Title: Lost
Rating: R
Warnings: This story includes adult topics such as; child abuse,
child molestation, yaoi (1x2 and some 3x4/13x5), self-mutilation, and
death. This is also an AU fic.
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing.
Summary: When they were seven, Heero and Duo were
inseparable. Then one day, Duo was taken by Social Services. Now,
ten years later, Heero is a high school senior, when Duo suddenly finds his way
back into his life. The problem? Duo doesn't remember anything from his
childhood.
Thanks To The Reviewers
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know! I felt so mean for actually writing it... I also felt really sick...
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too, but...yeah...I didn't know I had it in me....but now I do!
Shori Musei: She said she wouldn't...besides, I don't think she will
kill me until its over and she has a real reason to. _
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me, and I plan on updating....it'll be slow at times, but I will update.
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aspara: I have a beta reader, she just has her own stuff to work on.
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Tia: It is disturbing that you can eat while reading chapter three....
Even more disturbing then the actual chapter.
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Chapter Three
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Heero walked down the hall and
to the library. He planned on taking
Father Maxwell's advice. If Duo was
there, he was going to talk to him. He
hadn't seen his friends yet, but didn't consider them high priority at that
point in time. His stomach grumbled
softly, begging to have food put into it.
Heero hadn't eaten anything since lunch the day before. He didn't really trust himself to keep
anything down at that point. He still
couldn't believe that all of that happened to Duo. He couldn't believe it and wouldn't believe
it.
Walking into the library, Heero looked around for the person of his conquest. The library had stacks of new books all around the place that hadn't been sorted into shelves. He scanned the room and found Duo sitting in a corner, reading a book by himself. Heero slowly made his way towards the corner, his stomach already rolling into knots, as he tried to forget what he heard the night before.
Heero sat down across from Duo, who never looked up from his book. Heero sat there a few moments, trying to think of a way to get his attention without scaring him off. "Hello," Heero finally said, monotone.
Duo looked up, startled. "Oh....hi...." he said timidly, looking back down into his book.
"You're name's Duo, right?" Heero questioned.
Duo looked back up at the Japanese boy. "Yes....why?"
Heero sighed softly, reaching into his pocket to pull out his wallet. He pulled out a picture and passed it over to the other boy. Duo slowly reached out and plucked the picture from the table. He looked the old photo over carefully. There were two boys playing in a sandbox, own trying to shove sand down the other boys pants. He looked back up at Heero. "Why are you showing me this?" Duo asked.
"Do you know who that is?" Heero asked.
"Should I?"
"Yes... That's you and me, from when we were six," Heero stated.
Duo stared at him. "No, it's not," he said. "I've never seen you and I've never been here."
"Yes, you have Duo," Heero told him.
Duo shook his head, sliding the picture back over to the Japanese boy. "You're lying. I've never lived here before, and I don't know who you are," he repeated, standing from the table. "Just...leave me alone," he added before walking off.
Heero stood, following after the American youth. "I am not lying. I never do," he declared.
Duo shook his head. "Then you must be thinking of someone else."
"No, I'm not," Heero stated. "You're Duo Maxwell and you were taken away from my house when you were seven."
"No!" Duo shouted, getting the attention of a few nearby students. "Leave me alone, please...." He whispered softly, walking off past the librarian and out of the library.
Heero stood there as Duo left, a look of determination written in his features. Sighing, he put the picture back into his wallet. He wasn't going to let this stop him from helping Duo. Although, he was starting to think it would be easier if Duo didn't have all the emotional baggage attached. He knew it was going to be hard to begin with, but he didn't think it would be this hard. He needed a plan, one that would make it easy for Duo to trust him.
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Duo walked down the street to his home. School had gotten out ten minutes earlier, and he wanted to get away from the school as quickly as possible. This attitude was mostly brought out because of what happened that morning in the library. Normally, he would walk home at a slow pace, but today he didn't want to run into Heero again. There was something about that Japanese youth that seemed familiar, and that scared Duo. He was told he didn't have a very good past, and didn't want to know anyone from when he was younger.
Rounding the corner, Duo walked right into a crowd of people. He didn't like crowds. People in large groups were always dangerous if even one person was set off. Weaving in and out of the crowd, Duo kept to himself, trying not to accidentally run into someone. He stopped short of the alley entrance. Like crowds, dark places bothered Duo. Taking a deep breath, he continued his trek, walking across the alley.
He wasn't sure how, or when, it happened, but suddenly Duo found himself up against the brick wall at the dark end of the alley. He looked up with fearful violet eyes as three boys approached him. Duo stood, keeping his back against the wall. The closest male to him sneered, bearing his poorly kept teeth.
"Hey, girlie," he sneered, "why don't you hand over any money you have on ya."
Duo stared at him with fearfully violet eyes. "I-I don't have any money," he told him softly.
The second boy, a muscular blonde, grinning viciously. "Hey guys, I don't think that's a bitch, no tits," he stated.
The third guy looked down at Duo, grinning. "He's right! But he sure does look like a bitch you'd see at school."
"Well, what should we do with him?" The blonde asked, getting up close to Duo.
"P-please.... Just leave me alone," Duo begged. He felt hands all over him, feeling up and down his chest and legs. He screamed for help, but was silenced by a pair of lips and invading appendage.
"C'mon Duo, just let me do it!" She begged, hands traveling up Duo's black shirt.
Duo's eyes widened and he screamed again, pushing the person off him. Tears streamed down his cheeks, coating his face and shirt. Growling, the blonde smacked Duo, standing the braided boy into the metal trashcan. "Stop crying you baby!" He shouted as Duo continued to sob, shutting his eyes so he didn't have to watch what he knew was coming.
Duo tried pushing the girl off him. "We can't do this!" He stated.
Her eyes flared with rage. She grasped his wrist and pinned them above his head. "Yes, we can, and we will!" She stated, striking Duo across his face. "No wonder that Heero boy you're always talking about left you!"
Duo could hear the faint sound of a zipper being undone and felt the fingers dip between his waist line. As quickly as they came, they left. Duo slowly opened his eyes, finding all three of the boys up against the brick wall, a fourth boy standing there glaring, fist at his sides. He watched as the three would-be rapist charged at the fourth boy, only to lose and run from the alley.
Heero turned and found Duo hunched in a ball, crying to himself. He felt his heart break at what Duo had been reduced to. Walking over, Heero bundled the boy in his arms as he cried. He felt the smaller boy clutch his shirt, trying to bury his head into his chest. He wrapped his arms around Duo's shoulder's protectively, silently vowing not to let something like this happen again.