Charm: hey everyone. Well thought I'd update. lol.
Squid: *sighs*
Charm: Oh for God's sake. Stop sighing...
Squid: I can't... I'm bored...
Charm: Go find Brianna.
Squid: She went shopping... *looking pathetic*
Charm: Well sorry then can't help you there. HEY! Anyway. Time for the chapter! Woo!!!! ^^
Disclaimer: I do not own the song "Stay The Night" (i think I'm blankin out...) from 98 degrees. It belongs to them and not me. SO DON'T SUE!
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Chapter Twelve: Stay The Night
"MOMMY!" shouted Mitchell, running up to his mother. Brianna stopped walking and looked down at her son.
"What baby?" she asked.
"Can Rosie spend the night??? Hmm?" Mitchell pleaded. Brianna sighed.
"Sweetie, didya ask Rosie's parents?" asked Brianna. Mitchell pouted and shook his head. "Baby, don't pout."
"BUT MOMMY!!"
"No."
"FINE!" Mitchell shouted running into his bedroom and slamming the door behind him. Brianna rubbed her head. Squid came up behind her and put his arms around Brianna's waist.
He kissed her neck, "What happened?"
Brianna sighed, "Mitchell wanted Rose to spend the night but I told him no... He got upset and threw a tantrum." Squid laughed and kissed her neck again. Brianna giggled. "You really like to do that doncha Alan?" she whispered to him. He looked confused.
"What?"
"You like to kiss my neck..."
Squid smirked, "Yeah. So?"
"Never mind," she told him, quietly. Squid gripped her tighter around the waist. Brianna blinked. "Alan?"
"Yeah?" He asked, slightly above a whisper.
"Why are ya holding so tight? It kinda hurts," Brianna said. Squid let her go and sighed. Brianna noticed. "Baby, what's wrong?" she asked, turning to face him. Squid leaned against the wall and looked down at the floor. Brianna moved closer to him and looked him in the eyes. "Tell me please..."
"Ok... well... I was at work yesterday and Twitch called."
"Ok? He calls you all the time-"
"I'm not finished." Squid said, quickly. Brianna looked sorry. "He had some, uh, upsetting new for me... It was about my-" Squid looked away because he choked on his words. Brianna placed her hand on his cheek and made him face her again. She stared thoughtfully at him.
"Take yer time," Brianna suggested. Squid took a breath and finally found his words again.
"It was about my dad..."
Brianna's eyes widened slightly and she looked shocked. "What?"
"I know. Y'know how Michelle's a cop an' all. Well she was on the scene of a DUI car crash... And-" Squid stopped. Brianna bit her lip. Squid looked back down at the floor. Brianna looked over at the living room.
"Alan, maybe you should sit down and tell me the rest..."
"Ok," whispered Squid. The couple went into the kitchen and sat down beside each other on the couch. Brianna looked over at Squid, who was struggling through his words. He took another breath and shut his eyes. "My dad got killed in the car crash... He was drunk, figures, and well swerved into the other lane and another car hit him head on. The driver in the other car was ok because he had his seatbelt on but my dad was drunk and didn't wear his seatbelt... He flew through the windsheild and-" Squid choked, covering his face with his hands.
Brianna scooted closer to Squid and leaned toward him, running her fingers through his hair. "Alan... I-I, God, of all the times to not know what to say..." Brianna whispered. She was hurting deep inside because Squid was hurting. "Shhh," Brianna told him. "It's ok..." That was stupid to say, Brianna thought. Of course it wasn't ok. Squid's father had just gotten killed in a car wreck.
"Mommy? Daddy?" asked Mitchell coming into the room.
"Mitchell, uhm, gimme a minute ok, sweetie?" Brianna told him.
"What's the matter with Daddy?"
"Uh... Mitchell Why doncha go play outside ok baby? Yer dad and I gotta talk for a bit."
"Alright Mommy," Mitchell said. He went out into the sunroom of their house to put his shoes on. Brianna knew he was outside when the sunroom door clicked shut. Brianna returned her attention to Squid.
"Baby... I'm sorry for not being much help here ok... I mean... You loved yer dad and well I didn't..." Brianna whispered, feeling guilty.
"It's ok Bri... I know ya mean well," Squid muttered. "Yer dad hit ya and he even tried to kill ya twice so of course ya don't love him. It isn't yer fault." Brianna still felt guilty for not knowing how Squid felt. Squid removed his hands from his face. He had been crying obviously but Brianna knew he hated when people said he had been crying. So she didn't mention anything.
"Alan... Are you gonna be ok?"
"Yeah," he whispered. Brianna ran her fingers through his hair again. He smiled, he always loved it when Brianna would run her hand through his hair. It was one of Brianna's little signs of affection, and Squid's favorite one sign at that, apart from kissing. Brianna leaned against Squid and gently kissed him lightly on the mouth.
"Are you sure?" Brianna wanted to be sure her husband was going to be ok.
Squid turned to her and sighed. He nodded, "Yeah honey... I'm gonna be ok."
Brianna smiled, "Good." Squid looked at the ceiling.
"It just hurts," he told her.
"I was hurt when my mother was murdered... But the thing is... You've gotta move on but not forget them... THough I don't know why I'm saying this... You barely remember yer father," whispered Brianna.
"I know. That's why it hurts. My dad was dumb enough to leave me with my crazy ass mother when I was only three God damn years old!" shouted Squid, angrily about his father. "And I loved my dad anyway! God am I this stupid!?"
"If yer stupid then why didya marry me?"
"You were the best thing that happened in my life Brianna. Marrying you was the smartest thing I ever did," Squid answered, calmer now, since he was caught off guard by that question. Brianna gently kissed him on the mouth. "I love you..." Squid whispered, after breaking the kiss. He then pressed his lip back onto hers but slightly harder then what she had done. She placed her arms around his neck and kissed him passionately on the mouth. Memories flooded through Squid's mind...
* Flashback (10 Years) *
//In the still of my heart//
//There's a fire//
//That burns my soul's desire//
"Alan... Go back to yer hotel!" Brianna shouted to her boyfriend, Squid. He smirked. He was spending his Christmas Vaction this year with Brianna in New Orleans. It was her last year at NOU. She now lived in an apartment with Tracy but Tracy had gone to New York to visit her family. Squid refused to leave.
//Touching me//
//Like the sun//
"Baby... please don't make me leave..." Squid whispered to her, putting his arms around her waist. He kissed her on the neck and then on the mouth. SHe sighed.
"Alan... Don't gimme that look. Oh my God," Brianna pouted, as she saw Squid give her the puppy eyes. She groaned and let him in.
//Here and now I give my love//
//So faithfully//
"Thanks," Squid told her. She could only smile at him.
"I'll be right back..." Brianna said, going into her room to get something. Squid smirked again and followed her. He leaned against the doorframe and watched her with a look in his eyes that had never been there before. Brianna looked over at Squid in the doorway. "Alan? What're ya doin'?" she asked, confused.
"Watching you..."
"Why?"
"Because I wanna have-eh... Never mind..." Squid said, turning slightly red. Brianna blushed too now knowing what he had meant.
//That I will always be the one//
"But Alan... why?" Brianna asked, blushing.
"Because I love you..."
Brianna stared at him but suddenly she smiled. She walked over to him and put her arms around his neck. "I love you too..." Brianna told him before pressing her lips to his own. Squid gladly returned the kiss with his own and put his arms back around her waist. One kiss turned into a wave of several kisses.
//I wanna stay with you tonight//
//I don't wanna leave//
//Cause I feel the time is right//
Squid and Brianna pulled away and stared lustfully into each other's eyes. They broke their embrace. Brianna walked over to one of the beds and sat down at the edge of it. She sighed. Squid followed and sat down next to her. "What?" asked Squid, concerned.
"I can't..." she whispered.
"What?" asked Squid, blinking until he understood what she meant. "You can... You told me yerself you were ready. You had put him behind you and that incident."
"I know but I'm scared, Alan," she said, almost sobbing. Squid kissed her on the mouth.
//Don't wanna go before I say//
//What I hafta say//
"It's ok..." Squid whispered. "I won't hurt you..." Brianna threw her arms around his neck and almost broke down into tears of happiness. He smiled sweetly at her. "I love you Bri." With those words Squid and Brianna returned into their embrace and kissed each other passionately.
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Stay the night//
Brianna fell onto her back while still kissing Squid passionately. Squid broke the kiss so he could move down to her neck. She felt his breath on her skin. Squid moved back to her mouth and kissed her deeply, and she almost jumped when she felt his hands under the back of her tank top. Squid felt her tense. He kissed her again but gently. "I'm not gonna hurt ya... It's ok..." Squid assured her. She smiled and they kissed slightly harder.
//Holding you close to me//
Squid smiled, while he kissed Brianna, because she almost instinctly pulled off his shirt. She tossed onto the floor and felt Squid's hands slowly pull her own shirt off. She blushed slightly but felt pride because there hadn't been a single flashback yet for her. Squid kissed her shoulder as she ran her fingers through his dark brown hair. He looked her in the eyes with a smile and a blush across his face.
"What?" Brianna whispered.
"I love it when you do that..." Squid whispered, as their voices laced together. Brianna smiled and kissed him again. They both moved under the covers after placing most of their clothing on the floor beside the bed.
//The first time//
//That your body moved with mine//
Squid moved closer to her still as he felt Brianna's lips caress his neck.
//Each feels caressing//
//As I whisper in your ear//
//That//
Squid moved to Brianna's ear and whispered,
//I'll always be the one//
Brianna blushed as Squid kissed her again. His arms were so tightly around her waist it was like he was hugging her curves. "I love you, Brianna..." he panted. They kissed again on the mouth.
"I love you too, Alan," Brianna whispered, breathing hard.
//I wanna stay with you tonight//
//I don't wanna leave//
//Cause I feel the time is right//
"Alan..." Brianna hissed.
"Shhh... Everything's gonna be ok... Don't worry..." Squid assured her. Brianna stared into Squid chocolate colored eyes. He smiled, "Good girl..." Brianna instantly pushed him off her. "Bri?"
"Gimme a minute," muttered Brianna, looking away from Squid.
"Did I do something wrong?"
"Yes, but not intentionally..." Brianna said, softly. "Don't call me good girl..."
"Why?"
"Marcus said that to me... when he raped me..." Brianna explained. Squid kissed her shoulder.
//Don't wanna go before I say//
//What I hafta say//
"I'm so sorry, Bri..." Squid said, apologetically. Brianna smiled at him but memories flashed through her mind. She closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths. FInally the memories of her rape had ceased from her mind. She turned back to Squid. "You ok now?"
"Yeah... but I ruined it..."
"It's not yer fault ya got raped." Squid said kissing her deeply on the mouth. She smiled and kissed him back. Soon they got back to where they had previously been.
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Stay the night//
Squid ran his fingers through her dark brunette hair. Brianna shut her eyes as she felt his fingers rake through her hair. His other hand was on her neck pulling her into another kiss. Brianna had her arms around his neck, holding him close to her. She loved being this close to Squid, as did he.
//Now is the time//
//I've been waiting for so long//
//Just gimme a sign//
//Cause it's here where I belong//
//Oooh yeah//
Squid kissed Brianna again and Brianna finally lost herself in Squid completely.
//Stay the night//
Squid saw the smile on Brianna face though she couldn't see him because her eyes were shut. He smiled himself, and held her tighter.
//I wanna stay with you tonight//
//I don't wanna leave//
//Cause I feel the time is right//
//Don't wanna go before I say//
//What I hafta say//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Stay the night//
Squid leaned down to Brianna's ear and whispered,
//I wanna stay the whole night//
Squid kissed her neck as her eyes flashed back open. "I want you to stay all night too," Brianna whispered back. Squid smiled, vibrantly.
"Don't worry... I will..."
//I wanna stay with you tonight//
//I don't wanna leave//
//Cause I feel the time is right//
//Don't wanna go before I say//
//What I hafta say//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Stay the night//
"I don't wanna go now," Squid whispered, panting more.
"Just stay the night..." Brianna told him, panting just as much. He smiled and they kissed passionately.
//Don't wanna go now//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Don't wanna go now//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//My baby my baby tonight//
//Don't wanna go now//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Don't wanna go now//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
Squid woke up first and saw Brianna sleeping soundly next to him. He smiled and kissed her shoulder blade lightly. Without getting out of the bed, Squid reached down and grabbed his clothes and put them back on himself. Then finally, he climbed out of the bed letting Brianna sleep longer since she had finally gotten over her past. Squid watched TV in the small kitchen of Tracy and Brianna's apartment, waiting for Brianna to get up from the bed.
//Don't wanna go now//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Don't wanna go now//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
"Alan?" yawned Brianna, coming into the kitchen fully clothed. He smiled. "I love you..." Brianna told him putting her arms around his neck.
"I love you too..."
//Don't wanna go now//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Don't wanna go now//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
* End of Flashback *
Squid gently pushed Brianna down on the couch. She instantly did so. They kissed passionately as Squid placed his arms down around her waist. Brianna put her arms around his neck.
"Mommy! Daddy!" shouted Mitchell coming back into the living room. He stared blankly at his parents. "What're ya doin'?" he asked, confused. Brianna pushed Squid off of her and they both blushed.
"Nothin' baby... Now what?" asked Brianna. Brianna stood up from the couch and followed her son out into the kitchen as he told her why Rosie should come spend the night. Squid watched Brianna walk into the kitchen. He smiled. The only two things he ever truly loved in his life were right there in front of him...
Brianna and Mitchell.
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Charm: *blushes* Ok... Another "in depth" chapter there huh...
Brianna: YOU WRITE ONE MORE CHAPTER LIKE THIS AND I'LL KILL YA CHARM!
Charm: Ehhhh...
Squid: REALLY! JESUS! JUST SPILL EVERY LITTLE DETAIL ABOUT ME AND BRI'S PERSONAL LIFE! JEEZ! *complains*
Charm: Oh for God's sake review... --;;;
Squid: *sighs*
Charm: Oh for God's sake. Stop sighing...
Squid: I can't... I'm bored...
Charm: Go find Brianna.
Squid: She went shopping... *looking pathetic*
Charm: Well sorry then can't help you there. HEY! Anyway. Time for the chapter! Woo!!!! ^^
Disclaimer: I do not own the song "Stay The Night" (i think I'm blankin out...) from 98 degrees. It belongs to them and not me. SO DON'T SUE!
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Chapter Twelve: Stay The Night
"MOMMY!" shouted Mitchell, running up to his mother. Brianna stopped walking and looked down at her son.
"What baby?" she asked.
"Can Rosie spend the night??? Hmm?" Mitchell pleaded. Brianna sighed.
"Sweetie, didya ask Rosie's parents?" asked Brianna. Mitchell pouted and shook his head. "Baby, don't pout."
"BUT MOMMY!!"
"No."
"FINE!" Mitchell shouted running into his bedroom and slamming the door behind him. Brianna rubbed her head. Squid came up behind her and put his arms around Brianna's waist.
He kissed her neck, "What happened?"
Brianna sighed, "Mitchell wanted Rose to spend the night but I told him no... He got upset and threw a tantrum." Squid laughed and kissed her neck again. Brianna giggled. "You really like to do that doncha Alan?" she whispered to him. He looked confused.
"What?"
"You like to kiss my neck..."
Squid smirked, "Yeah. So?"
"Never mind," she told him, quietly. Squid gripped her tighter around the waist. Brianna blinked. "Alan?"
"Yeah?" He asked, slightly above a whisper.
"Why are ya holding so tight? It kinda hurts," Brianna said. Squid let her go and sighed. Brianna noticed. "Baby, what's wrong?" she asked, turning to face him. Squid leaned against the wall and looked down at the floor. Brianna moved closer to him and looked him in the eyes. "Tell me please..."
"Ok... well... I was at work yesterday and Twitch called."
"Ok? He calls you all the time-"
"I'm not finished." Squid said, quickly. Brianna looked sorry. "He had some, uh, upsetting new for me... It was about my-" Squid looked away because he choked on his words. Brianna placed her hand on his cheek and made him face her again. She stared thoughtfully at him.
"Take yer time," Brianna suggested. Squid took a breath and finally found his words again.
"It was about my dad..."
Brianna's eyes widened slightly and she looked shocked. "What?"
"I know. Y'know how Michelle's a cop an' all. Well she was on the scene of a DUI car crash... And-" Squid stopped. Brianna bit her lip. Squid looked back down at the floor. Brianna looked over at the living room.
"Alan, maybe you should sit down and tell me the rest..."
"Ok," whispered Squid. The couple went into the kitchen and sat down beside each other on the couch. Brianna looked over at Squid, who was struggling through his words. He took another breath and shut his eyes. "My dad got killed in the car crash... He was drunk, figures, and well swerved into the other lane and another car hit him head on. The driver in the other car was ok because he had his seatbelt on but my dad was drunk and didn't wear his seatbelt... He flew through the windsheild and-" Squid choked, covering his face with his hands.
Brianna scooted closer to Squid and leaned toward him, running her fingers through his hair. "Alan... I-I, God, of all the times to not know what to say..." Brianna whispered. She was hurting deep inside because Squid was hurting. "Shhh," Brianna told him. "It's ok..." That was stupid to say, Brianna thought. Of course it wasn't ok. Squid's father had just gotten killed in a car wreck.
"Mommy? Daddy?" asked Mitchell coming into the room.
"Mitchell, uhm, gimme a minute ok, sweetie?" Brianna told him.
"What's the matter with Daddy?"
"Uh... Mitchell Why doncha go play outside ok baby? Yer dad and I gotta talk for a bit."
"Alright Mommy," Mitchell said. He went out into the sunroom of their house to put his shoes on. Brianna knew he was outside when the sunroom door clicked shut. Brianna returned her attention to Squid.
"Baby... I'm sorry for not being much help here ok... I mean... You loved yer dad and well I didn't..." Brianna whispered, feeling guilty.
"It's ok Bri... I know ya mean well," Squid muttered. "Yer dad hit ya and he even tried to kill ya twice so of course ya don't love him. It isn't yer fault." Brianna still felt guilty for not knowing how Squid felt. Squid removed his hands from his face. He had been crying obviously but Brianna knew he hated when people said he had been crying. So she didn't mention anything.
"Alan... Are you gonna be ok?"
"Yeah," he whispered. Brianna ran her fingers through his hair again. He smiled, he always loved it when Brianna would run her hand through his hair. It was one of Brianna's little signs of affection, and Squid's favorite one sign at that, apart from kissing. Brianna leaned against Squid and gently kissed him lightly on the mouth.
"Are you sure?" Brianna wanted to be sure her husband was going to be ok.
Squid turned to her and sighed. He nodded, "Yeah honey... I'm gonna be ok."
Brianna smiled, "Good." Squid looked at the ceiling.
"It just hurts," he told her.
"I was hurt when my mother was murdered... But the thing is... You've gotta move on but not forget them... THough I don't know why I'm saying this... You barely remember yer father," whispered Brianna.
"I know. That's why it hurts. My dad was dumb enough to leave me with my crazy ass mother when I was only three God damn years old!" shouted Squid, angrily about his father. "And I loved my dad anyway! God am I this stupid!?"
"If yer stupid then why didya marry me?"
"You were the best thing that happened in my life Brianna. Marrying you was the smartest thing I ever did," Squid answered, calmer now, since he was caught off guard by that question. Brianna gently kissed him on the mouth. "I love you..." Squid whispered, after breaking the kiss. He then pressed his lip back onto hers but slightly harder then what she had done. She placed her arms around his neck and kissed him passionately on the mouth. Memories flooded through Squid's mind...
* Flashback (10 Years) *
//In the still of my heart//
//There's a fire//
//That burns my soul's desire//
"Alan... Go back to yer hotel!" Brianna shouted to her boyfriend, Squid. He smirked. He was spending his Christmas Vaction this year with Brianna in New Orleans. It was her last year at NOU. She now lived in an apartment with Tracy but Tracy had gone to New York to visit her family. Squid refused to leave.
//Touching me//
//Like the sun//
"Baby... please don't make me leave..." Squid whispered to her, putting his arms around her waist. He kissed her on the neck and then on the mouth. SHe sighed.
"Alan... Don't gimme that look. Oh my God," Brianna pouted, as she saw Squid give her the puppy eyes. She groaned and let him in.
//Here and now I give my love//
//So faithfully//
"Thanks," Squid told her. She could only smile at him.
"I'll be right back..." Brianna said, going into her room to get something. Squid smirked again and followed her. He leaned against the doorframe and watched her with a look in his eyes that had never been there before. Brianna looked over at Squid in the doorway. "Alan? What're ya doin'?" she asked, confused.
"Watching you..."
"Why?"
"Because I wanna have-eh... Never mind..." Squid said, turning slightly red. Brianna blushed too now knowing what he had meant.
//That I will always be the one//
"But Alan... why?" Brianna asked, blushing.
"Because I love you..."
Brianna stared at him but suddenly she smiled. She walked over to him and put her arms around his neck. "I love you too..." Brianna told him before pressing her lips to his own. Squid gladly returned the kiss with his own and put his arms back around her waist. One kiss turned into a wave of several kisses.
//I wanna stay with you tonight//
//I don't wanna leave//
//Cause I feel the time is right//
Squid and Brianna pulled away and stared lustfully into each other's eyes. They broke their embrace. Brianna walked over to one of the beds and sat down at the edge of it. She sighed. Squid followed and sat down next to her. "What?" asked Squid, concerned.
"I can't..." she whispered.
"What?" asked Squid, blinking until he understood what she meant. "You can... You told me yerself you were ready. You had put him behind you and that incident."
"I know but I'm scared, Alan," she said, almost sobbing. Squid kissed her on the mouth.
//Don't wanna go before I say//
//What I hafta say//
"It's ok..." Squid whispered. "I won't hurt you..." Brianna threw her arms around his neck and almost broke down into tears of happiness. He smiled sweetly at her. "I love you Bri." With those words Squid and Brianna returned into their embrace and kissed each other passionately.
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Stay the night//
Brianna fell onto her back while still kissing Squid passionately. Squid broke the kiss so he could move down to her neck. She felt his breath on her skin. Squid moved back to her mouth and kissed her deeply, and she almost jumped when she felt his hands under the back of her tank top. Squid felt her tense. He kissed her again but gently. "I'm not gonna hurt ya... It's ok..." Squid assured her. She smiled and they kissed slightly harder.
//Holding you close to me//
Squid smiled, while he kissed Brianna, because she almost instinctly pulled off his shirt. She tossed onto the floor and felt Squid's hands slowly pull her own shirt off. She blushed slightly but felt pride because there hadn't been a single flashback yet for her. Squid kissed her shoulder as she ran her fingers through his dark brown hair. He looked her in the eyes with a smile and a blush across his face.
"What?" Brianna whispered.
"I love it when you do that..." Squid whispered, as their voices laced together. Brianna smiled and kissed him again. They both moved under the covers after placing most of their clothing on the floor beside the bed.
//The first time//
//That your body moved with mine//
Squid moved closer to her still as he felt Brianna's lips caress his neck.
//Each feels caressing//
//As I whisper in your ear//
//That//
Squid moved to Brianna's ear and whispered,
//I'll always be the one//
Brianna blushed as Squid kissed her again. His arms were so tightly around her waist it was like he was hugging her curves. "I love you, Brianna..." he panted. They kissed again on the mouth.
"I love you too, Alan," Brianna whispered, breathing hard.
//I wanna stay with you tonight//
//I don't wanna leave//
//Cause I feel the time is right//
"Alan..." Brianna hissed.
"Shhh... Everything's gonna be ok... Don't worry..." Squid assured her. Brianna stared into Squid chocolate colored eyes. He smiled, "Good girl..." Brianna instantly pushed him off her. "Bri?"
"Gimme a minute," muttered Brianna, looking away from Squid.
"Did I do something wrong?"
"Yes, but not intentionally..." Brianna said, softly. "Don't call me good girl..."
"Why?"
"Marcus said that to me... when he raped me..." Brianna explained. Squid kissed her shoulder.
//Don't wanna go before I say//
//What I hafta say//
"I'm so sorry, Bri..." Squid said, apologetically. Brianna smiled at him but memories flashed through her mind. She closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths. FInally the memories of her rape had ceased from her mind. She turned back to Squid. "You ok now?"
"Yeah... but I ruined it..."
"It's not yer fault ya got raped." Squid said kissing her deeply on the mouth. She smiled and kissed him back. Soon they got back to where they had previously been.
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Stay the night//
Squid ran his fingers through her dark brunette hair. Brianna shut her eyes as she felt his fingers rake through her hair. His other hand was on her neck pulling her into another kiss. Brianna had her arms around his neck, holding him close to her. She loved being this close to Squid, as did he.
//Now is the time//
//I've been waiting for so long//
//Just gimme a sign//
//Cause it's here where I belong//
//Oooh yeah//
Squid kissed Brianna again and Brianna finally lost herself in Squid completely.
//Stay the night//
Squid saw the smile on Brianna face though she couldn't see him because her eyes were shut. He smiled himself, and held her tighter.
//I wanna stay with you tonight//
//I don't wanna leave//
//Cause I feel the time is right//
//Don't wanna go before I say//
//What I hafta say//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Stay the night//
Squid leaned down to Brianna's ear and whispered,
//I wanna stay the whole night//
Squid kissed her neck as her eyes flashed back open. "I want you to stay all night too," Brianna whispered back. Squid smiled, vibrantly.
"Don't worry... I will..."
//I wanna stay with you tonight//
//I don't wanna leave//
//Cause I feel the time is right//
//Don't wanna go before I say//
//What I hafta say//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Stay the night//
"I don't wanna go now," Squid whispered, panting more.
"Just stay the night..." Brianna told him, panting just as much. He smiled and they kissed passionately.
//Don't wanna go now//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Don't wanna go now//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
//My baby my baby tonight//
//Don't wanna go now//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Don't wanna go now//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
Squid woke up first and saw Brianna sleeping soundly next to him. He smiled and kissed her shoulder blade lightly. Without getting out of the bed, Squid reached down and grabbed his clothes and put them back on himself. Then finally, he climbed out of the bed letting Brianna sleep longer since she had finally gotten over her past. Squid watched TV in the small kitchen of Tracy and Brianna's apartment, waiting for Brianna to get up from the bed.
//Don't wanna go now//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Don't wanna go now//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
"Alan?" yawned Brianna, coming into the kitchen fully clothed. He smiled. "I love you..." Brianna told him putting her arms around his neck.
"I love you too..."
//Don't wanna go now//
//I wanna stay the night//
//Don't wanna go now//
//Don't ask me to walk away//
* End of Flashback *
Squid gently pushed Brianna down on the couch. She instantly did so. They kissed passionately as Squid placed his arms down around her waist. Brianna put her arms around his neck.
"Mommy! Daddy!" shouted Mitchell coming back into the living room. He stared blankly at his parents. "What're ya doin'?" he asked, confused. Brianna pushed Squid off of her and they both blushed.
"Nothin' baby... Now what?" asked Brianna. Brianna stood up from the couch and followed her son out into the kitchen as he told her why Rosie should come spend the night. Squid watched Brianna walk into the kitchen. He smiled. The only two things he ever truly loved in his life were right there in front of him...
Brianna and Mitchell.
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Charm: *blushes* Ok... Another "in depth" chapter there huh...
Brianna: YOU WRITE ONE MORE CHAPTER LIKE THIS AND I'LL KILL YA CHARM!
Charm: Ehhhh...
Squid: REALLY! JESUS! JUST SPILL EVERY LITTLE DETAIL ABOUT ME AND BRI'S PERSONAL LIFE! JEEZ! *complains*
Charm: Oh for God's sake review... --;;;