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Thinking
Talking
Yelling
"Hinata, what were you trying to do, do you really think that your pathetic attempt at being elusive would actually work" Hiashi said in a domineering voice.
"i...im sor..ry father , just didn't want to..to bother you that's, all im..sorry please ..Forgive me" Hinata said quietly with her usual stutter. "Yeah I didn't want you to bother with yelling at me," thought Hinata with scorn towards her father.
"I don't want your pathetic excuses now tell me did you actually complete a mission successfully or did you once again fail this family with your weakness" Hiashi demanded"
"i...I ....umm well ..I" Hinata stuttered trying to bring out the time in hopes of her father will get sick of it and shoo her away.
"Well speak up, you pathetic excuse for the Hyuuga heir, at least get something right and tell me if you failed or not" Hiashi said
"i....i ... I failed... again father ,because of my weakness.. I..Put...m.my team ..in danger...bu ..but ..Shino kun ...fixed.. it..be.bfore..it..got worse...im ..im sorry father..i let down the family" Hinata said, feeling even more horrible about the situation. Lowering her head even more, sinking in the chair, she starts feeling the not so, unfamiliar emotion of unworthiness.
"Great I let down my father and the Hyuuga family again with my weakness, im just useless" the unconfident shorthaired ninja thought to her self. Tears, already forming at the corners of her eyes. Getting ready for the ridicule, her father is going to lash out at her.
"That's great so at least you have one able member in your group, the outcast insect infested boy" Hiashi replied sarcastically,
"But I must say your group is perfect for each other first there's the walking insect filled boy, then theirs the flea ridden boy with his stupid dog. But last but not the lest you, the pathetic girl who does nothing except take up space, who gets in peoples way, and make their lives difficult, at least your team mates do something to help your pathetic so called team but what do you do?"
"i..i......i. .do" Hinata said through tears running down her face dampening her pants. As she kept her face lowered, not daring to look at her father's face, to let him see the tears that his harsh words caused.
"What do you do Hinata, tell me what do you do that helps benefit your team, that brings no shame to the Hyuuga clan speak up for once, and for gods sake don't stutter" Hiashi lashed out at the poor girl in front of him.
"I do nothing," Hinata whispered through her tears, Hiashi hardly hearing her.
"That's right Hinata you do nothing cause that's what you are...nothing your just space, you disgrace this family you never make me proud, your younger sister is stronger then you you're a weakling" Hiashi snarled at her.
"You are hardly suited to be the heir to this clan". Hiashi continued on talking.
Hinata kept listening to the verbal abuse from the person who should be giving her encouragement, and words of love. "I ..i am ..sor..sorry ... father..please..for..forgive me" Hinata cried out hoping that her father will stop.
"You be quiet" Hiashi angrily cried out. Then suddenly as if he was a balloon he deflated. Now he shows his usual stoic face, giving no clues to any emotion at all.
"Hinata I will say this once and this better stick to your mind, if you make anymore big blunders, then I will send you away to the mountains where you will either become worthy of the Hyuuga name, or you die, do I make my self clear to you" Hiashi said in a cold voice.
As if its an everyday thing to talk to his own daughter like this, which he probley was.
"ye....yes.. fath..father..i ..Understand" Hinata said.
"Good now leave my sight you disgust me" and with that Hiashi ignored her presence and focused his attention to the scrolls on his desk.
Hinata stood carefully from her chair and carefully walked to the door keeping her face lowered. Quietly opening and closing the door she walks towards her room, ignoring the pity looks the servants give her, for they knew that her father treats them better then his own daughter.
Nearing her room, Hinata risked lifting her head up showing her red puffy eyes and the tear streaks on her pale cheeks. Her tears, continued to flow, never ending, "like my uselessness," Hinata thought to her self.
"Almost there, then I can be alone" Hinata thought as she turned her doorknob.
"So sister, did you fail again, like your usual pathetic self" Hanabi's sneering voice broke Hinata out of her thoughts.
"Han...Hanabi... im s..o..sorry..but I ..wish .. to ..retire.. fo..for..the.. night" Hinata said softly to her sister, choosing not to answer her question.
Opening her door, she was almost home free. Putting one step in her room and was about to put the second. Suddenly she was grabbed by her arm and flung to the opposite side of the hallway, hitting her head hard on the wall. Hinata looked up from her sitting position on the floor, and looked upon Hanabi's angry face.
"How dare you ignore me, you piece of filth" Hanabi said in an angry voice.
"Hanabi..i ..just...wa..want.. to ...go.. to ..my.room..that's...all" Hinata stuttered, not sure why her sister was so furious.
"do you think I care what you want, you're a weakling, useless, you are hardly fit to be the Hyuuga heir" Hanabi sneered at Hinata.
"im..sor..sorry...im...so .useless, ill...tr..try....to.. be. ..stronger" Hinata said to Hanabi hoping that she will leave her in peace.
"You, be stronger, don't make me laugh you will never be strong." Hanabi scorned her sister slapping her right cheek after each word.
Holding her cheek Hinata looked up at her sister in shock. " wh...why..Hanabi" Hinata said to her little sister feeling betrayed.
"Simple big sis, I hate you, just like everyone else im our family, we all hope you die" Hanabi replied to Hinata's question as she walks away.
The even more hurt girl, walked to her room, closed to the door, and the dam to her emotions collapsed and, she cried, her tears falling on the floor.
She did not care who heard her wailing, she knew it would prove her family right, that she was weak, but she did not care. For the words, her sister said was true.
"My family do hate me, but who blames them, I always let everyone down" Hinata thought to herself. Picking herself off the floor, she walked to her bed, which was by the open window. Climbing on her bed, she looked out, and gazed at the stars.
"Their beautiful, up there, so free from all pain. Just looking down at us" Hinata thought to herself. "im pathetic what about my ninja way, to become stronger, to never give up"
"Hopefully tomorrow will be better, ill I need to do is to try my best, and don't let my father down, then they will love me"
That was the lost thought in Hinata's mind as she laid her head down and went to sleep.