Disclaimer: okay I don't own Gilmore girls, just some of my own character in this story.

A/N: Hey everyone I'm finally updating my stories I'm sorry it took me so long. Okay to answer your reviews. eastcoastbabe011 thanks for your review and yes I am going to be bring out Rory's bad side soon, I'm sorry if I'm making the Dean thing to long, but it's going to have to be longer to explain what happened to her and why he is the way he is. HTC05 don't worry this will get more of that kind of rated R soon. Hehehe!! Punkrocker54 I'm glad you like the different POV's, I really wanted everyone to be able to see everyone's point of view to make it more…I don't know… um…understandable or just seen from how the other characters think, thanks for noticing. Um… I am going to be explaining soon and things will happen. J . Thanks to others who have reviewed, I hope that you continue to like the story and let me know if you have any ideas. I am always open to suggestions. Oh oh oh, and Chris/Brian will be getting a girlfriend, I don't know when yet I still don't have that all figured out but it will happen.

Jess' POV

I just fell asleep why is Luke bugging me. (subconsciously tightens his hold on the girl next to him.)

J- Fuck Luke! Go away! (groggily)

C/B- Jess if you don't get the fuck up right now, Luke is going to have a shit fit over the way your holding Leigh. Cause to him she's his little girl not Christopher's. Now get the hell up before my sister is done a body guard and someone she cares about!

Some how all that shit made it into my brain, and the events of last night came back to me.

J- Alright Chris I'm getting up.

Even though I made no move in doing so. What can I say I didn't want to let her go. I guess he understood.

C/B- (sarcastic annoyance) Alright I'll let you two get up at your own friggin' pace. -- ( when he got to Rory's bedroom door he stopped) Jess you break her heart and I'll break your fucking neck, you got me. (seriously)

I didn't even hesitate before answering him.

J- That won't be a problem. I mean why would an angel like her give two flying fucks about a loser like me?

I didn't want to admit that having Rory like me like that would be my ultimate high. I mean sure we kissed and gave each other mind blowing orgasms on the porch not long ago. But that was a physical relationship. And the way I'm feeling about her is way more than physical. I could only hope to have her return the same feelings.

And the orgasm thing, not something you want to mention to her brother. Unless of course you have a death wish, then by all means go right ahead.

I couldn't admit any of this to myself but apparently admitting it to her brother was no problem at all. 'Huh. Now what are the odds that he is going to trust me ever. Umm… slim to none. Okay when the hell did I start giving a shit whether or not a girls family gave a shit about me. Uh, I'm doomed if this is how I'm going to continue to feel. She is going to change me, now whether that's a good thing or a bad thing I don't know.'

Now as long as I don't let anything slip about the groping, orgasms, and stuff on the porch around…well…anyone in this town, especially her brother, I may not die.

' Yeah right easier said than done.' I thought to myself. Not thinking that 24/7 is going to be hell since she has never ever known what it's like to have a guy love her. Damn, I hadn't even realized that I wanted to be the one to show her how good love and making it could be, that's just not me.

C/B- You want to know why I said that. Because I know my sister, she's already head over heals in love with you. She just doesn't know it yet. You wanna know how I know that. Because there is no one who she ever allowed to hold her the way you are right now. She's trusts you right now more than anyone, even me.-- Sure she lets me hold her but not to the point were she is going to feel 200% safe. You give her that. She trusts you enough to leave her hand on your ass while she sleeps, lets the hem of her shirt ride up to her waist. But she never would whimper before when someone went to pull away from her making her think that she was going to be left alone, she doesn't want you to leave. She loves you Jess just give her time to figure it out. --- But please don't do anything in front of me that would be greatly appreciated.

At that last statement I froze.

C/B- yeah I know about the orgasms, she's my sister, I know when she is happy. And I sure as hell have slept with enough girls in my life to know when one is glowing from orgasms.

'Great, just great,' I thought. ' I'm a dead man.'

And with that he walked off. I almost didn't believe him, but the evidence was there in front of me. Her hand was in my back pocket, her shirt had ridden up to her breasts, and she was clinging to me. I moved just a little and sure enough she whimpered and clung even tighter to me.

I couldn't understand why an angel like her would want to hold on tighter to an asshole like me. But just the thought that she might made me want to earn her reason for doing so.

I couldn't believe the way I was thinking, I had never wanted to be someone like this for a girl before. But then again then again I had this feeling she wasn't just any girl either. She was special to me.

I didn't have the heart to wake up the sleeping beauty in my arms quite yet. So I just laid there holding her watching her sleep. I began to move her hair out of her face when her voice startled me.

R/L- You know if your this gentle with everyone in town, your going to lose that bad boy rep.

Her beautiful blue eyes slowly opened and looked straight at me. Then she smiled. Oh my god, that smile is going to be the death of me.

J- Well we can't have that now can we?

I really did try to put sarcasm in my voice.

R/L- No we definitely can't have that, I guess you'll just have to trust me to keep your secret from everyone else. (seductively)

J- I guess so. (huskily)

And with that her hand traveled up my chest, to the base of my neck. She pilled my head lightly, and before I knew it we were kissing. We kissed until our oxygen supply was short. We reluctantly pulled away. My god she is so damn beautiful. And her lips were all swollen from kissing and the pink tint to them made her to friggin' tempting. She smiled again but this time her eyes sparkled in a way I had never seen before. She look so happy, and so innocent at that moment.

R/L- Wow! (she whispered)

J- I second that.-- Rory how long were you awake in my arms? (curious)

She smiled devilishly, and kissed me again. But this time it was filled with so much passion, I thought she was going to rip my clothes off. But she didn't she stopped and answered my question. Damn I am going to need a fucking cold shower later.

R/L- Lets just say that I was enjoying being in your arms, when I my asshole brother disturbed us.

J- So you heard what I said huh?

R/L- Yeah, and this "Angel" can give a fuck because your not what you let everyone believe you are. And your not a friggin' loser, you're my dodger. And your not going to be able to convince me other wise, Jess. Yeah I let other people hold me, but I don't trust them as far as I could damn well throw them. And if you didn't make me feel safe, happy, and other ways that I can't explain, I wouldn't want to make love to you right now. I trust you Jess, but that's a new concept for me, so it's going to take time. But I trust you and care about you, don't ever think any different dodger.

And then we were kissing passionately again. The kissing was blowing my socks off, to the point were one couldn't tell where she left off and I began.

It took me awhile to let everything sink in. But when it did, I couldn't have been happier.

J- dodger?

R/L- Figure it out! (smiling but not moving)

Dodger? Dodger? Oh wait I know this!!

J- Oliver Twist!! (smiling)

R/L- See your not a loser, your smart. Especially if you can understand my fucked up way of speaking.

We both laughed a little, and we made out some more for a few minutes.

R/L- As much as I hate to ,we have to get up or what Bri said will actually happen. (sadly)

I just nodded as we both got up. We held on to each other as we went into the living room. And I couldn't remember the last time I was this happy!!

Maybe this cracked up town wasn't totally going to blow after all, well not all parts anyway. (smiling devilishly)

A/N: Well here is my newest chapter, I hope you like it, sorry I haven't updated in a while. Please read and review!!!

JenaMariano