OH WOW THIS IS MY 7TH CHAP AND I LOVE THE NUMBER 7 IF YA COULDN'T TELL LOL 7 ALL THE WAY : ) Wow writing another chap who would imagine well me of course oh I have to say Caliente is definitely my new best friend she's soo kind lol. Okay now the chap that only Sarah-Crysala and me know MUHAHAHAHAHA hehehe. On with the story I DO NOT OWN ANYTHIGN TO DO WITH X-MEN EVO/ MARVEL IT SUCKS DOESN'T IT BLOODY HELL ID BE RICH BY NOW LOL.
Telepathically convos oh fuck it to hell it'll probably not show neways argh lol
*Wonderful thoughts can be very depressing sad I know* not in accents
sexy foreign languages wonder if there will be much hmmm
Chapter 7: Pain
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Rogue was standing there in front of Remy's house. She was trying to make up her mind. Will she go in or will she not. A part of her wanted to go bitch at him, and beat the living shit out of him. The other part of her just wanted to go home and cry her eyes out. Rogue slowly walked towards the house.
She was by the front door still debating whether to go in. Rogue reached her hand out and touched the knob. She took in a deep breath *here goes nothing.* Rogue turned the knob and walked in, she was expecting to see Remy there with the black haired lady. She was shocked when she saw no one; it was completely dark except for the light form the kitchen.
Rogue searched through John's memories and found what she was looking for. She walked to a hallway that was filled with darkness. *God Rogue what are you going to do when you get there anyways?* She reached the door she was looking for and grabbed the door knob. The light was on in the room. *Okay Rogue pull your self together.* Rogue inhaled deeply and started to shake. *Pull your self together! Why am I even going in there anyways?* Rogue asked her self as she stood there. *Your just going to tell him everything then leave.* Rogue took another deep breath, and she slowly opened the door. She walked in and saw Sabertooth knocked out, she turned her gaze and saw Remy. His arms, his hands, were covered in his blood. Rogue felt like she was going to throw up at the sight.
"Remy?" Rogue said her voice shaky.
"Rogue?"
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Remy smiled as he looked at the knife. *No more pain, no more torment, and no more thinking about her.* He grabbed out the queen of hearts. "I love yo' Rogue." He kissed the card then put it on his lap. Remy inhaled deeply. He put the tip of the knife against his left wrist; he pushed it hard against his flesh, and dragged it slowly down his wrist. His blood came immediately after the cut, and Remy felt the stingy sensation of pain. He smiled again and looked at the card. His blood was dripping onto it. *Soon it will all be over* Remy took the knife in his left hand and unwrapped his bandages. He put the knife it his punctured wound and then dragged the knife slowly down his wrist. It stung and immediately started to bleed. Remy looked at the knife it was covered in his deep red blood. He was bleeding uncontrollably and he was happy, after all those months of pain, he was happy. He was going to die, his smile grew and in his eye's you could see the fire he once lost. He put the knife down on his lap. Blood covered his arms, and he touched the cuts, covering his hands with blood, and bringing more pain. Remy looked at his hands smiling with satisfaction.
"Remy?"
Remy quickly turned around with shock and saw Rogue he smiled again. "Rogue? So it's true non?"
"What's true?" Rogue asked her tears releasing as they fell gently down her cheeks.
"That heaven is what yo' desire most." Remy said with happy tears in his eyes. "This is heaven ain't it? Rogue hates me it has t' b' heaven."
Rogues heart ached, feeling as it did a month ago. Rogue was so confused. *How can he be so upset?* Rogue ignored the whole thing with the black haired lady, and just focused on her love for the dieing Cajun. "Yes this is heaven." Rogue managed to say. Rogue was trembling with pain, and fear. Rogue took off her gloves and walked over to Remy. She had to know if this was really happening, she couldn't believe it, so she touched his cuts with her hands. His blood was cold. Rogue started to shake, her tears fell faster down her face, her vision became blurry, and she let out a loud gasp for air.
Remy grabbed Rogue hands. "It stings mon amour (my love.)" Remy looked at her with a smile. "Why yo' cryin? Yo' should b' happy, I know I am."
Rogue slowly sat herself down on the bed next to Remy. "Ahm happy." Rogue said lying. She couldn't, she wouldn't let him know that he was still alive, that she loved him, that he was going to die, that she didn't hate him, and that there was no reason for him to be in so much pain.
"Good." Remy laid back pulling Rogue with him. "I love yo'."
Rogue felt the acid vomit rise in her throat, as she smelt the blood he was covered in, she forced her vomit down. Her heart ached, her stomach turned, and the person she loved was dieing right in front of her, she felt horrible, but she managed a smile "Ah love ya too." Rogue said looking in Remy's eyes.
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Remy was extremely happy. He couldn't hide it his smile was huge. Every thing he wanted he had it at this exact moment. He just wished that the pain he felt form his arms would leave. Remy put his left hand against Rogue's face, bringing her down to kiss her. He felt the warmth from her kiss. How pleasant it was to him. But it didn't last as he suddenly felt his life force be tugged away from him, and then darkness.
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Rogue saw Remy's smile, he reached up and grabbed her face. Remy was bringing her in for a kiss. Rogue's tears fell on Remy's face, their lips met and she felt the bitter coldness from them. Then she felt her power take action, she felt Remy's life force, and memories in her head. Rogue put her hands to his chest and pushed him away, he laid there unconscious. Rogue fell to the ground, she looked at her hands that had Remy's blood on it, and she trembled. She felt all the pain she had caused Remy, it was so much, it was unbearable. She knew now that it wasn't him with the black haired lady, and she felt horrible *its all my fault that this happened.* Remy's pain mixed with her own made it too much, she was going insane. Rogue screamed with pain, her tears soaked her face, and she started to hyperventilate. Rogue looked up at Remy he was laying there peacefully, she noticed the bloody knife and then she grabbed it.
"Ahm so sorry Remy." Rogue apologized through breaths of air, and sobs. Rogue lifted the knife up to her wrist, as she felt the cold, bloody blade against her skin.
"Rogue." It was Kitty's voice.
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Kitty, Piotr, and John were walking to John, and Piotr's house.
"How much further?" Kitty asked annoyed.
"Not to much shiela calm down." John said annoyed as well.
"Do you want a matching black eye?" Kitty screamed at John with anger.
"No" John said as he looked at his shoes.
"Were almost.." Piotr was cut off as the group heard a scream.
"That's Rogue." Kitty said with concern as she ran to the scream.
"That came from our house mate." John said to Piotr as they ran after Kitty.
Kitty didn't wait for them she phased right into the house. "Rogue." Kitty yelled.
"Over here." Piotr said as he ran in, turning to Remy's room.
Kitty phased through them and opened the door. "Rogue." Kitty said with pain.
Rogue was kneeling there on the ground by Remy's bed holding a knife to her wrist. Piotr, John, and Kitty just stood there by the door with shock.
Rogue looked at the knife, she then looked up at Kitty. Rogue looked back at the knife and dropped it. Rogue then grabbed her head. Rogue had a bright red color come up and surround her. Then unexpectedly to the group she started to bang her head against the floor violently.
"Rogue," Kitty started to run to Rogue, but Piotr grabbed her. Kitty phase through him, and he grabbed her again.
Piotr turned Kitty around she had tears falling down her face. "Kitty she might hurt you, you see that aurora covering her?" Kitty nodded. "That's Remy's power, she could hurt you!"
"But she's hurting herself." Kitty screamed.
Rogue was on the ground still hitting her head, and her tears falling. She was in a trance of pain; she wouldn't stop the violent act she forced upon herself.
"Kitty go call the institute." John said. He had left, and was now back with bandages. "Remy finally did what he wanted to do."
Kitty looked at Remy, she felt like throwing up, blood made her stomach uneasy. "Where's your phone?" She said immediately.
"In the kitchen." Piotr responded.
Kitty ran to the phone and dialed the institutes phone number.
"Hello Xavier speaking."
"P-p-professor you have t-t-to come quick."
"Kitty calm down what is it."
Kitty took in a deep breath and said calming herself. "Remy, you know Gambit, well he cut his wrist, and Rogue keeps on hitting her head on the ground. You have to come quick."
"Where are you Kitty?"
"I don't know some where on 12th street. It's a white house with a black trim, and there's a weird looking tree in the front."
"Alright Kitty were coming."
Kitty dropped the phone, not bothering to hang it up, and ran back to Remy's room. John had walked around Rogue who was still violently hitting her head. John's hands were covered in blood as he was wrapping Remy's arms in bandages. "Piotr, where's Piotr?"
"He went outside to wait for the X-Men." John replied.
Kitty walked up to Rogue making sure she wasn't to close. "Rogue stop it."
Rogue didn't respond, you could hear her sobs, and the loud smack's of her head hitting the ground.
"Rogue he's not dead yet, and the professor is coming, he's going to help him."
"NO" Rogue screamed with pain. "Ah just want tah die."
"NO!" Kitty screamed scolding. "You can't just leave me here." Kitty said, her words were shaky as her tears drenched her face. Kitty's vision became blurry she could only see a red tint. "Remy is going to be okay and then every one will be happy." Kitty said closing her eyes to clear her vision.
Rogue stopped, her face inches from the ground. "His pain, his torment, it's in mah head an' ah can't get it out. It hurts." Rogue went limp as she fell forward to the ground unconscious.
Kitty quickly went to Rogue side and turned her over. There was blood gushing from her head, and Rogues face was wet with tears. Kitty could feel the acid vomit rise in her throat. She grabbed her mouth and tried to swallow, but couldn't. Kitty quickly turned around and puked. She breathed in heavily her left hand firmly on the ground, as she wiped her mouth with her right arm.
John was now standing in front of Kitty, struggling to hold Remy. "You going to be okay?"
Kitty looked up at John holding the lifeless Cajun. Sadness, and concern was written all over John's face. "Yeah, is he going to be okay?"
"I don't know, you think your professor will let us come."
"Yeah." Kitty looked back at Rogue, Rogue still looked sad and tormented as she laid their unconscious.
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Wow how sad, I think I'm going to go eat a cookie now. LOL well this chap is short but there is a second part to it that was suppose to be part of this but I didn't think it fitted so I made it a different chap that will be short too. It will also have ur guy's review comments ight bye, bye.
~Lisa/Rogue77~
okay im going to suggest some stroys to read.
Making a Connection by Caliente and the sequel to this story
The Flirt, and The Rogue by Caliente and the sequel
Unnatural alliance by The Untouchable Rogue
What Some Will Go To by The Untouchable Rogue
All of Thunderfox 150, stories their funny 150 is part of her name lol
Tears of a Phoenix by The Last Ronin
Beck2 stories there funny
My Life As A Dream by Tokyobabe2040
The Eye of Polyphemus by Terminatrix T-X
Fear This Child by CrystalKeeper
Wandering Souls by Calliann
A New Start by GambitsRogue it's a cute lil story lol
The Fifth Acolyte by Sarah-Crysala
Freak On A Leash by Yumiko
The Choice by Trapped in Icy Flame
Wow there is way to many to list sooo if u want to know look at my fav authors and fav stories yuppers bye bye
Once again
~Lisa/Rogue77~