Title: Gundam Diaries: Part 7 ~ Duo
Author: Makoto Sagara
Pairings: 3x4, 5x2 (this one's new for this part ~_^)
Warnings: Language, angst, confuzzlement, yaoi , and OOC

Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing. I only wished I did. It's owned by Sunrise, Sotsu, Bandai, and some other companies that make lots of money off of it. I don't make any money off of this, but my muse does let me live as long as keep up to her schedule. The song "Sanctuary" by Madonna inspired this part of the story.
Addition Warnings: Also, this part will be yaoi (and my first attempt at it btw), and if anyone has problems with it, um, don't read it. ^_^ You have been warned. I will not be held accountable by you not paying attention to all the warning you have had so far. ^^;

April 3rd, AC 195…. 21:00:00

Well, I didn't get the mission I was hoping for. I think G is punishing me for that last prank I pulled. Ok, so super-gluing orange construction paper to his nose was NOT a good idea, but it sure as hell fit. Shit, I haven't heard from G in about 4 days.

That's unusual. Normally, I have to beg to get some time off. I have a feeling that I will be used to do all the really stupid missions in a few days, which means I'll be stuck in solo missions, were I will get shit to actually do. GREAT!

Last night, after I slammed the door on Fei, I climbed in bed and looked up at the ceiling for about an hour. I then realized that I wasn't going to sleep, so I pulled out the book, Arabian Nights, which I had been reading earlier that day. A few minutes of that, and I was so not into it.

I searched through my pile of CD cases on my dresser and placed Bedtime Stories by Madonna in. So, I have a fetish for her. It's not something I brag about. Anyway, I decided that was the perfect mood music, and started reading again.

I was half listening to the music, when one of the songs really got to me. It's called "Sanctuary," and well, it was perfect for how I was feeling. It got me to thinking about what happened with Fei and Hee-chan.

I spent the next three days just thinking.  Quatre was hovering over me, asking me questions, and just over all watching me.  I felt really uncomfortable. I mean, Quatre was stalking me, Wufei was just quiet and seemed to be avoiding me, and I was listless as I just sat and thought.

I don't think I was ever this quiet.  Not really.  All that went through my mind were the kisses I had shared with Fei-kun and Hee-chan.  One felt so right, and the other was so hazy from sleep that I had no idea what the real feeling was behind it.  But, then again, I was in love with both of them.  How was I suppose to choose?

Maybe, Fei was right. I'm not over Heero. He has been in my thoughts ever since I met him. He is just so gung-ho about his missions, and his feelings, when he shows them, are so intense. Fei is, in some ways, like Heero. He is so strict on himself with his few rules of justice, strength, women, honour, and his own personal well being.

As I laid there on the fourth night thinking about all this, I knew that I had been way too harsh with Wufei, all because I was a little ashamed of my actions and myself. I sat up and turned off the music. I knew that I had to apologize to Wufei after my behaviour. I walked, cautiously, to the door of my room, and placed a hand on the knob. What the hell do you say when you apologize to someone? I've never had to do that. Everything I've ever done was either in good humour or for the sake of others.

Ah, shit, I might as well get this over with. I opened the door, and there was Fei, about to knock on the door. I took a slight step back.

"Fei?"

"Maxwell, I need to…"

"Before you say anything, I have to apologize to you."

"Nani?"

"You… you were right. I am sorry." I hung my head to hide the slight embarrassed blush that had spread over my face. A sudden hand had cupped my chin, and was trying to pull my face up. I let it.

"I am sorry, as well. This is hard for me to say…. But I care for you."

"I…I know."

"You, you do?"

I looked into his deep black eyes. "You can't hide anything from Q-bean, you know. He's good at reading people. And, he sucks at keeping secrets." I smiled at him.

Wufei looked slightly taken aback. "Well, I don't think I will be sharing any sensitive information with him anytime soon."

I snorted. "You never share any kind of information with anyone, Wu-man."

He leaned over, and kissed me. Oh, God, it was just like earlier. I had to lean into him to keep my legs from giving out on me. I moaned and pulled him into my room.

He pulled back, and looked at me. He looked very worried. "Are you positive that this is what you want? It would be dishonourable to regret this later."

I gave him a lust-filled gaze. "More than anything else, I want you." I then grabbed him and forcefully pulled him all the way into my room.

"Maxwell, do you ever clean in here?"

"Only when packing for the next mission." I smirked.

"Ye Gods. I'm terrified now."

"Shut up, Fei." I silenced him with a kiss, mingled with me jumping on him. We fell on my bed. He wrapped his arms around me, and deepened our kiss.

"Duo?"

I nodded in encouragement.

"I have no knowledge in these matters." Wufei blushed deeply, and started to untangle himself from me.

"Wu, chill. I figured as much." I kissed him again, and started to unbutton his shirt. I pulled up as the last button was undone, and was rewarded with a glorious sight. He had a lovely six-pack, well developed pectorals, and a flat stomach.

I took a longing gaze up at Wufei's beautiful face and gorgeous eyes, and then proceeded to kiss my way down his lovely body. I started at the area between his neck and his shoulder, kissing lightly and slightly nibbled. He let out a moan that went straight to my straining erection. 'Later.' I thought.

I kissed down to his chest and slowly took one pink nipple into my mouth. His sounds were barely audible to anyone but me. "I love you, Duo." I suckled on the delicate mound in my mouth and bit, very lightly. He was starting to try to thrust up at me.

I stopped, and he whimpered. I looked up at him. "Now, Fei, you are going to have to behave while I work, or I'll stop."

"No, don't stop." He sounded like he was desperate. He felt like a rock against my legs. I noticed a slight tear fall from one of his eyes.

I smiled coyly and went back to work on my perfect Chinese lover. I then worked my way down to his pants. "Hmm, now these are just going to have to go." I muttered out loud. I sat up and tugged at the string tying them. The knot slid right out, and I yanked them off of him.

More of that delicious caramel-coloured body was exposed. Lusciously sculpted thighs and calves were bare for me to soak up. The only thing that still covered him was his black silk boxers. 'Hm, I was figured him for white cotton boxers. This is definitely interesting.' I yanked those off too.

His unrestrained manhood stood up and greeted me. Damn, the boy was HUNG! I licked my lips and slowly made my way to tasting him, when he reached at me, and said, "Not yet."

He grabbed me, and flipped us over. There was this look of hunger and unrestrained lust in his dark eyes. He ripped open my shirt, and pulled my pants off, all in a few quick and precise movements. He stopped, for a moment, when he noticed that I wasn't wearing any underwear.

He growled. My cock sprung at that, and Fei smirked.

"Oi, Fei, don't tease." I whimpered. God, I sounded like a girl begging him like that.

He ran his hand over the head of my cock. Oh my, just his touch was about to send me over. "Fei, I need you." I managed to let out.

Black eyes, clouded over with lust, started down at me. "How do you need me?"

"I want you to fill me. I want you to take me, make me yours." I breathed out, heavily.

"Tell me what to do and I will." He responded.

I reached into the nightstand by my bed, and pulled out a tube of lube. I handed it to him.

"Put the lube on your fingers, and then prep me for your…" I glanced at his cock. "…Your large friend there."

"How do I… prep you?" He blushed slightly, but his eyes got darker.

"Put some of the lube on your first three fingers." He did as I said. "Now, place one at my entrance… and then work it in and out. I'll tell you when I want more, but you should be able to tell when I'm ready for the next step." I said matter-of-factly.

He looked sheepish, but did as I said. As his first finger entered me, I told my body to relax, and he all but slid in.

"More." I groaned. He placed the second finger, and then he had to work them. Oh god, he was good for a beginner. He hit my prostate almost every time his fingers thrust inside of me. "More."

He did as I bid and placed his third finger in, stroking my prostate more and more with every thrust. I was so close, but I wanted him in me.

"I want you, Wufei. Give me all of you. Prep yourself, and then enter me."

He looked up at me, and grabbed the lube, putting on a generous amount on his bulging member. He moaned as his hand stroked himself.

"No, baby, not like that. In me…" I stopped as he did what I was asking. The world stopped and time stood still.

The initial pain was immense. I had to remember to breath and relax again.

"You, ok?" He grunted.

"Y…yes."

"Gods, you feel so good. I want to come right now."

"Patience."

He started moving slowly. I could tell he was trying to find his rhythm. He soon found it. He was moving steadily, but still slowly.

"Faster. Harder. I won't break." I all but screamed, as his thick cock filled me. He moved faster and harder. He was pounding into me, brushing my prostate again and again. I started to scream.

I put my hand on my own neglected arousal, and tried to stroke to meet him. Fei moved my hand away quickly and started stroking me with one hand while the other was firmly placed to support him.

He kept changing his pace, going faster, then slower, faster and slower. It was driving me insane.

"Fei, please, stop teasing. Let me come." There I was, begging again.

It was too much. Finally, he started keeping a rigid, steady pace, with both his hand and his body. I exploded my seed all over my stomach. He grunted and gave one last thrust, before he came inside me.

"Felt so good." He collapsed on top of me. I wrapped my arms around him. "I'm so tired." He looked me in the eyes. "You look so beautiful."

"Hmmm, Fei. You were amazing." His eyes started to droop. "You gonna sleep here?"

"Don't want to move."

"I don't want you to, either. Stay here with me."

"Fine by me." He closed his eyes. He went limp, and slid out of me.

I pulled the sheet up over us both. Soon, the sound of his soft breathing could be heard.

I looked at the calm and sleeping face of my lover. He was beautiful. The moonlight was streaming over his face, allowing me to see all his perfect features. How I could not see how beautiful he was, before this, was totally beyond me.

I cuddled up to him, and soon fell asleep.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

The sunlight woke me up. I snuggled up to the warm body next to me.

"Dun wanna wake up. Make the sun go away, Fei."

"I can't, Duo. It's morning. Besides, its your turn to make breakfast."

The mention of food broke up my thoughts of sleep.

"Hm. Food. Sounds good to me." I looked at him. "How long you been awake?"

"About an hour."

"Why didn't you wake me?"

"Because I was enjoying you next to me, and quiet." He snorted. "I figured you had to be quiet sometime."

"Oi, Wu-bebi, that's mean."

"Wu-bebi?" He arched one of his delicate eyebrows.

"Hm, you don't like it?" I pouted.

"It's…. new." He kissed me. "Come on and get up. You have to cook."

"I have something else to show you." I winked suggestively.

"More lessons?" He looked ready to see what it was I was going to "teach" him.

"Yes, it's called, "How to deal with morning wood." Something that every boy should know." I leaned over and kissed him.

I ripped the sheet from off of him. He was still naked. Oh, god, he looked so damn good, even better in the light. He was so hard that I thought I had died and gone to heaven. I crawled down to my objective, and licked the tip of his manhood.

He let out a small moan. I smirked. I then took his whole cock into my mouth, slowly licking and sucking my way down. I grabbed his delicate scrotum one of my hands and squeezed lightly. The sounds of his moans where driving me nuts.

I could feel the lengthening of my own "wood." And I started to work feverishly on Wufei. I was deep into my work, when a hand reached out and grabbed my precious "chibi Duo." It was pumping in time with the strokes of my mouth. I moaned deep in the back of my throat.

"Ahhnnnnn. Feels so good, Duo."

You could say that again. I enjoyed teaching Fei all of my tricks, but he was learning quickly, and surprisingly enough, he was keeping up with me.

I felt him tense up, and his strokes started to become harder, quicker, and more needy. I gladly helped him with his problem, and he came. I quickly swallowed every precious drop of his seed. He moaned again. I then knew that I was going to come very quickly.

"Ah, Fei, I'm gonna…" I tried to talk but the words weren't there.

Before I knew what was happening, warmth enveloped me and a slight tug came over my whole body.

"Gonna come. Can't stop." I rasped. "Ahhnnnnn." I finally came. To my surprise, Fei returned the favor, and swallowed every drop.

He looked up and smirked, cockily. "Hm, now that is an interesting way to deal with morning issues. Now, I suggest a shower, and then I'll help you cook breakfast." He stood up and started gathering his discarded clothing. "I'll see you in about 20 minutes, otherwise, you cook alone." He winked and left my room.

He didn't even bother getting dressed. I heard a squawk come from the direction of the hallway. I ran to the door, and saw a very naked and yummy Fei and a very uncomfortable looking Quatre standing in the hall.

"Winner. Morning." Fei said and then headed to his room.

Q-man blushed and then looked at my open door. "Good morning, Wufei." He then turned to me. "What the hell?"

"What do you mean?" I asked innocently.

"Allah, you SLEPT with him??? HOW?" He shook his head. "On second thought, why? I thought you were in love with Heero."

I smiled at his outburst. "I don't know how I feel about Heero anymore, but when I went to apologize to Wufei, he was standing here at my door. That made me realize that I care for Fei a lot. I'm not really sure how I should feel, but while I was with him, I felt at peace. The only way I thought I could have peace was to die." I stopped talking to think for a moment.

I hadn't really thought about it before, but what I had just said was true. I really thought the only way I was to obtain peace, would be to die and then face my maker. But when I was in Fei's arms, I was calm, and happy even.

Quatre looked at me. "Are you ok, Duo?"

I blinked at looked at him. "Well, I need a shower, and then I have to meet Fei to cook breakfast. So, I have to hurry. I'll talk to you in about 20." I grabbed some clothes and ran into the nearest empty bathroom, which happened to be the one Heero used.

Bare was the word that came to mind when I saw it. Only a towel and a rag were there. Duh, he was away on a two week long mission. He must have taken everything else with him. Standing there in the cold and uncharacteristic washroom, I thought about the person who used this room.

Heero was bare. Not really a whole person, is the best way to describe him. I mused it over in my head as the water poured over me. Hmmm, the water was so nice. I had to hurry or Fei really would make me cook alone. Besides, it's not like he would offer to help any old time.

10 minutes later, I stepped out of the shower and rushed to get dressed. I ran a brush through my hair quickly and raced through the braiding. It's not as easy as you would think. I mean my hair is down to my ass. It's easier than trying to let it hang though.

When I made it into the kitchen, Fei was there in full cooking-dragon mode, as I like to call it. He was dressed in his usual floofy pants and tank top. He looked really good. I took an appreciative look at his body before saying anything.

"Gonna leave anything for me to do?" I smirked as he turned around.

"Yes. I have left all the HARD things for you to do." He smirked back.

I almost choked as he said that. Either he just made a joke, or he is an alien.

"Was that a joke, Fei?" I asked, trying not to die from the laughter stuck in my throat.

"Possibly. Now, cook, or Winner will starve." He stopped as my stomach grumbled in response. "And you too."

I giggled. "Well, what is there still to do?"

"The batter for the waffles is finished. You just need to get the waffle iron out and to make them. I'll make the eggs, since we don't want a huge mess. And there is still fruit that needs to be sliced."

"Well, I'll set the table and help slice the fruit." Quatre spoke up from the doorway.

"Hm, I thought it was MY turn to cook." I said, pouting just every so slightly.

"Well, we could just leave you to cook it all, by yourself. If that is what you would prefer." Wufei added snidely.

I stopped. "No. I enjoy the help." I grabbed the bowl of batter and placed it on the counter. "Q, where's the waffle iron?"

"Under the counter, near the toaster. Where it always is."

I bent over and grabbed it. I knew Wufei was getting an eyeful, so I wiggled a little before I stood up. Sure enough, there was an audible clearing of a throat from Wu's direction.

After that stunt, I got right into cooking the waffles and totally forgot about who else was in the kitchen with me. I heard the other two cooking, and the time passed in amiable silence.

Fifteen minutes later, breakfast was ready to eat and we were seated at the table. To my, and Quatre's, surprise, Wufei sat next to me. He even joined in some light chatter with us. Needless to say, breakfast was the most enjoyable meal we had had in a long time.

While I cleaned the kitchen, Wufei went out to practice his Tai Chi, and I had thought that Quatre had gone to work on paperwork or play his violin. But, as I started to run the water for the dishes, Quatre placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Please, Duo, tell me what happened." His bright blue eyes all but shone at me. I sighed. There was NO way I was going to get out of this.

"Fine, but only because Wufei is outside. If he were still here, you'd be in some hot shit. You know that right?'

"Yeah, just spill."

I put some of the dishes to soak and sat back down at the table. He sat next to me. I had to take a deep breath, and ending up sighing again.

"Ok, you probably heard the whole thing between Wufei and I the other night." I paused to let him reply.

"Yeah, I'm surprised no one else can to check on you two. You know, like OZ?" He snickered, and then straightened up when I didn't join him.

"Well, after dinner, I went to my room. I almost got there, when Fei grabbed an arm from behind. I spun and hit him in the head, which turned to be a huge fight, because I was still mad at him, and I went Shinigami on him and slammed the door in his face.

"The next few days, I spent it thinking about what was said, and done. And last night, I was trying to read, but I didn't get anywhere with that. So I put on some Madonna, and well, I was listening to this one song. It made me starting thinking about Fei and Heero. I knew that I was wrong, and it started eating away at me, and just when I went to go apologize to Fei, he was standing in front of my door.

"We both apologized, and somehow he ended up kissing me, and well, I, uh, drug him into my room. The rest, as they say, is history." I knew I was blushing by the time I had finished telling my tale to the blond sitting next to me.

Quatre was quiet for a long time. Then, he looked at me and smiled. "So, how was he?" He giggled.

I sat there shocked for a moment. Ever since I had convinced him to go for it with Trowa, he has been a different little Arabian prince. I sat there for a moment, and then I got a devilish smile as well. "Wouldn't you like to know?"

"That good, huh?"

"I'm not telling you." I stood up and went back to washing the dishes.

Quatre left the room, huffing about something not being fair. I wanted to tell him, but I couldn't start gabbing about it just then. I was too afraid that what happened last night was a fluke.

The afternoon was spent in the pool, and then after another shower, in front of the TV. Fei-kun joined me a little while after I had sat down. He sat next to me, but he seemed so uncomfortable.

"Something the matter?" I asked.

"No."

"Fei?"

"Yes, Duo?"

"What is wrong?" I turned off the television, and faced him.

"Nothing is the matter. I was just enjoying your companionship."

I kissed him again. When he didn't throw me off, or anything else like that, I wrapped my arms around his neck. He slowly pulled me close to him and kissed me back slowly. I removed one of my arms from around his neck, took one of his hands, and placed my braid in it.

"M… Duo? What are you doing?"

"Giving myself to you. Last night was something special for me, and I wanted to let you know the only way I know how."

He growled and pinned me to the couch. "So, last night was not just some capricious thing for you?"

"Nothing I do is capricious. I always plan everything I do to some degree. Granted, I hadn't planned on making love to you, but I don't regret it."

He leaned down and placed his head close to my ear. "Wo ai ni." He whispered softly.

"Oh, Fei." I kissed him again, and pulled him down, so he was lying on top of me.

I could feel his arousal grow against my leg, and I rubbed my awakening member across him. The friction was wonderful. I moaned into our kiss. He ran one hand over my body, while his other was still gripping my braid. I was in heaven.

I took one of my hands and ran it under his shirt. The planes of his chest and stomach were wonderful to my touch. All his silky soft skin was covering hard steel muscle. My other hand found its way into his hair. I pulled the tie out of its hold. His hair fell around his face. He looked wonderfully sexy right then.

Before we got any farther though, there was a surprised squeak from the direction of one of the many doorways.

"I'm so sorry. I'll just let you two alone." Quatre said, obviously flabbergasted.

"Hm, maybe we should save this for another time?" Wufei arched one of his eyebrows at me.

I stuck out my bottom lip, but thought about what he said. "I suppose I could be persuaded to hold out on this. But I would need some real convincing."

He snorted. "Of course you would. How about I promise you a repeat of last night later?"

I got even harder at the memory of our first night together. "Um, kay."

"Good." He kissed me deeply, and then walked out of the room.

Timing. Does no one in this house have it? I sat up and turned the TV back on. There was nothing on. Shit. I turned the TV off again, and walked up to my room.

My room was just like I left it this morning. Maybe, just maybe, Wu-bebi was right. It was getting kinda hard to walk in here. So, I broke down and started straightening up.

I was picking up my discarded clothing from the night before, when there was a knock on my door. I threw the clothes in my closet, and opened the door. Wufei was standing there, looking not too happy with something.

" 'Smatter?" I asked him, opening the door wider, and inviting him inside.

He looked around. "You cleaned?"

"You noticed? Anyway, what's the matter?"

He sighed and sat down on the bed. He then gestured for me to sit down.

"Uh oh. Tell me what's wrong."

He sighed yet again. "Duo, I have a mission."

It was my turn to sigh as I sat next to him on the bed. "Oh?"

"Yes. Master O just mailed me with my specs."

"Ok, so why do you look so upset about it?"

"It's for a week."

"A week?" I looked into his deep ebony eyes. "There's more, isn't there?"

"Aa. It's a no communication mission." He looked away.

"Ah, that's why you are upset? Because we won't be able to talk for a whole week."

"Yes, partly." He looked at me again and brought my face close to his. "I don't want to leave you, but the mission has to be done."

"I understand that. Don't worry. If I get called away, I'll find a way to contact you. If I have to email you like 500 times, I'll do it." I kissed him softly and quickly on his lips. "I promise."

He looked a little relieved.

"So, when do you leave?"

"As soon as possible."

"You, mean as soon as you leave my room?"

"Well, yes, that." He looked grim again.

I thought about my options for a moment. I could just jump him, and have a quickie right then and there. Or, I could wait, and when we saw each other next, we could make slow love, if he was still interested. But something about the look in his eyes told me that he would.

"Fine, I will see you in a week." I crossed my arms over my chest.

"I thought you would put up more of a fight about this." He blinked several times.

"What could I do about it? Yell? Get angry? Cry? Not talk to anyone? That's not reasonable. Nor would it be very "honorable." The only thing I can do is to wait for you to come home. And make you want to come home sooner." I winked suggestively at him.

"Ah, yes, that. Well, I will try and get back quickly." He stood up and headed for the door.

I followed him, and put my hand on his shoulder. "Wo ai Ni, Wufei." I accompanied that with a deep and passionate kiss.

He groaned, and kissed me back. "You are making this hard, Duo."

I rubbed against his erection, which was growing every second. "I know." I replied slyly.

He shook his head, and hugged me. "Wo ai Ni. Seven days till I see you again. I will be back by then."

"I know, Wu-bebi." I softly pushed him out of my room. "Now, go, before it gets worse."

"Okay." He turned down the hall and headed to his room. I saw him open the door a little, bend over, grab a pick duffle bag, close his door, and then walked down the hall, and out of my sight.

I closed my door gently, fighting back the hard emotions boiling over in me. I spent so much time obsessing over Heero, and when I finally find someone who will love me, they are taken away from me. I was in the middle of my little pity-party, when there was a tap on the door.

"Duo, you want to go out for dinner? We can have pizza."

I looked at the clock on my laptop. It was only 6:30 pm. "Yeah, give me a few minutes." I looked about my room, grabbed a clean shirt, and just hurriedly changed into it. No sense going out looking rumpled.

Quatre was still in the hall when I emerged from my hole. "Are you ready?"

"Yeah, as ready as I'll ever be. Let's go."

"Well, where do you want to go?"

"Chinese food?"

He blinked a few times. "But you always complain when Wufei cooks it."

I looked at him determinedly. "That's what I want. Is that ok?"

"Yeah. Let's go."

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Dinner was the slowest and most horrible 2 hours of my life. The drive was pleasant enough. Quatre turned the radio on, and there was an oldies marathon. It was fun trying to teach him the words to the song "Crash" by Dave Matthews Band.

When we arrived at the restaurant, there was a nice looking Chinese guy there that looked a lot like Fei. It wouldn't have been a problem, except that he was our waiter. He would come over every 5 minutes, and my body would react, aka constant wood.

Quatre tried to make the best of it, and ordered something that was close to some of the meals that Fei made. It was good, but it just wasn't the same. Quatre tried to keep me talking and somewhat normal, but I wasn't into it.

After we had eaten and paid for our meal, leaving a huge tip for the waiter, we headed home. It was 8:30 pm already so I just told Quatre that I was going to bed.

And here I am. Oh wait, I'm getting a beep.

SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!

G just replied. I have a mission. A week long too. In Siberia. Watching a damn OZ factory. I knew that beaked bastard would screw me over on my next mission.

Fine, I'll pack, write Wu an email, tell Q-bean, and go. Shit, this really sucks. Well till next time, I'm still alive, and horny.

~ Duo Maxwell