A/N:-Ok, this is an R rated chapter, i repeat...R rated


James – March 1981

I sat on the sofa in the living room. I had my arm around Lily, who quietly leaned against my body. Dumbeldore stood in front of us looking rather serious. We knew what this was about. After Lily's family had died he'd come to us with fresh concerns for our safety. Lily really didn't like it but she hadn't really had the strength to fight at all. I gave Lily's shoulders a reassuring squeeze and a small smile spread on her face.

"I'm afraid to say that there is a spy in the order and according to my sources, the spy is telling Voldemort everything." Dumbledore said. Lily frowned. "He knows everything about your family even where you live." Dumbledore had taken to repeating the order meetings at our house because he refused to endanger us by making us go to the school.

"But there hasn't been any-" I started to say but Dumbledore nodded.

"There has. I have had Order members guarding your house and there have been several deatheaters wondering the streets of Godric's Hollow." Dumbledore said.

"A spy? Do you know who it is?" Lily asked quietly. Dumbledore shook his head gravely.

"I'm afraid I don't. The only thing I do know is that it is someone very close to you." Dumbledore said. "Someone who seems to know almost everything about your family."

"But the only people are April, Sirius, Remus, Jenny and Peter." I said with a frown. Dumbledore nodded.

"And they are the people I suspect. One of them is the spy." Dumbledore told us. I felt Lily tense and I myself felt slightly awkward and annoyed at this. None of them would ever betray us. Though I had to admit that some of the stuff that they had been doing recently was a bit suspicious but I trusted them.

"So you're telling us that one of our friends is a spy?" Lily asked

"Yes, I'm afraid I am." Dumbledore said gravely.

"They'd never do anything like that" Lily said, "I can trust them all, none of them-"

"Yes, I know you feel that Lily but Voldemort somehow knows everything you do. You know as much as I do how much Voldemort wants you dead. I have spoken to your friends about it and I have not yet been able to contact Jenny, I am sending Fawkes tonight with a letter. I highly doubt it is Jenny though. For the obvious reason that she lives in China and doesn't know half of what you do in England-"

"Wales" I corrected quietly. Dumbledore gave me a soft smile.

"Wales. I don't know what to do about this, I know I can't stop you from actually seeing your friends but I'm afraid that in order to be safer both of you will need to stay at home." Dumbledore said. I sat up at this.

"You mean stay home, like quit my job?" I asked. Dumbledore nodded. "But-"

"James it is for the best, I also highly recommend you consider the Fidelius charm." Dumbledore said. Lily looked at him in shock while I was just confused.

"The what charm?" I asked him.

"No." Lily said flatly. "If we perform that charm we won't be allowed out of the house!" She said standing up. I looked at her.

"What's the Fidelius Charm?" I asked. Lily looked at me then at Dumbledore. He sighed and nodded.

"The Fidelius charm involves you choosing someone to be your secret keeper. Once you have performed the charm no one will be able to find your house unless the secret keeper themselves tells the person where the house is. It is the best and only way to hide from Voldemort."

"No." Lily said again. I looked at her. If that was the best way to hide then maybe it wouldn't be so bad. At least we could keep Harry in the house and know that he was safe. I knew, more ten Lily, that Voldemort's deatheaters were increasing in activity, there was a lot of stuff the Prophet was keeping hidden and keeping quiet, not wanting to panic the public. Lily didn't fully understand the kind of danger that we were in.

"Um, Professor, would you mind if we just considered it for now?" I asked him. Lily looked at me harshly.

"Yes, you may. I understand that by suggesting the charm I've put a heavy burden on you but my sources do tell me that you're Voldemort's main targets and you do understand how important it is that you are kept alive." Dumbledore said. I nodded and gave him a smile. Lily looked at me incredulously and gave a frustrated sigh before leaving the living room.

"I don't think Lily's very happy about it." I said. Dumbledore nodded.

"I do not expect that she is. It is a tough decision and with her family gone...I heard about her parent's funeral." Dumbledore said. "April told me what happened."

"I know, it kind of makes me happy that I don't have a brother or sister like Petunia." I said gravely. The funeral hadn't been much fun at all, well it shouldn't be fun but Petunia was just being a pig, blaming Lily for everything. Dumbledore got up.

"Well I must get going. There has been some trouble at the school recently. There has been some tension between the quidditch teams." He said getting up. I nodded and stood up as Dumbledore disapparated. Ok, now to find my wife. I knew where she would be. I walked up the stairs slowly and went to the bedroom. Lily was standing over the baby cot that was still in our bedroom. Neither of us wanted to move Harry to his own room so we kept him in ours. She then moved to the bed and sat on the end of the bed just stared at the wall. I went over and sat next to her. I wrapped an arm around her waist and looked at her. Lily put her head on my shoulder and closed her eyes.

"Do you really think our friends are spies?" She asked.

"I don't know. Things are so different now." I said, "Even at auror headquarters we don't know who to trust. I work with April because I'm not entirely sure of the others but I don't think that it's April that's the spy." Lily smiled and kissed my cheek.

"Thanks." She said. I knew she took it as a personal compliment, her and April were that close that they took compliments and insults that were directed to the other very personally. I pulled Lily into a kiss, which she returned. I let my tongue dance across her lips, trying to get entry into her mouth.

"Say please." She muttered.

"No." I said with a smile as I pulled her onto my legs. Lily gave me a sad smile and glanced at the clock by our bed. I looked as well, it was nearly eleven. Lily sighed.

"How long has it been since we slept with each other?" She asked. Of all things I was not expecting her to say that. My heart started going faster, I could almost count to the hour that we hadn't slept with each other.

"Over a year." I said. Lily nodded.

"That's what I thought." She said. She jumped off my legs and pulled me to my feet. As soon as I was on my feet I pulled Lily into one of the fiercest kisses I'd ever given her, my hands wandered all over her body, slipping under her clothes and touching the soft skin underneath. I heard her give a soft moan as I began to unclasp her bra under her jumper. I continued to kiss Lily as the lust that I had kept locked up while she was pregnant and while Harry had kept us awake all through the night. I could feel the room getting warmer and warmer while my heart was beating so fast. Lily grabbed my shirt and pulled me to the bed on top of her. I pulled off her jumper and the shirt that she wore under that. I pressed kisses all over her chest and breasts.

"James." She managed to gasp. I didn't look at her but put my mouth firmly over hers, that seemed to be what she wanted. I heard a tear and the popping of several buttons. That was my shirt gone. I shrugged it off and continued to kiss Lily as passionately as she kissed me. My hands gently going to her trousers. I felt Lily's hands dance gently over the skin of my back. A pleasant tingling sensation ran through my body each time our skin touched. Soon we were both naked under the duvet when a thought struck me.

"What about Harry?" I asked quietly. Lily responded by picking up her wand and conjuring some hangings around the bed.

"Better?" She managed to say. We'd barely done anything and we were already in a minor state of euphoria. I grinned and began kissing Lily's shoulders while I ran my hands up and down her body. I felt one of Lily's hands running over my legs and up. I could feel parts of me begin to lose control and when Lily seemed to be slightly past caring what came next I decided it was time as I let our bodies join. I heard Lily give a small gasp and she pulled me closer to her as I moved up and down on top of her and in her.


When I woke up I couldn't remember anything that had happened yesterday, only the whole night of passion that Lily and I had just experienced. She was fast asleep with her head on my chest. I gently stroked her back as I lay there relishing having Lily next to me. I still couldn't believe I had Lily and Harry, a beautiful wife and an amazing son. Lily shifted and she put her hand on my stomach and looked up at me.

"Good morning." She said calmly.

"Nice sleep?" I asked with a grin as I began to play with her hair.

"What sleep?" She asked with a grin. I laughed as she leaned up and gave me a kiss. "I'm serious, what sleep?" She asked, "I think I'll wait another year before having sex with you again." She said cheekily.

"Don't you dare." I said to her. Her green eyes glittered mischievously and she lay on top of me and kissed me. She reached for my glasses and placed them on my face.

"Don't worry, I wont." She said, kissing me again.

"Good." I said, wrapping my arms around her lower back. She pulled away and rested her head on my lower chest. She let out a contented sigh.

"You know, all things considering, like all the stuff we were told last night-"

"Before the sex?" Lily laughed

"Yes, before the sex. But all things considering, I'm actually quite happy." Lily looked at me. "How do you do it?"

"Is that a rhetorical question or do you want me to answer?" I asked her as I rolled Lily over and started kissing her neck. Lily laughed but made no effort to push me off until we heard Harry give a small cry. I sighed as Lily pushed me off.

"Don't worry," She said kissing me gently before slipping out of the bed and putting on some knickers and a fairly slim fitting t-shirt. She threw me a pair of boxers and went to the cot. "What's wrong Harry?" She asked, picking him up out of the cot. I put the boxers on but remained in the bed watching Lily. She was amazing, her body was also still in amazing shape after her pregnancy, look at her arse. Harry muttered words that neither Lily nor I could understand. Lily laughed gently and slipped back into the bed.

"Hey Harry," I said as she placed Harry between us. Harry turned to look at me and smiled. He let out another stream of babbling as he crawled over to me and began playing with my hair. Lily rolled her eyes and lay down next to me. Harry reached for my glasses and began to pull them off.

"No Harry." I said, "Don't play with daddy's glasses." Harry looked slightly annoyed and turned to Lily. She had her eyes closed again like she was ready to sleep. Harry reached and hit her gently to see if she was awake.

"I'm awake." Lily muttered. Harry smiled and turned back to me again. I picked him up and put him on my legs. Well, the duvet was covering my legs and I put Harry on top of that.

"Don't go hitting your mum, it's not very nice." I said with a smile. Harry gave me a half complete grin, he only had a few teeth and it was really quite cute. His hair was already starting to become a similar mop to mine but his eyes were just like Lily's. Harry grabbed my hand and waved it around as best as he could. I laughed, it had become his favourite game. I wiggled my hand in front of Harry's face and he watched my hand.

"You know I think we should get a snitch for Harry." I said as I moved my hand around in jerky movements, Harry kept watching my hand all the time.

"You do that." Lily muttered into her pillow. I grinned.

"Really? Cool." I said. Just then Lily realised what she'd said. She turned and sat up.

"No, Harry's not having anything to do with playing quidditch until he's at least five." Lily said. "It's too dangerous."

"No it's not, it's just a snitch." Lily gave me a long look. I knew what she was thinking about. "Lily, I'm not going to play with it, Harry will play with it." Her expression didn't change. "And it was Sirius who threw it at your head, not me." I added quickly.

"Sirius was no where in sight."

"It was in sixth year. I was stupid." James said. Lily smirked,

"Yes you were but you're not getting Harry a snitch, I had concussion for a week when you threw that thing at me." James grinned.

"I'm sorry, shall I make up for it now?" I asked hopefully as I leant across and kissed Lily gently on the lips.

"Not in front of Harry." Lily said.

"Ok." I turned to Harry. "Do you want Aunty April to look after you for a while?" I asked. Lily swatted my arm and took Harry.

"Make me a coffee please James." She said, pouting slightly. I would have protested but she had my son in her arms and she was giving me one of those looks that made my will melt. I nodded and got up. I had no control over myself, Lily controlled me.

"Thank you James." She said. I gave her a smile and went to the kitchen. Ok, how do I make coffee? It was a muggle drink that Lily seemed to have a lot of, well when she was tired. I was in the kitchen with the mug on the kitchen counter when I heard a crack behind me. I turned around and started when I saw April standing in the kitchen. She gave me a questioning look when she saw what I was wearing. Or lack of what I was wearing.

"Nice night?" She asked with a smile.

"How do you make coffee?" I asked her. April rolled her eyes and went to a cupboard. How did she know how to make coffee and I didn't. April was as magic born as I was.

"What are you doing here?" I asked her.

"Moody wanted to know where you were so I said I'd come and look for you. He's a bit stressed because our forces are becoming thin and the Longbottoms officially resigned today." April said as she put a teaspoon of instant coffee into the mug then let some boiling water come out of the end of her wand. "I didn't know you drank coffee." She said.

"It's not for me." I told her.

"Figures." She said.

"You know Moody? What do you think he'd say if I handed in my resignation today as well, or just sometime this week?" I asked April uncertainly as I left the kitchen. April followed me.

"You're resigning?! Why?" April asked loudly.

"Because I think it's best." I said. I had been thinking about it as I tried to figure out how to make the coffee and I realised that Dumbledore was right. And even if they didn't use that fidel charm thingy if I was around and we were attacked at least I could protect my family, I was a fully trained auror.

"But, why?" April asked. I stopped at the bedroom door and looked at April. Should I tell her about the spy thing. "I'm not the spy." She said earnestly.

"We know, we trust you but we can't really be certain right now. I'm going to quit my job to protect my family." I said. April looked at me uncertainly as I opened the door to the bedroom. Lily was lying in bed and letting Harry play with her long hair. When he saw me coming he picked up a fairly think handful of Lily's hair and pretended to hide behind it.

"Ow." Lily said moving her head closer to Harry in order to try and keep her hair attached to her head. I laughed gently and went to the bed and put the mug of coffee on the bedside table on Lily's side.

"But why?" April asked from the door. Lily turned and smiled when she saw April.

"Hi." She said happily.

"Hi." April said quickly. April came into the room and followed me. "Why can't you just carry on for a bit longer, I don't trust anyone else at work." I looked at April.

"I'm sorry but I've made up my mind April." I said.

"Made your mind up about what?" Lily asked as she took a sip from her coffee. April glared at me for a moment.

"James is quitting auror training." April said, to my surprise Lily didn't look that concerned.

"Oh, that." She muttered. She put the coffee down and picked up Harry.

"Aren't you going to say anything?" April asked. Lily looked at us sheepishly.

"Well to be honest, I kind of want him to stay at home." Lily said, tucking a strand of hair behind her left ear. I smiled at her and she gave me a smile back.

"Fine." April said, "I'll come by later for dinner but I thought I'd tell you that Remus has gone back to China to go and visit Jenny." Lily nodded and smiled at a thought that she was probably playing around with.

"What?" I asked her.

"Do you think they'll get married again?" Lily asked. "That would be really sweet."

"Oh, I don't know. I got an owl from Jenny the other day, she's still uncertain about what she wants to happen between them." April asked as she sat on the end of our bed. I sat down on the bed and Harry crawled over to me. "So, nice night then? James never answered my question." April asked cheekily. I scowled slightly and looked at Lily, who sat up and crossed her legs.

"It was amazing." She said. April looked at Lily curiously.

"Details please." She said.

"Do I want to be here?" I asked. Lily looked at me and smiled.

"Well we're only going to be talking about you anyway." She said, kissing my cheek.

"Do you always talk about our...private life?" I asked

"No." Lily said.

"Yeah you do." April said.

"No I don't." Lily said, she put her mouth near my ear. "I haven't told her about the park." She whispered. I grinned as I remembered that.

"What, tell me!" April said like a child. Lily beckoned her over and she began whispering to April. I decided to ignore them.

"Well, we can be boys ourselves can't we Harry, we don't need your mum or April."

"Holy sh-" April started to say but Lily clamped her hand over April's mouth. They were giggling like little girls, it was rather weird. They began whispering again and I got out of the bed with Harry.

"Come on, lets leave them to their muttering." I said to Harry. He grinned and clamped his arms around my neck. He started blowing raspberries in the direction of Lily and April over my back and I heard Lily laugh. Well at least I knew I was a good lover. Whatever else they were talking about didn't matter, I seemed to be good enough to make Lily want to boast about it. I started grinning, cool. I went to the kitchen again and placed Harry carefully on the table. I began rummaging through a pile of clean laundry and found a shirt. As I put it on I turned to Harry, he sat there staring at me with this bright green eyes of his. I smirked at him.

"What do you want?" I asked him with a smile.

"Mummy." He said.

"Huh?" Did he just...he must have, "What did you say?"

"Mummy, mummy" Harry said pointing to the door.

"You want your mummy?" Harry grinned and nodded. He just spoke I can't believe it. I grinned and picked him up as he leaned forwards and stuck his bum in the air ready to stand up. Harry let out a laugh and I held him properly. I took him upstairs and pushed the door open. April was laughing and Lily had a look of childish innocence on her face.

"Girls, guess what?" I said loudly. Lily and April looked at me curiously. I turned to Harry, "What do you want to do?" I whispered.

"Mummy!" Harry said reaching for Lily. Lily sat up straight and looked incredibly surprised shocked and happy. I grinned and put Harry on the floor.

"He said mummy." Lily said, "Oh my god, he said mummy!" April grinned and gave Lily a hug that knocked her back down on the bed. Both of them started laughing, oh how Sirius would have loved to see this particular sight.

"This image is really wasted on me." I said shaking my head with a smile. Harry reached the bed after walking very slowly, he'd recently learnt to walk and preferred to get to places very slowly. He got to the bed and hit Lily's leg.

"Ok, ok." Lily said. "Get off me April, you're heavy."

"I am not!" April said sitting up properly, Lily sat up and bent down to pick up Harry.

"Are too." Lily said, she looked at Harry and gave him a cuddle, which he seemed to like.

"Mummy, mummy, mummy." Harry said. I laughed, he seemed very proud he could say that one word.

"Ok, now say April." April said. Harry looked at April seriously and watched her mouth, "Ay-Pril"

"Ayp" Harry said.

"Yep, that she is." Lily said with a grin. April swatted Lily's arm. I shook my head, girls! I left the room, leaving April and Lily to play with Harry. I went downstairs to the Living room and fell onto the sofa and used my wand to flick through the channels, the remote was too difficult to figure out. There was a whip like crack and Sirius appeared in the living room.

"Hello Padfoot." I muttered as I watched something on some Muggles who wanted to sell stuff from their house at an auction. It always amazed me what Muggles would do to get a spot on this TV thing. It was amazing.

"Hey, Prongs, you seen any of the guys recently?"

"By guys will you be including girls?" I asked. He nodded, "April's upstairs." I said without even looking at him. He nodded and sat down next to me. He propped his elbows on his knees and looked at the TV.

"Dumbledore told us about the spy." Sirius said.

"I know."

"Do you know who it could be?" Sirius asked. I shook my head.

"To be honest, I couldn't give a damn right now." I told Sirius, as I looked at him. He looked at strangely.

"So you're not worried?"

"Well it's difficult to be worried if you've had a night like I did." I said with a grin, I turned back to the TV. Sirius grinned.

"How many times?" He asked.

"I can't tell you that." I said knowingly. "Oh, and you just missed some Lily and April action." I said. Sirius' mouth dropped. "You really have to get over that obsession. It's quite disturbing that you want my wife to do stuff with your ex." I told him.

"Well, they are the hottest two girls I know."

"What about Yasmine?" I asked him seriously. Sirius' face darkened.

"I said the hottest girls I know, I knew Yasmine." He said.

"Sorry bout mentioning her" I said.

"It's fine, she's been on my mind a lot recently anyway," Sirius said. "So, April and Lily, what were they doing?"

"Ah, it was a private show, just for me." I said, knowing this would wind Sirius up. He looked at me shrewdly.

"I think I've got a new best friend, Lily is so much nicer then you are."

"Lily's nice to everyone." I said with a smile, "She's a beautiful person, she's amazing-" I stopped as I thought of Lily. She often rendered me speechless like this, even if I as just thinking about her. Sirius clicked his fingers in front of my face.

"Earth to James." He said.

"Sorry, yeah, Lily's just generally nice, unless she's pregnant." I said. Sirius smirked.

"Like when she threw that mug at you."

"She was pregnant," I said, "Harry was doing that to her."

"How is my godson?" Sirius asked,

"He said his first word today." I said proudly.

"And what was it?"

"Mummy." Sirius laughed. "I know, Lily should be the one who's proud, Harry's first word should have been Daddy but I guess Lily's been spending a lot more time with Harry then I have"

"Obviously, you've been working she hasn't." The door opened slowly and Harry walked in slowly. He looked at Sirius and beamed. "Hi kid." Sirius said leaning over and picking Harry up. Lily came in a few seconds later followed by April. Lily was still in the clothes I'd left her in and I saw Sirius' gaze instinctively go to the most attractive part of her. I hit Sirius arm and he looked down.

"Sorry" He muttered. Lily saw this and smiled. She came to me and sat on my lap and dramatically put her arms around my neck.

"James!" She said happily. April rolled her eyes as I gave Lily a kiss.

"Oh please." She muttered. Lily pulled away reluctantly.

"Just because you don't have a boyfriend and I have a husband doesn't mean I can't kiss him. Plus it's my house." She said. I laughed and pulled her closer, Lily put her head on my shoulder.

"I could easily get a boyfriend if I wanted to." April said crossing her arms. I swear she glanced at Sirius for a moment before looking at Lily.

"Touchy on the subject are we?" Sirius asked curiously as he tried not to touch Lily's legs, which were resting slightly on his own legs.

"No." April said. Harry let out a murmur and rested against Sirius "I'm just a bit iffy on the subject"

"Therefore you are touchy."

"Shut up Sirius." April said looking straight at him. Lily rolled her eyes and pulled my head lower.

"I think she's still in love with Sirius." She whispered into my ear so that only I could hear.

"She is." I whispered back. I heard her laugh slightly then kiss my ear.

"How do you know?" Lily whispered.

"Saw a letter."

"I know you're talking about me." April said.

"And me." Sirius said. Lily and I turned to look at them.

"So?" Lily said. "AH!" Lily jumped slightly as Harry suddenly grabbed her leg and dribbled slightly on it. It was obvious it took Lily by surprise. Everyone started laughing except Lily.

"Harry." Lily said sounding slightly stern. Harry looked at her, his lip trembling slightly.

"Uh oh." April said, "Monsoon Harry, I'll see you guys at dinner." She disappeared as Harry began to cry.

"Your baby." I said to Lily. She nodded and pulled Harry onto her own lap.

"Do you want me to leave you three to your little family gathering? I have a deatheater meeting to get to." Sirius said. Lily and I immediately looked at him seriously. "Dumbledore's orders, you know I've been undercover for a while, using those robes that April stole." He said, "I'm not a deatheater, I promise you." Sirius said. Lily nodded slowly and apprehensively.

"Um, bye" Sirius said a little awkwardly as he disapparated. Lily immediately looked at me as Harry's sobs died down.

"Do you think any of them are the spy?" She asked worriedly.

"I don't think so. I mean, we trust them-"

"We don't know who to trust anymore. You've seen what's happened to other families, the members of the order." Lily said. I pulled her closer.

"I know. Can we talk about this later once Harry's calmed down a bit?" Lily nodded and slipped off my lap and calmed Harry. She seemed to have this magic touch with Harry, his sobs stopped and Lily made him look at her. I sat back and watched.

"Are you ok now?" She asked, "I'm sorry I made you cry." Harry put his head on her chest and Lily switched on the TV. "You can watch TV while Daddy and I talk about something, here you go." She put Harry down and looked at me, I understood, she wanted to talk about it now. Harry obviously didn't want to be left alone so as I stood up to follow Lily I picked up Harry. Lily gave me a soft smile and we went into the kitchen, where at least we'd be able to put Harry in a high chair and keep him quiet with his breakfast for a while. I put him in his high chair while Lily quietly got Harry's food ready. She sat down and began to feed Harry as she looked at me.

"James, you know just now I asked you if any of our friends were the spy, do you think they really could be?" She asked me uncertainly.

"I don't know but I'm pretty sure that Jenny isn't a spy because she lives in China and Dumbledore said that she's almost certainly not the spy." James said.

"What about the others though?" Lily asked, "I don't want to accuse any of them but if Harry's life is in danger-"

"Lily, I know what you mean." I really did. I really didn't want to accuse any of my friends but with Sirius going to Death eater meetings for the order, April working as an auror and Remus and Peter gone half the time I felt slightly uneasy.

"I mean, I know we were only told last night but I have to admit, I've thought about it for a while."

"Who do you think it is?" I asked Lily. She looked at Harry's baby food as she gave him some more. I continued to look at Lily and she shrugged.

"I don't know." She said, "I guess we'll need more time to figure it out but I don't want to accuse anyone without a proper reason to."

"But who do you think it is?"

"Well definitely not Jenny or Remus." Lily said immediately. I looked at her confused.

"Remus?" I asked.

"He's in China almost as much as Jenny is, do you really think he's the culprit?" Lily asked, looking at me. I frowned.

"The thought had crossed my mind but the same though has crossed my mind for Sirius, April, Peter and Jenny," I admitted. Lily rolled her eyes.

"Mummy, mm" Harry said pointing at his food. Lily quickly fed Harry again and put the small bowl in front of him. Harry grinned a baby grin and immediately stuck his hands into it. Lily ignored it though.

"Are you going to quit your job?" She asked.

"If you want me to." I said gently. Lily scowled then smiled.

"It'll be nice to see you all hours of the day again." She said, "A bit like school but play, all the time."

"We have a baby now Lily, no playing until night." I said with a smile.

"You know what I mean." Lily said getting up. "I really need to get a few spell books" She said randomly.

"That's what I'm here for." I said. "What books do you want?"

"Well, I was thinking, just after Dumbledore left last night, before we...anyway, I want to read up on the Fidelius Charm. I don't know much about it and I want to see what it is first, before we even consider it. Well, no, I know we studied it for a while in our Seventh year but I want to know more" I nodded.

"Just give me a list of books and I'll go get them for you after I've resigned." I said. "Harry, no." I said as Harry was about to tip the contents of his bowl on the table. Harry stopped half way through, the bowl was on it's side and the contents were slowly creeping out of the bowl. Lily took the bowl quickly.

"Just like you." She muttered before putting the bowl in the sink and waving her wand. I couldn't help but smile, I got up and went to Lily and put my arms around her.

"Aren't you glad you had my child?" I asked her. Lily put her arms around my neck and gave me a smile.

"What makes you think that?" Lily asked with a playful gleam in her eyes. And just like that, all the worries about what Moody would say when I told him I wanted to quit were gone, no more worries about who was the spy, whether one of our friends was a traitor.

"I don't know." I murmured moments before pulling her into a kiss. I felt my hands wondering down Lily's back and as they reached the top of her knickers she pulled away.

"How many times have I told you?" she asked with a smile, "Not in front of Harry." She freed herself from my arms. "Honestly, James. You should learn to control yourself." Lily sounded stern but she had the biggest smile on her face. She turned to tidy Harry up and picked her wand off the table to get rid of the food that Harry had dropped onto it.

"I'm sorry." I said, "I will learn but I don't think it'll work. Now if you don't mind, I must get your list of books and I shall be home by dusk."

"Dusk?" Lily asked with a smile. "I want you home sooner." Lily said, "like, a few hours time?" She said casually as she carefully picked up Harry, trying not to get any of his food on her clothes, it didn't work though, Lily had forgotten to clean Harry's hands, so Harry, being my son, rubbed his hands on Lily's face to have a laugh. Lily's mouth hung open in mild shock while I started laughing.

"Yep, he's going to be great fun to raise." I said. Lily opened her eyes and pointed her wand at me. I stopped laughing immediately. A long strip or parchment shot out of the end of Lily's wand with a list of books that she wanted me to get.

"Now, if you don't mind, I have a son to clean up." Lily said.

"And a face." I said. I went to Lily and I kissed her quickly on the lips. I kissed Harry's forehead briefly before waving my wand so I was in my auror uniform and disapparating to work.


A/N:-Ok, i'm going to bug you some more with my predicaments.....If i did the unhappy ending i could have a sequel invovling Harry and Co (where he meets Bo...BO ROCKS!!)...sorry.... I'm kinda regretting calling him Bo..."Go, Bo, Go!" "No, Bo, no!"....i could have picked a better name...stupid me....anyway, got the unhappy ending written, now i just got to write all the events that lead up to it.....fun (!!) REmember if you want me to email you the ending i don't post give me your email address, the email account i will be sending it from will be akswriteryahoo.co.uk, those of you with hotmail accounts or AOL thingies might want to add me....I just realised i could add half the email addys i got to my MSN messenger :D

Next chapter will be Remus and The Spy I like the beginning of that chapter. Also in this one, you may have noticed that i seemed rather undecided as to whether Jenny was around or not, originally i was going to kill her in this chapter but i didn't have the ehart to because that would mean i would have had to kill Bo and BO ROCKS!!...sorry....I'll give you a BIG spoiler for the last chapter of the unhappy ending, he falls for a certain bushy haired girl. Anyway, hope you liked this chapter, i got to go and sleep now, it's nearly 1am and i'm off to London again later. Night xXx