AN:// ARGH Im so sorry, but if you would like to know whats keeping me from
updating this story, follow my link to The Last Day and read the authors
update on that one.. ONCE AGAIN so sorry to make you wait...
BABY?
Sakura sighed..taking a deep breath before screaming her head off...
"IM FREAKING PREGNAGHT!!!" She screamed at the top of her lungs, making Arisu jump.
"It's...It's... It's going to be ok," Arisu murmured quietly to herself. She didn't even think it was going to be alright.
"OKAY?!?!" Sakura screamed tears slowly forming. "MY LIFE BITES!!! FIRST, MY HUSBAND GETS IN BED WITH A SLUT, MAKING ME COME HERE, THEN SOME IDIOT OF A GUY MIASO IS TRICKS ME INTO TRUSTING HIM...AND THEN..THEN...HE-E VIOLATES ME-E AND IMPREGHNAUGHTS ME?!"
Sakura was on the floor by now crying harder and harder. "AND YOU KNOW THE WO-ORST THI-HING AB-BOUT THI-HIS?? She whispered her next words, "The worst thing... I-is that wh-hen I came home that day thinking, wow, me and Syaoran, we have a double income, that means I can finally have that little boy or girl I've always wanted."
"Oh Sakura, It's going to be alright," Arisu said kneeling next to her stroking her hair. "You'll see everything will be alright."
"No it wont," Sakura stopped bawling, tears came slowly running down her cheeks. "It's not alright, I'm carrying Miaso's child within me," she said softly rubbing her stomach. She lifelessly continued stroking her stomach then whispered viciously, " I HATE IT."
Sakura stopped stroking her stomach and gazed at the wall of the bathroom, before slowly getting up. She looked at Arisu and quietly said, "I'm sorry, but this is where I ask you to leave Arisu."
"It's alright, I understand, if you need me just call alright?" Arisu also rose to her feet giving Sakura a hug. "It's going to be alright sweety, you just see."
Sakura stood there lifelessly as Arisu let herself out, "Yea right," she said sarcastically. She walked out of the bathroom to the window to gaze at the view, as tears found their way down her cheeks.
"I wish it was yours Syaoran, I wish you were here, I wish I never saw you that day," Sakura cried quietly to herself.
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Syaoran returned to his bleak home, wishing his trip to Tokyo could have ended in a different way. He settled down in the couch that him and Sakura used to cuddle upon.
"Why, why couldn't you just give me another chance?" he questioned the empty house. Everything in there was a constant reminder of their love...
The way house always smelled of sweet cherries
The chair she used to sit on waiting for him to return home
The bed that they once made love in
And the door she ran out of when she saw....
The house was filled with memories, and he didn't know what to quite do with it now. The first thought was to sell the house. He couldn't live in it now, being the house that they bought together. Nothing could rid Syaoran of his pain....
Suddenly the phone rang, he sighed and went to pick it up.
"Hello?"
"Syaoran..."
"SAKURA?"
"Yea.."
"Are you alright??"
"...."
"Do you want me to come?"
"...."
"Sakura?!" He questioned into the phone. He could hear sniffs, he instantly knew she was crying.
"SAKURA? LISTEN I'M COMING BACK I CAN'T LEAVE YOU LIKE THIS, JUST WAIT FOR ME OKAY?"
The phone clicked.. Sakura had hung up leaving Syaoran's mind racing... 'What did she call for.? Is she alright?' he asked himself. He quickly reminded himself that Sakura needed him, and he sped off to the airport once again.
'Just wait for me Sakura, I'll be there, please just wait' he thought frantically.
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Meanwhile Sakura was sitting legs curled up to herself. Thoughts racing through her mind....
Syaoran. She just called Syaoran, she didn't know how it happened, but it happened. Some part of her, just begged to see him again, beg him for help for the next choice she was about to make...
ABORTION...she swore to herself as a teenager she would never ever kill her own child... But what about now??
She felt so conflicted inside, but she knew Syaoran was on his way... Even though he is a part of the reason she is in this now..Sakura knew deep inside her, he's the only one that can help....
Once again keeping herself together, Sakura stared at the door, waiting for him to be there any minute...
AN:// ONCE AGAIN SO SORRY JUST TOO BUSY!
BABY?
Sakura sighed..taking a deep breath before screaming her head off...
"IM FREAKING PREGNAGHT!!!" She screamed at the top of her lungs, making Arisu jump.
"It's...It's... It's going to be ok," Arisu murmured quietly to herself. She didn't even think it was going to be alright.
"OKAY?!?!" Sakura screamed tears slowly forming. "MY LIFE BITES!!! FIRST, MY HUSBAND GETS IN BED WITH A SLUT, MAKING ME COME HERE, THEN SOME IDIOT OF A GUY MIASO IS TRICKS ME INTO TRUSTING HIM...AND THEN..THEN...HE-E VIOLATES ME-E AND IMPREGHNAUGHTS ME?!"
Sakura was on the floor by now crying harder and harder. "AND YOU KNOW THE WO-ORST THI-HING AB-BOUT THI-HIS?? She whispered her next words, "The worst thing... I-is that wh-hen I came home that day thinking, wow, me and Syaoran, we have a double income, that means I can finally have that little boy or girl I've always wanted."
"Oh Sakura, It's going to be alright," Arisu said kneeling next to her stroking her hair. "You'll see everything will be alright."
"No it wont," Sakura stopped bawling, tears came slowly running down her cheeks. "It's not alright, I'm carrying Miaso's child within me," she said softly rubbing her stomach. She lifelessly continued stroking her stomach then whispered viciously, " I HATE IT."
Sakura stopped stroking her stomach and gazed at the wall of the bathroom, before slowly getting up. She looked at Arisu and quietly said, "I'm sorry, but this is where I ask you to leave Arisu."
"It's alright, I understand, if you need me just call alright?" Arisu also rose to her feet giving Sakura a hug. "It's going to be alright sweety, you just see."
Sakura stood there lifelessly as Arisu let herself out, "Yea right," she said sarcastically. She walked out of the bathroom to the window to gaze at the view, as tears found their way down her cheeks.
"I wish it was yours Syaoran, I wish you were here, I wish I never saw you that day," Sakura cried quietly to herself.
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.
.
Meanwhile
.
.
.
.
Syaoran returned to his bleak home, wishing his trip to Tokyo could have ended in a different way. He settled down in the couch that him and Sakura used to cuddle upon.
"Why, why couldn't you just give me another chance?" he questioned the empty house. Everything in there was a constant reminder of their love...
The way house always smelled of sweet cherries
The chair she used to sit on waiting for him to return home
The bed that they once made love in
And the door she ran out of when she saw....
The house was filled with memories, and he didn't know what to quite do with it now. The first thought was to sell the house. He couldn't live in it now, being the house that they bought together. Nothing could rid Syaoran of his pain....
Suddenly the phone rang, he sighed and went to pick it up.
"Hello?"
"Syaoran..."
"SAKURA?"
"Yea.."
"Are you alright??"
"...."
"Do you want me to come?"
"...."
"Sakura?!" He questioned into the phone. He could hear sniffs, he instantly knew she was crying.
"SAKURA? LISTEN I'M COMING BACK I CAN'T LEAVE YOU LIKE THIS, JUST WAIT FOR ME OKAY?"
The phone clicked.. Sakura had hung up leaving Syaoran's mind racing... 'What did she call for.? Is she alright?' he asked himself. He quickly reminded himself that Sakura needed him, and he sped off to the airport once again.
'Just wait for me Sakura, I'll be there, please just wait' he thought frantically.
.
.
.
.
.
Meanwhile Sakura was sitting legs curled up to herself. Thoughts racing through her mind....
Syaoran. She just called Syaoran, she didn't know how it happened, but it happened. Some part of her, just begged to see him again, beg him for help for the next choice she was about to make...
ABORTION...she swore to herself as a teenager she would never ever kill her own child... But what about now??
She felt so conflicted inside, but she knew Syaoran was on his way... Even though he is a part of the reason she is in this now..Sakura knew deep inside her, he's the only one that can help....
Once again keeping herself together, Sakura stared at the door, waiting for him to be there any minute...
AN:// ONCE AGAIN SO SORRY JUST TOO BUSY!