Disclaimer: I don't own Hiei, because if I did...
Chapter 8 what you rely on
I never knew how many people rely on love to get through their day, but in the days that followed Kurama's time at the hospital I realized how important it is.
The love that you feel for another is the strongest emotion anyone can have. It helps you survive everything that is wrong in the world. All that matters is them.
You would do anything for them. Their love is what you treasure most in the world.
When it came to my fox, I would do anything for him. I would protect him. I would take care of him. I would give up my life, or even sweet snow. It ended up that all he wanted for me was my love, just like I wanted his.
So we did share the same feelings. The same love.
I try to hide that I feel emotions like everyone else, but with him it is impossible.
I love him, and I always will.
Together, I now know, is where I'm meant to be.
End
Wow! Worlds shortest chapter! Sorry if that annoyed you with its shortness, but it was just there to sum up the story, and make you think about love! How beautiful! Anyway this ends the wonderful tale that is Zoloft. I have been working on a few otehr stories, but... well I haven't finished any and I'm not sure which one to concentrate on. Perhaps I could put them all on, but I would hate to annoy everyone by losing interest in one before its finished. Okay now here it is. I have been really slacking in the thanks. So now after skipping it for tons of chapters I will review my reviews that I got up to the release of chapter five.
Ukera15 : You seem to be a big fan. I didn't know I was even worthy. I tend to put myself down a lot. Your support made my day. Do you write fics to? I'll look you up so I can read some of yours! It was so funny to read each of your reviews from every single chapter I put up so far! Thankyou for caring so much. (makes me feel so loved )
Figured shadow: Wow you sounded like me right there. I always say weird stuff like that. ( EX: The desk is green, but not green) Actually I read a fanfiction lately that made me feel that way. I read the ending to Foxgloves by Volpone. Wow what a morbid/sadistic/depressing/disgusting story It was way worse that anything I'd ever write...or wait I'll rephrase that. Its worse thatn anything I'd post. Still, besides all that I loved it in a weird twisted way. Anyway ignore my long ramble. Thanks for enjoying Zoloft...or not.
M-python-girl: Evil you say...perhaps just a bit (smirks while rubbing invisible goatee) I can't stop myself from writing evil fics. Its in my nature. As my friend would say, "Morbidly delicious!" I was writing this other fic that is yet to be posted as of yet, and it was all pretty. Then I got the wicked idea to do so evil, and BAM someone is in the mental ward. Don't ask. I should be posting it soon.
balletanimerose: Do you think I'm to mean to Hiei? I feel bad. First of all I say that I hate when they make characters to OC, but I'm such a hypocrite. I made Kurama depressed, and emotional in this story, not to mention the fact I made Hiei cry. Maybe I should just shove my head in a bucket.
Gekidoku no Hitokiri: My trip was fun thank you! After I came back I was a tiny bit depressed, so I didn't feel very inspired to write. Now you may ask why that would make me feel uninspired if my whole story is depressing? Why would I know? I just couldn't write. Anyway I got back into my grove like in just the last three days, so look out for more stories coming out soon.
Vahies-Girl: I think maybe I am to empathetic/sympathetic. You peeps don't know just how guilty I feel when I write a short chapter, or take to long to update. I hate to disappoint. When ever I post I feel really nervous, becuse I would feel horrible to waste peoples time with crapy stories. Your guys review mean a lot to me.
Vladislaus: You almost made me cry with that review! True talent!!!! I feel sooo loved! I know exactly how you feel with your friend. Two of my friends have depression problems, and on occasion myself. I mostly have self-esteem issues.
Danim: Well thank you! Even the short reviews mean a lot!
Good Bye Chapter: 1 Azulmizu: You guys I must add this one in I thought it was hilarious. Okay since it was a review for my other story I'll even put in what they said so can read it. (Dork! You said to guess who's P.O.V it's in! Well guess what? Your comment at the bottom gave it away! The P.O.V is Yusuke's! Dork! Well, I liked the story and think you should make a sequel of Yusuke slowly losing his mind over Kurama's death...Oh well. Ja ne!) What did I say? Funny! Although I did give it away at the bottom I'm not the only dork people still guessed wrong. Besides you were supposed to guess while reading the story, then at the bottom you see if you were right. This person thinks a lot like me. I wasn't going to update on this one, but...the thought of making Yusuke crazy is very appealing. Of course in my other story I'm already making someone crazy. I'd hate to be repetitive.
M-python-girl: Actually that fact was called to my attention. Would I change it? Absolutly no. I'm way to lazy. I must say language was never my best class. I'm better at science and math. (4.0 student Boo-ya) What? I need to brag once in a while. I have the worst hand writing, and spelling of anyone around. I spell the teh more times than I can count. I even spell my own name wrong sometimes. Thank god for spell check.
Sonic16: I was surprised I held out that long, although to tell you the truth I hated that sex scene. It totally lacked inspiration on my part. Next time I'll try harder.
telynaayuri: Wow! Blunt much? This review actually made me laugh. (I really liked this chapter. Please add more sex?!)
Oppresive Darkness Chapter 1Crazy Kitsune and Miya: I've read some of your stories! I recongnize your names! You guys are so funny! Yeah it was Shuichi as in Kurama not his little brother. Yuck incest!!! I felt like writing something weird so it was Youko and Kurama.
mocha cocoa: may I say I love your pen name! I'm a total coffee freak. I think Kurama is just a mess period in this story.
Gekidoku no Hitokiri: sorry for misspelling your name. I copied your name from your review this time so if its wrong its all your fault! Thanks for the review. I'm glad you thought I did a great job.
Robby Moon: Hey! Like I said I'm a horrible speller. I totally missed the fact that I spelled tongue like tong, and since technically tong is still a word spell check completely missed it. Sorry I'm such an idiot.
kuramagal: I hope I'm way better if I try to write something like this again, but I'm a little scared of the authorities. I wouldn't want my story deleted. Maybe I'm just paranoid, but two of my favorite stories disappeared from the site, and I can't help but wonder if NC-17 was why.
balletanimerose: Okay now I'm trying to remember what happened in chapter four...I'm so lazy, but I guess I'll have to go check. Give me a sec. oh... Okay I think I know what you are talking about. Oh well. Mybe he didn't feel like it at the moment. (shrugs shoulders)
figured shadow: Thank you for the compliment, and actually to tell the truth I don't know which one. I recognize your name, but I have all the stories saved on my computer by title not author.
Oppresive Darkness Chapter kurama-sweethart: Moe!!! Me misses you so much since my visit to you! (cries and pouts) I didn't know you like this story so much. I never intended any symbolism from my life. I sincerely hope I'm not that screwed up, but its not like I can pretend to be completely sane since you personally know me. LOL Oh, yeah folks the BxK fanfic she is talking about is the same one I mentioned. Thanks love cookie. -Fabala fae
Vashies-Girl: well thank you for the drooling!
Okay now that the reviews to the reviews are done I would like to ask for some help. One of my favorite stories is, or should I say was Blink of an eye. I have it printed out and everything. Then when I was trying to look it up the other day for updates it was gone. Now it did have lemon in it more that once, and that could mean it was deleted, but the story was authentically good. Even if you took the sex part out it had a great story line, and everything. It made me so depressed that it was gone. I mean at least if I could remember the authors pen name I could read some of their other stories, and feel a bit happy. So If anyone knows the authors name, or more about what happened please reply in a review! I'm depending on you peeps to help me out. Oh yeah if the author him or herself reads this I loved you story, and am totally behind you in your writings.
I never knew how many people rely on love to get through their day, but in the days that followed Kurama's time at the hospital I realized how important it is.
The love that you feel for another is the strongest emotion anyone can have. It helps you survive everything that is wrong in the world. All that matters is them.
You would do anything for them. Their love is what you treasure most in the world.
When it came to my fox, I would do anything for him. I would protect him. I would take care of him. I would give up my life, or even sweet snow. It ended up that all he wanted for me was my love, just like I wanted his.
So we did share the same feelings. The same love.
I try to hide that I feel emotions like everyone else, but with him it is impossible.
I love him, and I always will.
Together, I now know, is where I'm meant to be.
End
Wow! Worlds shortest chapter! Sorry if that annoyed you with its shortness, but it was just there to sum up the story, and make you think about love! How beautiful! Anyway this ends the wonderful tale that is Zoloft. I have been working on a few otehr stories, but... well I haven't finished any and I'm not sure which one to concentrate on. Perhaps I could put them all on, but I would hate to annoy everyone by losing interest in one before its finished. Okay now here it is. I have been really slacking in the thanks. So now after skipping it for tons of chapters I will review my reviews that I got up to the release of chapter five.
Ukera15 : You seem to be a big fan. I didn't know I was even worthy. I tend to put myself down a lot. Your support made my day. Do you write fics to? I'll look you up so I can read some of yours! It was so funny to read each of your reviews from every single chapter I put up so far! Thankyou for caring so much. (makes me feel so loved )
Figured shadow: Wow you sounded like me right there. I always say weird stuff like that. ( EX: The desk is green, but not green) Actually I read a fanfiction lately that made me feel that way. I read the ending to Foxgloves by Volpone. Wow what a morbid/sadistic/depressing/disgusting story It was way worse that anything I'd ever write...or wait I'll rephrase that. Its worse thatn anything I'd post. Still, besides all that I loved it in a weird twisted way. Anyway ignore my long ramble. Thanks for enjoying Zoloft...or not.
M-python-girl: Evil you say...perhaps just a bit (smirks while rubbing invisible goatee) I can't stop myself from writing evil fics. Its in my nature. As my friend would say, "Morbidly delicious!" I was writing this other fic that is yet to be posted as of yet, and it was all pretty. Then I got the wicked idea to do so evil, and BAM someone is in the mental ward. Don't ask. I should be posting it soon.
balletanimerose: Do you think I'm to mean to Hiei? I feel bad. First of all I say that I hate when they make characters to OC, but I'm such a hypocrite. I made Kurama depressed, and emotional in this story, not to mention the fact I made Hiei cry. Maybe I should just shove my head in a bucket.
Gekidoku no Hitokiri: My trip was fun thank you! After I came back I was a tiny bit depressed, so I didn't feel very inspired to write. Now you may ask why that would make me feel uninspired if my whole story is depressing? Why would I know? I just couldn't write. Anyway I got back into my grove like in just the last three days, so look out for more stories coming out soon.
Vahies-Girl: I think maybe I am to empathetic/sympathetic. You peeps don't know just how guilty I feel when I write a short chapter, or take to long to update. I hate to disappoint. When ever I post I feel really nervous, becuse I would feel horrible to waste peoples time with crapy stories. Your guys review mean a lot to me.
Vladislaus: You almost made me cry with that review! True talent!!!! I feel sooo loved! I know exactly how you feel with your friend. Two of my friends have depression problems, and on occasion myself. I mostly have self-esteem issues.
Danim: Well thank you! Even the short reviews mean a lot!
Good Bye Chapter: 1 Azulmizu: You guys I must add this one in I thought it was hilarious. Okay since it was a review for my other story I'll even put in what they said so can read it. (Dork! You said to guess who's P.O.V it's in! Well guess what? Your comment at the bottom gave it away! The P.O.V is Yusuke's! Dork! Well, I liked the story and think you should make a sequel of Yusuke slowly losing his mind over Kurama's death...Oh well. Ja ne!) What did I say? Funny! Although I did give it away at the bottom I'm not the only dork people still guessed wrong. Besides you were supposed to guess while reading the story, then at the bottom you see if you were right. This person thinks a lot like me. I wasn't going to update on this one, but...the thought of making Yusuke crazy is very appealing. Of course in my other story I'm already making someone crazy. I'd hate to be repetitive.
M-python-girl: Actually that fact was called to my attention. Would I change it? Absolutly no. I'm way to lazy. I must say language was never my best class. I'm better at science and math. (4.0 student Boo-ya) What? I need to brag once in a while. I have the worst hand writing, and spelling of anyone around. I spell the teh more times than I can count. I even spell my own name wrong sometimes. Thank god for spell check.
Sonic16: I was surprised I held out that long, although to tell you the truth I hated that sex scene. It totally lacked inspiration on my part. Next time I'll try harder.
telynaayuri: Wow! Blunt much? This review actually made me laugh. (I really liked this chapter. Please add more sex?!)
Oppresive Darkness Chapter 1Crazy Kitsune and Miya: I've read some of your stories! I recongnize your names! You guys are so funny! Yeah it was Shuichi as in Kurama not his little brother. Yuck incest!!! I felt like writing something weird so it was Youko and Kurama.
mocha cocoa: may I say I love your pen name! I'm a total coffee freak. I think Kurama is just a mess period in this story.
Gekidoku no Hitokiri: sorry for misspelling your name. I copied your name from your review this time so if its wrong its all your fault! Thanks for the review. I'm glad you thought I did a great job.
Robby Moon: Hey! Like I said I'm a horrible speller. I totally missed the fact that I spelled tongue like tong, and since technically tong is still a word spell check completely missed it. Sorry I'm such an idiot.
kuramagal: I hope I'm way better if I try to write something like this again, but I'm a little scared of the authorities. I wouldn't want my story deleted. Maybe I'm just paranoid, but two of my favorite stories disappeared from the site, and I can't help but wonder if NC-17 was why.
balletanimerose: Okay now I'm trying to remember what happened in chapter four...I'm so lazy, but I guess I'll have to go check. Give me a sec. oh... Okay I think I know what you are talking about. Oh well. Mybe he didn't feel like it at the moment. (shrugs shoulders)
figured shadow: Thank you for the compliment, and actually to tell the truth I don't know which one. I recognize your name, but I have all the stories saved on my computer by title not author.
Oppresive Darkness Chapter kurama-sweethart: Moe!!! Me misses you so much since my visit to you! (cries and pouts) I didn't know you like this story so much. I never intended any symbolism from my life. I sincerely hope I'm not that screwed up, but its not like I can pretend to be completely sane since you personally know me. LOL Oh, yeah folks the BxK fanfic she is talking about is the same one I mentioned. Thanks love cookie. -Fabala fae
Vashies-Girl: well thank you for the drooling!
Okay now that the reviews to the reviews are done I would like to ask for some help. One of my favorite stories is, or should I say was Blink of an eye. I have it printed out and everything. Then when I was trying to look it up the other day for updates it was gone. Now it did have lemon in it more that once, and that could mean it was deleted, but the story was authentically good. Even if you took the sex part out it had a great story line, and everything. It made me so depressed that it was gone. I mean at least if I could remember the authors pen name I could read some of their other stories, and feel a bit happy. So If anyone knows the authors name, or more about what happened please reply in a review! I'm depending on you peeps to help me out. Oh yeah if the author him or herself reads this I loved you story, and am totally behind you in your writings.