Authors Notes: it's not often I get an urge for a specific story, so when it hit me to continue with this, I knew id better do it before I lost intrest... Not sure where it will end up.
Warning: Explicit content... Rated R just to be safe...
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More Than That - Chapter 2
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Joan stared at the ground, nervously shuffling her feet in a side to side motion. She had not talked to Luke about what had happened that night, and was now standing in his doorway with a question she wasn't sure how to ask.
"Joan, are you alright?" Luke asked, looking at her as she swayed in an uncomfortable nervousness.
"Yeah, Uhm, I'm fine" her eyes hadn't left the floor.
"You know, you could tell me why your here..."
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bother you..." Joans wasn't sure what had caused her to act this way, she would normaly be screaming a harsh comment to her brother, or using an insulting nickname. It was odd to care what her younger brother thought of her.
"No, Joan, I didn't mean it like that... would you just come in and stop pacing?"
Joan slowly steped into the room, closing the door behind her. Luke had risen from his chair and now sat at the corner of his bed, where he motioned for Joan to sit next to him.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing it's just... we haven't talked about... you know..." Joan fought to find the words as she sat next to her brother on the bed.
"I didn't think you would want to"
"Was it just a passing momment, Luke?"
"Joan, I've never felt the way I did that night"
"So you're saying you we're under the influence?"
"Yeah, under the influence of how much I care for you"
"That was corny..." she laughed
"I'm trying to say..." Luke looked into his sisters eyes "I was afraid you didn't feel what I felt, I thought that just maybe, you wanted me to pretend it hadn't happened"
"But it did happen, Luke, and I do feel that way... I'm not exactly sure what way that is yet... but I feel it"
"Then you wouldn't mind if..." Luke leaned in, slowly raising his arm around Joan and tangling his fingers in her hair as he carefully made his way to her lips with his own. The kiss was longer than the last one they had shared so many nights before. As Lukes tounge tenderly caressed her own, Joan began to let out a slight moan.
"Wait" she gasped, pulling away "I'm not sure if we should be.. I mean I dont know if..."
"You're right" he was now staring at the ground just as Joan had done upon her entry. "What if something went wrong? I mean, theoretically speaking, if we ended up together, you could get pregnant, if you got pregnant the child could have defects, or it would be extreamly smart, but the chances of that are slim and..."
"Luke?" Joan interupted
"Yeah?" Luke looked up at her
"You we're rambling again..."
"Oh, sorry"
"No big deal, just, uh, don't mention that whole baby thing again... I'm a 16 year old virgin, thank you."
Luke let out a nervous laugh. What had he said? What was he thinking? He couldn't be with Joan this way, she was his sister. Something had to be done.
moments had passed before another word was said. The silence revealed to both what the other was thinking.
"We can't fight it, Luke" Joan finaly spoke up.
"But we have to"
"I've tried, don't think I haven't, but I can't" Joan sighed, falling back on the bed. "God knows I want to be normal, but it's just not happening here"
"I can't stop thinking about you in ways that I shouldn't... I can't stop seeing you as a girl"
Joan slightly lifted her head of the bed and raised an eyebrow at her brother.
"You know what I mean..."
"Yeah" she laughed, allowing her head to fall back down.
"So what are we going to do?"
"We could make out" She joked
"Joan, you know what that would lead to..."
"Relax, dogboy, I was kidding"
"Dogboy? You called me dogboy!" A smile accented Lukes face as he let out a laugh. It was a burden lifted off their backs to know they no longer had to be scared or nervous around eachother. He let out a sigh before falling down next to Joan. Silence filled the room as the two stared at the ceiling in a calming quiet.
Warning: Explicit content... Rated R just to be safe...
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More Than That - Chapter 2
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Joan stared at the ground, nervously shuffling her feet in a side to side motion. She had not talked to Luke about what had happened that night, and was now standing in his doorway with a question she wasn't sure how to ask.
"Joan, are you alright?" Luke asked, looking at her as she swayed in an uncomfortable nervousness.
"Yeah, Uhm, I'm fine" her eyes hadn't left the floor.
"You know, you could tell me why your here..."
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bother you..." Joans wasn't sure what had caused her to act this way, she would normaly be screaming a harsh comment to her brother, or using an insulting nickname. It was odd to care what her younger brother thought of her.
"No, Joan, I didn't mean it like that... would you just come in and stop pacing?"
Joan slowly steped into the room, closing the door behind her. Luke had risen from his chair and now sat at the corner of his bed, where he motioned for Joan to sit next to him.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing it's just... we haven't talked about... you know..." Joan fought to find the words as she sat next to her brother on the bed.
"I didn't think you would want to"
"Was it just a passing momment, Luke?"
"Joan, I've never felt the way I did that night"
"So you're saying you we're under the influence?"
"Yeah, under the influence of how much I care for you"
"That was corny..." she laughed
"I'm trying to say..." Luke looked into his sisters eyes "I was afraid you didn't feel what I felt, I thought that just maybe, you wanted me to pretend it hadn't happened"
"But it did happen, Luke, and I do feel that way... I'm not exactly sure what way that is yet... but I feel it"
"Then you wouldn't mind if..." Luke leaned in, slowly raising his arm around Joan and tangling his fingers in her hair as he carefully made his way to her lips with his own. The kiss was longer than the last one they had shared so many nights before. As Lukes tounge tenderly caressed her own, Joan began to let out a slight moan.
"Wait" she gasped, pulling away "I'm not sure if we should be.. I mean I dont know if..."
"You're right" he was now staring at the ground just as Joan had done upon her entry. "What if something went wrong? I mean, theoretically speaking, if we ended up together, you could get pregnant, if you got pregnant the child could have defects, or it would be extreamly smart, but the chances of that are slim and..."
"Luke?" Joan interupted
"Yeah?" Luke looked up at her
"You we're rambling again..."
"Oh, sorry"
"No big deal, just, uh, don't mention that whole baby thing again... I'm a 16 year old virgin, thank you."
Luke let out a nervous laugh. What had he said? What was he thinking? He couldn't be with Joan this way, she was his sister. Something had to be done.
moments had passed before another word was said. The silence revealed to both what the other was thinking.
"We can't fight it, Luke" Joan finaly spoke up.
"But we have to"
"I've tried, don't think I haven't, but I can't" Joan sighed, falling back on the bed. "God knows I want to be normal, but it's just not happening here"
"I can't stop thinking about you in ways that I shouldn't... I can't stop seeing you as a girl"
Joan slightly lifted her head of the bed and raised an eyebrow at her brother.
"You know what I mean..."
"Yeah" she laughed, allowing her head to fall back down.
"So what are we going to do?"
"We could make out" She joked
"Joan, you know what that would lead to..."
"Relax, dogboy, I was kidding"
"Dogboy? You called me dogboy!" A smile accented Lukes face as he let out a laugh. It was a burden lifted off their backs to know they no longer had to be scared or nervous around eachother. He let out a sigh before falling down next to Joan. Silence filled the room as the two stared at the ceiling in a calming quiet.