A/n: thanks to bob-the-bear, JeanPiper, kuro no Kaze, Piper+leo4eva, Jade-
hendrix, magical princess, tami, Cocoa, Charmed4life and Frances for
reviewing the last chapter. sorry it's been so long before this one has
come out but it was really hard to write...I dunno why! Anyway, hope you
enjoy...
*~*Chapter5*~*
I stand with a blank expression now
And I can't believe myself
Would someone tell me
How did I get here
*****
May 18th 2015
*Phoebe*
Auntie? The girl who answered the door called her auntie. How can that even be possible? I got confused and scared by the part of her life that I obviously missed so I ran. I wish I hadn't, I wish I'd stayed there to tell her all the things I want too, all the things I need too. She knows I'm back now. If she didn't see me, then Leo will have told her. She won't understand why I left, how can she when I don't fully understand myself.
I keep dwelling on the girl who answered the door and the other girl too. The one by the stairs. She struck me the most-she looks so much like Piper did when she was about 11; the same hair, the same build. Only she looks like Leo too, in ways that are more subtle; so subtle I can't describe them, but they are there all the same. She has to be their daughter. My niece.
The girl who answered the door was younger though, about 8years old I'd guess. there's probably an easy explanation- a friends child maybe. But I know that's not right, part of me, somewhere deep down knows that that is just not the right explanation.
This is all driving me crazy. There is so much I need to do, to say. I want to go back but I can't. Not yet anyway. I need to think first-to clear my head. She's going to have questions and I need to make sure I have answers. I can't let her down, not again.
That is why I am here, for the second time in two days I'm at the place I avoided for 14 years. I'm with Prue. -x-
*Piper*
She's back. I guess a part of me knew she was before I saw her, well the back of her. But even from the back she is unmistakable. A few times in the past I've dared to hope that I've seen her, but even then a part of me knew that it just wasn't her. But now, this time, I am sure and even the smallest look at Leo confirms that. He did see her face after all.
He is explaining to the children who 'the lady at the door' (as they are calling her) was. They know about Phoebe, I didn't want to keep that from them, but the younger ones especially won't have associated the 'visitor' with their Aunt Phoebe. How could they? Only Melinda and Charlotte saw he face.
So, while they are home, I am here. To tell the truth, I don't know what I am going to do, I don't even know how I got here. I asked Paige if she wanted to come, but she is confused and I don't blame her. She always knew she had another sister, she always knew about Phoebe and what she did; that she left. But she knows that Phoebe knows nothing about her. She said she wants to wait, that she needs some time first. She also said that I knew what I had to do next. And I guess she was right.
I got into the car and I ended up here. I took all the right turns without thinking about it, changing gear, turning the wheel without any conscious decision. And now I am here I know that she's here too and I am more confused than ever before. I know that I have to go in to the mausoleum and I know she'll be there. How did I end up here, in this situation? I just wish someone could tell me what to do and what to say. -x-
***** A/N: hope you liked it and I'm sorry if it was a bit short. Please review...thanks a million!
*~*Chapter5*~*
I stand with a blank expression now
And I can't believe myself
Would someone tell me
How did I get here
*****
May 18th 2015
*Phoebe*
Auntie? The girl who answered the door called her auntie. How can that even be possible? I got confused and scared by the part of her life that I obviously missed so I ran. I wish I hadn't, I wish I'd stayed there to tell her all the things I want too, all the things I need too. She knows I'm back now. If she didn't see me, then Leo will have told her. She won't understand why I left, how can she when I don't fully understand myself.
I keep dwelling on the girl who answered the door and the other girl too. The one by the stairs. She struck me the most-she looks so much like Piper did when she was about 11; the same hair, the same build. Only she looks like Leo too, in ways that are more subtle; so subtle I can't describe them, but they are there all the same. She has to be their daughter. My niece.
The girl who answered the door was younger though, about 8years old I'd guess. there's probably an easy explanation- a friends child maybe. But I know that's not right, part of me, somewhere deep down knows that that is just not the right explanation.
This is all driving me crazy. There is so much I need to do, to say. I want to go back but I can't. Not yet anyway. I need to think first-to clear my head. She's going to have questions and I need to make sure I have answers. I can't let her down, not again.
That is why I am here, for the second time in two days I'm at the place I avoided for 14 years. I'm with Prue. -x-
*Piper*
She's back. I guess a part of me knew she was before I saw her, well the back of her. But even from the back she is unmistakable. A few times in the past I've dared to hope that I've seen her, but even then a part of me knew that it just wasn't her. But now, this time, I am sure and even the smallest look at Leo confirms that. He did see her face after all.
He is explaining to the children who 'the lady at the door' (as they are calling her) was. They know about Phoebe, I didn't want to keep that from them, but the younger ones especially won't have associated the 'visitor' with their Aunt Phoebe. How could they? Only Melinda and Charlotte saw he face.
So, while they are home, I am here. To tell the truth, I don't know what I am going to do, I don't even know how I got here. I asked Paige if she wanted to come, but she is confused and I don't blame her. She always knew she had another sister, she always knew about Phoebe and what she did; that she left. But she knows that Phoebe knows nothing about her. She said she wants to wait, that she needs some time first. She also said that I knew what I had to do next. And I guess she was right.
I got into the car and I ended up here. I took all the right turns without thinking about it, changing gear, turning the wheel without any conscious decision. And now I am here I know that she's here too and I am more confused than ever before. I know that I have to go in to the mausoleum and I know she'll be there. How did I end up here, in this situation? I just wish someone could tell me what to do and what to say. -x-
***** A/N: hope you liked it and I'm sorry if it was a bit short. Please review...thanks a million!