Title: Gundam Diaries Part 34 - Heero
Author: Makoto Sagara
Category: Angst, Romance
Pairings: 5x2x5, 3x4; 1 plus 2, R plus 1
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Shonen ai, language, OOC, angst, crazy Relena
Disclaimers: I make no money, so suing is pointless. I'm moving, and therefore, any and all money I make is going into the 'Mako needs a car and a new bed' fund. But, seeing as how I don't even have two pennies to rub together, I think that's a moot point.
A/N: Last chapter all and this has taken me over a year to write. Wow, I never expected the story to get so long and complicated. I hope that you have enjoyed reading this as much as I have enjoyed writing it. The only thing that will happen with Gundam Diaries is the Epilogue. This chapter was inspired by Hoobastank's song, "The Reason". Listen to it! It works! (Goes to find lyrics to add to the end of the chapter)
Dedication: To Allie, for giving me the song and supporting me from nearly the beginning of this long, horrid trek. Thank you so much for sticking behind me. You have no idea how much that really means to me. LOVE YOU!
April 29th, AC 195... 15:08:29
I am currently watching Relena and Dorothy. The sane one looks like she's laughing at Relena's very vivid show of being ill. Of course, there is a tape playing over and over in horrid loops. Duo's doing, no doubt. In fact, I pretty much knew what he was going to do when he said he had a present for the girls to enjoy for their stay at the 'cabin'.
Although, I think that would be a bit nice when you think about the size. It's basically one large room with a small bathroom built into one of the corners. Oh well, it's nothing that what both of them deserve.
I've been watching them off and on for the last three days. Relena alternates between staring at the television in horror and crying on the bed. Dorothy alternates between watching the tape avidly and playing cards at the small table in front of the couch. I'm actually sort of pleased with the fact that I remembered to set up the one camera in the corner.
It's about time that I call the authorities and let them know that they girls are up there with illegal narcotics. What no one else knows is that there are illegal drugs stashed in the house. I failed to mention that to the other pilots. I didn't see the point in letting them in on that small fact. There are no fingerprints on them, of course, but that won't matter when they are arrested.
For some reason, the thought of seeing Relena behind bars is actually quite entertaining. Even if the charges won't stick, it's the thought that counts. That's the saying, correct?
I am finally willing to let Duo go and be happy with Chang. I knew he would never be mine the moment I hit him, but I suppose it took a while for the logic to actually process in my mind. I have never lost anything, but I see now that he is actually happier with Chang than I could have ever made him. For that, I am grateful, and Duo and I are slowly rebuilding our friendship through emails.
He's as verbose in writing as he is when he speaks. I think it's one of his quirks, but it's a bit refreshing to know that it's just part of his personality. I do know that he can be quiet, and at those times, he says more than when he actually talks. Yes, I am slowly becoming a human, thanks to him.
I think I'm ready to begin looking for myself now.
Kuso, Zechs is just as insane as his sister. I have to go stop him from blowing up the Earth with his crazy plans with Libra. I will try and write more later.
Until then.
Heero Yuy
The Reason, By Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
Author: Makoto Sagara
Category: Angst, Romance
Pairings: 5x2x5, 3x4; 1 plus 2, R plus 1
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Shonen ai, language, OOC, angst, crazy Relena
Disclaimers: I make no money, so suing is pointless. I'm moving, and therefore, any and all money I make is going into the 'Mako needs a car and a new bed' fund. But, seeing as how I don't even have two pennies to rub together, I think that's a moot point.
A/N: Last chapter all and this has taken me over a year to write. Wow, I never expected the story to get so long and complicated. I hope that you have enjoyed reading this as much as I have enjoyed writing it. The only thing that will happen with Gundam Diaries is the Epilogue. This chapter was inspired by Hoobastank's song, "The Reason". Listen to it! It works! (Goes to find lyrics to add to the end of the chapter)
Dedication: To Allie, for giving me the song and supporting me from nearly the beginning of this long, horrid trek. Thank you so much for sticking behind me. You have no idea how much that really means to me. LOVE YOU!
April 29th, AC 195... 15:08:29
I am currently watching Relena and Dorothy. The sane one looks like she's laughing at Relena's very vivid show of being ill. Of course, there is a tape playing over and over in horrid loops. Duo's doing, no doubt. In fact, I pretty much knew what he was going to do when he said he had a present for the girls to enjoy for their stay at the 'cabin'.
Although, I think that would be a bit nice when you think about the size. It's basically one large room with a small bathroom built into one of the corners. Oh well, it's nothing that what both of them deserve.
I've been watching them off and on for the last three days. Relena alternates between staring at the television in horror and crying on the bed. Dorothy alternates between watching the tape avidly and playing cards at the small table in front of the couch. I'm actually sort of pleased with the fact that I remembered to set up the one camera in the corner.
It's about time that I call the authorities and let them know that they girls are up there with illegal narcotics. What no one else knows is that there are illegal drugs stashed in the house. I failed to mention that to the other pilots. I didn't see the point in letting them in on that small fact. There are no fingerprints on them, of course, but that won't matter when they are arrested.
For some reason, the thought of seeing Relena behind bars is actually quite entertaining. Even if the charges won't stick, it's the thought that counts. That's the saying, correct?
I am finally willing to let Duo go and be happy with Chang. I knew he would never be mine the moment I hit him, but I suppose it took a while for the logic to actually process in my mind. I have never lost anything, but I see now that he is actually happier with Chang than I could have ever made him. For that, I am grateful, and Duo and I are slowly rebuilding our friendship through emails.
He's as verbose in writing as he is when he speaks. I think it's one of his quirks, but it's a bit refreshing to know that it's just part of his personality. I do know that he can be quiet, and at those times, he says more than when he actually talks. Yes, I am slowly becoming a human, thanks to him.
I think I'm ready to begin looking for myself now.
Kuso, Zechs is just as insane as his sister. I have to go stop him from blowing up the Earth with his crazy plans with Libra. I will try and write more later.
Until then.
Heero Yuy
The Reason, By Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you