to say I ´m suprised is the understatmant of the year,
his speech was meant sirious, that much is clear,
I enjoy his presents but I don´t dare to speak,
I fear if I´ll do, he will see that I´m weak.
How could I ever misjudge this boy?
Who clearley must be fates favorite toy.
His whole life no one did give him a choice,
But he was used to pain without making a noise.
"Ahh...well, you know ...I´m kind of confused,
I never thought you´d change, cauz I was abused,
I thought your heart was cold as a rock,
That you where human, I guess I forgot.
You see, you´r not the only guilty in this matter,
So you´r right,to forget it probably better.
So it´s not the question who´s guilty who´s not,
But if we give our relationsship a new shot.
I hope your change is not only out of pity towards me,
Cauz if, that would be stupid and I would hate you for it, gee. Finally I´m out of hell and I feel really free, I hope you realise I am not like you thought me to be."
(AN:Ähhm, so this was the next chapter….any beta reader would be welcome!)