NOTE TO jdjjgd: I'M SORRY BUT, I DON'T GET WHAT YOU MEAN. JAMES BARELY SAID ANYTHING...IN FACT BOTH OF THEM BARELY SAID ANYTHING. HIS ONLY LINE WAS: "Oh Lily... If only you knew...If only.." THAT WAS IT... I'M CONFUSED... .
NOTE TO lilyfan: YOU'RE AN ASIAN TOO?! SO AM I! I'M SORRY I CAN'T REVIEW, A POP UP THINGY HAS BEEN BLOCKING IT. BUT I READ YOUR LATEST FIC, AND IT WAS PRETTY GOOD. ALTOUGH I WASN'T SURE WHAT YOUR PLOT WAS...
MY LAST NOTE: SORRY TO ALL OF YOU...FOR MAKING Y'ALL WAIT. I HAD TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMS. AND NOW THEY'RE DONE! WOOHOO!
OK... I GUESS THAT'S ABOUT IT... AGAIN THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO REVIEWED, AND TO THOSE WHO DIDN'T, THEN REVIEW! YOU MIGHT JUST SEE YOUR NAME ON THE SCREEN FOR YOUR WONDERFUL OR...NOT SO WONDERFUL REVIEW... ARIGATOU! AND NOW, ON W/ THE STORY
After reading Lily's ungiven letters for him, James decided to tell Lily the truth...He wanted so much to confess. Besides, he wants to gain her love for him again.
[that tomorrow morning...]Lily had obviously crying. Her eyes were puffy and red; she was probably crying non-stop in the bathroom. As she got out, she tried to do some charms on herself to make it looked like she wasn't crying or anything... As she looked at the mirror, she was disgusted at the sight. "Come on Lily, get a hold of yourself. You look so pathetic, he's only one guy!" Lily scolded her- self.
And she tried to fix herself. She put her hair in a bun, washed her face with moisturizer and then wiped her face. She let her hair down, and put some light make up, to cover up for late night crying sessions. (a/n: I really don't know anything about makeup. but i'll try to describe the best i can...) She put light eyeshadow, a little bit of blush on and her favorite lip- gloss. Then made her hair curl at the end. She had to admit, for the past few weeks, she looked hot ... correction, she still does.
[in the Great Hall...]Lily tried her best to eat, but she couldn't, her mind was set on one person and one person alone...James Potter. "Lily? What's wrong? Why aren't you eating?" one of her friends, Taylor asked asked. She has a light brown hair, almost blonde that fell up to her shoulders. The layering of her hair framed her face nicely. "It's nothing, really, I'm just not hungry. That's all." Lily answered back. "Girl, you aint foolin' nobody. It's obvious you still love that obnoxious Potter guy." Her friend Tanya but in. She was an African-American who transfered to Hogwarts 4 years ago. She had black locks that rested up to the middle of her back. "Tanya's right. Lily, even though you tried to look unaffected, we know you're hurting. Besides we could hear your crying session in the bathroom." Another one of her friend, Lauren said for the first time.
"I guess I can't hide it from you guys anymore. But it hurts, it really does." As Lily said this, she didn't let the others reply anymore, because she stood up and went stright for the door.
James was "eating" his breakfast when he saw Lily ran for the door. He saw this as his chance to confess to Lily everything.
As he was about to chase after her, Tanya blocked his way. "Where do you think you're going Potter?" She said spatting his name. "Trying to go after Lily, do you mind?" he said irritably. "As a matter of fact, I do mind." She said that and almost instantly reached for wand. "Too bad, 'coz I'm in a hurry. Wingardium Laviosa!" James's spell replied for him. Before anyone could get in his way aggain, James ran towards the door.
[in the Hall way...]It wasn't at all difficult for James to find Lily, because she was right outside. "Lily..." James's stutter startled his ex. "What do you want Potter." Lily said in a cold voice. She also tried to give him a cold look, but obviously she can't. James was taken a back by Lily's cold treatment. "I...I wanted to talk to you about something very important. It might just save our relaionship." James began. "Relationship? Our relationship had ended when you broke up with me. Tell me, what relationship are you talking about?" James's head was spinning. A part of him wanted to confees a part of him didn't. I need to tell her everything ... I want to tell her everything ... I love her... "Lily, can we please go inside a classroom, I need to confess something very important." Now it was Lily's head that was spinning. She wanted to give James another chance. But she was afraid to be hurt again. "Fine. But make it snappy..." Lily said after a moment of thought.
"Lily, do you know that really bitchy girl from Slytherin?" James asked. "James, every girl in Slytherin is bitchy." Lily replied. "oh yeah... Anyway, her name is Bianca Parker. My parents owed their lives to her parents. You see, Voldemort destroyed my mum and dad's village. My mum and dad almost died, but thankfully Bianca's parents were able to save my parents. Only there was a catch, when her parents knew that our herritage were full of pure-blooded families and were rich, and when my parents told them that they'll do anything to repay the bloody bastards, Her parents told my parents that when Bianca and come of age, I will have to marry her. And if I refuse, they'll kill my parents even the one I love besides Bianca..." James said.
Lily was to say...speechless. She didn't know. "James, why didn't you tell me? We could've solved this together." Lily said as she gave James a hug and James gave in to it. "I just didn't wanted you to get involve. I wanted to protect you and my family. I love you Lils." He said and gave Lily a very passionate kiss. As they pulled out, Lily said: "Don't worry, if one of us will get hurt, we'll get hurt together. James, you should know that we're more than lovers, we're partners. We should do things together..." And she gave James another hug. James couldn't help it anymore so he cried on Lily's chest. "Shh...We're in this together. Don't worry..." Lily's soothing voice made James at ease. They were in that position for fifteen minutes. What they didn't know was that an eye was keeping a close watch on them.
[TBC? maybe...maybe not...]Hi everyone! Yeah it's me again. Tell me if you liked it or not 'k? Please review!