Lily woke up with muscular arms wrapped around her half naked waist. The
figure moved, and kissed her cheek; the kiss was warm and sent a tingly
feeling throughout her body. Lily decided to kiss the figure a kiss on the
lips; it sent a bigger tingly feeling throughout her body. He started
snogging her, and then she snogged him back. Only when she realized who she
was snogging, and whose room she was in, did she scream, "POTTER!" Lily was
about to start screaming more at him when he kissed her, cutting her off.
To Lily's surprise, she enjoyed it. 'Wait, bloody hell what am I doing? And
thinking?' she kissed him back AGAIN, then came to her senses. She pulled
away, and walked out of the room.
The next day, they were at Beaxbatons, and what a concert they put on. Lily was wearing a black shirt with a skull on it, along with a pair of old jeans (she is going for the whole punk look that the people who REALLY do her songs have.) her voice was (as usual) perfect as she sang Haunted:
Long lost words, whisper slowly, to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there
Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down
Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head
Watching me, wanting me I won't let you pull me down Saving me, raping me Watching me
Watching me, haunting me I can fear you pull me down Fearing you, holding you I won't let you pull me down
The same for Bring Me to Life:
How can you see into my eyes like open doors Leading you down into my core Where I've become so numb Without a soul My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm without You can't just leave me Breathe into me and make me real Bring me to life
(Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life I've been living a lie There's nothing inside Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch Without your love, darling Only you are the life among the dead
All of this time, I can't believe I couldn't see Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul Don't let me die here There must be something more Bring me to life
(Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life I've been living a lie There's nothing inside Bring me to life
Unfortunately, James had to sing feat for her. After a few more songs (My Last Breath, Whisper, and Away From Me (a/n for the lyrics, go where I get all my lyrics)) The Marauders started playing. First they played Beautiful Oblivion:
I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rines But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside Swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna pull my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through with you I've been burned like a wicker cabinet Chalk white and oh so frail I see our time has gotten stale The tick tock of the clock is painful All sane and logical I want to tear it off the wall I hear words and clips and phrases I think sick like ginger ale My stomach turns and I exhale I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rines But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside I would swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna pull my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through with you So callous where my mind states But it's not my state of mind I'm not as ugly sad as you Or am I origami Fold it up and just pretend Demented as the motives in your head I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rines But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside I would swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna pull my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through with you But I alone am the one you don't know You need to keep for your ego Make me blind when your eyes close Sink when you get close Tie me to the bed post I alone am the one you don't know You need you don't you need me Make me blind when your eyes close Tie me to the bedpost I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rines But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside Swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna pull my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through Now I'm through with you Through with you Rendevous then I'm through with you
Then they played How Much Longer:
Drag this neurotic to hysterics. Leave him balked and unfulfilled holding inside outwardly patient 'till the time he'll call it. Alluring exotic twisted hero leaving him more lonely. Still he waits around he's spun around and left without the power to stop it. Peers don't know what they can't see. They can't see inside of me. It's sickening how comforting the privacy of the mind can be. How much longer will I try before I realize I'm desperate in the situation that I'm in again I'm exhausting yet another topic I've exhausted frequently with no regrets. Abstruse and lacking rational but making so much sense somehow a stone has blocked my hourglass no progress made no time's run out I'd almost rather have the latter Save myself with sad defeat A stone just broke my hourglass I peel the skin that had me trapped.
They played a few more songs, (Showerhead, and Jesus Nightlight) then they played the big finale where Lily was singing feat, Broken:
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause Im broken when Im open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
Theres so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause Im broken when Im open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Cause Im broken when Im open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone Gone away You don't feel me anymore
Instead of his electric guitar, Remus was playing his acoustic; Peter was barely playing (surprise, surprise). Lily was singing her best, even though her voice was cracking from singing so much. To her disgust, she felt closer to James. (a/n as you can see, she getting much closer to James right now.) 'James was looking so hot while singing, he has such a beautiful voice' Lily thought. This time she didn't mentally shout to herself. She knew she was totally crushing on him now.
Ok I know that was short, but I want ideas of when she should tell him he likes her, take note of what I put on my last post, I may not be able to post for a while. I would like to thank the following reviewers for reviewing:
Daine Sarrasri: thanks for reviewing, and I won't post too much of the next books. I don't feel like getting more.
Carmel March: Thanks again for the review, it is a funny picture, lily getting drunk
PatchLover08: I figured that I would post a little more, but, I probably won't for a while.
So yeah, if I get a lot of reviews, I might be able to post before the 15th. I Love all of my reviewers, please review more!
Love Mandy (your really cool writer)
The next day, they were at Beaxbatons, and what a concert they put on. Lily was wearing a black shirt with a skull on it, along with a pair of old jeans (she is going for the whole punk look that the people who REALLY do her songs have.) her voice was (as usual) perfect as she sang Haunted:
Long lost words, whisper slowly, to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there
Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down
Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head
Watching me, wanting me I won't let you pull me down Saving me, raping me Watching me
Watching me, haunting me I can fear you pull me down Fearing you, holding you I won't let you pull me down
The same for Bring Me to Life:
How can you see into my eyes like open doors Leading you down into my core Where I've become so numb Without a soul My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm without You can't just leave me Breathe into me and make me real Bring me to life
(Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life I've been living a lie There's nothing inside Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch Without your love, darling Only you are the life among the dead
All of this time, I can't believe I couldn't see Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul Don't let me die here There must be something more Bring me to life
(Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life I've been living a lie There's nothing inside Bring me to life
Unfortunately, James had to sing feat for her. After a few more songs (My Last Breath, Whisper, and Away From Me (a/n for the lyrics, go where I get all my lyrics)) The Marauders started playing. First they played Beautiful Oblivion:
I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rines But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside Swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna pull my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through with you I've been burned like a wicker cabinet Chalk white and oh so frail I see our time has gotten stale The tick tock of the clock is painful All sane and logical I want to tear it off the wall I hear words and clips and phrases I think sick like ginger ale My stomach turns and I exhale I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rines But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside I would swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna pull my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through with you So callous where my mind states But it's not my state of mind I'm not as ugly sad as you Or am I origami Fold it up and just pretend Demented as the motives in your head I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rines But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside I would swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna pull my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through with you But I alone am the one you don't know You need to keep for your ego Make me blind when your eyes close Sink when you get close Tie me to the bed post I alone am the one you don't know You need you don't you need me Make me blind when your eyes close Tie me to the bedpost I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rines But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside Swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna pull my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through Now I'm through with you Through with you Rendevous then I'm through with you
Then they played How Much Longer:
Drag this neurotic to hysterics. Leave him balked and unfulfilled holding inside outwardly patient 'till the time he'll call it. Alluring exotic twisted hero leaving him more lonely. Still he waits around he's spun around and left without the power to stop it. Peers don't know what they can't see. They can't see inside of me. It's sickening how comforting the privacy of the mind can be. How much longer will I try before I realize I'm desperate in the situation that I'm in again I'm exhausting yet another topic I've exhausted frequently with no regrets. Abstruse and lacking rational but making so much sense somehow a stone has blocked my hourglass no progress made no time's run out I'd almost rather have the latter Save myself with sad defeat A stone just broke my hourglass I peel the skin that had me trapped.
They played a few more songs, (Showerhead, and Jesus Nightlight) then they played the big finale where Lily was singing feat, Broken:
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause Im broken when Im open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
Theres so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause Im broken when Im open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Cause Im broken when Im open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away
Cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone Gone away You don't feel me anymore
Instead of his electric guitar, Remus was playing his acoustic; Peter was barely playing (surprise, surprise). Lily was singing her best, even though her voice was cracking from singing so much. To her disgust, she felt closer to James. (a/n as you can see, she getting much closer to James right now.) 'James was looking so hot while singing, he has such a beautiful voice' Lily thought. This time she didn't mentally shout to herself. She knew she was totally crushing on him now.
Ok I know that was short, but I want ideas of when she should tell him he likes her, take note of what I put on my last post, I may not be able to post for a while. I would like to thank the following reviewers for reviewing:
Daine Sarrasri: thanks for reviewing, and I won't post too much of the next books. I don't feel like getting more.
Carmel March: Thanks again for the review, it is a funny picture, lily getting drunk
PatchLover08: I figured that I would post a little more, but, I probably won't for a while.
So yeah, if I get a lot of reviews, I might be able to post before the 15th. I Love all of my reviewers, please review more!
Love Mandy (your really cool writer)