She felt dirty. The hands all about her body. Her eyes were shut tight. And
a weight was lifted off her. A crashing next to her made her tremble. A
stool hit her head and just before she went unconciouse, she could of sworn
she heard inuyasha's voice saying
"God dammit Kagome!"
Kagome felt warm and opened her eyes, She was in a car. And was covered with a blanket. Her eyes looked out at the window that was next to her. It was drizzling. The darkness covered most of the car. She turned her head and found the man she had sat on earlier, driving.
"Nice to see you again Kagome." He said without looking at her. His senses were still keen after so many years.
"You haven't changed, your still saving my ass from danger." It was the first time in all his time of knowing Kagome, she had ever said a naughty word before. This was a first.
He chuckled.
She eye'd him.
"What?"
"nothing. I guess I just really missed you, that's ..." he choked on his words and his face turned seriouse.
"Why, Kagome? Why was it necessary for you to leave?"
"I got tired of it." She turned to him in anger. "I was a real idiot back then. That's all."
They were in a traffic jam, and he let go of the wheel.
"I didn't think you were an idiot."
"You didn't think I was anything but a shard detecter! And as much as you may think I wasn't, I was a brainless fool."
He stared at the car before him.
"Inuyasha, where are we going?"
"Higurashi shrine."
"I don..."
"I know you don't live there anymore. We need to talk. Besides, in the four years you haven't visited it, several things changed. One witch you should see."
"I obviously can't decide,"
"No you can't. I decided for you."
"You can't tell me what to do inuyasha! I am an adult now!"
"Obviously not since you continue whining."
Kagome stuttered. Since Inuyasha had broken her heart, She had moved away to her aunts house, and lived there for two years. She shunned all boys away from her. The male race had become a waste of cells in her point of view,now here Inuyasha returns, telling her what she needed to do. Kinda like..., like in the old times.
"Why where you at that party?" His hair was a beautiful silver. Still long but in a refreshing tail. His eyes weren't as big like he had them before the were narrower like Sesshomaru's. But still held their vivid gold. He was wearing a black shirt, and bluejeans. Black jordans. And he was driving a hummer.
Inuyasha had class, she gave him that much.
"You won't believe me."
She blinked at him.
"Try me."
He shook his head.
"I went to the bachalor's party of Miroku's and Sango's great great great great grand son. They all know I'm a half demon. They grew up knowing about it so it wasn't something that was daily discussed about or a big worry."
Kagome's jaw was hanging and almost reaching the floor.
"I told you, you wouldn't believe me."
"No, I believe you, but, but wow."
The traffic jam ended and inuyasha parked infront of the Higurashi shrine that was covered in green. As if a jungle took over it.
"Through here." He led her into the house. Up stones. And into her old room. She stared at it. Everything was exactly the way she had left it when she had left. Only there were water stains on the walls. Her window open. The window she always left open for Inuyasha. So he could come in and make himself comfortable. It was only five years ago. But the time she had taken to forget the friendly hunt went down the drain.
Inuyasha suggested she changed in the bathroom, but when she opened the closet and only saw her old uniforms, she began to silently cry. Her childhood had all gone to hell the moment she met him. She took a shirt and skirt out and changed in the bathroom. She came out and the moment, and Inuyasha looked at her, the emotion that ran through his eyes made her remember their hugs. The almost kisses. The blushes.
Her uniform still fit her perfectly.
She sat in her chair that faced her old desk.
"Tell me what happened after I left."
Inuyasha breathed in.
"Your leaving affected us in a way I never believed possible." He said as if dividing his words into a conversation, a hurt, and an apology.
"At first, everyone was just very depressed. Anyone rarely spoke. And we beat Naraku. We just weren't able to finish finding all the shards. Since Miroku was free from that damned tunnel in his hand, and Sango knew Kohaku was at peace they left. And made their own family. Miroku had an heir. It was only me and Shippou then. I know the only reason he was with me was because of company and the,"
he breathed. His eyes gave a flash of weariness.
"the memory of you that surrounded me. He wouldv' left me too if it weren't for that. Kikyo finally realized I wasn't going to kneel to her so she gave up, withered up and died." Inuyasha whispered bitterly.
"I was still in contact with Miroku and Sango throughout all those years. I became family to theirs,and their children's, and their children's and so on. Sesshomaru gave up on Tetsuiga and settled in with Rin. He made her a Hanyou, so their now in a secluded part in the woods fucking around with their great grand children. When Shippou grew to a visible size, He left to America. Saying something in opening a real toy company or something."
Kagome smiled. Her fingers twirled around each other.
"What was necessary for me to see?"
"Oh, yeah, that," he stood up. And stretched. His muscles visible under the shirt.
"Come with me. I've been taking care of it for sometime now. But I barely have the time anymore." He led her outside. And she froze. Next to the bone eaters well where a lot of tombs.
'What...,"
"Kikyo, Kaede, Miroku, Sango, And all their already dead children."
Kagome looked up at him in confusement.
"They asked that when they died to be put to be rested by your home. Especially the well."
She kneeled on the grown. She began to cry. Harder than she had done her whole life.
"I lost them all. I lost..., I lost them without saying goodbye!"
Inuyasha was just sitting on the well. It had stopped raining hours ago, but the old wood of the well was still soaked. He couldn't care less.
"Why won't you say anything?!?!"
"Becouse I had centuries to remember how I lost the girl I loved. How I lost my best perverted friend. And my best warrior female friend. The old hag who actually gave useful advice. And how I watched the girl I love run away for the next time I see her would be hundreds of years later."
Kagome stared at the ground. But her nerves were frozen with his words.
"What about Kikyo."
"Fucking shit,Kagome! I made the wrong choice! I realized too late. I know! I already, Fucking realize all my mistakes.I fucked up what could have been a good life because I was blind!" He calmed. His back slouching forward.
"I am sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for making things so bad for you, you couldn't come back. And I don't expect to be forgiven. I made a lot of mistakes. And the first one I made was not recognizing what you meant to me when I had the chance.I'm so very sorry. I hope that at least you don't continue hating me now."
When she didn't answer him, he started heading for the car.
"Inuyasha?'
"Yes, Kagome."
"Was it my leaving that made you change?"
"I suppose so. But I can't say. I didn't even know I had changed. Though there were times when sesshomaru would just stare at me. He kept grumbling that I died. And the it was a human that did this to me, that I shouldn't even be a hanyou. You know, the same old shit."
"God dammit Kagome!"
Kagome felt warm and opened her eyes, She was in a car. And was covered with a blanket. Her eyes looked out at the window that was next to her. It was drizzling. The darkness covered most of the car. She turned her head and found the man she had sat on earlier, driving.
"Nice to see you again Kagome." He said without looking at her. His senses were still keen after so many years.
"You haven't changed, your still saving my ass from danger." It was the first time in all his time of knowing Kagome, she had ever said a naughty word before. This was a first.
He chuckled.
She eye'd him.
"What?"
"nothing. I guess I just really missed you, that's ..." he choked on his words and his face turned seriouse.
"Why, Kagome? Why was it necessary for you to leave?"
"I got tired of it." She turned to him in anger. "I was a real idiot back then. That's all."
They were in a traffic jam, and he let go of the wheel.
"I didn't think you were an idiot."
"You didn't think I was anything but a shard detecter! And as much as you may think I wasn't, I was a brainless fool."
He stared at the car before him.
"Inuyasha, where are we going?"
"Higurashi shrine."
"I don..."
"I know you don't live there anymore. We need to talk. Besides, in the four years you haven't visited it, several things changed. One witch you should see."
"I obviously can't decide,"
"No you can't. I decided for you."
"You can't tell me what to do inuyasha! I am an adult now!"
"Obviously not since you continue whining."
Kagome stuttered. Since Inuyasha had broken her heart, She had moved away to her aunts house, and lived there for two years. She shunned all boys away from her. The male race had become a waste of cells in her point of view,now here Inuyasha returns, telling her what she needed to do. Kinda like..., like in the old times.
"Why where you at that party?" His hair was a beautiful silver. Still long but in a refreshing tail. His eyes weren't as big like he had them before the were narrower like Sesshomaru's. But still held their vivid gold. He was wearing a black shirt, and bluejeans. Black jordans. And he was driving a hummer.
Inuyasha had class, she gave him that much.
"You won't believe me."
She blinked at him.
"Try me."
He shook his head.
"I went to the bachalor's party of Miroku's and Sango's great great great great grand son. They all know I'm a half demon. They grew up knowing about it so it wasn't something that was daily discussed about or a big worry."
Kagome's jaw was hanging and almost reaching the floor.
"I told you, you wouldn't believe me."
"No, I believe you, but, but wow."
The traffic jam ended and inuyasha parked infront of the Higurashi shrine that was covered in green. As if a jungle took over it.
"Through here." He led her into the house. Up stones. And into her old room. She stared at it. Everything was exactly the way she had left it when she had left. Only there were water stains on the walls. Her window open. The window she always left open for Inuyasha. So he could come in and make himself comfortable. It was only five years ago. But the time she had taken to forget the friendly hunt went down the drain.
Inuyasha suggested she changed in the bathroom, but when she opened the closet and only saw her old uniforms, she began to silently cry. Her childhood had all gone to hell the moment she met him. She took a shirt and skirt out and changed in the bathroom. She came out and the moment, and Inuyasha looked at her, the emotion that ran through his eyes made her remember their hugs. The almost kisses. The blushes.
Her uniform still fit her perfectly.
She sat in her chair that faced her old desk.
"Tell me what happened after I left."
Inuyasha breathed in.
"Your leaving affected us in a way I never believed possible." He said as if dividing his words into a conversation, a hurt, and an apology.
"At first, everyone was just very depressed. Anyone rarely spoke. And we beat Naraku. We just weren't able to finish finding all the shards. Since Miroku was free from that damned tunnel in his hand, and Sango knew Kohaku was at peace they left. And made their own family. Miroku had an heir. It was only me and Shippou then. I know the only reason he was with me was because of company and the,"
he breathed. His eyes gave a flash of weariness.
"the memory of you that surrounded me. He wouldv' left me too if it weren't for that. Kikyo finally realized I wasn't going to kneel to her so she gave up, withered up and died." Inuyasha whispered bitterly.
"I was still in contact with Miroku and Sango throughout all those years. I became family to theirs,and their children's, and their children's and so on. Sesshomaru gave up on Tetsuiga and settled in with Rin. He made her a Hanyou, so their now in a secluded part in the woods fucking around with their great grand children. When Shippou grew to a visible size, He left to America. Saying something in opening a real toy company or something."
Kagome smiled. Her fingers twirled around each other.
"What was necessary for me to see?"
"Oh, yeah, that," he stood up. And stretched. His muscles visible under the shirt.
"Come with me. I've been taking care of it for sometime now. But I barely have the time anymore." He led her outside. And she froze. Next to the bone eaters well where a lot of tombs.
'What...,"
"Kikyo, Kaede, Miroku, Sango, And all their already dead children."
Kagome looked up at him in confusement.
"They asked that when they died to be put to be rested by your home. Especially the well."
She kneeled on the grown. She began to cry. Harder than she had done her whole life.
"I lost them all. I lost..., I lost them without saying goodbye!"
Inuyasha was just sitting on the well. It had stopped raining hours ago, but the old wood of the well was still soaked. He couldn't care less.
"Why won't you say anything?!?!"
"Becouse I had centuries to remember how I lost the girl I loved. How I lost my best perverted friend. And my best warrior female friend. The old hag who actually gave useful advice. And how I watched the girl I love run away for the next time I see her would be hundreds of years later."
Kagome stared at the ground. But her nerves were frozen with his words.
"What about Kikyo."
"Fucking shit,Kagome! I made the wrong choice! I realized too late. I know! I already, Fucking realize all my mistakes.I fucked up what could have been a good life because I was blind!" He calmed. His back slouching forward.
"I am sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for making things so bad for you, you couldn't come back. And I don't expect to be forgiven. I made a lot of mistakes. And the first one I made was not recognizing what you meant to me when I had the chance.I'm so very sorry. I hope that at least you don't continue hating me now."
When she didn't answer him, he started heading for the car.
"Inuyasha?'
"Yes, Kagome."
"Was it my leaving that made you change?"
"I suppose so. But I can't say. I didn't even know I had changed. Though there were times when sesshomaru would just stare at me. He kept grumbling that I died. And the it was a human that did this to me, that I shouldn't even be a hanyou. You know, the same old shit."