Takes place after the memorial service.
Jason Morgan was worried sick about Emily and the rest of the Quartermanes. He was worried that they would take the death of Lila too hard, he worried that they would hurt to much. He was worried that they would never recover after his grandmother's death. After the accident Jason left his family, and he worried that he would never be able to get them back. He missed the Quartermanes, he never thought he would feel this way. But Lila's death made him realize how important family is, and he wanted to remember his family, the Quartermanes. Jason was also worried sick about Sam. After he'd caught her sneaking out, he worried that she was still lying to him, he worried that she would wind up in jail, he worried that his little girl would be born in jail. Of course Jason knew that this wasn't his little girl, but part of him wished it was. He sat in the safe house watching Sam, she possessed a radiant glow that only magnified her beauty. He hated the way Sam smelled like fresh fruit, and flowers, he hated that she was so gorgeous, he hated her, well not her, but the way she made him feel. She forced him to feel, when he was around her he became overwhelmed by feelings, and it made him feel whole. As much as he hated it, he loved it too.
"Hey, Jason, I didn't hear you come in. How are you?" Sam asked concerned as she came out of her bedroom.
"I'm Fine. Why don't you take a nap or something." Jason snapped back at her. He had no desire to intentionally upset Sam, but he was hurting and didn't know what else to do, or what else to feel.
"Jason, I just woke up. I'm sorry, I know your upset." Sam attempted to comfort him. Anger, grief, depression, they all mixed together creating a new powerful emotion that was beyond description. Jason was feeling so many things and he had no idea how to deal with them. Normally, Jason would suppress his emotions, but he had no control over them, they were too strong.
"You're right. I am upset. Im upset that your still hiding things from me. After everything I've done for you. Your still lying to me. I haven't asked you for much, but right now I'm asking you to tell me the truth." Jason exploded.
"I'm sorry Jase. It's just I cant, I cant." Tears fell from Sam's eyes. She wished that she could confide in him. She was going to tell Jason the truth but Emily interrupted it, and now she didn't know if she should. Jason wanted to be strong, he wanted to be strong for Emily, for the Quartermanes, for Sam, he wanted to be strong for himself, but he couldn't anymore. Jason broke down in tears as his emotions consumed him. Sam wrapped her arms around Jason, rocking him back and forth, comforting him the way Jason would comfort her.
"Im sorry for yelling at you, I didn't mean to." Jason apologized while he continued to cry.
"It's ok Jason, It's ok." She continued to embrace him. Jason looked down at her and kissed her gently. The kisses soon become more and more passionate, and both Sam and Jason became more eager. Sam escorted Jason to her bedroom, and continued to kiss. Sam ran her hands under Jason's shirt and carefully removed it.
"Sam, should we be doing this? I don't want to hurt the baby." Jason said yet the kissing resumed.
"You wont hurt her Jason." Sam replied. The two continued to kiss and Jason slowly unbuttoned Sam's blouse while kissing her neck.
"I cant stop" Jason announced
"I don't want you to" Sam moaned between breaths, and they fell back onto the bed. Jason forgot about all the pain and anger he was feeling, he was so overwhelmed with Sam. After it was over, after Sam and Jason had consummated their love, Jason watched Sam sleep. There was something so peaceful about watching her chest rise and fall. He wished they could stay there forever with their bodies intertwined like their souls. He kissed Sam gently on the forehead which unbeknownst to him, woke Sam up. She didn't open her eyes, she didn't say anything, she just lay there with her eyes closed as Jason began to stroke her belly.
"Hey, baby-" He began, "I'm going to protect you and your mommy forever, I'm not going to let anything happen to you two, anything. I just, I wish you were mine you know. I going to love you regardless, but I wish you were mine. Your mommy once asked me what I really wanted, and I lied to her, but I'm not going to lie to you. I wasn't lying when I said that I wanted to be your father, but I really want a family of my own. A family that I know will never be taken away from me, the way that Michael was taken away from me. I just want the best for you, whatever that is, and I'm going to do whatever it takes to make you happy, I'm always going to love you, I just wanted you to know that. Lila would want you to know that too." Jason whispered as he continued to stroke Sam's stomach.
"Jason."
"Sorry I didn't mean to wake you."
"You didn't. Jason I just want you to know that you are my family. I don't know much about having a family because my mom didn't want me, my father didn't care about me, I have a br-" She trailed off. "What I'm trying to say is that, you make me feel safe, you make me feel special, and you care about me and the baby so much, and I think that's what defines a family, so you are my family." Jason smiled, he was genuinely happy.
"I feel like we have this amazing connection, but like I said earlier, I don't know much about you, and I want to."
"I want to know more about you too Jason. Can I ask you something?"
"Ya, anything."
"Why are you so loyal to Sonny?"
"After the accident, I couldn't remember anything. My family and friends knew more about myself then I did. I hated it, I hated that I couldn't remember when my birthday was, or how I first broke my leg, I couldn't remember my first kiss or first love. So I ran, I ran away from everybody that loved me. That's how I met Sonny, he gave me a new job, a new life, and im always going to be thankful for that."
"But what about when he took Michael and Carly." Jason looked away.
"I'm sorry, I'm being nosy, we don't have to talk about this."
"No, I want to. When I found Carly in bed with Sonny, I felt like I lost the only family I had left, so I ran again. It hurt, but eventually I forgave them. You cant tell your heart what to feel right? But now I have you and Lila right? I just hope he forgives me they way that I forgave him."
"But, its different. As much as it hurts to say this, Sonny doesn't love me, do you." Sam felt so sensitive and vulnerable.
"I'm sorry about Sonny, but I don't know what I'm feeling right now, I don't know. I just know that right now I'm happier than I have been in a long time. But hey, this is supposed about you, I want to know more about you."
"Oh so you caught on to my plan." Sam laughed.
"It wasn't a very good one." He grinned.
"It's just a little hard to talk about the past. I'm kind of ashamed. I've spent the last few years running. I must have lived in almost every state. I didn't have a steady job, it was hard to keep one. So I had to steal to survive, I stole clothes, food, cars. I had to. I had to sell myself. " She said as she looked away.
"It hurt, I hated myself, for who I was, who I became, I hate me." She said still looking away. She couldn't bring herself to look Jason in the eye. Jason gently touched Sam's face and forced her to look at him.
"Sam, I care about you, and nothing that you have done in the past could change that. You're a great person, you're funny, smart, sweet-"
"Pregnant." Sam added.
"If you weren't pregnant we might not be here right here. I'm glad your pregnant, and I hope you are too."
"I am, its just that I feel so cheap. I didn't even know who the father was, I slept with Jax and Sonny the same day. I feel so cheap."
"Hey we all make mistakes, we do stupid things but that's how we grow, that's how we move on." Jason said as he kissed her gently.
"Thank you."
"I have made a lot of mistakes, some might say that I ruined my life. I ran away from my family, I took them for granted, and now I don't know if I can get them back.. It hurts, to be around them, knowing that I will never remember no matter how much I try. It hurts." A single tear fell from Jason's cheek. Sam wrapped him in her arms and held him close and they fell asleep in each others arms.
Jason Morgan was worried sick about Emily and the rest of the Quartermanes. He was worried that they would take the death of Lila too hard, he worried that they would hurt to much. He was worried that they would never recover after his grandmother's death. After the accident Jason left his family, and he worried that he would never be able to get them back. He missed the Quartermanes, he never thought he would feel this way. But Lila's death made him realize how important family is, and he wanted to remember his family, the Quartermanes. Jason was also worried sick about Sam. After he'd caught her sneaking out, he worried that she was still lying to him, he worried that she would wind up in jail, he worried that his little girl would be born in jail. Of course Jason knew that this wasn't his little girl, but part of him wished it was. He sat in the safe house watching Sam, she possessed a radiant glow that only magnified her beauty. He hated the way Sam smelled like fresh fruit, and flowers, he hated that she was so gorgeous, he hated her, well not her, but the way she made him feel. She forced him to feel, when he was around her he became overwhelmed by feelings, and it made him feel whole. As much as he hated it, he loved it too.
"Hey, Jason, I didn't hear you come in. How are you?" Sam asked concerned as she came out of her bedroom.
"I'm Fine. Why don't you take a nap or something." Jason snapped back at her. He had no desire to intentionally upset Sam, but he was hurting and didn't know what else to do, or what else to feel.
"Jason, I just woke up. I'm sorry, I know your upset." Sam attempted to comfort him. Anger, grief, depression, they all mixed together creating a new powerful emotion that was beyond description. Jason was feeling so many things and he had no idea how to deal with them. Normally, Jason would suppress his emotions, but he had no control over them, they were too strong.
"You're right. I am upset. Im upset that your still hiding things from me. After everything I've done for you. Your still lying to me. I haven't asked you for much, but right now I'm asking you to tell me the truth." Jason exploded.
"I'm sorry Jase. It's just I cant, I cant." Tears fell from Sam's eyes. She wished that she could confide in him. She was going to tell Jason the truth but Emily interrupted it, and now she didn't know if she should. Jason wanted to be strong, he wanted to be strong for Emily, for the Quartermanes, for Sam, he wanted to be strong for himself, but he couldn't anymore. Jason broke down in tears as his emotions consumed him. Sam wrapped her arms around Jason, rocking him back and forth, comforting him the way Jason would comfort her.
"Im sorry for yelling at you, I didn't mean to." Jason apologized while he continued to cry.
"It's ok Jason, It's ok." She continued to embrace him. Jason looked down at her and kissed her gently. The kisses soon become more and more passionate, and both Sam and Jason became more eager. Sam escorted Jason to her bedroom, and continued to kiss. Sam ran her hands under Jason's shirt and carefully removed it.
"Sam, should we be doing this? I don't want to hurt the baby." Jason said yet the kissing resumed.
"You wont hurt her Jason." Sam replied. The two continued to kiss and Jason slowly unbuttoned Sam's blouse while kissing her neck.
"I cant stop" Jason announced
"I don't want you to" Sam moaned between breaths, and they fell back onto the bed. Jason forgot about all the pain and anger he was feeling, he was so overwhelmed with Sam. After it was over, after Sam and Jason had consummated their love, Jason watched Sam sleep. There was something so peaceful about watching her chest rise and fall. He wished they could stay there forever with their bodies intertwined like their souls. He kissed Sam gently on the forehead which unbeknownst to him, woke Sam up. She didn't open her eyes, she didn't say anything, she just lay there with her eyes closed as Jason began to stroke her belly.
"Hey, baby-" He began, "I'm going to protect you and your mommy forever, I'm not going to let anything happen to you two, anything. I just, I wish you were mine you know. I going to love you regardless, but I wish you were mine. Your mommy once asked me what I really wanted, and I lied to her, but I'm not going to lie to you. I wasn't lying when I said that I wanted to be your father, but I really want a family of my own. A family that I know will never be taken away from me, the way that Michael was taken away from me. I just want the best for you, whatever that is, and I'm going to do whatever it takes to make you happy, I'm always going to love you, I just wanted you to know that. Lila would want you to know that too." Jason whispered as he continued to stroke Sam's stomach.
"Jason."
"Sorry I didn't mean to wake you."
"You didn't. Jason I just want you to know that you are my family. I don't know much about having a family because my mom didn't want me, my father didn't care about me, I have a br-" She trailed off. "What I'm trying to say is that, you make me feel safe, you make me feel special, and you care about me and the baby so much, and I think that's what defines a family, so you are my family." Jason smiled, he was genuinely happy.
"I feel like we have this amazing connection, but like I said earlier, I don't know much about you, and I want to."
"I want to know more about you too Jason. Can I ask you something?"
"Ya, anything."
"Why are you so loyal to Sonny?"
"After the accident, I couldn't remember anything. My family and friends knew more about myself then I did. I hated it, I hated that I couldn't remember when my birthday was, or how I first broke my leg, I couldn't remember my first kiss or first love. So I ran, I ran away from everybody that loved me. That's how I met Sonny, he gave me a new job, a new life, and im always going to be thankful for that."
"But what about when he took Michael and Carly." Jason looked away.
"I'm sorry, I'm being nosy, we don't have to talk about this."
"No, I want to. When I found Carly in bed with Sonny, I felt like I lost the only family I had left, so I ran again. It hurt, but eventually I forgave them. You cant tell your heart what to feel right? But now I have you and Lila right? I just hope he forgives me they way that I forgave him."
"But, its different. As much as it hurts to say this, Sonny doesn't love me, do you." Sam felt so sensitive and vulnerable.
"I'm sorry about Sonny, but I don't know what I'm feeling right now, I don't know. I just know that right now I'm happier than I have been in a long time. But hey, this is supposed about you, I want to know more about you."
"Oh so you caught on to my plan." Sam laughed.
"It wasn't a very good one." He grinned.
"It's just a little hard to talk about the past. I'm kind of ashamed. I've spent the last few years running. I must have lived in almost every state. I didn't have a steady job, it was hard to keep one. So I had to steal to survive, I stole clothes, food, cars. I had to. I had to sell myself. " She said as she looked away.
"It hurt, I hated myself, for who I was, who I became, I hate me." She said still looking away. She couldn't bring herself to look Jason in the eye. Jason gently touched Sam's face and forced her to look at him.
"Sam, I care about you, and nothing that you have done in the past could change that. You're a great person, you're funny, smart, sweet-"
"Pregnant." Sam added.
"If you weren't pregnant we might not be here right here. I'm glad your pregnant, and I hope you are too."
"I am, its just that I feel so cheap. I didn't even know who the father was, I slept with Jax and Sonny the same day. I feel so cheap."
"Hey we all make mistakes, we do stupid things but that's how we grow, that's how we move on." Jason said as he kissed her gently.
"Thank you."
"I have made a lot of mistakes, some might say that I ruined my life. I ran away from my family, I took them for granted, and now I don't know if I can get them back.. It hurts, to be around them, knowing that I will never remember no matter how much I try. It hurts." A single tear fell from Jason's cheek. Sam wrapped him in her arms and held him close and they fell asleep in each others arms.