Title: Gundam Diaries: Part 10 ~ Heero

Author: Makoto Sagara

Pairings: 5x2, 3x4, 1+2

Warnings: angst, shonen ai, language, OOC, and confuzzlement

Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing.  I never will own it.  I am just using the G-boys for a little fun, and I promise to bring them back in excellent condition.  I make no money off of writing this fic, only a very nasty muse off my back.

Author notes: Since part 9 took so much time, (I have no idea why it took so long anyway.  Heero is much harder to write.) I have quickly typed off part 10 for all of us who were wondering where the hell Heero and Trowa got whisked away to.  I hope this makes up for the last part taking far too long.

April 3rd, AC 195… 22:30:00

I am still having trouble within myself.  Every moment alone, I find myself thinking of the braided baka.  I have managed to keep myself mission oriented, while it was necessary.  I feel Barton knows nothing about this.  I have taken great pains to maintain my normal self.  Training dictates that I be nothing but a soldier, and follow the mission.

The mission so far has been quite productive.  The school chosen for our "stay" is close enough to the OZ base, that we don't have to go far to get what is needed.  The required information is being obtained in the fastest manner possible.  Barton and I have strove to get this accomplished as quickly as possible.

The only problem is that Relena has shown up yet again.  I am slightly concerned that she may give us away.  We can not afford any liabilities.  Barton and I are trying to keep a low profile.  It doesn't work if SHE is here.

She has somehow managed a dance to which everyone MUST attend.  Barton does not seem to like this idea anymore than I do, and we have talked it over.  Unfortunately, neither of us have figured out a way to get out of attending.  The teachers at the school are all excited, as are all of the students.

This dance is tomorrow night.  I will go, but only for as long a time as I can spare.  It is my turn to hack into the enemy database.  The longest I can figure I will be allowed to take from my real work is about an hour.  That should satisfy Relena and the school staff.

I feel there is something missing in my venture, though.  I can not stop thinking of Maxwell.  The very thought of him is starting to plague my dreams.  Ever since the kiss, he has been in my thoughts.  I want to touch him, and feel his arms again.  And yet, I have a feeling that I won't be able to.

Then, there is Chang.  I know how he feels about the boy.  Though he tries to hide his feelings, he has failed.  The only one who hasn't seen it is Maxwell.  When I left with Barton for the mission, I still hadn't seen either pilot.  Hopefully, Winner gave my message to the baka.  I had no message for Chang.  I have said all that I am going to on that subject.

Hold on, I have an incoming message…

This is totally suspicious.  I just received an email from Winner explaining that Chang and Maxwell were sent on separate missions within hours of one another.  When I hacked into the doctors' databases, there was no mention of upcoming missions.  The only doctor to have any new information was Doctor H and that was FROM Winner.  What the hell is going on here?

I will try and hack into the databases once more, and see if I can't obtain more information along the way.

~ Yuy Heero