Disclaimer: Just guess.... OMG SHE HANDED IT OVER TO ME! HARRY POTTER IS
MINE! ... PSYCHE! Darnit.... I want it!
A/N: So so sorry about the big gap of time! This chapter is longish and it is one of the most important chapters. I encourage you to re read it for hints of the future. Read and enjoy! Reviews make me write faster! –hint- --Jenna
Could this be fate?
I woke up bright and early. The birds were chirping, and the excitement of a nice fall morning ate away at my stomach. I was excited because of James. I went to the bathroom and showered in the sweet aroma of fresh spring. My senses opened up and I felt happy. I put on my makeup and jewelry and dressed for the day. I went outside to take a walk. The leaves were falling from the branches, and the sight of yellow, red and orange flooded the ground. The smell was of fresh wind and lovely old trees. I went inside and went to the great hall for some breakfast. I met up with the girls at the Gryffindor table. We led on conversations, but my mind was thinking of James. My eyes were on a long search for that cute face I forgot the looks of. Like how if you think of someone's appearance too hard you forgot what the look like until you see them. My eyes never found my quest, so I went back to the dorm and got my things for class. "Why, hello, Limelle!" I said when I saw my cat resting on my bed. I took my books and headed off to class with the girls.
Our first class was Divination. I walked in and immediately was taken aback by the strong familiar smell of the room. I sat down on a pouf, and Casey, Alexis, Allissa, and Shevella sat at a table. Other students started filing in and then came in the divination teacher, Professor Sherhart. James, Maranna, Sirius, Remus, and Peter walked in. James sat next to me, Maranna to his right, and then the others sat around us. I was so happy that James sat next to me, but I didn't want to be the one to notice him first, so I kept my mouth shut and pretended I didn't notice he was there. Besides, I don't want to bother him when he is talking to Maranna. For every second that went by I got more sad and angry. He doesn't even notice I am here, just Maranna... Finally Maranna said, "Hello Lily! How are you?" I woke out of my stupor and said "Hello Maranna! I am fine, you?" This was a lie. "Good, Isn't it great to be back here again?" "Yeah!" I lied again. "Hi Lily! Why didn't you say anything?" James turned to me. "Sorry, I didn't notice you guys were there..." I lied once more. James turned back to Maranna and put his arm around her and started talking to her again. I stood still, shattered, and made sure my eyes didn't show a trace that would hint that I was watching and was upset. Everyone else around us beside Maranna and James noticed the tension waves coming from me. Sirius called for James and he got up and went over. I moved over to Maranna. "Hi, You don't have to answer this if you don't want to. But, do you like James?" I asked her. She rolled her eyes "NO! Everyone asks me that silly question. No, we are just good friends. I just don't see James that way. I don't know why." "Oh, well you seem so close and stuff. But okay then, thanks." I replied. I felt relieved. James returned and had a confused look on his face. I looked over at Sirius to study his face and see what he said to James. Sirius was looking the other direction though, and I couldn't tell.
"Alright, class, today we will be studying complex tealeaves again similar to your third year. I will assign partners to everyone. You know what to do." She partnered me with Anita Winchester from Gryffindor. Anita is tall and has short, straight black hair, and ocean blue eyes. We both exchanged smiles and set to work. As I was working with Anita I felt a stronger bond of a friendship. Like I could tell her anything, and I knew she would end up my best friend. "Okay, your tealeaves resemble cupid. It says here that you are in love but have a journey of chaos that comes with it." Anita had a trace of sorrow in her voice. "I hope these are all false." I said to her. Anita agreed. "Your tealeaves are the shape of two people. It says in the book that this means you will have a really good friendship with someone soon." I told her. With that, we both looked at each other and declared that we would make that true. It was a fast best friendship. But I am happy, because Alexis and Shevella are best friends... and Allissa and Casie are best friends. I laughed with Anita the whole class period. And then it was over, and we went to the rest of our classes that day.
That night I saw James at the Prefect quarters. I went up to him, "Hi James!" I said. "Lily!" he gave me a hug. I blushed. We had a nice chat and it came to the subject of my past experiences. "You have NEVER kissed anyone? Seriously, I think I will just have to change that! I like kissing." "I like that idea, how about as a Halloween present?" James held me for a little. I was blushing really bad now. "Halloween... rather far from now isn't it?" he said. "Yeah, it is. Well do you want me to meet you here tomorrow and we can see what happens?" I asked him. I could not believe what was happening. "Sounds good to me, I mean, if this is what you really want." he said. "Of course it is." "But, I feel kind of weird, I would much rather do that with my boyfriend than just a friend." I said frowning. "Me too, but it is up to you." He said. I wanted to kiss him, so I didn't think it over. "I will see you tomorrow then. Bye!" I left the room. I went to the other side of Hogwarts and took a bath at the Prefects bathroom. It is so relaxing. I thought of how the bubbles and the warmth of the bath pool are so amazing, and how I can't wait until tomorrow. I was now clean and relaxed and got out of the pool and dressed, and left for the Gryffindor dorm. I met Anita in the common room and we both headed to the 6th year girls dorm and I met up there with the other girls. I told them about James and everything that happened that day. They were happy for me, and shocked at the same time. Inside myself, I felt myself growing weaker. I was letting go of who I was for James, and I just met him.
[i]My Fantasy-
I sit in class, walk in halls, stare off into space,
all thinking and hoping for one thing. When I met you nothing else mattered.
Time is short, we just met,
I know you, and you know me.
I can not ask for anything more.
I compare you to everything I am doing
and wish the biggest tragedies on myself
just so we can be together.
I will go out of my way anytime for you, even for just a mere glimpse.
Only in my dreams would you be there.
But now it is clear you are here
and I want you to stay.
You have your ways of getting to me.
Laughing, smiling, talking, walking, falling, spilling,
and even when you act 'retarded.'
They all make me so attracted to you.
Every breath, every word that flows out of your mouth, regardless, is a song that makes my heart flutter to every beat.
Like a butterfly trapped that cannot get out; and my stomach in knots.
I stare into your amazing eyes hoping you will comply.
Your eyes send me the desire
of even just the simplest kiss,
but of something more a passion.
I can imagine our lips together,
as we lean in and then get the amazing smooth feeling of each custom line in our lips against the other;
the taste of it all residing in a sweet kiss.
Never ever have I had this happen to me;
never more will I meet anyone as amazing as you.
Let me crawl into your arms.
When will I wake up to the dreaded reality?
Deep Passion.
My fantasy-[/i]
Disclaimer: Darnit you people are tearing me apart... Harry Potter is not mine... sadly...
A/N: Okay... so that is the end of that chapter. But if you review I will update a new one soon. I wrote that poem up there btw... PLEASE REVIEW! ... Love ya! - Jenna
A/N: So so sorry about the big gap of time! This chapter is longish and it is one of the most important chapters. I encourage you to re read it for hints of the future. Read and enjoy! Reviews make me write faster! –hint- --Jenna
Could this be fate?
I woke up bright and early. The birds were chirping, and the excitement of a nice fall morning ate away at my stomach. I was excited because of James. I went to the bathroom and showered in the sweet aroma of fresh spring. My senses opened up and I felt happy. I put on my makeup and jewelry and dressed for the day. I went outside to take a walk. The leaves were falling from the branches, and the sight of yellow, red and orange flooded the ground. The smell was of fresh wind and lovely old trees. I went inside and went to the great hall for some breakfast. I met up with the girls at the Gryffindor table. We led on conversations, but my mind was thinking of James. My eyes were on a long search for that cute face I forgot the looks of. Like how if you think of someone's appearance too hard you forgot what the look like until you see them. My eyes never found my quest, so I went back to the dorm and got my things for class. "Why, hello, Limelle!" I said when I saw my cat resting on my bed. I took my books and headed off to class with the girls.
Our first class was Divination. I walked in and immediately was taken aback by the strong familiar smell of the room. I sat down on a pouf, and Casey, Alexis, Allissa, and Shevella sat at a table. Other students started filing in and then came in the divination teacher, Professor Sherhart. James, Maranna, Sirius, Remus, and Peter walked in. James sat next to me, Maranna to his right, and then the others sat around us. I was so happy that James sat next to me, but I didn't want to be the one to notice him first, so I kept my mouth shut and pretended I didn't notice he was there. Besides, I don't want to bother him when he is talking to Maranna. For every second that went by I got more sad and angry. He doesn't even notice I am here, just Maranna... Finally Maranna said, "Hello Lily! How are you?" I woke out of my stupor and said "Hello Maranna! I am fine, you?" This was a lie. "Good, Isn't it great to be back here again?" "Yeah!" I lied again. "Hi Lily! Why didn't you say anything?" James turned to me. "Sorry, I didn't notice you guys were there..." I lied once more. James turned back to Maranna and put his arm around her and started talking to her again. I stood still, shattered, and made sure my eyes didn't show a trace that would hint that I was watching and was upset. Everyone else around us beside Maranna and James noticed the tension waves coming from me. Sirius called for James and he got up and went over. I moved over to Maranna. "Hi, You don't have to answer this if you don't want to. But, do you like James?" I asked her. She rolled her eyes "NO! Everyone asks me that silly question. No, we are just good friends. I just don't see James that way. I don't know why." "Oh, well you seem so close and stuff. But okay then, thanks." I replied. I felt relieved. James returned and had a confused look on his face. I looked over at Sirius to study his face and see what he said to James. Sirius was looking the other direction though, and I couldn't tell.
"Alright, class, today we will be studying complex tealeaves again similar to your third year. I will assign partners to everyone. You know what to do." She partnered me with Anita Winchester from Gryffindor. Anita is tall and has short, straight black hair, and ocean blue eyes. We both exchanged smiles and set to work. As I was working with Anita I felt a stronger bond of a friendship. Like I could tell her anything, and I knew she would end up my best friend. "Okay, your tealeaves resemble cupid. It says here that you are in love but have a journey of chaos that comes with it." Anita had a trace of sorrow in her voice. "I hope these are all false." I said to her. Anita agreed. "Your tealeaves are the shape of two people. It says in the book that this means you will have a really good friendship with someone soon." I told her. With that, we both looked at each other and declared that we would make that true. It was a fast best friendship. But I am happy, because Alexis and Shevella are best friends... and Allissa and Casie are best friends. I laughed with Anita the whole class period. And then it was over, and we went to the rest of our classes that day.
That night I saw James at the Prefect quarters. I went up to him, "Hi James!" I said. "Lily!" he gave me a hug. I blushed. We had a nice chat and it came to the subject of my past experiences. "You have NEVER kissed anyone? Seriously, I think I will just have to change that! I like kissing." "I like that idea, how about as a Halloween present?" James held me for a little. I was blushing really bad now. "Halloween... rather far from now isn't it?" he said. "Yeah, it is. Well do you want me to meet you here tomorrow and we can see what happens?" I asked him. I could not believe what was happening. "Sounds good to me, I mean, if this is what you really want." he said. "Of course it is." "But, I feel kind of weird, I would much rather do that with my boyfriend than just a friend." I said frowning. "Me too, but it is up to you." He said. I wanted to kiss him, so I didn't think it over. "I will see you tomorrow then. Bye!" I left the room. I went to the other side of Hogwarts and took a bath at the Prefects bathroom. It is so relaxing. I thought of how the bubbles and the warmth of the bath pool are so amazing, and how I can't wait until tomorrow. I was now clean and relaxed and got out of the pool and dressed, and left for the Gryffindor dorm. I met Anita in the common room and we both headed to the 6th year girls dorm and I met up there with the other girls. I told them about James and everything that happened that day. They were happy for me, and shocked at the same time. Inside myself, I felt myself growing weaker. I was letting go of who I was for James, and I just met him.
[i]My Fantasy-
I sit in class, walk in halls, stare off into space,
all thinking and hoping for one thing. When I met you nothing else mattered.
Time is short, we just met,
I know you, and you know me.
I can not ask for anything more.
I compare you to everything I am doing
and wish the biggest tragedies on myself
just so we can be together.
I will go out of my way anytime for you, even for just a mere glimpse.
Only in my dreams would you be there.
But now it is clear you are here
and I want you to stay.
You have your ways of getting to me.
Laughing, smiling, talking, walking, falling, spilling,
and even when you act 'retarded.'
They all make me so attracted to you.
Every breath, every word that flows out of your mouth, regardless, is a song that makes my heart flutter to every beat.
Like a butterfly trapped that cannot get out; and my stomach in knots.
I stare into your amazing eyes hoping you will comply.
Your eyes send me the desire
of even just the simplest kiss,
but of something more a passion.
I can imagine our lips together,
as we lean in and then get the amazing smooth feeling of each custom line in our lips against the other;
the taste of it all residing in a sweet kiss.
Never ever have I had this happen to me;
never more will I meet anyone as amazing as you.
Let me crawl into your arms.
When will I wake up to the dreaded reality?
Deep Passion.
My fantasy-[/i]
Disclaimer: Darnit you people are tearing me apart... Harry Potter is not mine... sadly...
A/N: Okay... so that is the end of that chapter. But if you review I will update a new one soon. I wrote that poem up there btw... PLEASE REVIEW! ... Love ya! - Jenna