Disclaimer: I do not own the Newsies. They are owned by Disney. *cries* I
wished I owned the Newsies, hehe. I own Chloe-Lynn, Rachael, Randi, Mr.
Spadelli, and Lexington Ann.
Shout Outs to: Mushs-grl13 and Trigger! Thanks guys! Love ya much!
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"Wow. I would never have expected that." Lexie said paging through the book and then she immediately closed it.
This is wrong! These are his personal thoughts and feelings, Lexie thought.
"Well, one entry wouldn't hurt." She opened it up to the first page. Mush had very nice handwriting. For a guy, Lexie was very surprised.
"Dear Diary. No, dear journal. Diary sounds too girlish and I'm by far not girlish. Today is December 16, 2003. I've decided to write in a journal, just to get my thoughts and feelings down on paper.
Well Diary, I mean journal. Gosh Mush, you are so stupid! Anyways, Randi and I broke up today. Why? I don't know. We only dated for a month and she broke up with me. She said it was because she didn't want a boyfriend but I know that wasn't true. I never even kissed her, which brings me to my next topic.
Everyone always thinks that because so many girls like me that I sleep around. Well that's not true at all. I never once did that but everyone thinks I did. Of course I'm not gonna tell them they are wrong because that will ruin my reputation. People can believe what they want to about me but I just hate it when they say I use girls or whatever. I love girls but I was always taught that guys are better than girls.
Well my father was drunk once again last night. He really over did it this time. He came home so drunk that he threw up right as he walked in. I hate seeing my father like that. It really does hurt me and at times I just want to cry. He also hit my mother again. Why would any man want to hurt the girl you love? I just don't understand that. It tears me apart to see my mother hurt and upset like that. But there's really nothing I can do.
Moving on to lighter things, I saw Lexie today. Gosh she is pretty. I don't think I ever saw a prettier girl. She wore a long purple dress with flowers on it. That girl sure does love flowers. That dress made her look drop dead gorgeous, not that she isn't already. The dress also made her eyes glisten. Her hair never looked so smooth and shiny.
That girl has a heart of gold. Most kids go to school to see their friends and I do too but I also go to see Lexie. Just to be next to her and to see her smile just brightens my day. I sometimes have terrible nights here at home but to see Lexie, it just takes my mind of things and the world is a better place. I would do anything for her. All I ever wanted was to just be her friend.
Well journal, it's time for me to go. Peace and God Bless. Sincerely, Mush."
Lexie closed the book not wanting to read more. This was wrong and she knew it.
I never knew Mush felt that way or lived that life, she thought.
"Mush isn't the jerk that people make him out to be. On the outside he's a jerk but deep down that boy has a heart of gold." Lexie place the book back on the desk. She hopped into bed, still wearing Mush's clothes. She wasn't able to fall asleep. All she could think about was Mush's journal and the feelings she began to feel for him.
Shout Outs to: Mushs-grl13 and Trigger! Thanks guys! Love ya much!
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"Wow. I would never have expected that." Lexie said paging through the book and then she immediately closed it.
This is wrong! These are his personal thoughts and feelings, Lexie thought.
"Well, one entry wouldn't hurt." She opened it up to the first page. Mush had very nice handwriting. For a guy, Lexie was very surprised.
"Dear Diary. No, dear journal. Diary sounds too girlish and I'm by far not girlish. Today is December 16, 2003. I've decided to write in a journal, just to get my thoughts and feelings down on paper.
Well Diary, I mean journal. Gosh Mush, you are so stupid! Anyways, Randi and I broke up today. Why? I don't know. We only dated for a month and she broke up with me. She said it was because she didn't want a boyfriend but I know that wasn't true. I never even kissed her, which brings me to my next topic.
Everyone always thinks that because so many girls like me that I sleep around. Well that's not true at all. I never once did that but everyone thinks I did. Of course I'm not gonna tell them they are wrong because that will ruin my reputation. People can believe what they want to about me but I just hate it when they say I use girls or whatever. I love girls but I was always taught that guys are better than girls.
Well my father was drunk once again last night. He really over did it this time. He came home so drunk that he threw up right as he walked in. I hate seeing my father like that. It really does hurt me and at times I just want to cry. He also hit my mother again. Why would any man want to hurt the girl you love? I just don't understand that. It tears me apart to see my mother hurt and upset like that. But there's really nothing I can do.
Moving on to lighter things, I saw Lexie today. Gosh she is pretty. I don't think I ever saw a prettier girl. She wore a long purple dress with flowers on it. That girl sure does love flowers. That dress made her look drop dead gorgeous, not that she isn't already. The dress also made her eyes glisten. Her hair never looked so smooth and shiny.
That girl has a heart of gold. Most kids go to school to see their friends and I do too but I also go to see Lexie. Just to be next to her and to see her smile just brightens my day. I sometimes have terrible nights here at home but to see Lexie, it just takes my mind of things and the world is a better place. I would do anything for her. All I ever wanted was to just be her friend.
Well journal, it's time for me to go. Peace and God Bless. Sincerely, Mush."
Lexie closed the book not wanting to read more. This was wrong and she knew it.
I never knew Mush felt that way or lived that life, she thought.
"Mush isn't the jerk that people make him out to be. On the outside he's a jerk but deep down that boy has a heart of gold." Lexie place the book back on the desk. She hopped into bed, still wearing Mush's clothes. She wasn't able to fall asleep. All she could think about was Mush's journal and the feelings she began to feel for him.