Cassie's POV

It's been a month now.

I can't believe it, I have lost my second mother, and I don't know.

Its only been a month

Sam has been great! I mean she lost her mom, so she's been a regular wealth of knowledge for me.

Sometimes she just sits and listens to me, and others…well knows just what I need, when I need it.

There are days where all I want to do is sit in my room and cry.

I had one of those days the other day.

Sam was too, I could hear her in her room crying.

It's so hard on all of us.

Jack has been a rock for both Sam and I.

I don't know what I would do without him.

They have grown closer, and I am so happy for them. They deserve whatever happiness they can get.

A few days after my mom's funeral, they sat down with me and General Hammond, and told me what was going to happen.

I insisted that they didn't have to break up SG-1 and that I would be ok on my own for a few days.

In truth, I really wanted them both here all the time.

So when the General told me of the new plan for them and the team, I was happy.

I could have my make shift family, and they wouldn't be in as much danger.

I can't lose another family. I can't lose Sam and jack or Daniel(who I am really worried about) and Teal'c.

I can see that lately, Sam has wanted to spend more time with me, and all I have wanted to do is spend time with my friends.

I feel bad, but all I am really doing is trying to get some sort of regularity back into my life.

And well I am 16, not that Sam isn't great, but a girl needs her teenage friends.

Maybe we should all have a BBQ at the house this weekend?

Humm, that's an idea I will have to talk with Jack about tonight. Sam has to work late, which is okay. She is home everyday now around 6pm, and doesn't go into until almost 9am. I remember mom always complaining that Sam never left work, she couldn't get her to leave the base, and that sort of thing.

Now, she is the first one out the door so to speak. So I don't mind a night here or there where she has to work late.

Jack said it would be a good night for just the two of us…humm wonder what THAT means…

I am going to go and wander off to cal Teal'c and get my homework done, I have a feeling tonight is going to be a bit of a…umm.. I dunno…surprise if you may.

With Jack O'Neill, who knows what's going to happen.