Trapped In Darkness

Part 2

"So you see the Oz base is now gone.Operation S.L.H is finished.Sandrock and Life Hell are back up in operation and I have no further need to work with Sandrock's pilot."Dr.K nodded his head."Right Shikyo,if you feel you have no need for Quatre Winner then you should gather your stuff and leave."Shikyo nodded her head.With a turn on her hill she opened the door and walked out.'Right I have no need for him,not at all.But he has a need for me.That I will not fill!I will not go back to him!Not ever!'Shikyo thought.It was obvious what she was thinking to anyone around her.She flipped her long black hair.Today she seemed to fit in with the rest of the world.She wore a white belly top and blue jeans.With normal sneakers.Shikyo turned a corner and there he stood."You?What the hell are you doing here?Did you follow me?Did you miss me or something?Do you ne- "Quatre put one of his fingers over her lips."Please don't ask anymore questions....I'm the one who should be asking you questions!You promised me that you wouldn't leave untill I was better!"Shikyo growled. "Quatre!It's obvious you are better if you're up and moving around with out any pain!"His eyes went down to the ground."I-"She pushed Quatre to the ground.

Darkness.Light.Happiness.Hope.Joy.Miracle.Life.Each put together equal one.Just one?Why can't there be more?More than just these?

((Okay this part right here is where Quatre is and there is no Shikyo.Well he is thinking about her but she doesn't appear when he most needs her right now))

Quatre hugged the pillow.It wasn't her but atleast it was something to hold onto.Why had she rejected him?Didn't she love him?Wasn't the time they spent together something?Tears filled his eyes.He had tried so hard to try to get her to open her heart.Quatre rolled over onto the right side of the mattress.The cold October window blew in threw the open window.He shiverd a little.The last time he had been so cold Shikyo was there to warm him up.But she had pushed him away and tried to kill him once again.'Why can't you love?Why don't you come back?'He thought and buried his face into the pillow.It had her scent on it.She didn't have a scent..he was going crazy over her when she didn't love him at all.Atleast that's how she acted.But when he would kiss her or ask her heart warming questions she seemed to care.How would he be able to keep up with her mood swings?One day she was so sweet and nice the next mean and evil."I miss you Shikyo more than anything."Tears rolled out of his eyes.He didn't jeemly cry over something.Quatre closed his eyes and made a silent wish.'Shikyo,please come back'

I come back to you.But you are lost somewher.But you stand right infront of me.Just Trapped In Darkness.

Shikyo sighed.Why was she back with Quatre when she had told herself she wouldn't fufill his need?Was it that everytime they kissed she went into a trance of love?Quatre's head lay in Shikyo's lap while his eyes stared at the ceiling.Shikyo ran her fingers threw his hair."I don't think staring at the ceiling would make waiting any more fun."She said in a annoyed voice."Are you mad at me?""No you baka I am not!It's just that I hate always coming back to you...and I could be out fufilling my life but I sit here waiting for a mission with you."Quatre smiled."You are mad at me!I can tell in your voice."Shikyo growled.She looked down at him and her eyes met his.Slowly she pressed her lips on his then pulled away."Do you need me for protection or something?"Quatre closed his eyes."No I don't think so.."He opened his eyes."Maybe...you're a calming force for me even though you hurt me sometimes"Shikyo got up from and went to the window."A damn calming force....."She turned and pointed a finger at him."You better not get used to it!I'll be gone by tomarrow!"The door opened and in walked Serin with Heero.Serin smiled one of her warm smiles at Shikyo.Heero sat down at the desk.Serin walked over and stood next to Shikyo."So do you love him?"Shikyo hands went into fist."No okay?"Serin laughed."Okay Shikyo,but you spend a whole lota time with him."Heero looked over at Serin and Shikyo."Where is Duo,Trowa,and Wufei?"Quatre stood."When we got back they where gone."Shikyo looked over at Quatre and sighed.'Why does that sweet voice make me feel so powerless?'

Happiness.Could that really describe a feeling?No it couldn't.No one is truly happy with life...

Shikyo sighed."Yes Serin,I do love him."Earlier she had left that damn apartment she was forced to share with them and walked down the streets of Tokyo,Japan.She looked up at the night sky."Dear Quatre,I have left for good.Don't try finding me!"That's what she would write in a letter to Quatre.Well that was what she planned to write a long time ago but never wrote it.Why?Because she could never leave Quatre.'I need to leave,Life Hell needs to be checked on,I still got that misssion from sally Po to finish and also I can't bare that feeling I get when I'm with Quatre'It started to pour down rain."God"Shikyo ran into a flower ship to get out of the rain."Of all the places I pick a flower shop to get away from the rain."She growled.A lady at the counter smiled at her. "May I intress you in some flowers?"Shikyo smiled a fake smile at her."No-"Then she thought.'Maybe Quatre would like some flowers.....'With a nod she said "Yes"A few minutes later she stood outside the shop holding three red roses.

You show up at my door step.Your eyes a dark blue but seemed to jump with excietment.My true happiness....

Quatre sighed and looked out the window.It was sunny.He was now back at his old mansion staring out the window.The door bell rang and slowly he made his way to the door.When he opened it there stood Shikyo.His mouth fell open.She was wearing a blue happy looking dress and was holding three red roses.Her hair was shinny and not dull like it jeemly was."I...umm...."Quatre smiled at her and allowed her to come in."What are you doing here?You look so different."A frown appeared on Shikyo's face."I just came to give you these."She handed him the roses."I thought you might like them."He took the flowers and smiled once again."You like bueatiful.I've never seen you in a dress and high hills-""I'm going undercover in a little while!"She snapped.Shikyo had seemed so nice earlier but as soon as Quatre had said something she turned mean."Do you want some water?"Quatre asked."No..I don't want any water..to tell you the truth I want you...."

To be contuined in Part 4