/B- Jess where are you from? (curious)
J- New York - Manhattan.
C/B- (happily) hey, me to man, wait you look familiar. Whats your last name?
J- Mariano. (confused)
C/B- Hey do you know Xavier Jamerson?
J- Yeah he's my best friend.--- Wait you're his cousin aren't you !?! (smiling)
C/B- yeah and Leigh is his cousin too.
What he was saying finally dawned on me. If I hurt Rory I would be killed by a hell of a lot of people. Chris just laughed.
C/B- I'm just messing with ya man.
I calmed down a little and smiled.
J- Damn it's a small world I never would have thought that that was the Aunt Joyce she was talking about. (smiling)
Then Rory got in on it too.
R/L- OOOHHHH!! You're the friend that Xavier always calls "bookworm." And if you can't find him, your in Washington Sq. Park reading. (happily)
I groaned and Chris laughed.
J- (looking at Rory) What else has Xavier told you about me?
R/L- (smiling) wouldn't you like to know!
C/B- (seriously) Hey Leigh what would you say to me finishing high school in Stars Hollow and moving back home?
R/L- (seriously) I'd say if you don't pass your classes I'll kick your ass.-- Hey don't look at me like that, I said you had to pass your classes. I didn't say you had to be god damn valedictorian when you graduate.
C/B- well that's a relief. (smiling)
R/L- So are you really….(hopefully)
C/B- yeah. (quietly)
With that she throw her arms around her brothers neck. When they pulled apart they were smiling. But then Rory got serious.
R/L- Bri be nice to Jess, mom and I like him and he's Xavier's best friend, and Luke is kind of partial to him too.
C/B- Well if all of you like him he can't be that bad. (sarcastically)
Rory scowled at the meaning behind his tone. I caught it too, nut he had the right to. Especially, since this Dean thing is going on.
R/L- (seriously) Bri when I told him about Dean, he was concerned for me, not thinking about the fastest way to weasel himself into my pants. He's not Dean. You can't even compare the two of them they are so different.
Chris looked at me skeptically and I knew I had to ask.
J- Rory how much of the truth did you leave out when you told me about Dean?
I couldn't help but let the anger grow inside of me. She shouldn't have t go through this. I saw Chris out of the corner of my eye. He looked shocked, he probably saw the mixture of anger and fear in my eyes.
R/L- Jess everything I told you about Dean was true, I just left a lot out.
I just nodded and sighed when she finished telling me everything. 'Here we go again.' I thought to myself. Chris finally spoke.
C/B- you've been through this before haven't you? (quietly)
J- (sighing) yeah, I have and it wasn't pretty.
R/L- With who? (slightly jealous)
J- (reluctantly) My mom. One of her many wonderful boyfriends.--okay enough about me. ( looking at the siblings next to each other) what can I do to help?
C/B- protect her. (simply)
R/L- Jess please let Brian handle the fighting unless he needs help and only if Dean starts it. Please!?!
J- (sighing) okay, but if I'm around and he try's to hurt you he's dead. And if he pulls the first move with me I'm going to defend myself. Got it?
They both nodded, and I sighed in relief.
C/B- hey man are you and Luke staying the night?
J- yeah. What do I do?
C/B- will you sleep in my part of Leigh's room? I'm gonna stay out here tonight in case Dean drops by, but I don't want her in there alone. You never know when he'll decide to learn how to sneak in and decide to use Leigh's window for the test drive.
J- If Rory doesn't mind someone besides you sleeping in her room, yeah sure no problem man.
He knew I was right, Rory had probably never had another boy who wasn't her brother sleep in her room. And in the end it was her decision.
C/B- Leigh please let Jess sleep in your room tonight. I don't want Dean to hurt you. And from the time that I have spent with Jess he doesn't either. I trust Jess and I know you do too. Please, Leigh!?! I don't trust Dean.
R/L- Yes Brian, Jess can sleep in my room. I really don't trust Dean either, never did but that is another story. But your right I do trust Jess and your right to trust him to. Please be careful Brian, you're my brother, I need you so don't go getting your self hurt or killed. Got it!?!
C/B- got it.
* And with that Chris and Rory hugged. Jess and Chris did that male hand shake thing. And they all went to their appointed locations in the house.*
A/N: Hey everyone sorry I took so long to update. But here is chapter 4 I hope you like it let me know!!! Review please!!
-JenaMariano