I Can Only Imagine
Buffy rolled on her side, Angel's hand firmly around her stomach, her now, puffy abdomen bulging from her Pj's. Today was the day, one hundred and eighty days since she had first been pregnant, and boy had it been a trip. Buffy closed her eyes and could only imagine what it could have been like for Angel.
The day after the news.
"You're beautiful you know!" Angel's big brown orbs staring into her own.
"Hey where did that come from Angel, my stomach is swelled, my complexion is pale.."
"Yet you've never been more beautiful. You have a certain glow"
"I think it's because everything that was never supposed to happen to me, is turning out the way ti should be." Buffy let out a small giggle and was pulled into Angel's strong arms.
"Where would I be without you?" Angel asked not noticing Buffy's look of surprise on her face as her mother stood in the doorway.
"On the floor." Joyce said blankly staring at Angel, "Come on you two breakfast is ready and Buffy is eating for two now." Joyce left leaving Buffy in a fit of giggles from Angel's red tinge.
"You really are something Angel!"
"Yes I am and now I am your something." Angel took her hands and led her to the breakfast table.
Month one
"Oh God I am going to hurl!" Buffy jolted to the bathroom.
"I thought it was morning sickness not all day sickness.!"
"Hey you're not the one vomiting."
"I know but."
"Don't you but me!"
"Buffy I wasn't.."
" No I can't take it anymore who do you think you are harassing me like that?"
"I wasn't, I was only trying to.."
"Angel out get out! I have had enough of you"
"But what did I."
"Oh Angel I am so sorry it's these hormones they are driving me insane, oh take me back please." She was now in tears clinging to his jacket
"Ok as long as you.."
"Oh no you don't making me have to give you something so you'll stay."
".finish a sentence.." Angel sighed and took Buffy into his arms and put his hand on her stomach, it was still little no bigger then the palm of his hand was her stomach extended.
"Buffy Summers you make me so crazy, one could say I was whipped!" Buffy smirked and using her slayer powered strength, threw him on the bed and proceeded to lavish him in kisses.
"We'll just see how whipped I can get you!"
Month 3
"Angela?"
"No"
"Brittney?"
"Definitely not"
"Roxy?"
"Um..to fluffly"
" Hey! I am just going to think that, that comment of yours had nothing in relation to my name?"
"You know I love you're name Buffy it's just."
"Never mind..Jenny?"
"No way!"
"Randy, Roshni, Rachel, riley?"
"Wait, go back!"
"Roshni? Angel I don't think.."
"No not that one the other one."
"Rachel?"
"Yeah.Rachel.I like it, it's solid yet sweet.
"Besides there are many nickname possibilities!"
"But of course."
"The only thing we have to do now is ask her."
"Buffy we don't even know if it's going to be a her!"
"Yes I do. Now ask."
"Um okay," He placed his ear to her revaled stomach, "Baby how about we call you Rachel?" Suddenly her stomach moved a bit causing Buffy to laugh.
"I think she likes it!"
"I think she does."
"So what are they doing about school?"
Angel looked at her intent on finding out, "They've kicked me out. Apparently a pregnant girl doesn't make a good role model." She looked sad, almost heartbroken.
"You'e saved all of their lives god damnit and this is how they reppay you.
"It's the cross I bear."
Month 4
Buffy sat in a pile of shopping bags spread out on her bed. She was flipping trough magazines like nobody's business, circling cutsie little jumpers etc. Her baby shower was tomorrow and she had to tell her friends what she wanted.
"Okay Will, this is about all I need."
"Oh my god Buffy that's like 5 pages of stuff, I mean do you really need it all?" Willow ran her finger back and forth to the prices her eyes buldeing more and more.
"Will? Please.for Rachel, your godchild?" Willow suddenly raised her eyes.
"Oh Buffy, could I really be, I know I am jewish but I will teach her ewverything," Willow was hugging Buffy but making sure not to hurt her stomach.
"I would be honored Willow, truly!"
"And the Godfather?"
"Xander but of course, you two are the best team!" Willow beamed, her and Xander were quite good together.
"I say it's time to get ready!" Willow smiled. "The party's at eight, don't be late!"
Willow tranced out the doors, while Angel entered.
"She sure looks happy!"
"I told her she could be the godparent along with Xander. Is that alright?"
"More than alright they are perfect." Angel smiled.
"Oh Angel I don't think anything could go wrong tonight. Now help zip be up, and be a doll and put my shoes on, I can't see my feet." Buffy stood up in her little black maternity dress and stood by Angel. His fingers caressed the bronzed skin of her back, still so silky smooth. He zipped it up and helped her with the shoes.
"We should get going they are almost ready." Angel took her hand and led her to the car.
When they got to the Bronze, which they had rented for the night, presents were everywhere. Buffy's eyes lit up.
"Guys! You shouldn't have!" She gleamed from cheek to cheek until she glanced at the corner of the room. There stodd a very tall brunette in the corner.
"Who is there?" Buffy looked worried and guarded her stomach with her hands. Angel came up from behind her and held her tight. Stepping out of the shadows came someone Buffy knew all too well. Angel's Ex..Cordelia.
"What are you doing her!" Buffy almost screamed.
"My my have you gotten fat, geeze Buffy what happened cheerleaders kicked you off the team, because you're pregnant. You are just a child you know.. Playing with a man. A man who never really loved you but felt obligated, to you and that thing." She gestured to her stomach, causing buffy to give her an icy glare. "Silly little girl, Angel and I we had the best sex he'll ever had. We had it over and over and over again all while you were dying with cancer. I blew his mind. Buffy I don't like when you play with my toys. But yours is coming, that child of yours, will be the downfall of us all but I won't let that happen you see. I'll kill it before it even has a chance to breath." Suddenly Cordelia's face turned into that of a vampre darting at Buffy. Angel tried to help her but he was just too weak. Cordelia put a gash to Buffy's head but not before Xander put a steak through her heart.
"What was that all about?" Xander looked around confused that Cordelia was a vamp and Buffy's child would be the downfall of demons.
"Oh god Buffy," Angel went to her side but she had already gotten up.
"I don't know but I am sure as hell going to find out. I am fine really. Let's sweep up those ashes and through them out." Willow tossed her a broom and she began to sweep while the rest gave the two some space.
"So it's true you were with Cordelia when we broke up."
"Yes it is, but Buffy I didn't know you had cancer, I didn't know anything."
"It's fine, It's in the past really. Let's just celebrate, I am sick of vampires ruining my parade!"
Month 5
"Buffy I have to tell you something." Joyce looked nervously at her daughter.
"What mom?"
"Dawn and i.we, we are moving, to L.A it's much safer down there and I can't expose Danw to you and Angel constantly going at it. If you two are going to be responsible adults and have a family you need to have a house of your own."
"I can't afford to live her mom, not with the baby coming."
"You won't have to. Giles is moving to England, and is giving you two his house and he is paying for the house until Angel gets a steady job."
"So that's it. You are leaving me?"
"I'll always be with you. You know that Buffy but right now it's too hard for me and your sister."
"And it's not hard for me, being sixteen and pregnant?"
"That was your decision. I want you both out of the house by tomorrow."
"Goodbye mom."
"I love you." But Buffy just kept walking.
Present
What an adventure it had been. From the mood swings to the Erie visit of a vamped Cordelia, prophesizing her unborn child a savior. She can only imagine. Suddenly Angel stirred beside her.
"I love waking up to that face of yours!"
"Thanks, I can only guess that I am all oily."
"You are beautiful."
"And you are sweet now shut up and get me out of this bed." Buffy outstretched her arms and Angel grabbed her off the bed. Her stomach was very large but not quite developed at the right stage.
"Angel." Buffy stated wearily clinging to his arm, "I feel dizzy." Suddenly Buffy collapsed on the floor Angel quickly grabing her so she didn't hurt herself or the baby.
"Buffy, Buffy? Oh god!" He rushed her body to the car. The doctor's said her pregnancy wasn't going to be easy but he never said she might not make it through.
AN: Hi guys omg I have left this soooo long but I finally have inspiration.. DO NOT worry it is a happy ending so don't b mad for all the angst or w/e cuz it will have a happy ending with BA!!!!!!!!!!!
Buffy rolled on her side, Angel's hand firmly around her stomach, her now, puffy abdomen bulging from her Pj's. Today was the day, one hundred and eighty days since she had first been pregnant, and boy had it been a trip. Buffy closed her eyes and could only imagine what it could have been like for Angel.
The day after the news.
"You're beautiful you know!" Angel's big brown orbs staring into her own.
"Hey where did that come from Angel, my stomach is swelled, my complexion is pale.."
"Yet you've never been more beautiful. You have a certain glow"
"I think it's because everything that was never supposed to happen to me, is turning out the way ti should be." Buffy let out a small giggle and was pulled into Angel's strong arms.
"Where would I be without you?" Angel asked not noticing Buffy's look of surprise on her face as her mother stood in the doorway.
"On the floor." Joyce said blankly staring at Angel, "Come on you two breakfast is ready and Buffy is eating for two now." Joyce left leaving Buffy in a fit of giggles from Angel's red tinge.
"You really are something Angel!"
"Yes I am and now I am your something." Angel took her hands and led her to the breakfast table.
Month one
"Oh God I am going to hurl!" Buffy jolted to the bathroom.
"I thought it was morning sickness not all day sickness.!"
"Hey you're not the one vomiting."
"I know but."
"Don't you but me!"
"Buffy I wasn't.."
" No I can't take it anymore who do you think you are harassing me like that?"
"I wasn't, I was only trying to.."
"Angel out get out! I have had enough of you"
"But what did I."
"Oh Angel I am so sorry it's these hormones they are driving me insane, oh take me back please." She was now in tears clinging to his jacket
"Ok as long as you.."
"Oh no you don't making me have to give you something so you'll stay."
".finish a sentence.." Angel sighed and took Buffy into his arms and put his hand on her stomach, it was still little no bigger then the palm of his hand was her stomach extended.
"Buffy Summers you make me so crazy, one could say I was whipped!" Buffy smirked and using her slayer powered strength, threw him on the bed and proceeded to lavish him in kisses.
"We'll just see how whipped I can get you!"
Month 3
"Angela?"
"No"
"Brittney?"
"Definitely not"
"Roxy?"
"Um..to fluffly"
" Hey! I am just going to think that, that comment of yours had nothing in relation to my name?"
"You know I love you're name Buffy it's just."
"Never mind..Jenny?"
"No way!"
"Randy, Roshni, Rachel, riley?"
"Wait, go back!"
"Roshni? Angel I don't think.."
"No not that one the other one."
"Rachel?"
"Yeah.Rachel.I like it, it's solid yet sweet.
"Besides there are many nickname possibilities!"
"But of course."
"The only thing we have to do now is ask her."
"Buffy we don't even know if it's going to be a her!"
"Yes I do. Now ask."
"Um okay," He placed his ear to her revaled stomach, "Baby how about we call you Rachel?" Suddenly her stomach moved a bit causing Buffy to laugh.
"I think she likes it!"
"I think she does."
"So what are they doing about school?"
Angel looked at her intent on finding out, "They've kicked me out. Apparently a pregnant girl doesn't make a good role model." She looked sad, almost heartbroken.
"You'e saved all of their lives god damnit and this is how they reppay you.
"It's the cross I bear."
Month 4
Buffy sat in a pile of shopping bags spread out on her bed. She was flipping trough magazines like nobody's business, circling cutsie little jumpers etc. Her baby shower was tomorrow and she had to tell her friends what she wanted.
"Okay Will, this is about all I need."
"Oh my god Buffy that's like 5 pages of stuff, I mean do you really need it all?" Willow ran her finger back and forth to the prices her eyes buldeing more and more.
"Will? Please.for Rachel, your godchild?" Willow suddenly raised her eyes.
"Oh Buffy, could I really be, I know I am jewish but I will teach her ewverything," Willow was hugging Buffy but making sure not to hurt her stomach.
"I would be honored Willow, truly!"
"And the Godfather?"
"Xander but of course, you two are the best team!" Willow beamed, her and Xander were quite good together.
"I say it's time to get ready!" Willow smiled. "The party's at eight, don't be late!"
Willow tranced out the doors, while Angel entered.
"She sure looks happy!"
"I told her she could be the godparent along with Xander. Is that alright?"
"More than alright they are perfect." Angel smiled.
"Oh Angel I don't think anything could go wrong tonight. Now help zip be up, and be a doll and put my shoes on, I can't see my feet." Buffy stood up in her little black maternity dress and stood by Angel. His fingers caressed the bronzed skin of her back, still so silky smooth. He zipped it up and helped her with the shoes.
"We should get going they are almost ready." Angel took her hand and led her to the car.
When they got to the Bronze, which they had rented for the night, presents were everywhere. Buffy's eyes lit up.
"Guys! You shouldn't have!" She gleamed from cheek to cheek until she glanced at the corner of the room. There stodd a very tall brunette in the corner.
"Who is there?" Buffy looked worried and guarded her stomach with her hands. Angel came up from behind her and held her tight. Stepping out of the shadows came someone Buffy knew all too well. Angel's Ex..Cordelia.
"What are you doing her!" Buffy almost screamed.
"My my have you gotten fat, geeze Buffy what happened cheerleaders kicked you off the team, because you're pregnant. You are just a child you know.. Playing with a man. A man who never really loved you but felt obligated, to you and that thing." She gestured to her stomach, causing buffy to give her an icy glare. "Silly little girl, Angel and I we had the best sex he'll ever had. We had it over and over and over again all while you were dying with cancer. I blew his mind. Buffy I don't like when you play with my toys. But yours is coming, that child of yours, will be the downfall of us all but I won't let that happen you see. I'll kill it before it even has a chance to breath." Suddenly Cordelia's face turned into that of a vampre darting at Buffy. Angel tried to help her but he was just too weak. Cordelia put a gash to Buffy's head but not before Xander put a steak through her heart.
"What was that all about?" Xander looked around confused that Cordelia was a vamp and Buffy's child would be the downfall of demons.
"Oh god Buffy," Angel went to her side but she had already gotten up.
"I don't know but I am sure as hell going to find out. I am fine really. Let's sweep up those ashes and through them out." Willow tossed her a broom and she began to sweep while the rest gave the two some space.
"So it's true you were with Cordelia when we broke up."
"Yes it is, but Buffy I didn't know you had cancer, I didn't know anything."
"It's fine, It's in the past really. Let's just celebrate, I am sick of vampires ruining my parade!"
Month 5
"Buffy I have to tell you something." Joyce looked nervously at her daughter.
"What mom?"
"Dawn and i.we, we are moving, to L.A it's much safer down there and I can't expose Danw to you and Angel constantly going at it. If you two are going to be responsible adults and have a family you need to have a house of your own."
"I can't afford to live her mom, not with the baby coming."
"You won't have to. Giles is moving to England, and is giving you two his house and he is paying for the house until Angel gets a steady job."
"So that's it. You are leaving me?"
"I'll always be with you. You know that Buffy but right now it's too hard for me and your sister."
"And it's not hard for me, being sixteen and pregnant?"
"That was your decision. I want you both out of the house by tomorrow."
"Goodbye mom."
"I love you." But Buffy just kept walking.
Present
What an adventure it had been. From the mood swings to the Erie visit of a vamped Cordelia, prophesizing her unborn child a savior. She can only imagine. Suddenly Angel stirred beside her.
"I love waking up to that face of yours!"
"Thanks, I can only guess that I am all oily."
"You are beautiful."
"And you are sweet now shut up and get me out of this bed." Buffy outstretched her arms and Angel grabbed her off the bed. Her stomach was very large but not quite developed at the right stage.
"Angel." Buffy stated wearily clinging to his arm, "I feel dizzy." Suddenly Buffy collapsed on the floor Angel quickly grabing her so she didn't hurt herself or the baby.
"Buffy, Buffy? Oh god!" He rushed her body to the car. The doctor's said her pregnancy wasn't going to be easy but he never said she might not make it through.
AN: Hi guys omg I have left this soooo long but I finally have inspiration.. DO NOT worry it is a happy ending so don't b mad for all the angst or w/e cuz it will have a happy ending with BA!!!!!!!!!!!