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James steared his broom gently, this made him feel better.He wished he could fly for ever, and wonder if he did, if he could reach the moon....and stay there for ever.

But he would miss her.....

~*~
The hot water from the shower relaxed her, and she let out a soft moan of satisfaction, as the hot water softened her stiff muscles. Her thoughts wandered to James as water fell on her shoulders. His swing of mood had been so unexpected, he'd been really weird, had she said really stupid last nigth to make him feel unconfortable? had she done anything stupid? She knew James hadn't told her everything, he was acting weird and was avoiding eye contact. She usually showed the same sings when she lied she, she wouldn't be surprised if James was lying to her, maybe it had made him so unconfortable he didnt want her to know?

She came out of the shower promptly, a towel wrapped around her body, she was feeling much more relaxed.

"Had a good time in the shower?" she was stratled, Sirius was sitting comfortably in one of the wooden chairs. Remus Lupin was next to him, he had been reading, but now he was looking up at Lily, it took her a few seconds to realize she was practically naked.

She hurriedly reached for her bag and went hastily to the bathroom, she heard Sirius chuckle from the small table.

"Sirius" she said in a tone that was clearly of a mother how was going to scold her son "You should let me know when your gonna be here, what if I'd decided I didn't need a towel?" she asked, pointing a scolding finger at him.

"Oh, I wouldn't have minded. Plus I think you'd feel much more unconfortable if I'd walk on you while you were taking a shower" he smirked knowingly as Lily nodded in agreement.

"So, where's James anyway?" asked Remus speaking for the first time.

"Hi, Rem, well I don't really know where he is, he went flying though" she said a frown crosed her feautures as what she had ben thinking in the shower came back to her.

"Oh, we thought he was sleeping so we didn't make much noise when we came inn" said Remus smiling at Lily.

"It's 2 or something like that, wouldn't it be weird if he was still sleeping?" she asked as she pulled a chair next to them.

"Well, maybe you kept him up all night....." said Sirius joking, little did he know he was exactly right.

"Not funny" said Lily she stuck out his tongue at him.

"Well, we have good news but we need James to be here too" said Sirius, in a more serious (hmmm) and business-like tone.

"Just tell me....and why weren't you here last night?" asked Lily.

"First We need both of you, second your not my mum, and third I was out partying" said Sirius now being his turn to stick his tongue out.

~*~
He kept flying trying to ignore the numbness of his body, it was so cold up there near the clouds, in the rush of getting out of the house he even forgot to wear robes. He was only wearing a t-shirt and pants.

As it got colder he got angrier, at everything and everyone. It was all hatred towards his grandmother, ALL her fault he thought furiously as he flew no where in particular.

I could just pretend, it has worked for years, why shouldn't it work now?

Because he had tasted her

The fact that he had spent a whole night with her, in a hormonal explosion made impossible to petend he didn't feel anything. He had barely been away for an hour and all he wanted to do was bury his face in her red silky hair, that wonderfull smell of lilies he had breathed last night....he wanted his nostrils to be filled with the rich essence of her hair, her skin....He just wanted to be with her so bad.....It was the only way, he had to pretend.

He had to play pranks on her, blame everything bad that happened to him on her, like he had done years before.

James turned and went back to the cabin, slowing down before coming to a halt and dismounting his broom. He oppened the door and stepped inside.

"There's James, now spill it Sirius" said Lily in a somewhat exited voice.

It took James a few seconds to realize that his best buddies, Remus Lupin and Sirius Black, were sitting casually in the table, he grinned at them. It made James happy to see Remus and Sirius, and know that he had such great friends.

"Well" said Sirius in a serious tone "Your wedding has been called off" This took a few seconds to sink in Lily's brain, her face split into an ear to ear delighted smile, and she hugged the person who was bext to her tightly. This person happened to be James.

How could he hate her when her hair smelled so good, when her skin was so soft? James felt himself hugging her back. A small part of his brain was telling him to break the hug and look highly disturbed because she had touched him, but he loved being touched by her...

"Are you serious?" she asked incrediously, she was beaming.

"Yes, am always Sirius" he said smiling at Lily and then grinning at James, he grinned back. He was feeling shocked, sad, pleased, and curious all at the same time. James had never felt that way before.

"How, Why, When?" where the three words that sttutered out of James mouth, he was obviously shocked.

"Oh mate, well your dad told her off, I've never seen him have a go at anyone like that he was going on about how he should have stopped this ages ago, that he shouldn't have allowed it in the first place, and that it had led no where and now you were gone and they have no clue as to your where-abouts.... Oh and your dad moved out to one of those houses he inherited" Sirius said all of this very fast, in one breath, and delighted saw that James was revealing a bright, happy smile.

"my...My Dad...er he told her all that?" James asked impressed, with a tint of pride in his voice.

"Yeah anywyas we came here to tell you that you guys can go back home now" said SIrius beaming at both Lily, who was speechless and smiling, at James whose facial expressions revealed awe. Remus had been quiet but he was watching Lily and James, both with great amusment, and he was also grinning.

THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT REVIEWED MY LAST CHAPTERS....SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG SCHOOL IS OVERWHELMING AND I HAD A BIT OF A BLOCK, I HOPE THIS IS GOOD THOUGH....BOOO BI

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