Thing's I'll Never Say
Note: Please don't ask why I decided to do a songfic now, because I seriously don't know why. I was listening to this the other day and it just clicked.
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows.
"He's right over there" I thought. He's working on his homework. I should go over there and talk to him.
I begin to play with a lock of my hair. I twist it around my finger, as I always do when I'm nervous.
"Calm down, Ginny, he'll know something's up if you don't." I say to myself, trying to find the courage to stand.
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red.
I'm searching for the words inside my head
I begin to stand up and start walking over to him. I look down at my feet as he turns his head to see who's coming, for if I don't, I know I will be lost for words, the way his brilliant green eyes peirce my heart.
"Hey Ginny." I feel my entire face turn almost as red as my hair.
"What's up?" There. I look up. And, just as I knew it, I was completly senseless of everything around me.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous.
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah
"Um, Harry, can I talk to you?"
Why was I trying to make my voice so even? It only made it sound worse.
"Because you're in love" I tell myself.
Yeah, that was it.
If I could say what I wanna say. I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see, I wanna see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away.
With these things I'll never say.
If only I could tell him how I really felt.
Kiss him every night.
Be held in his arms
I would see him bend on one knee
He would marry me
"Harry, I love you"
Yeah right, like I would say that.
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind?
Thinking of what I wish I could say was stupid
It only wasted precious time as he sits and stares at me with interest.
If only he knew...
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
I knew I couldn't do it
It wouold take me nowhere
Why couldn't I just tell him?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect.
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah.
I stood there, so nervous as thoughts of what to say pop into my mind, each crazier than the next.
I flattened my shirt, trying to make it look better
"He's worth it" I keep telling myself, though I already know it.
Yes, he was.
If I could say what I wanna say, I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see
I wanna see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
On these things I'll never say
I wish I could tell him
Tell all of it
Tell how I dream of nights under the stars
And watching him as he pulls out a diamond ring
Gets on one knee
And asks if I would marry him, and I'd hug him, kiss him and cry, saying yes
I'm wishing away this time with him, I have to say it
I so wish I could.
What's wrong
With my tounge
These words keep slipping away
I stutter
I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say.
What's wrong with me?
Why can't I just tell him?
The words never escape my lips, the one I so dearly wish he would kiss
"H-Harry..."
I almost fall as I walk closer towards him
He'll think I've got nothing to say.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah
I'm so nervous, but I have to do it
I once again flatter my shirt
"Um, Harry, can we go somewhere else to talk?"
"Yeah." he says, and we begin to go up the steps to him dormitory.
Note: Please don't ask why I decided to do a songfic now, because I seriously don't know why. I was listening to this the other day and it just clicked.
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows.
"He's right over there" I thought. He's working on his homework. I should go over there and talk to him.
I begin to play with a lock of my hair. I twist it around my finger, as I always do when I'm nervous.
"Calm down, Ginny, he'll know something's up if you don't." I say to myself, trying to find the courage to stand.
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red.
I'm searching for the words inside my head
I begin to stand up and start walking over to him. I look down at my feet as he turns his head to see who's coming, for if I don't, I know I will be lost for words, the way his brilliant green eyes peirce my heart.
"Hey Ginny." I feel my entire face turn almost as red as my hair.
"What's up?" There. I look up. And, just as I knew it, I was completly senseless of everything around me.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous.
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah
"Um, Harry, can I talk to you?"
Why was I trying to make my voice so even? It only made it sound worse.
"Because you're in love" I tell myself.
Yeah, that was it.
If I could say what I wanna say. I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see, I wanna see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away.
With these things I'll never say.
If only I could tell him how I really felt.
Kiss him every night.
Be held in his arms
I would see him bend on one knee
He would marry me
"Harry, I love you"
Yeah right, like I would say that.
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind?
Thinking of what I wish I could say was stupid
It only wasted precious time as he sits and stares at me with interest.
If only he knew...
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
I knew I couldn't do it
It wouold take me nowhere
Why couldn't I just tell him?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect.
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah.
I stood there, so nervous as thoughts of what to say pop into my mind, each crazier than the next.
I flattened my shirt, trying to make it look better
"He's worth it" I keep telling myself, though I already know it.
Yes, he was.
If I could say what I wanna say, I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see
I wanna see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
On these things I'll never say
I wish I could tell him
Tell all of it
Tell how I dream of nights under the stars
And watching him as he pulls out a diamond ring
Gets on one knee
And asks if I would marry him, and I'd hug him, kiss him and cry, saying yes
I'm wishing away this time with him, I have to say it
I so wish I could.
What's wrong
With my tounge
These words keep slipping away
I stutter
I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say.
What's wrong with me?
Why can't I just tell him?
The words never escape my lips, the one I so dearly wish he would kiss
"H-Harry..."
I almost fall as I walk closer towards him
He'll think I've got nothing to say.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah
I'm so nervous, but I have to do it
I once again flatter my shirt
"Um, Harry, can we go somewhere else to talk?"
"Yeah." he says, and we begin to go up the steps to him dormitory.