A/N: thank you to Piperleo4eva, Francesca, Anarra, Magical Princess, Piper, Svata2004, Gryffindor620, Cocoa and bob-the-bear for reviewing the last chapter. Sorry this is so late in coming but I hope you enjoy...
Chapter 8
She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya
And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
You couldn't stand to be near me
May 19th 2015
Phoebe
I couldn't sleep last night. There was just too much to think about that it makes my head spin I need to write it down, that's the only way it's even going to start and make sense.
Another sister? How is that even possible? Mom and dad split up when I was only a baby there's no way...unless...no. Could she? Could...Paige...be someone else's, but who's. Sam's? I guess that would explain why we didn't know about her. Well why I wouldn't know about her. Piper has known about her for...god I don't even know how long. How did she even found out about her? I feel so lost, I've missed so much more than I ever let myself think I would. At least this explains the girl who answered the manor door; she must be her daughter....my niece.
Lara still hasn't said a word to me since she asked me if she could see Piper. She's just kept to her room. She doesn't know if she can even trust me anymore and that hurts like hell. I love her so much; she's my daughter for goodness sake! And now she can't even look at me.
How did I manage to screw everything up so much?
Lara
I'm scared, nervous and excited all at the same time. I'm finally getting the one thing I've spent a lot of my life wishing for; a family. But what about the magic thing? I don't think I'm ready for something like that. It's just too much at the minute.
I wonder what Piper will be like...will she even like me? God I sound so stupid, but I don't know what else to do. Normally I'd talk to mom about this sort of stuff but I can't anymore. Things have changed. She's lied to me for my entire life and now I know the truth I'm not sure I want too. She left her sister and I don't know how that will ever be okay. Why did things have to change so much?
Help! We have to go now. Oh no! Please let everything be okay!!
Melinda
There is such a strange atmosphere today. No one quite knows what to do or say. Normally we are the most comfortable people with each other in the world but today...everyone is in various stages of nervousness, worry and curiosity.
Aunt Paige is probably the worst; she's so nervous about meeting Phoebe, I think she has a lot that she wants to say to her but doesn't quite know how. Out of us all it's only Mom and Dad who have spoken to her before, well apart from Charlotte, but that isn't the same. At the moment I don't think a lot of us, if any, like Phoebe because of what she did when Aunt Prue died. I don't want to not like her but I don't know how to get past that.
I'm the most excited about meeting Lara; I think most of us are. We have no reason not to like her, i mean, none of this is her fault. I'm the only one who has seen her but that was at school, and I didn't even talk to her so it doesn't really count. It'll be good to have another cousin, and especially one that is nearer my age than Helena and Charlotte, because, although they are really fun, you can't really talk to them properly.
I wonder if Lara knows about magic and her powers. Mom said we can't talk to her about it unless she asks us first because she might not know. I'd hate not knowing about my powers; it's hard to imagine what it would be like not to have any idea at all about magic and stuff. Still it'll be fun to find out her powers.
A car has just pulled up outside; they're here. I have to go!
A/N: I appolpgise if this is a bit rubbish and I know It's short and I'm sorry I haven't got into them actually meeting yet but i'm finding it really hard to write for some reason. Now... you might hate me but please don't too much! I'm just about to start my GCSEs at school (for those of you who don't know, they are about 14 exams over a 4 week period that I have been working for for 2 years and basically decide what I can do at sixth form/ college next year.) That means that a lot of my time is going to be spent revising which means there will be few, if any, updates over the next month. But the good news is that once I've done them I don't have to go back to school till September so I'll be able to update a lot more then... Sorry!!
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