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Ch2

            Harry woke up the next morning with a headache, thought that wasn't anything surprising, he always seemed to have one now-a-days.  He put on his glasses and grabbed some clothes, he went in the bathroom and cleaned himself, once he was dressed he looked into the mirror.  He had gotten taller, and skinnier, he wondered if anyone would notice when they picked him up today.

            Harry went in his room and started gathering all of his things he would be taking to Hogwarts.  He opened his trunk and looked in the bottom and saw the mirror Sirius had given him that he broke.  All of the pieces were shattered at the bottom.  He gathered them all and put them in a small pouch.  He didn't want to throw it out.  It was the last gift Sirius gave him and it meant a lot to him even though it was shattered.

            He finished packing all of his things when he heard a crash downstairs, he made sure his wand was in grasp and went downstairs to see what it was.  He got down the stairs and saw Remus Lupin, Mad Eye Moody, Tonks, and Professor Snape.  There weren't as many people as last year but Harry assumed that many of them were very busy with other Order business.

            "Harry great to see you!" said Tonks, once she noticed him down there.

            "Er, hi everyone", said Harry looking at the ground."

            "You seem…..different…" said Tonks, she obviously noticed how sad Harry looked, he didn't have the normal look he used to have, he used to seem.....happier.

            "Well, I'll go get my things," said Harry going up the stairs to get his trunk.

            While Harry was upstairs all of the Order Members looked at each other.  "Is it just me or does he seem…sad?" asked Tonks looking at all of them.

            "I think loosing Sirius has one big part of it." replied Lupin looking at them.

            "It also doesn't help with the prophesy being told to him." said Mad Eye.

            "It seems Mr. Potter has a lot on his mind this year and does not know how to deal with all of it." replied Snape.

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            Harry came downstairs with all of his things and wondered how they were going to get there.  Right when Moody seemed to answer his thoughts.

            "We are going to fly again like last year."

            "Here is your wand, Professor Dumbledore gave it to me" said Lupin smiling.

            Harry took the broom while Snape shrunk Harry's trunk.  They all went outside and mounted their brooms.  Harry felt the familiar yet uncomfortable feeling of Moody putting the charm on him like last year.  They flew up, Moody in the front, Lupin to his left, Tonks to his right and Snape in the back.  It was really cold but Harry's mind was on where they were going.  He didn't know if they would take him back to Grimmauld Place or if there was a new headquarters.  He wasn't ready to go back to Sirius' place he wasn't really ready to see anyone yet, after last year.  Even when Moody, Tonks, Lupin and Snape came he felt as if he were an alien because of the way they were staring at him.  They must have thought of him as suicidal.  He had in fact thought of suicide, but he then thought of an even better thing.  Revenge.  He wanted Voldemort dead so nobody else would have to go through all that he did.  Harry was then snapped out of his thoughts Moody was starting to land which meant they were there.  When they landed, to Harry's dismay, they were at Grimmauld Place.  They walked inside and everyone was still awake once Harry got inside Mrs. Weasley was hugging him so hard he found it difficult to breathe. 

            "Oh Harry I'm so glad you are here!  Ron, Hermione and Ginny are upstairs, we are about to have a meeting so why don't you go join them" 

            Harry walked upstairs and knocked on the door before he entered.  Ron then opened it.

            "Bloody Hell! You're finally here! We've been buggin' everyone askin' when you'd get here!"

            Harry smiled and took a seat on one of the beds.  "So Harry anything exciting happen while you were at the Dursleys?" asked Hermione.

            "No" said Harry simply.

            "Fred and George are now part of the Order since they are of age, but they also invented a better extendable ear, just for us." said Ginny grinning mischievously.

            "Yea we've been using it loads this summer." added Ron.

            "I have to admit even though it is very wrong of us doing this, it is nice to know what is going on in the war." said Hermione.

            "Here Harry since you just got here you can listen to them first, we only have one so we take turns and tell each other if anything really great happened."

            Harry crept down the stairs and put the extendable ear in. 

            "How is Harry doing?" asked Dumbledore's voice.

            "He seemed……… really different, I think he is depressed, he just…doesn't seem like Harry anymore, I think we should keep a close eye on him, loosing Sirius really affected him." said Lupin's voice.

            "Well this year he will be very busy with you Severus, you will be teaching him not only Occlumency but you will also be tutoring him in potions so he will be able to become an auror, I believe that is crucial for his future."

            "Yes, and unfortunately I will be helping him, as long as he keeps his nose out of business that is not his, I don't want another incident like last year, if he does I will not be continuing teaching him." answered a angry Snape's voice.

            Harry took out the ear, he really didn't want to sit and listen to them decide his future for him.  He walked upstairs and went back to Ron, Hermione and Ginny.

            "Well, what did you hear??" asked Ginny.

            "Nothing really, just things about Grimmauld Place." lied Harry, and he didn't even feel that bad lying to them. 

            "Oh, well I'm r-r-reeeaaalllyy tired" said Hermione stifling a yawn, "I'll see you all tomorrow, come on Gin, let's let them sleep"

            Hermione and Ginny left and Ron and Harry went to sleep, Harry felt very uncomfortable in Sirius house with him dead, he knew he would not sleep well tonight.

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A/N: sorry this chapter took so long, I really did start it the next day after I posted the first chapter, but I had to keep stopping and starting and I finally finished it today, im not really all that impressed with it, nothing that great, I wish I could have emphasized more on Harrys emotions in his head in the chapter, being at Sirius's house and all but I just have a block preventing me from doing that, maybe it's the huge band project I have still neglected to do…………… k well I would love some feedback !