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Chapter 15
Jess' POV
We got Rory home a little after dinner time. Rory was fine and my new life was really good. Well, accept for Dean. But other than that everything was going really good, compared to how my life used to be anyway. So, why can't I shake this feeling that my life is soon to get very complicated.
Mother fuck was I right. And I am completely serious on the Mother part. We were sitting down to eat dinner when someone knocked on the door. Luke got up to get it, and a moment later…
Luke: (uncertain) Jess?
I looked at everyone oddly, then got up to see what was up. To say I was surprised to see my mother standing there was an understatement. But my anger soon took over my surprise. Why the hell was she here? What did she want? God I really hate it when she does stuff like this.
Jess: (gritting his teeth) What the fuck are you doing here?
Liz: (drunk) What can't I come see my only son?
By now everyone had come to see who was at the door. I saw Luke moving to help her.
Jess: (pissed) No, Luke don't help her.
Everyone looked at me surprised. But I didn't care. The woman who had called herself my mother for the past 17 years of my life was standing at the door. And I now knew what it really was like to have a normal family life. And that knowledge just pissed me off more. Because she had deprived me of it for so long. So I just stood there staring at my "mother", and becoming more pissed by the second.
Jess: (pissed) Liz you are fucking drunk! Why the hell are you here? I know your not here to see me, because you never gave a fuck about how I was doing before. You left me at home for days at a time, and expected me to take care of all the shit you didn't want to deal with. The first time you did that I was 8 years old, Liz. And the damn landlord wanted the rent. No 8 yr old has that kind of money Liz, what the fuck where you thinking. By the time I was 7 I had already learned how to take care of myself and get my self off to school and all that shit. I shouldn't have had to do that Liz. I should have been able to go to you with my 8 yr old problems. Not have to listen and take care of your 27 yr old problems. I am sick and tired of being the adult while I'm still a teenager. I'm 17 Liz, not 37. I'm not one of your boyfriends you can use to get what you want. I'm your son. Your supposed to be my mother. I'm good here. I don't need you, never did. Now why don't you just get the hell out of here!
I couldn't help what I was saying. I had seventeen years of her shit on my shoulders that I just didn't want to deal with anymore. This really wasn't the way I had planned on letting any of them know something about my past, but I couldn't help it she just pissed me off so much. And I hated how I was always her son when it was convenient for her. I just couldn't not be pissed with her showing up drunk, especially when my life was turning around, and I was doing good.
But she just looked at me with almost menacing eyes. But they didn't get to me like they used to. Mostly because all of the sudden Lorelai was by my side., and she put a motherly arm around me.
Liz: (eyes narrowed) You ungrateful little shit. I should have gotten you aborted like your father had suggested.
I couldn't help but tense up those words. She had said a lot of shit to me in the past, but never anything like that. She had never practically admitted that I was her biggest problem in her life. She had never told me that she had considered me a burden. I had just always thought she had blamed me for all the time men left her, and stole from her. Even though that was usually her doing. But to know that there wasn't one time that she had ever cared about me just a little bit, hurt like hell.
Liz looked like she was about to say something else, but Lorelai cut her off.
Lorelai: (pissed) You royal bitch! Jess is not ungrateful, if anything he should despise you for being a mother that was never around. Now leave my house and stay away from my family. And the INCLUDES JESS!
Liz: (annoyed) Gladly.
And with that Liz walked away. And for the first time in 12 years I began to cry. They weren't heart wrenching tears, but my eyes watered and I didn't stop those few tears from falling/ and in seconds Rory, Lorelai, and Alley had me wrapped in a Gilmore girls hug.
Jess: (whispering) How am I supposed to feel about her just admitting that she hates me?
I was confused and hurt and relieved all at the same time. But Rory pulled me to her and held me tight.
Rory/Leigh: (whispering) I love you! Don't worry about that now, just remember she doesn't know how great you are. That's her loss. Your part of a family now that loves and cares about you. And you're my boyfriend. Don't worry yourself about it to much, okay.
And then the girls had me in another hug and the guy came around and hugged them. And I was in the middle of a huge Gilmore family hug. They were comforting a member of their family, no one had ever done that before.
I was finally learning what a real family was supposed to be like. And I loved it. No one put anyone's needs above the others, yet they all made each and every member special. And gave them all special places in their hearts and lives. For the first time in my life I truly felt as though I was complete. All thanks to ht girl I loved and her family, that had now become mine.
A/N: Well here is the 15th chapter. Hope you like and please don't forget to review.
JenaMariano